produced by rick niles , john hagerson , and the online distributed proofreading team . twice-told tales . by nathaniel hawthorne . philadelphia : david mckay , publisher , @number@ south ninth street . @number@ contents . page the gray champion @number@ sunday at home @number@ the wedding-knell @number@ the minister's black veil @number@ the maypole of merry mount @number@ the gentle boy @number@ mr . higginbotham's catastrophe @number@ little annie's ramble @number@ wakefield @number@ a rill from the town pump @number@ the great carbuncle @number@ the prophetic pictures @number@ david swan @number@ sights from a steeple @number@ the hollow of the three hills @number@ the toll-gatherer's day @number@ the vision of the fountain @number@ fancy's show-box @number@ dr . heidegger's experiment @number@ legends of the province house : i . howe's masquerade @number@ ii . edward randolph's portrait @number@ iii . lady eleanore's mantle @number@ iv . old esther dudley @number@ the haunted mind @number@ the village uncle @number@ the ambitious guest @number@ the sister-years @number@ snowflakes @number@ the seven vagabonds @number@ the white old maid @number@ peter goldthwaite's treasure @number@ chippings with a chisel @number@ the shaker bridal @number@ night-sketches @number@ endicott and the red cross @number@ the lily's quest @number@ footprints on the seashore @number@ edward fane's rosebud @number@ the threefold destiny @number@ twice-told tales . the gray champion . there was once a time when new england groaned under the actual pressure of heavier wrongs than those threatened ones which brought on the revolution . still , the intelligence produced a marked effect . the sun was near setting when the march commenced . these holy men exerted their influence to quiet the people , but not to disperse them . " satan will strike his master-stroke presently , " cried some , " because he knoweth that his time is short . all our godly pastors are to be dragged to prison . we shall see them at a smithfield fire in king street . " " the pope of rome has given orders for a new st bartholomew , " cried others . " we are to be massacred , man and male-child . " neither was this rumor wholly discredited ; although the wiser class believed the governor 's object somewhat less atrocious . his predecessor under the old charter , bradstreet , a venerable companion of the first settlers , was known to be in town . " stand firm for the old charter-governor ! " shouted the crowd , seizing upon the idea " the good old governor bradstreet ! " " my children , " concluded this venerable person , " do nothing rashly . cry not aloud , but pray for the welfare of new england and expect patiently what the lord will do in this matter . " the event was soon to be decided . their steady march was like the progress of a machine that would roll irresistibly over everything in its way . those around him were his favorite councillors and the bitterest foes of new england . on the other side was bullivant , scattering jests and mockery as he rode along . the captain of a frigate in the harbor and two or three civil officers under the crown were also there . another guard of soldiers , in double rank , brought up the rear . " o lord of hosts , " cried a voice among the crowd , " provide a champion for thy people ! " this ejaculation was loudly uttered , and served as a herald 's cry to introduce a remarkable personage . the intervening space was empty a paved solitude between lofty edifices which threw almost a twilight shadow over it . he made a gesture at once of encouragement and warning , then turned again and resumed his way . " who is this gray patriarch ? " asked the young men of their sires . " who is this venerable brother ? " asked the old men among themselves . but none could make reply . the elderly men ought to have remembered him , too , with locks as gray in their youth as their own were now . and the young ! " whence did he come ? what is his purpose ? who can this old man be ? " whispered the wondering crowd . meanwhile , the venerable stranger , staff in hand , was pursuing his solitary walk along the centre of the street . now he marched onward with a warrior 's step , keeping time to the military music . " stand ! " cried he . at the old man 's word and outstretched arm the roll of the drum was hushed at once and the advancing line stood still . a tremulous enthusiasm seized upon the multitude . they raised a shout of awe and exultation , and looked for the deliverance of new england . " what does this old fellow here ? " cried edward randolph , fiercely . " on , sir edmund ! " nay , nay ! let us show respect to the good grandsire , " said bullivant , laughing . doubtless he thinks to put us down with a proclamation in old noll 's name . " " are you mad , old man ? " demanded sir edmund andros , in loud and harsh tones . " how dare you stay the march of king james 's governor ? " " i have stayed the march of a king himself ere now , " replied the gray figure , with stern composure . and what speak ye of james ? back , thou that wast a governor , back ! with this night thy power is ended . to-morrow , the prison ! back , lest i foretell the scaffold ! " but his voice stirred their souls . they confronted the soldiers , not wholly without arms and ready to convert the very stones of the street into deadly weapons . but where was the gray champion ? but all agreed that the hoary shape was gone . and who was the gray champion ? i have heard that whenever the descendants of the puritans are to show the spirit of their sires the old man appears again . when eighty years had passed , he walked once more in king street . and when our fathers were toiling at the breastwork on bunker 's hill , all through that night the old warrior walked his rounds . long , long may it be ere he comes again ! his hour is one of darkness and adversity and peril . sunday at home . every sabbath morning in the summer-time i thrust back the curtain to watch the sunrise stealing down a steeple which stands opposite my chamber window . now the loftiest window gleams , and now the lower . the carved framework of the portal is marked strongly out . methinks though the same sun brightens it every fair morning , yet the steeple has a peculiar robe of brightness for the sabbath . by dwelling near a church a person soon contracts an attachment for the edifice . but the steeple stands foremost in our thoughts , as well as locally . it impresses us as a giant with a mind comprehensive and discriminating enough to care for the great and small concerns of all the town . yet , in spite of this connection with human interests , what a moral loneliness on week-days broods round about its stately height ! a glance at the body of the church deepens this impression . time where man lives not what is it but eternity ? we will say more of this hereafter . many have fancied so . and ever let me recognize it ! some illusions and this among them are the shadows of great truths . if it have gone astray , it will return again . i love to spend such pleasant sabbaths from morning till night behind the curtain of my open window . are they spent amiss ? every spot so near the church as to be visited by the circling shadow of the steeple should be deemed consecrated ground to-day . my heart , perhaps , has no such holy , nor , i would fain trust , such impious , potency . but i am there even before my friend the sexton . at length he comes a man of kindly but sombre aspect , in dark gray clothes , and hair of the same mixture . he comes and applies his key to the wide portal . how glad , yet solemn too ! all the steeples in town are talking together aloft in the sunny air and rejoicing among themselves while their spires point heavenward . meantime , here are the children assembling to the sabbath-school , which is kept somewhere within the church . or i might compare them to cherubs haunting that holy place . about a quarter of an hour before the second ringing of the bell individuals of the congregation begin to appear . would that the sabbath came twice as often , for the sake of that sorrowful old soul ! i sometimes fancy that the old woman is the happier of the two . after these , others drop in singly and by twos and threes , either disappearing through the doorway or taking their stand in its vicinity . those pretty girls ! why will they disturb my pious meditations ? were i the minister himself , i must needs look . the greater part , however , have adopted a milder cheerfulness of hue . a white stocking is infinitely more effective than a black one . here comes the clergyman , slow and solemn , in severe simplicity , needing no black silk gown to denote his office . his aspect claims my reverence , but cannot win my love . by middle age , or sooner , the creed has generally wrought upon the heart or been attempered by it . as the minister passes into the church the bell holds its iron tongue and all the low murmur of the congregation dies away . oh , i ought to have gone to church ! the bustle of the rising congregation reaches my ears . they are standing up to pray . " lord , look down upon me in mercy ! " with that sentiment gushing from my soul , might i not leave all the rest to him ? hark ! the hymn ! at this distance it thrills through my frame and plays upon my heart-strings with a pleasure both of the sense and spirit . heaven be praised ! it is my misfortune seldom to fructify in a regular way by any but printed sermons . i , their sole auditor , cannot always understand them . suppose that a few hours have passed , and behold me still behind my curtain just before the close of the afternoon service . the hour-hand on the dial has passed beyond four o'clock . around the church door all is solitude , and an impenetrable obscurity beyond the threshold . a commotion is heard . this instantaneous outbreak of life into loneliness is one of the pleasantest scenes of the day . i have taken a great liking to those black silk pantaloons . the sabbath eve is the eve of love . at length the whole congregation is dispersed . poor souls ! to them the most captivating picture of bliss in heaven is " there we shall be white ! " all is solitude again . but hark ! a broken warbling of voices , and now , attuning its grandeur to their sweetness , a stately peal of the organ . who are the choristers ? on the wings of that rich melody they were borne upward . this , gentle reader , is merely a flight of poetry . a few of the singing-men and singing-women had lingered behind their fellows and raised their voices fitfully and blew a careless note upon the organ . yet it lifted my soul higher than all their former strains . they are gone the sons and daughters of music and the gray sexton is just closing the portal . oh , but the church is a symbol of religion . there is a moral , and a religion too , even in the silent walls . and may the steeple still point heavenward and be decked with the hallowed sunshine of the sabbath morn ! the wedding-knell . that venerable lady chanced to be a spectator of the scene , and ever after made it her favorite narrative . with such a place , though the tumult of the city rolls beneath its tower , one would be willing to connect some legendary interest . but there was no need of this . if he were mad , it was the consequence , and not the cause , of an aimless and abortive life . the widow was as complete a contrast to her third bridegroom in everything but age as can well be conceived . sage in most matters , the widow was perhaps the more amiable for the one frailty that made her ridiculous . but while people talked the wedding-day arrived . it had been arranged , or possibly it was the custom of the day , that the parties should proceed separately to church . the whole group , except the principal figure , was made up of youth and gayety . so brilliant was the spectacle that few took notice of a singular phenomenon that had marked its entrance . at the moment when the bride 's foot touched the threshold the bell swung heavily in the tower above her and sent forth its deepest knell . the vibrations died away , and returned with prolonged solemnity as she entered the body of the church . " good heavens ! what an omen ! " whispered a young lady to her lover . " on my honor , " replied the gentleman , " i believe the bell has the good taste to toll of its own accord . what has she to do with weddings ? if you , dearest julia , were approaching the altar , the bell would ring out its merriest peal . it has only a funeral-knell for her . " they therefore continued to advance with undiminished gayety . but her heroism was admirable . the bell continued to swing , strike and vibrate with the same doleful regularity as when a corpse is on its way to the tomb . thus we may draw a sad but profitable moral from this funeral-knell . " the young have less charity for aged follies than the old for those of youth . two buried men with a voice at her ear and a cry afar off were calling her to lie down beside them . but why had she returned to him when their cold hearts shrank from each other 's embrace ? still the death-bell tolled so mournfully that the sunshine seemed to fade in the air . immediately after , the footsteps of the bridegroom and his friends were heard at the door . " you frighten me , my dear madam , " cried she . " for heaven 's sake , what is the matter ? " i am expecting my bridegroom to come into the church with my two first husbands for groomsmen . " " look ! look ! " screamed the bridemaid . " what is here ? the funeral ! " as she spoke a dark procession paced into the church . behind appeared another and another pair , as aged , as black and mournful as the first . it was the bridegroom in his shroud . no garb but that of the grave could have befitted such a death-like aspect . " come , my bride ! " said those pale lips . " the hearse is ready ; the sexton stands waiting for us at the door of the tomb . let us be married , and then to our coffins ! " how shall the widow 's horror be represented ? it gave her the ghastliness of a dead man 's bride . the awestruck silence was first broken by the clergyman . " mr ellenwood , " said he , soothingly , yet with somewhat of authority , " you are not well . your mind has been agitated by the unusual circumstances in which you are placed . the ceremony must be deferred . as an old friend , let me entreat you to return home . " " home yes ; but not without my bride , " answered he , in the same hollow accents . " you deem this mockery perhaps madness . none that beheld them could deny the terrible strength of the moral which his disordered intellect had contrived to draw . " cruel ! cruel ! " groaned the heartstricken bride . at your summons i am here . but other husbands have enjoyed your youth , your beauty , your warmth of heart and all that could be termed your life . what is there for me but your decay and death ? the stern lesson of the day had done its work ; her worldliness was gone . she seized the bridegroom 's hand . " yes ! " cried she ; " let us wed even at the door of the sepulchre . my life is gone in vanity and emptiness , but at its close there is one true feeling . it has made me what i was in youth : it makes me worthy of you . time is no more for both of us . let us wed for eternity . " with a long and deep regard the bridegroom looked into her eyes , while a tear was gathering in his own . how strange that gush of human feeling from the frozen bosom of a corpse ! he wiped away the tear , even with his shroud . " beloved of my youth , " said he , " i have been wild . the despair of my whole lifetime had returned at once and maddened me . forgive and be forgiven . yes ; it is evening with us now , and we have realized none of our morning dreams of happiness . and what is time to the married of eternity ? " amid the tears of many and a swell of exalted sentiment in those who felt aright was solemnized the union of two immortal souls . the minister's black veil . a parable . [ @number@ ] the sexton stood in the porch of milford meeting-house pulling lustily at the bell-rope . the old people of the village came stooping along the street . children with bright faces tripped merrily beside their parents or mimicked a graver gait in the conscious dignity of their sunday clothes . spruce bachelors looked sidelong at the pretty maidens , and fancied that the sabbath sunshine made them prettier than on week-days . the first glimpse of the clergyman 's figure was the signal for the bell to cease its summons . in his case , however , the symbol had a different import . " but what has good parson hooper got upon his face ? " cried the sexton , in astonishment . all within hearing immediately turned about and beheld the semblance of mr hooper pacing slowly his meditative way toward the meeting-house . with one accord they started , expressing more wonder than if some strange minister were coming to dust the cushions of mr hooper 's pulpit . " are you sure it is our parson ? " inquired goodman gray of the sexton . " of a certainty it is good mr hooper , " replied the sexton . the cause of so much amazement may appear sufficiently slight . there was but one thing remarkable in his appearance . but so wonder-struck were they that his greeting hardly met with a return . " i can't really feel as if good mr hooper 's face was behind that piece of crape , " said the sexton . " i don't like it , " muttered an old woman as she hobbled into the meeting-house . " he has changed himself into something awful only by hiding his face . " " our parson has gone mad ! " cried goodman gray , following him across the threshold . a rumor of some unaccountable phenomenon had preceded mr hooper into the meeting-house and set all the congregation astir . but mr hooper appeared not to notice the perturbation of his people . it was strange to observe how slowly this venerable man became conscious of something singular in the appearance of his pastor . that mysterious emblem was never once withdrawn . did he seek to hide it from the dread being whom he was addressing ? such was the effect of this simple piece of crape that more than one woman of delicate nerves was forced to leave the meeting-house . yet perhaps the pale-faced congregation was almost as fearful a sight to the minister as his black veil to them . it was tinged rather more darkly than usual with the gentle gloom of mr hooper 's temperament . a subtle power was breathed into his words . many spread their clasped hands on their bosoms . an unsought pathos came hand in hand with awe . after a brief interval forth came good mr hooper also , in the rear of his flock . such was always his custom on the sabbath-day . strange and bewildered looks repaid him for his courtesy . none , as on former occasions , aspired to the honor of walking by their pastor 's side . a sad smile gleamed faintly from beneath the black veil and flickered about his mouth , glimmering as he disappeared . " something must surely be amiss with mr hooper 's intellects , " observed her husband , the physician of the village . " but the strangest part of the affair is the effect of this vagary even on a sober-minded man like myself . do you not feel it so ? " " truly do i , " replied the lady ; " and i would not be alone with him for the world . i wonder he is not afraid to be alone with himself . " " men sometimes are so , " said her husband . the afternoon service was attended with similar circumstances . at its conclusion the bell tolled for the funeral of a young lady . it was now an appropriate emblem . could mr hooper be fearful of her glance , that he so hastily caught back the black veil ? a superstitious old woman was the only witness of this prodigy . " why do you look back ? " said one in the procession to his partner . " i had a fancy , " replied she , " that the minister and the maiden 's spirit were walking hand in hand . " " and so had i at the same moment , " said the other . that night the handsomest couple in milford village were to be joined in wedlock . there was no quality of his disposition which made him more beloved than this . but such was not the result . if ever another wedding were so dismal , it was that famous one where they tolled the wedding-knell . the next day the whole village of milford talked of little else than parson hooper 's black veil . it was the first item of news that the tavernkeeper told to his guests . the children babbled of it on their way to school . never did an embassy so ill discharge its duties . the topic , it might be supposed , was obvious enough . were the veil but cast aside , they might speak freely of it , but not till then . but there was one person in the village unappalled by the awe with which the black veil had impressed all besides herself . as his plighted wife it should be her privilege to know what the black veil concealed . come , good sir ; let the sun shine from behind the cloud . first lay aside your black veil , then tell me why you put it on . " mr hooper 's smile glimmered faintly . " there is an hour to come , " said he , " when all of us shall cast aside our veils . take it not amiss , beloved friend , if i wear this piece of crape till then . " " your words are a mystery too , " returned the young lady . " take away the veil from them , at least . " " elizabeth , i will , " said he , " so far as my vow may suffer me . no mortal eye will see it withdrawn . this dismal shade must separate me from the world ; even you , elizabeth , can never come behind it . " " what grievous affliction hath befallen you , " she earnestly inquired , " that you should thus darken your eyes for ever ? " " but what if the world will not believe that it is the type of an innocent sorrow ? " urged elizabeth . " beloved and respected as you are , there may be whispers that you hide your face under the consciousness of secret sin . for the sake of your holy office do away this scandal . " the color rose into her cheeks as she intimated the nature of the rumors that were already abroad in the village . but mr hooper 's mildness did not forsake him . he even smiled again that same sad smile which always appeared like a faint glimmering of light proceeding from the obscurity beneath the veil . and with this gentle but unconquerable obstinacy did he resist all her entreaties . at length elizabeth sat silent . though of a firmer character than his own , the tears rolled down her cheeks . she arose and stood trembling before him . " and do you feel it , then , at last ? " said he , mournfully . she made no reply , but covered her eyes with her hand and turned to leave the room . he rushed forward and caught her arm . " have patience with me , elizabeth ! " cried he , passionately . " do not desert me though this veil must be between us here on earth . be mine , and hereafter there shall be no veil over my face , no darkness between our souls . it is but a mortal veil ; it is not for eternity . oh , you know not how lonely i am , and how frightened to be alone behind my black veil ! do not leave me in this miserable obscurity for ever . " " lift the veil but once and look me in the face , " said she . " never ! it cannot be ! " replied mr hooper . " then farewell ! " said elizabeth . but with the multitude good mr hooper was irreparably a bugbear . a fable went the rounds that the stare of the dead people drove him thence . their instinctive dread caused him to feel more strongly than aught else that a preternatural horror was interwoven with the threads of the black crape . it was said that ghost and fiend consorted with him there . even the lawless wind , it was believed , respected his dreadful secret and never blew aside the veil . but still good mr hooper sadly smiled at the pale visages of the worldly throng as he passed by . among all its bad influences , the black veil had the one desirable effect of making its wearer a very efficient clergyman . its gloom , indeed , enabled him to sympathize with all dark affections . such were the terrors of the black veil even when death had bared his visage . but many were made to quake ere they departed . once , during governor belcher 's administration , mr hooper was appointed to preach the election sermon . several persons were visible by the shaded candlelight in the death-chamber of the old clergyman . natural connections he had none . but there was the decorously grave though unmoved physician , seeking only to mitigate the last pangs of the patient whom he could not save . there were the deacons and other eminently pious members of his church . who but elizabeth ! there had been feverish turns which tossed him from side to side and wore away what little strength he had . the minister of westbury approached the bedside . " venerable father hooper , " said he , " the moment of your release is at hand . are you ready for the lifting of the veil that shuts in time from eternity ? " " yea , " said he , in faint accents ; " my soul hath a patient weariness until that veil be lifted . " i pray you , my venerable brother , let not this thing be ! suffer us to be gladdened by your triumphant aspect as you go to your reward . " never ! " cried the veiled clergyman . " on earth , never ! " and yet the faint , sad smile so often there now seemed to glimmer from its obscurity and linger on father hooper 's lips . " why do you tremble at me alone ? " cried he , turning his veiled face round the circle of pale spectators . " tremble also at each other . have men avoided me and women shown no pity and children screamed and fled only for my black veil ? what but the mystery which it obscurely typifies has made this piece of crape so awful ? i look around me , and , lo ! on every visage a black veil ! " still veiled , they laid him in his coffin , and a veiled corpse they bore him to the grave . the maypole of merry mount . there is an admirable foundation for a philosophic romance in the curious history of the early settlement of mount wollaston , or merry mount . the masques , mummeries and festive customs described in the text are in accordance with the manners of the age . authority on these points may be found in strutt 's book of english sports and pastimes . bright were the days at merry mount when the maypole was the banner-staff of that gay colony . jollity and gloom were contending for an empire . never had the maypole been so gayly decked as at sunset on midsummer eve . from its top streamed a silken banner colored like the rainbow . where this green and flowery splendor terminated the shaft of the maypole was stained with the seven brilliant hues of the banner at its top . o people of the golden age , the chief of your husbandry was to raise flowers ! but what was the wild throng that stood hand in hand about the maypole ? these were gothic monsters , though perhaps of grecian ancestry . there was the likeness of a bear erect , brute in all but his hind legs , which were adorned with pink silk stockings . his inferior nature rose halfway to meet his companions as they stooped . here might be seen the salvage man well known in heraldry hairy as a baboon and girdled with green leaves . by his side a nobler figure , but still a counterfeit appeared an indian hunter with feathery crest and wampum-belt . such were the colonists of merry mount as they stood in the broad smile of sunset round their venerated maypole . within the ring of monsters appeared the two airiest forms that had ever trodden on any more solid footing than a purple-and-golden cloud . one was a youth in glistening apparel with a scarf of the rainbow pattern crosswise on his breast . " votaries of the maypole , " cried the flower-decked priest , " merrily all day long have the woods echoed to your mirth . but be this your merriest hour , my hearts ! up with your nimble spirits , ye morrice-dancers , green men and glee-maidens , bears and wolves and horned gentlemen ! all ye that love the maypole , lend your voices to the nuptial song of the lord and lady of the may ! " when the priest had spoken , therefore , a riotous uproar burst from the rout of monstrous figures . oh , edith , this is our golden time . " that was the very thought that saddened me . " therefore do i sigh amid this festive music . what is the mystery in my heart ? " just then , as if a spell had loosened them , down came a little shower of withering rose-leaves from the maypole . alas for the young lovers ! that was edith 's mystery . meanwhile , we may discover who these gay people were . two hundred years ago , and more , the old world and its inhabitants became mutually weary of each other . but none of these motives had much weight with the colonists of merry mount . erring thought and perverted wisdom were made to put on masques , and play the fool . they gathered followers from all that giddy tribe whose whole life is like the festal days of soberer men . light had their footsteps been on land , and as lightly they came across the sea . the young deemed themselves happy . sworn triflers of a lifetime , they would not venture among the sober truths of life not even to be truly blest . all the hereditary pastimes of old england were transplanted hither . the king of christmas was duly crowned , and the lord of misrule bore potent sway . but what chiefly characterized the colonists of merry mount was their veneration for the maypole . it has made their true history a poet 's tale . thus each alternate season did homage to the maypole , and paid it a tribute of its own richest splendor . unfortunately , there were men in the new world of a sterner faith than those maypole worshippers . their weapons were always at hand to shoot down the straggling savage . their festivals were fast days , and their chief pastime the singing of psalms . woe to the youth or maiden who did but dream of a dance ! once , it is said , they were seen following a flower-decked corpse with merriment and festive music to his grave . but did the dead man laugh ? who but the fiend and his bond-slaves the crew of merry mount had thus disturbed them ? the future complexion of new england was involved in this important quarrel . after these authentic passages from history we return to the nuptials of the lord and lady of the may . alas ! we have delayed too long , and must darken our tale too suddenly . but some of these black shadows have rushed forth in human shape . yes , with the setting sun the last day of mirth had passed from merry mount . the puritans had played a characteristic part in the maypole mummeries . no fantastic foolery could look him in the face . it was the puritan of puritans : it was endicott himself . " stand off , priest of baal ! " said he , with a grim frown and laying no reverent hand upon the surplice . " i know thee , blackstone ! [ @number@ ] but now shall it be seen that the lord hath sanctified this wilderness for his peculiar people . woe unto them that would defile it ! and first for this flower-decked abomination , the altar of thy worship ! " [ footnote 1 : did governor endicott speak less positively , we should suspect a mistake here . the rev. mr blackstone , though an eccentric , is not known to have been an immoral man . we rather doubt his identity with the priest of merry mount . ] and with his keen sword endicott assaulted the hallowed maypole . nor long did it resist his arm . as it sank , tradition says , the evening sky grew darker and the woods threw forth a more sombre shadow . " there ! " cried endicott , looking triumphantly on his work ; " there lies the only maypole in new england . the thought is strong within me that by its fall is shadowed forth the fate of light and idle mirthmakers amongst us and our posterity . amen , saith john endicott ! " " amen ! " echoed his followers . but the votaries of the maypole gave one groan for their idol . it would have served rarely for a whipping-post . " " but there are pine trees enow , " suggested the lieutenant . " true , good ancient , " said the leader . " wherefore bind the heathen crew and bestow on them a small matter of stripes apiece as earnest of our future justice . further penalties , such as branding and cropping of ears , shall be thought of hereafter . " " how many stripes for the priest ? " inquired ancient palfrey . " none as yet , " answered endicott , bending his iron frown upon the culprit . let him look to himself . " and this dancing bear ? " resumed the officer . " must he share the stripes of his fellows ? " " shoot him through the head ! " said the energetic puritan . " i suspect witchcraft in the beast . " " here be a couple of shining ones , " continued peter palfrey , pointing his weapon at the lord and lady of the may . " they seem to be of high station among these misdoers . methinks their dignity will not be fitted with less than a double share of stripes . " endicott rested on his sword and closely surveyed the dress and aspect of the hapless pair . they looked first at each other and then into the grim captain 's face . but never had their youthful beauty seemed so pure and high as when its glow was chastened by adversity . " youth , " said endicott , " ye stand in an evil case thou and thy maiden-wife . make ready presently , for i am minded that ye shall both have a token to remember your wedding-day . " " stern man , " cried the may-lord , " how can i move thee ? were the means at hand , i would resist to the death ; being powerless , i entreat . do with me as thou wilt , but let edith go untouched . " " not so , " replied the immitigable zealot . " we are not wont to show an idle courtesy to that sex which requireth the stricter discipline . what sayest thou , maid ? shall thy silken bridegroom suffer thy share of the penalty besides his own ? " " be it death , " said edith , " and lay it all on me . " truly , as endicott had said , the poor lovers stood in a woeful case . yet the deepening twilight could not altogether conceal that the iron man was softened . he smiled at the fair spectacle of early love ; he almost sighed for the inevitable blight of early hopes . " the troubles of life have come hastily on this young couple , " observed endicott . " we will see how they comport themselves under their present trials ere we burden them with greater . look to it , some of you . " " crop it forthwith , and that in the true pumpkin-shell fashion , " answered the captain . " then bring them along with us , but more gently than their fellows . it was a deed of prophecy . they returned to it no more . the gentle boy . but the measures by which it was intended to purge the land of heresy , though more than sufficiently vigorous , were entirely unsuccessful . the quakers , whose revengeful feelings were not less deep because they were inactive , remembered this man and his associates in after-times . he struggled , however , against the superstitious fears which belonged to the age , and compelled himself to pause and listen . for the ease of mine own conscience i must search this matter out . " he therefore left the path and walked somewhat fearfully across the field . under this unhappy tree which in after-times was believed to drop poison with its dew sat the one solitary mourner for innocent blood . the puritan , whose approach had been unperceived , laid his hand upon the child 's shoulder and addressed him compassionately . " you have chosen a dreary lodging , my poor boy , and no wonder that you weep , " said he . the boy had hushed his wailing at once , and turned his face upward to the stranger . the puritan , seeing the boy 's frightened gaze and feeling that he trembled under his hand , endeavored to reassure him : " nay , if i intended to do you harm , little lad , the readiest way were to leave you here . what ! you do not fear to sit beneath the gallows on a new-made grave , and yet you tremble at a friend 's touch ? take heart , child , and tell me what is your name and where is your home . " he then spoke soothingly , intending to humor the boy 's fantasy : " your home will scarce be comfortable , ilbrahim , this cold autumn night , and i fear you are ill-provided with food . i am hastening to a warm supper and bed ; and if you will go with me , you shall share them . " the puritan , who had laid hold of little ilbrahim 's hand , relinquished it as if he were touching a loathsome reptile . but he possessed a compassionate heart which not even religious prejudice could harden into stone . " god forbid that i should leave this child to perish , though he comes of the accursed sect , " said he to himself . " do we not all spring from an evil root ? are we not all in darkness till the light doth shine upon us ? he shall not perish , neither in body nor , if prayer and instruction may avail for him , in soul . " he then spoke aloud and kindly to ilbrahim , who had again hid his face in the cold earth of the grave : " was every door in the land shut against you , my child , that you have wandered to this unhallowed spot ? " i knew that my father was sleeping here , and i said , ' this shall be my home . ' " " rise up and come with me , and fear not any harm . " " my poor boy , are you so feeble ? " said the puritan . " when did you taste food last ? " trouble not thyself for my hunger , kind friend , for i have lacked food many times ere now . " with this determination he left the accursed field and resumed the homeward path from which the wailing of the boy had called him . at the word " home " a thrill passed through the child 's frame , but he continued silent . as the puritan entered he thrust aside his cloak and displayed ilbrahim 's face to the female . " dorothy , here is a little outcast whom providence hath put into our hands , " observed he . " be kind to him , even as if he were of those dear ones who have departed from us . " " what pale and bright-eyed little boy is this , tobias ? " she inquired . " is he one whom the wilderness-folk have ravished from some christian mother ? " " no , dorothy ; this poor child is no captive from the wilderness , " he replied . dorothy was gifted with even a quicker tenderness than her husband , and she approved of all his doings and intentions . " have you a mother , dear child ? " she inquired . " dry your tears , ilbrahim , and be my child , as i will be your mother . " the good woman prepared the little bed from which her own children had successively been borne to another resting-place . tobias pearson was not among the earliest emigrants from the old country . they had left their native country blooming like roses , and like roses they had perished in a foreign soil . the common people manifested their opinions more openly . lo ! the scourge is knotted for him , even the whip of nine cords , and every cord three knots . " the interior aspect of the meeting-house was rude . the exercises had not yet commenced , however , when the boy 's attention was arrested by an event apparently of trifling interest . ilbrahim 's faint color varied , his nerves fluttered ; he was unable to turn his eyes from the muffled female . he spoke of the danger of pity in some cases a commendable and christian virtue , but inapplicable to this pernicious sect . he observed that such was their devilish obstinacy in error that even the little children , the sucking babes , were hardened and desperate heretics . the sands of the second hour were principally in the lower half of the glass when the sermon concluded . she then divested herself of the cloak and hood , and appeared in a most singular array . she was naturally a woman of mighty passions , and hatred and revenge now wrapped themselves in the garb of piety . the character of her speech was changed ; her images became distinct though wild , and her denunciations had an almost hellish bitterness . slay ! ' but i say unto ye , woe to them that slay ! woe to them that shed the blood of saints ! woe to them in their lifetime ! cursed are they in the delight and pleasure of their hearts ! woe to them in their death-hour , whether it come swiftly with blood and violence or after long and lingering pain ! woe in the dark house , in the rottenness of the grave , when the children 's children shall revile the ashes of the fathers ! lift your voices , chosen ones , cry aloud , and call down a woe and a judgment with me ! " having thus given vent to the flood of malignity which she mistook for inspiration , the speaker was silent . the weakness of exhausted passion caused her steps to totter as she descended the pulpit stairs . scarcely did her feet press the floor , however , when an unexpected scene occurred . in that moment of her peril , when every eye frowned with death , a little timid boy threw his arms round his mother . " i am here , mother ; it is i , and i will go with thee to prison , " he exclaimed . " blessed art thou , my son ! " she sobbed . the sorrows of past years and the darker peril that was nigh cast not a shadow on the brightness of that fleeting moment . thou wilt go seeking through the world , and find all hearts closed against thee and their sweet affections turned to bitterness for my sake . my child , my child , how many a pang awaits thy gentle spirit , and i the cause of all ! " sobs were audible in the female section of the house , and every man who was a father drew his hand across his eyes . dorothy , however , had watched her husband 's eye . " stranger , trust this boy to me , and i will be his mother , " she said , taking ilbrahim 's hand . leave the tender child with us , and be at ease concerning his welfare . " the quaker rose from the ground , but drew the boy closer to her , while she gazed earnestly in dorothy 's face . her mild but saddened features and neat matronly attire harmonized together and were like a verse of fireside poetry . " thou art not of our people , " said the quaker , mournfully . doubt not that your boy shall meet you there , if there be a blessing on our tender and prayerful guidance of him . thither , i trust , my own children have gone before me , for i also have been a mother . i am no longer so , " she added , in a faltering tone , " and your son will have all my care . " " but will ye lead him in the path which his parents have trodden ? " demanded the quaker . the boy has been baptized in blood ; will ye keep the mark fresh and ruddy upon his forehead ? " " i will not deceive you , " answered dorothy . were we to act otherwise , we should abuse your trust , even in complying with your wishes . " the mother looked down upon her boy with a troubled countenance , and then turned her eyes upward to heaven . she seemed to pray internally , and the contention of her soul was evident . but thou hast spoken of a husband . doth he stand here among this multitude of people ? let him come forth , for i must know to whom i commit this most precious trust . " she turned her face upon the male auditors , and after a momentary delay tobias pearson came forth from among them . as she gazed an unmirthful smile spread over her features , like sunshine that grows melancholy in some desolate spot . her lips moved inaudibly , but at length she spake : " i hear it , i hear it ! break the bonds of natural affection , martyr thy love , and know that in all these things eternal wisdom hath its ends . ' i go , friends , i go . take ye my boy , my precious jewel . i go hence trusting that all shall be well , and that even for his infant hands there is a labor in the vineyard . " having held her hands over his head in mental prayer , she was ready to depart . she turned her steps toward the door , and the men who had stationed themselves to guard it withdrew and suffered her to pass . a general sentiment of pity overcame the virulence of religious hatred . she went , the apostle of her own unquiet heart , to renew the wanderings of past years . of the malice which generally accompanies a superfluity of sensitiveness ilbrahim was altogether destitute . when trodden upon , he would not turn ; when wounded , he could but die . his mind was wanting in the stamina of self-support . her husband manifested an equal affection , although it grew daily less productive of familiar caresses . as the sufferer 's own home was at some distance , dorothy willingly received him under her roof and became his tender and careful nurse . it was that of reciting imaginary adventures on the spur of the moment , and apparently in inexhaustible succession . the boy 's parents at length removed him to complete his cure under their own roof . but it happened that an unexpected addition was made to the heavenly little band . the poor child 's arms had been raised to guard his head from the storm of blows , but now he dropped them at once . its signs were principally of a negative character , and to be discovered only by those who had previously known him . sometimes at night , and probably in his dreams , he was heard to cry , " mother ! in the mean time , neither the fierceness of the persecutors nor the infatuation of their victims had decreased . the hale and weatherbeaten old man who sat beside him had sustained less injury from a far longer course of the same mode of life . " thy voice has fallen on my ear like a sound afar off and indistinct , " replied pearson , without lifting his eyes . faint not , for thy burden is yet light . " " it is heavy ! it is heavier than i can bear ! " exclaimed pearson , with the impatience of a variable spirit . all this i could have borne and counted myself blessed . verily , i am an accursed man , and i will lay me down in the dust and lift up my head no more . " as we went on " " have i not borne all this , and have i murmured ? " interrupted pearson , impatiently . " nay , friend , but hear me , " continued the other . at length we came to a tract of fertile land . then came bitter thoughts upon me yea , remembrances that were like death to my soul . the happiness of my early days was painted to me , the disquiet of my manhood , the altered faith of my declining years . " couldst thou obey the command at such a moment ? " exclaimed pearson , shuddering . " yea ! yea ! " replied the old man , hurriedly . but i yielded not ; i knelt down and wrestled with the tempter , while the scourge bit more fiercely into the flesh . my prayer was heard , and i went on in peace and joy toward the wilderness . " her wounds have been deep and many , but this will be the sorest of all . " the boy hath done his work , and she will feel that he is taken hence in kindness both to him and her . blessed , blessed are they that with so little suffering can enter into peace ! " the fitful rush of the wind was now disturbed by a portentous sound : it was a quick and heavy knocking at the outer door . " the men of blood have come to seek me , " he observed , with calmness . it is an end i have long looked for . i will open unto them lest they say , ' lo , he feareth ! ' " " nay ; i will present myself before them , " said pearson , with recovered fortitude . " it may be that they seek me alone and know not that thou abidest with me . " " let us go boldly , both one and the other , " rejoined his companion . " it is not fitting that thou or i should shrink . " " enter , friend , and do thy errand , be it what it may , " said pearson . " it must needs be pressing , since thou comest on such a bitter night . " " peace be with this household ! " said the stranger , when they stood on the floor of the inner apartment . pearson started ; the elder quaker stirred the slumbering embers of the fire till they sent up a clear and lofty blaze . " catharine , blessed woman , " exclaimed the old man , " art thou come to this darkened land again ? art thou come to bear a valiant testimony as in former years ? " rejoice , friends ! " she replied . " thou who hast long been of our people , and thou whom a little child hath led to us , rejoice ! lo , i come , the messenger of glad tidings , for the day of persecution is over-past . a ship 's company of our friends hath arrived at yonder town , and i also sailed joyfully among them . " as catharine spoke her eyes were roaming about the room in search of him for whose sake security was dear to her . pearson made a silent appeal to the old man , nor did the latter shrink from the painful task assigned him . sister , go on rejoicing , for his tottering footsteps shall impede thine own no more . " but the unhappy mother was not thus to be consoled . she shook like a leaf ; she turned white as the very snow that hung drifted into her hair . the firm old man extended his hand and held her up , keeping his eye upon hers as if to repress any outbreak of passion . surely , " added she , with a long shudder , " he hath spared me in this one thing . " she broke forth with sudden and irrepressible violence : " tell me , man of cold heart , what has god done to me ? hath he cast me down never to rise again ? hath he crushed my very heart in his hand ? and thou to whom i committed my child , how hast thou fulfilled thy trust ? give me back the boy well , sound , alive alive or earth and heaven shall avenge me ! " the agonized shriek of catharine was answered by the faint the very faint voice of a child . but after a little time he relinquished whatever secret hope had agitated him and with one low complaining whisper turned his cheek upon the pillow . as dorothy looked upon his features she perceived that their placid expression was again disturbed . " friend , she is come ! open unto her ! " cried he . he looked into her face , and , reading its agony , said with feeble earnestness , " mourn not , dearest mother . i am happy now ; " and with these words the gentle boy was dead . mr . higginbotham's catastrophe . it being nearly seven o'clock , he was as eager to hold a morning gossip as a city shopkeeper to read the morning paper . " good-morning , mister , " said dominicus , when within speaking-distance . " you go a pretty good jog . what 's the latest news at parker 's falls ? " " well , then , " rejoined dominicus pike , " let's have the latest news where you did come from . i 'm not particular about parker 's falls . any place will answer . " " i do remember one little trifle of news , " said he . " old mr higginbotham of kimballton was murdered in his orchard at eight o'clock last night by an irishman and a nigger . they strung him up to the branch of a st michael 's pear tree where nobody would find him till the morning . " he was rather astonished at the rapidity with which the news had spread . the stranger on foot must have worn seven-league boots , to travel at such a rate . " ill-news flies fast , they say , " thought dominicus pike , " but this beats railroads . the fellow ought to be hired to go express with the president 's message . " he met with one piece of corroborative evidence . his property would descend to a pretty niece who was now keeping school in kimballton . there were as many as twenty people in the room , nineteen of whom received it all for gospel . " i tell the story as i heard it , mister , " answered dominicus , dropping his half-burnt cigar . he didn't seem to know any more about his own murder than i did . " " why , then it can't be a fact ! " exclaimed dominicus pike . here was a sad resurrection of old mr higginbotham ! " good-morning , mister , " said the pedler , reining in his mare . " if you come from kimballton or that neighborhood , maybe you can tell me the real fact about this affair of old mr higginbotham . was the old fellow actually murdered two or three nights ago by an irishman and a nigger ? " dominicus had spoken in too great a hurry to observe at first that the stranger himself had a deep tinge of negro blood . " no , no ! there was no colored man . it was an irishman that hanged him last night at eight o'clock ; i came away at seven . his folks can't have looked for him in the orchard yet . " dominicus stared after him in great perplexity . " but let the poor devil go , " thought the pedler . " i don't want his black blood on my head , and hanging the nigger wouldn't unhang mr higginbotham . unhang the old gentleman ? his second duty , of course , was to impart mr higginbotham 's catastrophe to the hostler . the inhabitants felt their own prosperity interested in his fate . the village poet likewise commemorated the young lady 's grief in seventeen stanzas of a ballad . had mr higginbotham cared about posthumous renown , his untimely ghost would have exulted in this tumult . it had travelled all night , and must have shifted horses at kimballton at three in the morning . " now we shall hear all the particulars ! " shouted the crowd . " mr higginbotham ! mr higginbotham ! tell us the particulars about old mr higginbotham ! " bawled the mob . " what is the coroner 's verdict ? are the murderers apprehended ? is mr higginbotham 's niece come out of her fainting-fits ? mr higginbotham ! mr higginbotham ! " the coachman said not a word except to swear awfully at the hostler for not bringing him a fresh team of horses . we passed through kimballton at three o'clock this morning , and most certainly should have been informed of the murder had any been perpetrated . but i have proof nearly as strong as mr higginbotham 's own oral testimony in the negative . here is a note relating to a suit of his in the connecticut courts which was delivered me from that gentleman himself . i find it dated at ten o'clock last evening . " but unexpected evidence was forthcoming . " good people , " said she , " i am mr higginbotham 's niece . " but some shrewd fellows had doubted all along whether a young lady would be quite so desperate at the hanging of a rich old uncle . he has the kindness to give me a home in his house , though i contribute to my own support by teaching a school . i left kimballton this morning to spend the vacation of commencement-week with a friend about five miles from parker 's falls . nothing saved dominicus either from mob-law or a court of justice but an eloquent appeal made by the young lady in his behalf . and , as he 's a real shaver , i 'll have the minister , or some other responsible man , for an endorser . " it was growing dusk when he reached the toll-house on kimballton turnpike , about a quarter of a mile from the village of this name . dominicus was acquainted with the toll-man , and while making change the usual remarks on the weather passed between them . he 's been to woodfield this afternoon , attending a sheriff 's sale there . " so they tell me , " said dominicus . " i never saw a man look so yellow and thin as the squire does , " continued the toll-gatherer . " says i to myself tonight , ' he 's more like a ghost or an old mummy than good flesh and blood . ' " the pedler strained his eyes through the twilight , and could just discern the horseman now far ahead on the village road . dominicus shivered . " mr higginbotham has come back from the other world by way of the kimballton turnpike , " thought he . dominicus knew the place , and the little mare stopped short by instinct , for he was not conscious of tightening the reins . " for the soul of me , i cannot get by this gate ! " said he , trembling . " i never shall be my own man again till i see whether mr higginbotham is hanging on the st michael 's pear tree . " one great branch stretched from the old contorted trunk across the path and threw the darkest shadow on that one spot . but something seemed to struggle beneath the branch . " mr higginbotham , " said dominicus , tremulously , " you 're an honest man , and i 'll take your word for it . have you been hanged , or not ? " little annie's ramble . ding-dong ! ding-dong ! ding-dong ! let me listen too . perhaps little annie would like to go ? little annie shall take a ramble with me . see ! smooth back your brown curls , annie , and let me tie on your bonnet , and we will set forth . what a strange couple to go on their rambles together ! yet there is sympathy between us . now we turn the corner . hitherward , also , comes a man trundling a wheelbarrow along the pavement . is not little annie afraid of such a tumult ? now her eyes brighten with pleasure . who heeds the poor organ-grinder ? but where would annie find a partner ? it is a sad thought that i have chanced upon . what a company of dancers should we be ! for i too am a gentleman of sober footsteps , and therefore , little annie , let us walk sedately on . it is a question with me whether this giddy child or my sage self have most pleasure in looking at the shop-windows . all that is bright and gay attracts us both . here is a shop to which the recollections of my boyhood as well as present partialities give a peculiar magic . here are pleasures , as some people would say , of a more exalted kind , in the window of a bookseller . is annie a literary lady ? that would be very queer . oh , my stars ! is this a toyshop , or is it fairy-land ? betwixt the king and queen should sit my little annie , the prettiest fairy of them all . but what cares annie for soldiers ? this is the little girl 's true plaything . little annie does not understand what i am saying , but looks wishfully at the proud lady in the window . we will invite her home with us as we return . meantime , good-bye , dame doll ! come , little annie , we shall find toys enough , go where we may . now we elbow our way among the throng again . look up , annie , at that canary-bird hanging out of the window in his cage . poor little fellow ! what a pity that he does not know how miserable he is ! there is a parrot , too , calling out , " pretty poll ! pretty poll ! " as we pass by . if she had said " pretty annie ! " there would have been some sense in it . see that gray squirrel at the door of the fruit-shop whirling round and round so merrily within his wire wheel ! being condemned to the treadmill , he makes it an amusement . admirable philosophy ! success to your search , fidelity ! oh , sage puss , make room for me beside you , and we will be a pair of philosophers . here we see something to remind us of the town-crier and his ding-dong-bell . but they are choosing neither a king nor a president , else we should hear a most horrible snarling ! annie returns the salute , much to the gratification of the elephant , who is certainly the best-bred monster in the caravan . the lion and the lioness are busy with two beef-bones . are there any two living creatures who have so few sympathies that they cannot possibly be friends ? in fact , he is a bear of sentiment . but oh those unsentimental monkeys ! the ugly , grinning , aping , chattering , ill-natured , mischievous and queer little brutes ! merrily , merrily plays the music , and merrily gallops the pony , and merrily rides the little old gentleman . come , annie , into the street again ; perchance we may see monkeys on horseback there . mercy on us ! what a noisy world we quiet people live in ! did annie ever read the cries of london city ? with what lusty lungs doth yonder man proclaim that his wheelbarrow is full of lobsters ! what cares the world for that ? annie sympathizes , though without experience of such direful woe . lo ! the town-crier again , with some new secret for the public ear . i guess the latter . ding-dong ! ding-dong ! ding-dong ! now he raises his clear loud voice above all the din of the town . what saith the people 's orator ? whoever will bring her back to her afflicted mother " stop , stop , town-crier ! the lost is found . but i have gone too far astray for the town-crier to call me back . sweet has been the charm of childhood on my spirit throughout my ramble with little annie . has it been merely this ? not so not so . they are not truly wise who would affirm it . their influence on us is at least reciprocal with ours on them . all this by thy sweet magic , dear little annie ! wakefield . the wedded couple lived in london . during that period he beheld his home every day , and frequently the forlorn mrs wakefield . this outline is all that i remember . we know , each for himself , that none of us would perpetrate such a folly , yet feel as if some other might . whenever any subject so forcibly affects the mind , time is well spent in thinking of it . thought has always its efficacy and every striking incident its moral . what sort of a man was wakefield ? we are free to shape out our own idea and call it by his name . imagination , in the proper meaning of the term , made no part of wakefield 's gifts . only the wife of his bosom might have hesitated . this latter quality is indefinable , and perhaps non-existent . let us now imagine wakefield bidding adieu to his wife . it is the dusk of an october evening . he has informed mrs wakefield that he is to take the night-coach into the country . wakefield , himself , be it considered , has no suspicion of what is before him . yet for its sake , when all others have given him up for dead , she sometimes doubts whether she is a widow . but our business is with the husband . we must hurry after him along the street ere he lose his individuality and melt into the great mass of london life . it would be vain searching for him there . he is in the next street to his own and at his journey 's end . doubtless a dozen busybodies had been watching him and told his wife the whole affair . poor wakefield ! little knowest thou thine own insignificance in this great world . no mortal eye but mine has traced thee . remove not thyself even for a little week from thy place in her chaste bosom . it is perilous to make a chasm in human affections not that they gape so long and wide , but so quickly close again . in the morning he rises earlier than usual and sets himself to consider what he really means to do . the vagueness of the project and the convulsive effort with which he plunges into the execution of it are equally characteristic of a feeble-minded man . a morbid vanity , therefore , lies nearest the bottom of the affair . but how is he to attain his ends ? yet should he reappear , the whole project is knocked in the head . wakefield , whither are you going ? at that instant his fate was turning on the pivot . can it be that nobody caught sight of him ? wonderful escape ! in ordinary cases this indescribable impression is caused by the comparison and contrast between our imperfect reminiscences and the reality . but this is a secret from himself . right glad is his heart , though his brain be somewhat dizzy , when he finds himself by the coal-fire of his lodgings . so much for the commencement of this long whim-wham . it is accomplished : wakefield is another man . he will not go back until she be frightened half to death . next day the knocker is muffled . dear woman ! will she die ? if aught else restrains him , he does not know it . in the course of a few weeks she gradually recovers . " it is but in the next street , " he sometimes says . fool ! it is in another world . poor man ! the dead have nearly as much chance of revisiting their earthly homes as the self-banished wakefield . would that i had a folio to write , instead of an article of a dozen pages ! wakefield is spellbound . long since , it must be remarked , he has lost the perception of singularity in his conduct . now for a scene . he bends his head and moves with an indescribable obliquity of gait , as if unwilling to display his full front to the world . she has the placid mien of settled widowhood . her regrets have either died away or have become so essential to her heart that they would be poorly exchanged for joy . just as the lean man and well-conditioned woman are passing a slight obstruction occurs and brings these two figures directly in contact . after a ten years ' separation thus wakefield meets his wife . the throng eddies away and carries them asunder . she passes in , however , opening her prayer-book as she goes . and the man ? you are mad ! " perhaps he was so . the life of a hermit is nowise parallel to his . it would be a most curious speculation to trace out the effect of such circumstances on his heart and intellect separately and in unison . he would look on the affair as no more than an interlude in the main business of his life . alas , what a mistake ! would time but await the close of our favorite follies , we should be young men all of us and till doomsday . on the ceiling appears a grotesque shadow of good mrs wakefield . at this instant a shower chances to fall , and is driven by the unmannerly gust full into wakefield 's face and bosom . he is quite penetrated with its autumnal chill . no ; wakefield is no such fool . he ascends the steps heavily , for twenty years have stiffened his legs since he came down , but he knows it not . stay , wakefield ! would you go to the sole home that is left you ? then step into your grave . the door opens . how unmercifully has he quizzed the poor woman ! well , a good night 's rest to wakefield ! this happy event supposing it to be such could only have occurred at an unpremeditated moment . we will not follow our friend across the threshold . like wakefield , he may become , as it were , the outcast of the universe . a rill from the town-pump . ( scene , the corner of two principal streets , [ @number@ ] the town-pump talking through its nose . ) noon by the north clock ! noon by the east ! truly , we public characters have a tough time of it ! the title of " town-treasurer " is rightfully mine , as guardian of the best treasure that the town has . i am at the head of the fire department and one of the physicians to the board of health . as a keeper of the peace all water-drinkers will confess me equal to the constable . i perform some of the duties of the town-clerk by promulgating public notices when they are posted on my front . at this sultry noontide i am cupbearer to the parched populace , for whose benefit an iron goblet is chained to my waist . [ footnote 1 : essex and washington streets , salem . ] here it is , gentlemen ! here is the good liquor ! walk up , walk up , gentlemen ! walk up , walk up ! here is the superior stuff ! walk up , gentlemen , walk up , and help yourselves ! it were a pity if all this outcry should draw no customers . here they come . a hot day , gentlemen ! quaff and away again , so as to keep yourselves in a nice cool sweat . welcome , most rubicund sir ! now , for the first time these ten years , you know the flavor of cold water . good-bye ; and whenever you are thirsty , remember that i keep a constant supply at the old stand . who next ? take it , pure as the current of your young life . take it , and may your heart and tongue never be scorched with a fiercer thirst than now ! well , well , sir , no harm done , i hope ? if gentlemen love the pleasant titillation of the gout , it is all one to the town-pump . see how lightly he capers away again ! jowler , did your worship ever have the gout ? are you all satisfied ? the water was as bright and clear and deemed as precious as liquid diamonds . endicott and his followers came next , and often knelt down to drink , dipping their long beards in the spring . the richest goblet then was of birch-bark . governor winthrop , after a journey afoot from boston , drank here out of the hollow of his hand . the elder higginson here wet his palm and laid it on the brow of the first town-born child . finally the fountain vanished also . drink and be refreshed . your pardon , good people ! no part of my business is pleasanter than the watering of cattle . now they roll their quiet eyes around the brim of their monstrous drinking-vessel . an ox is your true toper . but i perceive , my dear auditors , that you are impatient for the remainder of my discourse . it is altogether for your good . the better you think of me , the better men and women you will find yourselves . let us take a broader view of my beneficial influence on mankind . in this mighty enterprise the cow shall be my great confederate . milk and water the town-pump and the cow ! blessed consummation ! then poverty shall pass away from the land , finding no hovel so wretched where her squalid form may shelter herself . then disease , for lack of other victims , shall gnaw its own heart and die . then sin , if she do not die , shall lose half her strength . at least , there will be no war of households . their dead faces shall express what their spirits were and are to be by a lingering smile of memory and hope . ahem ! dry work , this speechifying , especially to an unpractised orator . i never conceived till now what toil the temperance lecturers undergo for my sake ; hereafter they shall have the business to themselves . do , some kind christian , pump a stroke or two , just to wet my whistle . thank you , sir ! such monuments should be erected everywhere and inscribed with the names of the distinguished champions of my cause . now , listen , for something very important is to come next . i pray you , gentlemen , let this fault be amended . trust me , they may . and whenever i pour out that soul , it is to cool earth 's fever or cleanse its stains . one o'clock ! nay , then , if the dinner-bell begins to speak , i may as well hold my peace . here comes a pretty young girl of my acquaintance with a large stone pitcher for me to fill . may she draw a husband while drawing her water , as rachel did of old ! hold out your vessel , my dear ! the great carbuncle . [ @number@ ] a mystery of the white mountains . all who visited that region knew him as " the seeker , " and by no other name . near this miserable seeker sat a little elderly personage wearing a high-crowned hat shaped somewhat like a crucible . the fifth adventurer likewise lacked a name , which was the greater pity , as he appeared to be a poet . certain it is that the poetry which flowed from him had a smack of all these dainties . several related the circumstances that brought them thither . here we are , i say , all bound on the same goodly enterprise . what says our friend in the bearskin ? " how enjoy it ! " exclaimed the aged seeker , bitterly . " i hope for no enjoyment from it : that folly has past long ago . i keep up the search for this accursed stone because the vain ambition of my youth has become a fate upon me in old age . a good version of the story can be found here : @url@ , as well as on the internet archive and in print editions . ideally , you would check this entire ebook with the other editions to make sure there are no more such textual errors . the above-quoted paragraph should be as follows , including the paragraphs missing from the text : " how enjoy it ! " exclaimed the aged seeker , bitterly . " i hope for no enjoyment from it that folly has past , long ago ! yet , not to have my wasted life time back again , would i give up my hopes of the great carbuncle ! " oh , wretch , regardless of the interests of science ! " cried doctor cacaphodel , with philosophic indignation . mine is the sole purpose for which a wise man may desire the possession of the great carbuncle . " excellent ! " quoth the man with the spectacles . i tell ye frankly , sirs , i have an interest in keeping up the price . " not i , pious master pigsnort , " said the man with the spectacles . " i never laid such a great folly to thy charge . " " truly , i hope not , " said the merchant . if any of ye have a wiser plan , let him expound it . " " that have i , thou sordid man ! " exclaimed the poet . there night and day will i gaze upon it . thus long ages after i am gone the splendor of the great carbuncle will blaze around my name . " " well said , master poet ! " cried he of the spectacles . " hide it under thy cloak , sayest thou ? why , it will gleam through the holes and make thee look like a jack-o'-lantern ! " have not i resolved within myself that the whole earth contains no fitter ornament for the great hall of my ancestral castle ? " it is a noble thought , " said the cynic , with an obsequious sneer . hannah here and i are seeking it for a like purpose . " " how , fellow ? " exclaimed his lordship , in surprise . " what castle-hall hast thou to hang it in ? " " no castle , " replied matthew , " but as neat a cottage as any within sight of the crystal hills . and then how pleasant , when we awake in the night , to be able to see one another 's faces ! " " the great carbuncle ! " answered the cynic , with ineffable scorn . " why , you blockhead , there is no such thing in rerum naturâ . they listened for the roll of thunder , but heard nothing , and were glad that the tempest came not near them . the modest little wife had wrought this piece of tapestry while the other guests were talking . " up , dear matthew ! " cried she , in haste . " the strange folk are all gone . up this very minute , or we shall lose the great carbuncle ! " it was a sweet emblem of conjugal affection as they toiled up the difficult ascent gathering strength from the mutual aid which they afforded . " let us climb a little higher , " whispered she , yet tremulously , as she turned her face upward to the lonely sky . next they came to masses and fragments of naked rock heaped confusedly together like a cairn reared by giants in memory of a giant chief . but soon they were to be hidden from her eye . but they drew closer together with a fond and melancholy gaze , dreading lest the universal cloud should snatch them from each other 's sight . her breath grew short . at last she sank down on one of the rocky steps of the acclivity . " we are lost , dear matthew , " said she , mournfully ; " we shall never find our way to the earth again . and oh how happy we might have been in our cottage ! " " dear heart , we will yet be happy there , " answered matthew . " look ! in this direction the sunshine penetrates the dismal mist ; by its aid i can direct our course to the passage of the notch . let us go back , love , and dream no more of the great carbuncle . " " the sun cannot be yonder , " said hannah , with despondence . " but look ! " repeated matthew , in a somewhat altered tone . " it is brightening every moment . if not sunshine , what can it be ? " a ray of glory flashed across its surface . for the simple pair had reached that lake of mystery and found the long-sought shrine of the great carbuncle . but with their next glance they beheld an object that drew their attention even from the mighty stone . but he stirred not , no more than if changed to marble . " it is the seeker , " whispered hannah , convulsively grasping her husband 's arm . " matthew , he is dead . " " the joy of success has killed him , " replied matthew , trembling violently . " or perhaps the very light of the great carbuncle was death . " " ' the great carbuncle ' ! " cried a peevish voice behind them . " the great humbug ! if you have found it , prithee point it out to me . " " where is your great humbug ? " he repeated . " i challenge you to make me see it . " " there ! " said matthew , incensed at such perverse blindness , and turning the cynic round toward the illuminated cliff . " take off those abominable spectacles , and you cannot help seeing it . " " matthew , " said hannah , clinging to him , " let us go hence . " it revived her , but could not renovate her courage . the blessed sunshine and the quiet moonlight shall come through our window . we will kindle the cheerful glow of our hearth at eventide and be happy in its light . but never again will we desire more light than all the world may share with us . " and for all these purposes the gem itself could not have answered better than the granite . the critics say that , if his poetry lacked the splendor of the gem , it retained all the coldness of the ice . as the funeral torches gleamed within that dark receptacle , there was no need of the great carbuncle to show the vanity of earthly pomp . matthew and his bride spent many peaceful years and were fond of telling the legend of the great carbuncle . when our pilgrims reached the cliff , they found only an opaque stone with particles of mica glittering on its surface . the prophetic pictures . [ @number@ ] " but this painter ! " cried walter ludlow , with animation . " he not only excels in his peculiar art , but possesses vast acquirements in all other learning and science . he talks hebrew with dr mather and gives lectures in anatomy to dr boylston . in a word , he will meet the best-instructed man among us on his own ground . nor is all this what i most admire in him . " " indeed ! " said elinor , who had listened with a women 's interest to the description of such a man . " yet this is admirable enough . " but the greatest wonder is yet to be told . " are you telling me of a painter , or a wizard ? " " in truth , " answered he , " that question might be asked much more seriously than you suppose . they say that he paints not merely a man 's features , but his mind and heart . it is an awful gift , " added walter , lowering his voice from its tone of enthusiasm . " i shall be almost afraid to sit to him . " " walter , are you in earnest ? " exclaimed elinor . " there ! it is passing away now ; but when you spoke , you seemed frightened to death , and very sad besides . what were you thinking of ? " " nothing , nothing ! " answered elinor , hastily . " you paint my face with your own fantasies . well , come for me tomorrow , and we will visit this wonderful artist . " yet walter ludlow was the chosen of her heart . " a look ! " said elinor to herself . " no wonder that it startled him if it expressed what i sometimes feel . i know by my own experience how frightful a look may be . but it was all fancy . but he had been born and educated in europe . art could add nothing to its lessons , but nature might . whenever such proposals were made , he fixed his piercing eyes on the applicant and seemed to look him through and through . pictorial skill being so rare in the colonies , the painter became an object of general curiosity . their admiration , it must be owned , was tinctured with the prejudices of the age and country . these foolish fancies were more than half believed among the mob . the day after the conversation above recorded they visited the painter 's rooms . several of the portraits were known to them either as distinguished characters of the day or their private acquaintances . mr cooke hung beside the ruler whom he opposed , sturdy and somewhat puritanical , as befitted a popular leader . the ancient lady of sir william phipps eyed them from the wall in ruff and farthingale , an imperious old dame not unsuspected of witchcraft . john winslow , then a very young man , wore the expression of warlike enterprise which long afterward made him a distinguished general . their personal friends were recognized at a glance . among these modern worthies there were two old bearded saints who had almost vanished into the darkening canvas . " how singular a thought , " observed walter ludlow , " that this beautiful face has been beautiful for above two hundred years ! oh , if all beauty would endure so well ! do you not envy her , elinor ? " " if earth were heaven , i might , " she replied . " but , where all things fade , how miserable to be the one that could not fade ! " but the virgin looks kindly at us . " " yes , but very sorrowfully , methinks , " said elinor . the easel stood beneath these three old pictures , sustaining one that had been recently commenced . " kind old man ! " exclaimed elinor . " he gazes at me as if he were about to utter a word of paternal advice . " but so does the original . i shall never feel quite comfortable under his eye till we stand before him to be married . " he was a middle-aged man with a countenance well worthy of his own pencil . walter ludlow , who was slightly known to the painter , explained the object of their visit . the artist was evidently struck . i must not lose this opportunity for the sake of painting a few ells of broadcloth and brocade . " the painter expressed a desire to introduce both their portraits into one picture and represent them engaged in some appropriate action . two half-length portraits were therefore fixed upon . do you believe it ? " " not quite , " said elinor , smiling . at length he announced that at their next visit both the portraits would be ready for delivery . seldom indeed has an artist such subjects . " while speaking he still bent his penetrative eye upon them , nor withdrew it till they had reached the bottom of the stairs . nothing in the whole circle of human vanities takes stronger hold of the imagination than this affair of having a portrait painted . yet why should it be so ? but we forget them only because they vanish . it is the idea of duration of earthly immortality that gives such a mysterious interest to our own portraits . the sunshine flashed after them into the apartment , but left it somewhat gloomy as they closed the door . their eyes were immediately attracted to their portraits , which rested against the farthest wall of the room . " there we stand , " cried walter , enthusiastically , " fixed in sunshine for ever . no dark passions can gather on our faces . " " no , " said elinor , more calmly ; " no dreary change can sadden us . " this was said while they were approaching and had yet gained only an imperfect view of the pictures . at intervals he sent a glance from beneath his deep eyebrows , watching their countenances in profile with his pencil suspended over the sketch . at length walter stepped forward , then back , viewing elinor 's portrait in various lights , and finally spoke . " is there not a change ? " said he , in a doubtful and meditative tone . " yes ; the perception of it grows more vivid the longer i look . " is , then , the picture less like than it was yesterday ? " inquired the painter , now drawing near with irrepressible interest . the eyes are fixed on mine with a strangely sad and anxious expression . nay , it is grief and terror . is this like elinor ? " " compare the living face with the pictured one , " said the painter . walter glanced sidelong at his mistress , and started . had she practised for whole hours before a mirror , she could not have caught the look so successfully . had the picture itself been a mirror , it could not have thrown back her present aspect with stronger and more melancholy truth . she appeared quite unconscious of the dialogue between the artist and her lover . " elinor , " exclaimed walter , in amazement , " what change has come over you ? " " do you see no change in your portrait ? " asked she . " in mine ? none , " replied walter , examining it . " but let me see . yes ; there is a slight change an improvement , i think , in the picture , though none in the likeness . now that i have caught the look , it becomes very decided . " while he was intent on these observations elinor turned to the painter . " that look ! " whispered she , and shuddered . " how came it there ? " the artist the true artist must look beneath the exterior . would that i might convince myself of error in the present instance ! " turning them over with seeming carelessness , a crayon sketch of two figures was disclosed . i might change the action of these figures too . but would it influence the event ? " he directed her notice to the sketch . " we will not have the pictures altered , " said she , hastily . " if mine is sad , i shall but look the gayer for the contrast . " " be it so , " answered the painter , bowing . " may your griefs be such fanciful ones that only your pictures may mourn for them ! after the marriage of walter and elinor the pictures formed the two most splendid ornaments of their abode . walter ludlow 's portrait attracted their earliest notice . there was less diversity of opinion in regard to elinor 's picture . it was enough . her visitors felt that the massive folds of the silk must never be withdrawn nor the portraits mentioned in her presence . time wore on , and the painter came again . but he did not profane that scene by the mockery of his art . with store of such his adventurous ramble had enriched him . his portfolio was filled with graphic illustrations of the volume of his memory which genius would transmute into its own substance and imbue with immortality . he felt that the deep wisdom in his art which he had sought so far was found . like all other men around whom an engrossing purpose wreathes itself , he was insulated from the mass of humankind . he had no aim , no pleasure , no sympathies , but what were ultimately connected with his art . he could not recross the atlantic till he had again beheld the originals of those airy pictures . " o glorious art ! " thus mused the enthusiastic painter as he trod the street . " thou art the image of the creator 's own . the innumerable forms that wander in nothingness start into being at thy beck . thou snatchest back the fleeting moments of history . have i not achieved it ? am i not thy prophet ? " it is not good for man to cherish a solitary ambition . reading other bosoms with an acuteness almost preternatural , the painter failed to see the disorder of his own . " and this should be the house , " said he , looking up and down the front before he knocked . " heaven help my brains ! that picture ! methinks it will never vanish . he knocked . the guest was admitted into a parlor communicating by a central door with an interior room of the same size . he involuntarily paused on the threshold . they had not perceived his approach . that of elinor had been almost prophetic . a mixture of affright would now have made it the very expression of the portrait . walter 's face was moody and dull or animated only by fitful flashes which left a heavier darkness for their momentary illumination . he looked from elinor to her portrait , and thence to his own , in the contemplation of which he finally stood absorbed . the painter seemed to hear the step of destiny approaching behind him on its progress toward its victims . a strange thought darted into his mind . " our fate is upon us ! " howled walter . " die ! " drawing a knife , he sustained her as she was sinking to the ground , and aimed it at her bosom . in the action and in the look and attitude of each the painter beheld the figures of his sketch . the picture , with all its tremendous coloring , was finished . " hold , madman ! " cried he , sternly . he stood like a magician controlling the phantoms which he had evoked . " what ! " muttered walter ludlow as he relapsed from fierce excitement into sullen gloom . " does fate impede its own decree ? " " wretched lady , " said the painter , " did i not warn you ? " " you did , " replied elinor , calmly , as her terror gave place to the quiet grief which it had disturbed . " but i loved him . " is there not a deep moral in the tale ? david swan . a fantasy . we can be but partially acquainted even with the events which actually influence our course through life and our final destiny . this idea may be illustrated by a page from the secret history of david swan . but we are to relate events which he did not dream of . but censure , praise , merriment , scorn and indifference were all one or , rather , all nothing to david swan . a linch-pin had fallen out and permitted one of the wheels to slide off . " how soundly he sleeps ! " whispered the old gentleman . " from what a depth he draws that easy breath ! " and youth besides , " said the lady . " healthy and quiet age does not sleep thus . our slumber is no more like his than our wakefulness . " methinks i can see a likeness to our departed henry . shall we waken him ? " " to what purpose ? " said the merchant , hesitating . " we know nothing of the youth 's character . " " that open countenance ! " replied his wife , in the same hushed voice , yet earnestly . " this innocent sleep ! " yet fortune was bending over him , just ready to let fall a burden of gold . in such cases people sometimes do stranger things than to act the magician and awaken a young man to splendor who fell asleep in poverty . " shall we not waken him ? " repeated the lady , persuasively . " the coach is ready , sir , " said the servant , behind . the old couple started , reddened and hurried away , mutually wondering that they should ever have dreamed of doing anything so very ridiculous . the merchant threw himself back in the carriage and occupied his mind with the plan of a magnificent asylum for unfortunate men of business . meanwhile , david swan enjoyed his nap . perhaps it was this merry kind of motion that caused is there any harm in saying it ? her garter to slip its knot . but there was peril near the sleeper . the sting of a bee is sometimes deadly . how sweet a picture ! " he is handsome ! " thought she , and blushed redder yet . why , at least , did no smile of welcome brighten upon his face ? " how sound he sleeps ! " murmured the girl . she departed , but did not trip along the road so lightly as when she came . had david formed a wayside acquaintance with the daughter , he would have become the father 's clerk , and all else in natural succession . the girl was hardly out of sight when two men turned aside beneath the maple shade . both had dark faces set off by cloth caps , which were drawn down aslant over their brows . their dresses were shabby , yet had a certain smartness . but , finding david asleep by the spring , one of the rogues whispered to his fellow : " hist ! do you see that bundle under his head ? " the other villain nodded , winked and leered . and if not there , we will find it in his pantaloons pocket . " " but how if he wakes ? " said the other . his companion thrust aside his waistcoat , pointed to the handle of a dirk and nodded . " so be it ! " muttered the second villain . nay , had the villains glanced aside into the spring , even they would hardly have known themselves as reflected there . but david swan had never worn a more tranquil aspect , even when asleep on his mother 's breast . " i must take away the bundle , " whispered one . " if he stirs , i 'll strike , " muttered the other . he then lapped out of the fountain . " pshaw ! " said one villain . " we can do nothing now . the dog 's master must be close behind . " " let's take a drink and be off , " said the other . it was a flask of liquor with a block-tin tumbler screwed upon the mouth . he slept , but no longer so quietly as at first . an hour 's repose had snatched from his elastic frame the weariness with which many hours of toil had burdened it . now he stirred , now moved his lips without a sound , now talked in an inward tone to the noonday spectres of his dream . he started up with all his ideas about him . " halloo , driver ! take a passenger ? " shouted he . " room on top ! " answered the driver . up mounted david , and bowled away merrily toward boston without so much as a parting glance at that fountain of dreamlike vicissitude . sleeping or waking , we hear not the airy footsteps of the strange things that almost happen . sights from a steeple . so ! i have climbed high , and my reward is small . here i stand with wearied knees earth , indeed , at a dizzy depth below , but heaven far , far beyond me still . and yet i shiver at that cold and solitary thought . what clouds are gathering in the golden west with direful intent against the brightness and the warmth of this summer afternoon ? yonder , again , is an airy archipelago where the sunbeams love to linger in their journeyings through space . bright they are as a young man 's visions , and , like them , would be realized in dullness , obscurity and tears . i will look on them no more . yonder is a fair street extending north and south . certainly he has a pensive air . is he in doubt or in debt ? is he if the question be allowable in love ? does he strive to be melancholy and gentlemanlike , or is he merely overcome by the heat ? but i bid him farewell for the present . they stand talking a little while upon the steps , and finally proceed up the street . meantime , as their faces are now turned from me , i may look elsewhere . upon that wharf and down the corresponding street is a busy contrast to the quiet scene which i have just noticed . at a little distance a group of gentlemen are assembled round the door of a warehouse . i can even select the wealthiest of the company . but i bestow too much of my attention in this quarter . on looking again to the long and shady walk i perceive that the two fair girls have encountered the young man . after a sort of shyness in the recognition , he turns back with them . in two streets converging at right angles toward my watch-tower i distinguish three different processions . and yet it stirs my heart . such was not the fashion of our fathers when they carried a friend to his grave . there is now no doleful clang of the bell to proclaim sorrow to the town . not so . here is a proof that he retains his proper majesty . the military men and the military boys are wheeling round the corner , and meet the funeral full in the face . immediately the drum is silent , all but the tap that regulates each simultaneous footfall . the new-born , the aged , the dying , the strong in life and the recent dead are in the chambers of these many mansions . the full of hope , the happy , the miserable and the desperate dwell together within the circle of my glance . lo ! the raindrops are descending . unhappy gentleman ! the ladies would not thus rival atalanta if they but knew that any one were at leisure to observe them . ah ! as they hasten onward , laughing in the angry face of nature , a sudden catastrophe has chanced . all this is easy to be understood . the old man and his daughters are safely housed , and now the storm lets loose its fury . the large drops descend with force upon the slated roofs and rise again in smoke . thus did arethusa sink . i will descend . but stay ! the hollow of the three hills . in the spot where they encountered no mortal could observe them . the chill beauty of an autumnal sunset was now gilding the three hill-tops , whence a paler tint stole down their sides into the hollow . " here is our pleasant meeting come to pass , " said the aged crone , " according as thou hast desired . say quickly what thou wouldst have of me , for there is but a short hour that we may tarry here . " as the old withered woman spoke a smile glimmered on her countenance like lamplight on the wall of a sepulchre . the lady trembled and cast her eyes upward to the verge of the basin , as if meditating to return with her purpose unaccomplished . but it was not so ordained . " i am stranger in this land , as you know , " said she , at length . there is a weight in my bosom that i cannot away with , and i have come hither to inquire of their welfare . " " i will do your bidding though i die , " replied the lady , desperately . " kneel down , " she said , " and lay your forehead on my knees . " she hesitated a moment , but the anxiety that had long been kindling burned fiercely up within her . then she heard the muttered words of prayer , in the midst of which she started and would have arisen . " let me flee ! let me flee and hide myself , that they may not look upon me ! " she cried . but those strangers appeared not to stand in the hollow depth between the three hills . " a weary and lonesome time yonder old couple have of it , " remarked the old woman , smiling in the lady 's face . " and did you also hear them ? " exclaimed she , a sense of intolerable humiliation triumphing over her agony and fear . " yea , and we have yet more to hear , " replied the old woman , " wherefore cover thy face quickly . " chains were rattling , fierce and stern voices uttered threats and the scourge resounded at their command . he went to and fro continually , and his feet sounded upon the floor . he spoke of woman 's perfidy , of a wife who had broken her holiest vows , of a home and heart made desolate . the lady looked up , and there was the withered woman smiling in her face . " couldst thou have thought there were such merry times in a mad-house ? " inquired the latter . " wouldst thou hear more ? " demanded the old woman . " there is one other voice i would fain listen to again , " replied the lady , faintly . " then lay down thy head speedily upon my knees , that thou mayst get thee hence before the hour be past . " again that evil woman began to weave her spell . the lady shook upon her companion 's knees as she heard that boding sound . before them went the priest , reading the burial-service , while the leaves of his book were rustling in the breeze . but when the old woman stirred the kneeling lady , she lifted not her head . " here has been a sweet hour 's sport ! " said the withered crone , chuckling to herself . the toll-gatherer's day . a sketch of transitory life . if any mortal be favored with a lot analogous to this , it is the toll-gatherer . sitting on the aforesaid bench , i amuse myself with a conception , illustrated by numerous pencil-sketches in the air , of the toll-gatherer 's day . the toll is paid ; creak , creak , again go the wheels , and the huge hay-mow vanishes into the morning mist . as yet nature is but half awake , and familiar objects appear visionary . the morn breathes upon them and blushes , and they forget how wearily the darkness toiled away . the old man looks eastward , and ( for he is a moralizer ) frames a simile of the stage-coach and the sun . while the world is rousing itself we may glance slightly at the scene of our sketch . beneath the window is a wooden bench on which a long succession of weary wayfarers have reposed themselves . and there sits our good old toll-gatherer , glorified by the early sunbeams . now the sun smiles upon the landscape and earth smiles back again upon the sky . frequent now are the travellers . the bottom of the chaise is heaped with multifarious bandboxes and carpet-bags , and beneath the axle swings a leathern trunk dusty with yesterday 's journey . luckless wight doomed through a whole summer day to be the butt of mirth and mischief among the frolicsome maidens ! the vinegar-faced traveller proves to be a manufacturer of pickles . he is a country preacher going to labor at a protracted meeting . the next object passing townward is a butcher 's cart canopied with its arch of snow-white cotton . see , there , a man trundling a wheelbarrow-load of lobsters . but let all these pay their toll and pass . but methinks her blushing cheek burns through the snowy veil . another white-robed virgin sits in front . and who are these on whom , and on all that appertains to them , the dust of earth seems never to have settled ? two lovers whom the priest has blessed this blessed morn and sent them forth , with one of the bride-maids , on the matrimonial tour . take my blessing too , ye happy ones ! may the sky not frown upon you nor clouds bedew you with their chill and sullen rain ! may the hot sun kindle no fever in your hearts ! in a close carriage sits a fragile figure muffled carefully and shrinking even from the mild breath of summer . she leans against a manly form , and his arm enfolds her as if to guard his treasure from some enemy . and now has morning gathered up her dewy pearls and fled away . the sun rolls blazing through the sky , and cannot find a cloud to cool his face with . the horses toil sluggishly along the bridge , and heave their glistening sides in short quick pantings when the reins are tightened at the toll-house . glisten , too , the faces of the travellers . no air is stirring on the road . nature dares draw no breath lest she should inhale a stifling cloud of dust . " awful hot ! dreadful dusty ! " answers the sympathetic toll-gatherer . yes , old friend , and a quiet heart will make a dog-day temperate . and as the wayfarer makes ready to resume his journey he tells him a sovereign remedy for blistered feet . now comes the noontide hour of all the hours , nearest akin to midnight , for each has its own calmness and repose . meanwhile , on both sides of the chasm a throng of impatient travellers fret and fume . and what are the haughtiest of us but the ephemeral aristocrats of a summer 's day ? what miracle shall set all things right again ? the sage old man ! strollers come from the town to quaff the freshening breeze . one or two let down long lines and haul up flapping flounders or cunners or small cod , or perhaps an eel . the horses now tramp heavily along the bridge and wistfully bethink them of their stables . the vision of the fountain . at fifteen i became a resident in a country village more than a hundred miles from home . the ground was rocky , uneven , overgrown with bushes and clumps of young saplings and traversed only by cattle-paths . one solitary sunbeam found its way down and played like a goldfish in the water . from my childhood i have loved to gaze into a spring . the bottom was covered with coarse sand , which sparkled in the lonely sunbeam and seemed to illuminate the spring with an unborrowed light . in one spot the gush of the water violently agitated the sand , but without obscuring the fountain or breaking the glassiness of its surface . wherever she laid her hands on grass and flowers , they would immediately be moist , as with morning dew . they were the reflection of my own . the vision had the aspect of a fair young girl with locks of paly gold . through the dim rosiness of the cheeks i could see the brown leaves , the slimy twigs , the acorns and the sparkling sand . the solitary sunbeam was diffused among the golden hair , which melted into its faint brightness and became a glory round that head so beautiful . my description can give no idea how suddenly the fountain was thus tenanted and how soon it was left desolate . i breathed , and there was the face ; i held my breath , and it was gone . had it passed away or faded into nothing ? i doubted whether it had ever been . my sweet readers , what a dreamy and delicious hour did i spend where that vision found and left me ! thus have i often started from a pleasant dream , and then kept quiet in hopes to wile it back . deep were my musings as to the race and attributes of that ethereal being . had i created her ? was she the daughter of my fancy , akin to those strange shapes which peep under the lids of children 's eyes ? and did her beauty gladden me for that one moment and then die ? i watched and waited , but no vision came again . i departed , but with a spell upon me which drew me back that same afternoon to the haunted spring . there was the water gushing , the sand sparkling and the sunbeam glimmering . methought he had a devilish look . i could have slain him as an enchanter who kept the mysterious beauty imprisoned in the fountain . sad and heavy , i was returning to the village . i was admiring the picture when the shape of a young girl emerged from behind the clump of oaks . how could i ever reach her ? while i gazed a sudden shower came pattering down upon the leaves . a rainbow vivid as niagara 's was painted in the air . when the rainbow vanished , she who had seemed a part of it was no longer there . was her existence absorbed in nature 's loveliest phenomenon , and did her pure frame dissolve away in the varied light ? yet i would not despair of her return , for , robed in the rainbow , she was the emblem of hope . thus did the vision leave me , and many a doleful day succeeded to the parting moment . weeks came and went , months rolled away , and she appeared not in them . i withdrew into an inner world where my thoughts lived and breathed , and the vision in the midst of them . in the middle of january i was summoned home . most of the day was spent in preparing for the journey , which was to commence at four o'clock the next morning . a gust of wind blew out my lamp as i passed through the entry . there was no light except the little that came sullenly from two half-burnt brands , without even glimmering on the andirons . i noticed that there was less room than usual to-night between the collegian 's chair and mine . as people are always taciturn in the dark , not a word was said for some time after my entrance . nothing broke the stillness but the regular click of the matron 's knitting-needles . were we not like ghosts ? we were aware of each other 's presence , not by sight nor sound nor touch , but by an inward consciousness . would it not be so among the dead ? the silence was interrupted by the consumptive daughter addressing a remark to some one in the circle whom she called rachel . had i ever heard that sweet , low tone ? whom had my heart recognized , that it throbbed so ? i listened to catch her gentle breathing , and strove by the intensity of my gaze to picture forth a shape where none was visible . she knew me . fair ladies , there is nothing more to tell . if i transformed her to an angel , it is what every youthful lover does for his mistress . therein consists the essence of my story . but slight the change , sweet maids , to make angels of yourselves . fancy's show-box . a morality . what is guilt ? a stain upon the soul . if this be true , it is a fearful truth . let us illustrate the subject by an imaginary example . wine will not always cheer him . but mr smith had a shrewd idea that it was conscience . her eyes she could not lift . he was the personification of triumphant scorn . mr smith was scandalized . " oh , vile and slanderous picture ! " he exclaims . " when have i triumphed over ruined innocence ? was not martha wedded in her teens to david tomkins , who won her girlish love and long enjoyed her affection as a wife ? and ever since his death she has lived a reputable widow ! " though not a death-blow , the torture was extreme . the exhibition proceeded . there had been mirth and revelry until the hand of the clock stood just at midnight , when murder stepped between the boon-companions . the murdered youth wore the features of edward spencer . " what does this rascal of a painter mean ? " cries mr smith , provoked beyond all patience . " edward spencer was my earliest and dearest friend , true to me as i to him through more than half a century . neither i nor any other ever murdered him . the pain was quite excruciating . " really , this puzzles me ! " quoth mr smith , with the irony of conscious rectitude . " asking pardon of the painter , i pronounce him a fool as well as a scandalous knave . a man of my standing in the world to be robbing little children of their clothes ! ridiculous ! " but while he spoke memory had searched her fatal volume and found a page which with her sad calm voice she poured into his ear . it was not altogether inapplicable to the misty scene . fortunately , before he was quite decided , his claims had turned out nearly as devoid of law as justice . even then , however , he sustained an ugly gash . why should we follow fancy through the whole series of those awful pictures ? and could such beings of cloudy fantasy , so near akin to nothingness , give valid evidence against him at the day of judgment ? yet his heart still seemed to fester with the venom of the dagger . nevertheless , the unfortunate old gentleman might have argued the matter with conscience and alleged many reasons wherefore she should not smite him so pitilessly . were we to take up his cause , it should be somewhat in the following fashion . a scheme of guilt , till it be put in execution , greatly resembles a train of incidents in a projected tale . it is not until the crime is accomplished that guilt clenches its gripe upon the guilty heart and claims it for his own . be it considered , also , that men often overestimate their capacity for evil . they knew not what deed it was that they deemed themselves resolved to do . yet , with the slight fancy-work which we have framed , some sad and awful truths are interwoven . he must feel that when he shall knock at the gate of heaven no semblance of an unspotted life can entitle him to entrance there . penitence must kneel and mercy come from the footstool of the throne , or that golden gate will never open . dr . heidegger's experiment . that very singular man old dr heidegger once invited four venerable friends to meet him in his study . there were three white-bearded gentlemen mr medbourne , colonel killigrew and mr gascoigne and a withered gentlewoman whose name was the widow wycherly . if all stories were true , dr heidegger 's study must have been a very curious place . it was a dim , old-fashioned chamber festooned with cobwebs and besprinkled with antique dust . in the obscurest corner of the room stood a tall and narrow oaken closet with its door ajar , within which doubtfully appeared a skeleton . between two of the bookcases hung a looking-glass , presenting its high and dusty plate within a tarnished gilt frame . there were no letters on the back , and nobody could tell the title of the book . such was dr heidegger 's study . four champagne-glasses were also on the table . now , dr heidegger was a very strange old gentleman whose eccentricity had become the nucleus for a thousand fantastic stories . " this rose , " said dr heidegger , with a sigh " this same withered and crumbling flower blossomed five and fifty years ago . it was given me by sylvia ward , whose portrait hangs yonder , and i meant to wear it in my bosom at our wedding . five and fifty years it has been treasured between the leaves of this old volume . now , would you deem it possible that this rose of half a century could ever bloom again ? " " nonsense ! " said the widow wycherly , with a peevish toss of her head . " you might as well ask whether an old woman 's wrinkled face could ever bloom again . " " see ! " answered dr heidegger . he uncovered the vase and threw the faded rose into the water which it contained . at first it lay lightly on the surface of the fluid , appearing to imbibe none of its moisture . soon , however , a singular change began to be visible . " pray , how was it effected ? " " but did ponce de leon ever find it ? " said the widow wycherly . " no , " answered dr heidegger , " for he never sought it in the right place . an acquaintance of mine , knowing my curiosity in such matters , has sent me what you see in the vase . " " you shall judge for yourself , my dear colonel , " replied dr heidegger . for my own part , having had much trouble in growing old , i am in no hurry to grow young again . with your permission , therefore , i will merely watch the progress of the experiment . " while he spoke dr heidegger had been filling the four champagne-glasses with the water of the fountain of youth . but dr heidegger besought them to stay a moment . with palsied hands they raised the glasses to their lips . they drank off the water and replaced their glasses on the table . there was a healthful suffusion on their cheeks instead of the ashen hue that had made them look so corpse-like . the widow wycherly adjusted her cap , for she felt almost like a woman again . " give us more of this wondrous water , " cried they , eagerly . " we are younger , but we are still too old . quick ! give us more ! " " patience , patience ! " quoth dr heidegger , who sat , watching the experiment with philosophic coolness . " you have been a long time growing old ; surely you might be content to grow young in half an hour . but the water is at your service . " was it delusion ? even while the draught was passing down their throats it seemed to have wrought a change on their whole systems . at last , turning briskly away , she came with a sort of dancing step to the table . " my dear old doctor , " cried she , " pray favor me with another glass . " " certainly , my dear madam certainly , " replied the complaisant doctor . " see ! i have already filled the glasses . " even while quaffing the third draught of the fountain of youth , they were almost awed by the expression of his mysterious visage . but the next moment the exhilarating gush of young life shot through their veins . they were now in the happy prime of youth . they felt like new-created beings in a new-created universe . " we are young ! we are young ! " they cried , exultingly . youth , like the extremity of age , had effaced the strongly-marked characteristics of middle life and mutually assimilated them all . they were a group of merry youngsters almost maddened with the exuberant frolicsomeness of their years . the most singular effect of their gayety was an impulse to mock the infirmity and decrepitude of which they had so lately been the victims . then all shouted mirthfully and leaped about the room . " pray excuse me , " answered the doctor , quietly . " i am old and rheumatic , and my dancing-days were over long ago . but either of these gay young gentlemen will be glad of so pretty a partner . " " dance with me , clara , " cried colonel killigrew . " no , no ! i will be her partner , " shouted mr gascoigne . " she promised me her hand fifty years ago , " exclaimed mr medbourne . they all gathered round her . never was there a livelier picture of youthful rivalship , with bewitching beauty for the prize . but they were young : their burning passions proved them so . still keeping hold of the fair prize , they grappled fiercely at one another 's throats . as they struggled to and fro the table was overturned and the vase dashed into a thousand fragments . the insect fluttered lightly through the chamber and settled on the snowy head of dr heidegger . " come , come , gentlemen ! come , madam wycherly ! " exclaimed the doctor . " i really must protest against this riot . " " my poor sylvia 's rose ! " ejaculated dr . heidegger , holding it in the light of the sunset clouds . " it appears to be fading again . " and so it was . he shook off the few drops of moisture which clung to its petals . " i love it as well thus as in its dewy freshness , " observed he , pressing the withered rose to his withered lips . while he spoke the butterfly fluttered down from the doctor 's snowy head and fell upon the floor . his guests shivered again . a strange dullness whether of the body or spirit they could not tell was creeping gradually over them all . was it an illusion ? " are we grown old again so soon ? " cried they , dolefully . in truth , they had . the water of youth possessed merely a virtue more transient than that of wine ; the delirium which it created had effervesced away . yes , they were old again . such is the lesson ye have taught me . " but the doctor 's four friends had taught no such lesson to themselves . they resolved forthwith to make a pilgrimage to florida and quaff at morning , noon and night from the fountain of youth . legends of the province-house . i. howe's masquerade . ii . edward randolph's portrait . iii . lady eleanore's mantle . iv . old esther dudley . i. howe's masquerade . the sign represented the front of a stately edifice which was designated as the " old province house , kept by thomas waite . " the province house is constructed of brick , which seems recently to have been overlaid with a coat of light-colored paint . a wide door with double leaves admitted me into the hall or entry , on the right of which is the entrance to the bar-room . but the room in its present condition cannot boast even of faded magnificence . the cupola is an octagon with several windows , and a door opening upon the roof . the portion of his talk which chiefly interested me was the outline of the following legend . one other such fit of merriment , and i must throw off my clerical wig and band . " as to this new foolery , i know no more about it than yourself perhaps not so much . he was spared the necessity of a retort by a singular interruption . the man was drum-major to one of the british regiments . " dighton , " demanded the general , " what means this foolery ? bid your band silence that dead march , or , by my word , they shall have sufficient cause for their lugubrious strains . silence it , sirrah ! " i never heard it but once before , and that was at the funeral of his late majesty , king george ii . " " well , well ! " said sir william howe , recovering his composure ; " it is the prelude to some masquerading antic . let it pass . " at the same time , the music in the street sounded a loud and doleful summons . " in the devil 's name , what is this ? " muttered sir william howe to a gentleman beside him . " a procession of the regicide judges of king charles the martyr ? " " why had that young man a stain of blood upon his ruff ? " asked miss joliffe . " there may be a plot under this mummery . " " tush ! we have nothing to fear , " carelessly replied sir william howe . " there can be no worse treason in the matter than a jest , and that somewhat of the dullest . even were it a sharp and bitter one , our best policy would be to laugh it off . see ! here come more of these gentry . " another group of characters had now partly descended the staircase . the first was a venerable and white-bearded patriarch who cautiously felt his way downward with a staff . " prithee , play the part of a chorus , good dr byles , " said sir william howe . " what worthies are these ? " but we talk of these figures . i take the venerable patriarch to be bradstreet , the last of the puritans , who was governor at ninety or thereabouts . then comes sir william phipps , shepherd , cooper , sea-captain and governor . may many of his countrymen rise as high from as low an origin ! lastly , you saw the gracious earl of bellamont , who ruled us under king william . " " but what is the meaning of it all ? " asked lord percy . several other figures were now seen at the turn of the staircase . " governor belcher my old patron in his very shape and dress ! " gasped dr. byles . " this is an awful mockery . " " a tedious foolery , rather , " said sir william howe , with an air of indifference . " but who were the three that preceded him ? " " governor dudley , a cunning politician ; yet his craft once brought him to a prison , " replied colonel joliffe . " methinks they were miserable men these royal governors of massachusetts , " observed miss joliffe . " heavens ! how dim the light grows ! " as they vanished from the door , still did these shadows toss their arms into the gloom of night with a dread expression of woe . " the shape of gage , as true as in a looking-glass ! " exclaimed lord percy , turning pale . perhaps he will not suffer the next to pass unchallenged . " a wild and dreary burst of music came through the open door . " see ! here comes the last , " whispered miss joliffe , pointing her tremulous finger to the staircase . " villain , unmuffle yourself ! " cried he . " you pass no farther . " but sir william howe had evidently seen enough . " hark ! the procession moves , " said miss joliffe . " would your excellency inquire further into the mystery of the pageant ? " said he . " take care of your gray head ! " cried sir william howe , fiercely , though with a quivering lip . " it has stood too long on a traitor 's shoulders . " it was supposed that the colonel and the young lady possessed some secret intelligence in regard to the mysterious pageant of that night . however this might be , such knowledge has never become general . a pretty chambermaid , no doubt . then , diving through the narrow archway , a few strides transported me into the densest throng of washington street . ii . edward randolph's portrait . the old legendary guest of the province house abode in my remembrance from midsummer till january . the wintry blast had the same shriek that was familiar to their ears . " only seven o'clock ! " thought i . " my old friend 's legends will scarcely kill the hours ' twixt this and bedtime . " time had thrown an impenetrable veil over it and left to tradition and fable and conjecture to say what had once been there portrayed . " is it known , my dear uncle , " inquired she , " what this old picture once represented ? shirley , for instance , had beheld this ominous apparition on the eve of general abercrombie 's shameful and bloody defeat under the walls of ticonderoga . " but would it be possible , " inquired her cousin , " to restore this dark picture to its pristine hues ? " " such arts are known in italy , " said alice . the lieutenant-governor had roused himself from his abstracted mood , and listened with a smile to the conversation of his young relatives . yet his voice had something peculiar in its tones when he undertook the explanation of the mystery . it was the portrait of edward randolph , the founder of this house , a person famous in the history of new england . " " it was the same randolph , " answered hutchinson , moving uneasily in his chair . " it was his lot to taste the bitterness of popular odium . " " and yet , " whispered alice vane , " may not such fables have a moral ? when the rulers feel themselves irresponsible , it were well that they should be reminded of the awful weight of a people 's curse . " he knew , indeed , that alice , in spite of her foreign education , retained the native sympathies of a new england girl . " peace , silly child ! " cried he , at last , more harshly than he had ever before addressed the gentle alice . " the rebuke of a king ; is more to be dreaded than the clamor of a wild , misguided multitude . captain lincoln , it is decided : the fortress of castle william must be occupied by the royal troops . the two remaining regiments shall be billeted in the town or encamped upon the common . do not convert the streets of your native town into a camp . " young man , it is decided , " repeated hutchinson , rising from his chair . " a british officer will be in attendance this evening to receive the necessary instructions for the disposal of the troops . your presence also will be required . till then , farewell . " as he held the door for her to pass alice beckoned to the picture and smiled . " come forth , dark and evil shape ! " cried she . " it is thine hour . " would you have me wait till the mob shall sack the province-house as they did my private mansion ? " yes , " said the british major , who was impatiently expecting the lieutenant-governor 's orders . " the demagogues of this province have raised the devil , and cannot lay him again . we will exorcise him in god 's name and the king 's . " " craving your pardon , young sir , " said the venerable selectman , " let not an evil spirit enter into your words . we will strive against the oppressor with prayer and fasting , as our forefathers would have done . " and there peep forth the devil 's claws ! " muttered hutchinson , who well understood the nature of puritan submission . " this matter shall be expedited forthwith . what to me is the outcry of a mob in this remote province of the realm ? looking angrily up , he perceived that his young relative was pointing his finger to the opposite wall . " alice ! come hither , alice ! " an exclamation of surprise burst from every beholder , but the lieutenant-governor 's voice had a tone of horror . until this hour no living man hath seen what we behold . " beneath this cloud the eyes had a peculiar glare which was almost lifelike . there was the struggle of defiance , beaten down and overwhelmed by the crushing weight of ignominy . the torture of the soul had come forth upon the countenance . " ' twould drive me mad , that awful face , " said hutchinson , who seemed fascinated by the contemplation of it . " be warned , then , " whispered alice . " he trampled on a people 's rights . behold his punishment , and avoid a crime like his . " see here ! " " away ! " answered hutchinson , fiercely . " though yonder senseless picture cried ' forbear ! ' it should not move me ! " then , it is said , he shuddered , as if that signature had granted away his salvation . " it is done , " said he , and placed his hand upon his brow . the truth probably was that alice vane 's secret for restoring the hues of the picture had merely effected a temporary renovation . did his broken spirit feel at that dread hour the tremendous burden of a people 's curse ? it is as if the echoes of half a century were revived . iii . lady eleanore's mantle . mine excellent friend the landlord of the province house was pleased the other evening to invite mr tiffany and myself to an oyster-supper . yet prejudices so obstinate have not made him an ungentle or impracticable companion . in another paper of this series i may perhaps give the reader a closer glimpse of his portrait . peace to his red-nosed ghost and a libation to his memory ! with some suitable adornments from my own fancy , it ran pretty much as follows . " a very great disrespect ! " exclaimed captain langford , an english officer who had recently brought despatches to governor shute . " the funeral should have been deferred lest lady eleanore 's spirits be affected by such a dismal welcome . " king death confers high privileges . " but the governor 's stately approach was anticipated in a manner that excited general astonishment . " up , sir ! " said the governor , sternly , at the same time lifting his cane over the intruder . " what means the bedlamite by this freak ? " " who is this insolent young fellow ? " inquired captain langford , who still remained beside dr clarke . he loved her , and her scorn has driven him mad . " " he was mad so to aspire , " observed the english officer . " never ! " cried captain langford , indignantly " neither in life nor when they lay her with her ancestors . " not many days afterward the governor gave a ball in honor of lady eleanore rochcliffe . gradually , lady eleanore rochcliffe 's circle grew smaller , till only four gentlemen remained in it . " they tell me that i have done you harm . " " heaven knows if that be so , " replied the young man , solemnly . " where has this mad fellow stolen that sacramental vessel ? " exclaimed the episcopal clergyman . " perhaps it is poisoned , " half whispered the governor 's secretary . " pour it down the villain 's throat ! " cried the virginian , fiercely . " whether knave , fool or bedlamite , it is intolerable that the fellow should go at large . " " pray , gentlemen , do my poor admirer no harm , " said lady eleanore , with a faint and weary smile . " cast it from you , " exclaimed jervase helwyse , clasping his hands in an agony of entreaty . " it may not yet be too late . give the accursed garment to the flames . " " farewell , jervase helwyse ! " said she . " keep my image in your remembrance as you behold it now . " woe to those who shall be smitten by this beautiful lady eleanore ! but yonder stands the governor , and i have a word or two for his private ear . good-night ! " but the disease , pursuing its onward progress , soon ceased to be exclusively a prerogative of aristocracy . its red brand was no longer conferred like a noble 's star or an order of knighthood . we cannot estimate the affright which this plague inspired of yore by contemplating it as the fangless monster of the present day . such was the dismay that now followed in the track of the disease or ran before it throughout the town . this dark tale , whispered at first , was now bruited far and wide . " wretched lunatic , what do you seek here ? " exclaimed shute , extending his cane to guard himself from contact . " there is nothing here but death ; back , or you will meet him . " " death will not touch me , the banner-bearer of the pestilence , " cried jervase helwyse , shaking the red flag aloft . " why do i waste words on the fellow ? " muttered the governor , drawing his cloak across his mouth . " what matters his miserable life , when none of us are sure of twelve hours ' breath ? on , fool , to your own destruction ! " " young man , what is your purpose ? " demanded he . " i seek the lady eleanore , " answered jervase helwyse , submissively . " all have fled from her , " said the physician . " why do you seek her now ? i tell you , youth , her nurse fell death-stricken on the threshold of that fatal chamber . " let me look upon her , " rejoined the mad youth , more wildly . " let me behold her in her awful beauty , clad in the regal garments of the pestilence . she and death sit on a throne together ; let me kneel down before them . " " wilt thou still worship the destroyer and surround her image with fantasies the more magnificent the more evil she has wrought ? thus man doth ever to his tyrants . approach , then . ascending another flight of stairs , he threw open a door and signed to jervase helwyse that he should enter . he dreamed , no doubt , that her beauty was not dimmed , but brightened into superhuman splendor . " where is the lady eleanore ? " whispered he . " call her , " replied the physician . " lady eleanore ! princess ! queen of death ! " cried jervase helwyse , advancing three steps into the chamber . " she is not here . there , on yonder table , i behold the sparkle of a diamond which once she wore upon her bosom . there " and he shuddered " there hangs her mantle , on which a dead woman embroidered a spell of dreadful potency . but where is the lady eleanore ? " he fancied , even , that he recognized its tones . " my throat ! my throat is scorched , " murmured the voice . " a drop of water ! " " what thing art thou ? " said the brain-stricken youth , drawing near the bed and tearing asunder its curtains . " whose voice hast thou stolen for thy murmurs and miserable petitions , as if lady eleanore could be conscious of mortal infirmity ? fie ! heap of diseased mortality , why lurkest thou in my lady 's chamber ? " the curse of heaven hath stricken me because i would not call man my brother nor woman sister . you are avenged , they are all avenged , nature is avenged ; for i am eleanore rochcliffe . " " another triumph for the lady eleanore ! " he cried . " all have been her victims ; who so worthy to be the final victim as herself ? " impelled by some new fantasy of his crazed intellect , he snatched the fatal mantle and rushed from the chamber and the house . arriving opposite the province-house , the mob burned the effigy , and a strong wind came and swept away the ashes . a remarkable uncertainty broods over that unhappy lady 's fate . supposing the legend true , can this be other than the once proud lady eleanore ? iv . old esther dudley . finally he poured forth a great fluency of speech . at the pathetic passages of his narrative he readily melted into tears . a blood-stain upon the floor should then bear testimony that the last british ruler was faithful to his trust . " the tremulous voice of a woman replied to his exclamation . " heaven 's cause and the king 's are one , " it said . " go forth , sir william howe , and trust in heaven to bring back a royal governor in triumph . " but sir william howe , if he ever heard this legend , had forgotten it . " mistress dudley , why are you loitering here ? " asked he , with some severity of tone . " it is my pleasure to be the last in this mansion of the king . " " not so , if it please your excellency , " answered the time-stricken woman . " this roof has sheltered me long ; i will not pass from it until they bear me to the tomb of my forefathers . what other shelter is there for old esther dudley save the province-house or the grave ? " " now , heaven forgive me ! " said sir william howe to himself . " i was about to leave this wretched old creature to starve or beg . take this , good mistress dudley , " he added , putting a purse into her hands . that purse will buy a better shelter than the province-house can now afford . " " this is an evil hour for you and me . the province which the king entrusted to my charge is lost . i go hence in misfortune perchance in disgrace to return no more . " never ! never ! " said the pertinacious old dame . " here will i abide , and king george shall still have one true subject in his disloyal province . " " she is the very moral of old-fashioned prejudice , and could exist nowhere but in this musty edifice . well , then , mistress dudley , since you will needs tarry , i give the province-house in charge to you . take this key , and keep it safe until myself or some other royal governor shall demand it of you . " the total change of affairs that ensued on the departure of the british troops did not drive the venerable lady from her stronghold . many and strange were the fables which the gossips whispered about her in all the chimney-corners of the town . and did she dwell there in utter loneliness ? rumor said , " not so . " yet esther dudley 's most frequent and favored guests were the children of the town . toward them she was never stern . a kindly and loving nature hindered elsewhere from its free course by a thousand rocky prejudices lavished itself upon these little ones . " but governor belcher has been dead this many a year , " would the mother say to her little boy . " but when old esther had done speaking about him , he faded away out of his chair . " sooner or later , it was her invincible belief , the colonies would be prostrate at the footstool of the king . sometimes she seemed to take for granted that such was already the case . her wrinkled visage actually gleamed with triumph , as if the soul within her were a festal lamp . " what means this blaze of light ? what does old esther 's joy portend ? " whispered a spectator . " it is frightful to see her gliding about the chambers and rejoicing there without a soul to bear her company . " " it is as if she were making merry in a tomb , " said another . " pshaw ! it is no such mystery , " observed an old man , after some brief exercise of memory . " mistress dudley is keeping jubilee for the king of england 's birthday . " now , it was the fact that intelligence bearing some faint analogy to esther 's version of it was current among the townspeople . " oh , happy day ! oh , blessed , blessed hour ! " she exclaimed . " let me but bid him welcome within the portal , and my task in the province-house and on earth is done . " she turned the key , withdrew it from the lock , unclosed the door and stepped across the threshold . he was richly dressed , but wore a gouty shoe , which , however , did not lessen the stateliness of his gait . as he approached she involuntarily sank down on her knees and tremblingly held forth the heavy key . " receive my trust ! take it quickly , " cried she , " for methinks death is striving to snatch away my triumph . but he comes too late . thank heaven for this blessed hour ! god save king george ! " " yet , in reverence for your gray hairs and long-kept faith , heaven forbid that any here should say you nay . over the realms which still acknowledge his sceptre , god save king george ! " years ago she had known him among the gentry of the province , but the ban of the king had fallen upon him . how , then , came the doomed victim here ? " have i bidden a traitor welcome ? come , death ! come quickly ! " ceasing to model ourselves on ancestral superstitions , it is our faith and principle to press onward onward . the key of the province-house fell from her grasp and clanked against the stone . " i have been faithful unto death , " murmured she . " god save the king ! " " she hath done her office , " said hancock , solemnly . " we will follow her reverently to the tomb of her ancestors , and then , my fellow-citizens , onward onward . we are no longer children of the past . " many a governor had heard those midnight accents and longed to exchange his stately cares for slumber . the haunted mind . what a singular moment is the first one , when you have hardly begun to recollect yourself , after starting from midnight slumber ! the distant sound of a church-clock is borne faintly on the wind . if you could choose an hour of wakefulness out of the whole night , it would be this . yesterday has already vanished among the shadows of the past ; to-morrow has not yet emerged from the future . oh that he would fall asleep and let mortals live on without growing older ! hitherto you have lain perfectly still , because the slightest motion would dissipate the fragments of your slumber . there will be time enough to trace out the analogy while waiting the summons to breakfast . you may almost distinguish the figures on the clock that has just told the hour . yet look at that one glorious star ! it is too cold even for the thoughts to venture abroad . ah ! that idea has brought a hideous one in its train . that gloomy thought will collect a gloomy multitude and throw its complexion over your wakeful hour . but sometimes , and oftenest at midnight , those dark receptacles are flung wide open . it is too late . do you remember any act of enormous folly at which you would blush even in the remotest cavern of the earth ? then recognize your shame . pass , wretched band ! what if remorse should assume the features of an injured friend ? what if the fiend should come in woman 's garments with a pale beauty amid sin and desolation , and lie down by your side ? what if he should stand at your bed 's foot in the likeness of a corpse with a bloody stain upon the shroud ? your eye searches for whatever may remind you of the living world . throughout the chamber there is the same obscurity as before , but not the same gloom within your breast . her influence is over you , though she have no existence but in that momentary image . in both you emerge from mystery , pass through a vicissitude that you can but imperfectly control , and are borne onward to another mystery . now comes the peal of the distant clock with fainter and fainter strokes as you plunge farther into the wilderness of sleep . it is the knell of a temporary death . the village uncle . an imaginary retrospect . come ! another log upon the hearth . toss on an armful of those dry oak chips , the last relicts of the mermaid 's knee-timbers the bones of your namesake , susan . and now come , susan ; come , my children . draw your chairs round me , all of you . there is a dimness over your figures . hark ! let me listen for the swell of the surf ; it should be audible a mile inland on a night like this . how strangely the past is peeping over the shoulders of the present ! to judge by my recollections , it is but a few moments since i sat in another room . but it was paler than my rugged old self , and younger , too , by almost half a century . thank heaven i am an old man now and have done with all such vanities ! still this dimness of mine eyes ! come nearer , susan , and stand before the fullest blaze of the hearth . there ! you made me tremble again . do you remember it ? you stood on the little bridge over the brook that runs across king 's beach into the sea . now , susan , for a sober picture of our village . the village was picturesque in the variety of its edifices , though all were rude . two grocery stores stood opposite each other in the centre of the village . the very air was fishy , being perfumed with dead sculpins , hard-heads and dogfish strewn plentifully on the beach . you see , children , the village is but little changed since your mother and i were young . in the autumn i toled and caught those lovely fish the mackerel . he looked like a harbinger of tempest a shipmate of the flying dutchman . one of uncle parker 's eyes had been blown out with gunpowder , and the other did but glimmer in its socket . even now i seem to see the group of fishermen with that old salt in the midst . they are a likely set of men . be it well with you , my brethren ! but where was the mermaid in those delightful times ? what a picture was susan behind the counter ! a few freckles became beauty-spots beneath her eyelids . nature wrought the charm . she made you a frank , simple , kind-hearted , sensible and mirthful girl . it was beautiful to observe how her simple and happy nature mingled itself with mine . she gave me warmth of feeling , while the influence of my mind made her contemplative . thus went on our wooing , till i had shot wild-fowl enough to feather our bridal-bed , and the daughter of the sea was mine . except the almanac , we had no other literature . in truth , i dreaded him . i feared to trust them even with the alphabet : it was the key to a fatal treasure . sometimes my voice lost itself in a tremulous depth , for i felt his eye upon me as i spoke . strange illusion ! like uncle parker , whose rheumatic bones were dashed against egg rock full forty years ago , i am a spinner of long yarns . with a broken voice i give utterance to much wisdom . with such awful fidelity did that lover return to fulfil his vows ! thus do i talk , and all my auditors grow wise while they deem it pastime . i recollect no happier portion of my life than this my calm old age . but with me the verdure and the flowers are not frost-bitten in the midst of winter . show me anything that would make an infant smile , and you shall behold a gleam of mirth over the hoary ruin of my visage . i can spend a pleasant hour in the sun watching the sports of the village children on the edge of the surf . why should not an old man be merry too , when the great sea is at play with those little children ? next they are smit with wonder at the black shells of a wagon-load of live lobsters packed in rock-weed for the country-market . for i launch my boat no more . for i am a patriarch . susan ! my children ! will you meet me there ? ah ! and now for a moral to my reverie . the ambitious guest . up the chimney roared the fire , and brightened the room with its broad blaze . the faces of the father and mother had a sober gladness ; the children laughed . they had found the " herb heart's-ease " in the bleakest spot of all new england . for a moment it saddened them , though there was nothing unusual in the tones . though they dwelt in such a solitude , these people held daily converse with the world . the stage-coach always drew up before the door of the cottage . the door was opened by a young man . one glance and smile placed the stranger on a footing of innocent familiarity with the eldest daughter . " ah ! this fire is the right thing , " cried he , " especially when there is such a pleasant circle round it . " yes , to burlington , and far enough beyond , " replied he . " i meant to have been at ethan crawford 's to-night , but a pedestrian lingers along such a road as this . so i shall sit down among you and make myself at home . " the family held their breath , because they knew the sound , and their guest held his by instinct . " the old mountain has thrown a stone at us for fear we should forget him , " said the landlord , recovering himself . besides , we have a sure place of refuge hard by if he should be coming in good earnest . " and thus it should have been . is not the kindred of a common fate a closer tie than that of birth ? the secret of the young man 's character was a high and abstracted ambition . he could have borne to live an undistinguished life , but not to be forgotten in the grave . " as yet , " cried the stranger , his cheek glowing and his eye flashing with enthusiasm " as yet i have done nothing . not a soul would ask , ' who was he ? whither did the wanderer go ? ' but i cannot die till i have achieved my destiny . then let death come : i shall have built my monument . " with quick sensibility of the ludicrous , he blushed at the ardor into which he had been betrayed . " you laugh at me , " said he , taking the eldest daughter 's hand and laughing himself . and truly that would be a noble pedestal for a man 's statue . " " perhaps they may , " observed the wife . " is the man thinking what he will do when he is a widower ? " " no , no ! " cried he , repelling the idea with reproachful kindness . " when i think of your death , esther , i think of mine too . " we 're in a strange way to-night , " said the wife , with tears in her eyes . " they say it 's a sign of something when folks ' minds go a-wandering so . hark to the children ! " they listened accordingly . at length a little boy , instead of addressing his brothers and sisters , called out to his mother . the boy had hardly spoken , when a wagon rattled along the road and stopped a moment before the door . " father , " said the girl , " they are calling you by name . " " there , mother ! " cried the boy , again ; " they 'd have given us a ride to the flume . " again they laughed at the child 's pertinacious fancy for a night-ramble . it forced its way , in spite of a little struggle to repress it . then , starting and blushing , she looked quickly around the circle , as if they had caught a glimpse into her bosom . the stranger asked what she had been thinking of . " nothing , " answered she , with a downcast smile ; " only i felt lonesome just then . " " oh , i have always had a gift of feeling what is in other people 's hearts , " said he , half seriously . " shall i tell the secrets of yours ? for i know what to think when a young girl shivers by a warm hearth and complains of lonesomeness at her mother 's side . shall i put these feelings into words ? " all this was said apart . there was a wail along the road as if a funeral were passing . the light hovered about them fondly and caressed them all . the aged woman looked up from her task , and with fingers ever busy was the next to speak . " old folks have their notions , " said she , " as well as young ones . you 've been wishing and planning and letting your heads run on one thing and another till you 've set my mind a-wandering too . children , it will haunt me night and day till i tell you . " " what is it , mother ? " cried the husband and wife at once . but this evening an old superstition had strangely recurred to her . the bare thought made her nervous . " don't talk so , grandmother , " said the girl , shuddering . who knows but i may take a glimpse at myself and see whether all 's right ? " " old and young , we dream of graves and monuments , " murmured the stranger-youth . young and old exchanged one wild glance and remained an instant pale , affrighted , without utterance or power to move . then the same shriek burst simultaneously from all their lips : " the slide ! the slide ! " the simplest words must intimate , but not portray , the unutterable horror of the catastrophe . alas ! they had quitted their security and fled right into the pathway of destruction . down came the whole side of the mountain in a cataract of ruin . their bodies were never found . the next morning the light smoke was seen stealing from the cottage chimney up the mountain-side . all had left separate tokens by which those who had known the family were made to shed a tear for each . who has not heard their name ? the story has been told far and wide , and will for ever be a legend of these mountains . poets have sung their fate . woe for the high-souled youth with his dream of earthly immortality ! the sister-years . the wintry moonlight showed that she looked weary of body and sad of heart , like many another wayfarer of earth . but after trudging only a little distance farther this poor old year was destined to enjoy a long , long sleep . besides this luggage , there was a folio book under her arm very much resembling the annual volume of a newspaper . she was evidently a stranger , and perhaps had come to town by the evening train of cars . " well , my dear sister , " said the new year , after the first salutations , " you look almost tired to death . what have you been about during your sojourn in this part of infinite space ? " " oh , i have it all recorded here in my book of chronicles , " answered the old year , in a heavy tone . " there is nothing that would amuse you , and you will soon get sufficient knowledge of such matters from your own personal experience . it is but tiresome reading . " " what have you been doing in the political way ? " asked the new year . but the loco-focos " " i do not like these party nicknames , " interrupted her sister , who seemed remarkably touchy about some points . " perhaps we shall part in better humor if we avoid any political discussion . " " with all my heart , " replied the old year , who had already been tormented half to death with squabbles of this kind . yet they have occupied so large a share of my attention that i scarcely know what else to tell you . " perhaps , " cried the hopeful new year " perhaps i shall see that happy day . " " i doubt whether it be so close at hand , " answered the old year , gravely smiling . " have you done much for the improvement of the city ? " asked the new year . " judging from what little i have seen , it appears to be ancient and time-worn . " old salem now wears a much livelier expression than when i first beheld her . strangers rumble down from boston by hundreds at a time . new faces throng in essex street . railroad-hacks and omnibuses rattle over the pavements . there is a perceptible increase of oyster-shops and other establishments for the accommodation of a transitory diurnal multitude . but a more important change awaits the venerable town . an immense accumulation of musty prejudices will be carried off by the free circulation of society . a peculiarity of character of which the inhabitants themselves are hardly sensible will be rubbed down and worn away by the attrition of foreign substances . much of the result will be good ; there will likewise be a few things not so good . we sisterhood of years never carry anything really valuable out of the world with us . i have likewise a quantity of men 's dark hair , instead of which i have left gray locks or none at all . i have several bundles of love-letters eloquently breathing an eternity of burning passion which grew cold and perished almost before the ink was dry . moreover , here is an assortment of many thousand broken promises and other broken ware , all very light and packed into little space . " i have a fine lot of hopes here in my basket , " remarked the new year . " they are a sweet-smelling flower a species of rose . " " they soon lose their perfume , " replied the sombre old year . " what else have you brought to insure a welcome from the discontented race of mortals ? " but i heartily wish well to poor mortals , and mean to do all i can for their improvement and happiness . " " it is a good resolution , " rejoined the old year . " and must i also pick up such worthless luggage in my travels ? " asked the new year . " most certainly , and well if you have no heavier load to bear , " replied the other . if these ridiculous people ever see anything tolerable in you , it will be after you are gone for ever . " " but i , " cried the fresh-hearted new year " i shall try to leave men wiser than i find them . for my happiness must depend on them . " " alas for you , then , my poor sister ! " said the old year , sighing , as she uplifted her burden . " we grandchildren of time are born to trouble . but hark ! my task is done . " but she , in the company of time and all her kindred , must hereafter hold a reckoning with mankind . " thank you kindly , " said the new year ; and she gave the watchman one of the roses of hope from her basket . " may this flower keep a sweet smell long after i have bidden you good-bye ! " wherever there was a knot of midnight roisterers , they quaffed her health . kind patrons , will not you redeem the pledge of the new year ? snowflakes . these are not the big flakes heavy with moisture which melt as they touch the ground and are portentous of a soaking rain . it is to be in good earnest a wintry storm . the cloud-spirits are slowly weaving her white mantle . thus gradually by silent and stealthy influences are great changes wrought . we likewise shall lose sight of our mother 's familiar visage , and must content ourselves with looking heavenward the oftener . now , leaving the storm to do his appointed office , let us sit down , pen in hand , by our fireside . gloomy as it may seem , there is an influence productive of cheerfulness and favorable to imaginative thought in the atmosphere of a snowy day . in our brief summer i do not think , but only exist in the vague enjoyment of a dream . however transitory their glow , they at least shine amid the darksome shadow which the clouds of the outward sky fling through the room . now look we forth again and see how much of his task the storm-spirit has done . slow and sure ! he has the day perchance the week before him , and may take his own time to accomplish nature 's burial in snow . this is a sad time for the shrubs that do not perish with the summer . they neither live nor die ; what they retain of life seems but the chilling sense of death . very sad are the flower-shrubs in midwinter . the roofs of the houses are now all white , save where the eddying wind has kept them bare at the bleak corners . look next into the street , where we have an amusing parallel to the combat of those fancied demons in the upper regions . it is a snow-battle of schoolboys . what pitched battles worthy to be chanted in homeric strains ! what storming of fortresses built all of massive snow-blocks ! what feats of individual prowess and embodied onsets of martial enthusiasm ! who reared it ? and what means it ? " the shattered pedestal of many a battle-monument has provoked these questions when none could answer . would it might inspire me to sketch out the personification of a new england winter ! and that idea , if i can seize the snow-wreathed figures that flit before my fancy , shall be the theme of the next page . how does winter herald his approach ? it is stern winter 's vesture . it is the voice of winter ; and when parents and children hear it , they shudder and exclaim , " winter is come . cold winter has begun his reign already . " there he lies stark and stiff , a human shape of ice , on the spot where winter overtook him . on strides the tyrant over the rushing rivers and broad lakes , which turn to rock beneath his footsteps . his dreary empire is established ; all around stretches the desolation of the pole . such fantasies , intermixed among graver toils of mind , have made the winter 's day pass pleasantly . on the window-sill there is a layer of snow reaching halfway up the lowest pane of glass . the garden is one unbroken bed . next comes a sledge laden with wood for some unthrifty housekeeper whom winter has surprised at a cold hearth . but what dismal equipage now struggles along the uneven street ? a sable hearse bestrewn with snow is bearing a dead man through the storm to his frozen bed . oh how dreary is a burial in winter , when the bosom of mother earth has no warmth for her poor child ! evening the early eve of december begins to spread its deepening veil over the comfortless scene . alas ! whence come they ? where do they build their nests and seek their food ? i know not whence they come , nor why ; yet my spirit has been cheered by that wandering flock of snow-birds . the seven vagabonds . two horses munching provender out of the baskets which muzzled them were fastened near the vehicle . " halloo ! who stands guard here ? is the doorkeeper asleep ? " cried i , approaching a ladder of two or three steps which was let down from the wagon . a small piece of silver was my passport within his premises , where i found only one other person , hereafter to be described . perhaps the movable scene of this narrative is still peregrinating new england , and may enable the reader to test the accuracy of my description . " what an admirable piece of work is this ! " exclaimed i , lifting up my hands in astonishment . and then with how fresh a feeling must he return at intervals to his own peculiar home ! " i would i were assured of as happy a life as his , " thought i . indeed , his stock required some considerable powers of commendation in the salesman . the literary-man now evinced a great kindness for me , and i ventured to inquire which way he was travelling . i , meanwhile , with many a wild and undetermined fantasy was narrowly inspecting these two doves that had flown into our ark . we visited together at least , our imaginations did full many a famous city in the streets of which i had long yearned to tread . when we had travelled through the vast extent of the mahogany box , i looked into my guide 's face . " ' where are you going , my pretty maid ? ' " inquired i , in the words of an old song . " ah ! " said the gay damsel ; " you might as well ask where the summer wind is going . we are wanderers here and there and everywhere . wherever there is mirth our merry hearts are drawn to it . blessed pair , whose happy home was throughout all the earth ! " oh , maiden , " said i aloud , " why did you not come hither alone ? " while the merry girl and myself were busy with the show-box the unceasing rain had driven another wayfarer into the wagon . " it is a bill of the suffolk bank , " said i , " and better than the specie . " as the beggar had nothing to object , he now produced a small buff leather bag tied up carefully with a shoe-string . in this precious heap was my bank-note deposited , the rate of exchange being considerably against me . here let me have credit for a sober fact . but i must stop and see the breaking up of the camp-meeting at stamford . " all this was a sort of happiness which i could conceive of , though i had little sympathy with it . my reflections were here interrupted . " another visitor ! " exclaimed the old showman . it was a red indian armed with his bow and arrow . this son of the wilderness and pilgrim of the storm took his place silently in the midst of us . the indian had not long been seated ere our merry damsel sought to draw him into conversation . at length she inquired whether his journey had any particular end or purpose . " i go shoot at the camp-meeting at stamford , " replied the indian . " and here are five more , " said the girl , " all aiming at the camp-meeting too . but oh , you would find it very dull indeed to go all the way to stamford alone . " now , hoping no offence , i should like to know where this young gentleman may be going ? " i started . how came i among these wanderers ? " but in what capacity ? " asked the old showman , after a moment 's silence . " all of us here can get our bread in some creditable way . every honest man should have his livelihood . you , sir , as i take it , are a mere strolling gentleman . " " either this , " said i , " is my vocation , or i have been born in vain . " dreading a rejection , i solicited the interest of the merry damsel . " ' mirth , ' " cried i , most aptly appropriating the words of l'allegro , " ' to thee i sue ! mirth , admit me of thy crew ! ' " " i have espied much promise in him . true , a shadow sometimes flits across his brow , but the sunshine is sure to follow in a moment . he is never guilty of a sad thought but a merry one is twin-born with it . this affair settled , a marvellous jollity entered into the whole tribe of us , manifesting itself characteristically in each individual . the young foreigner flourished his fiddle-bow with a master 's hand , and gave an inspiring echo to the showman's melody . " we 'll come among them in procession , with music and dancing , " cried the merry damsel . casting our eyes northward , we beheld a horseman approaching leisurely and splashing through the little puddle on the stamford road . what puzzled us was the fact that his face appeared turned from , instead of to , the camp-meeting at stamford . what news from the camp-meeting at stamford ? " the missionary looked down in surprise at as singular a knot of people as could have been selected from all his heterogeneous auditors . i even fancied that a smile was endeavoring to disturb the iron gravity of the preacher 's mouth . " good people , " answered he , " the camp-meeting is broke up . " so saying , the methodist minister switched his steed and rode westward . our union being thus nullified by the removal of its object , we were sundered at once to the four winds of heaven . the old showman and his literary coadjutor were already tackling their horses to the wagon with a design to peregrinate south-west along the sea-coast . the white old maid . the moonbeams came through two deep and narrow windows and showed a spacious chamber richly furnished in an antique fashion . but how quietly the slumberer lay ! how pale his features ! and how like a shroud the sheet was wound about his frame ! yes , it was a corpse in its burial-clothes . suddenly the fixed features seemed to move with dark emotion . strange fantasy ! as she drew back from that long kiss her features writhed as if a proud heart were fighting with its anguish . again it seemed that the features of the corpse had moved responsive to her own . still an illusion . there the two maidens stood , both beautiful , with the pale beauty of the dead between them . but she who had first entered was proud and stately , and the other a soft and fragile thing . " away ! " cried the lofty one . " thou hadst him living ; the dead is mine . " " thine ! " returned the other , shuddering . " well hast thou spoken ; the dead is thine . " a creature of hope and joy , the first draught of sorrow had bewildered her . " edith ! " cried her rival . " wilt thou betray me ? " said the latter , calmly . " till the dead bid me speak i will be silent , " answered edith . " leave us alone together . go and live many years , and then return and tell me of thy life . he too will be here . then , if thou tellest of sufferings more than death , we will both forgive thee . " " and what shall be the token ? " asked the proud girl , as if her heart acknowledged a meaning in these wild words . " this lock of hair , " said edith , lifting one of the dark clustering curls that lay heavily on the dead man 's brow . and edith , too ! was not her white form fading into the moonlight ? lifting his torch on high , the slave lighted her down the staircase and undid the portal of the mansion . the young clergyman of the town had just ascended the steps , and , bowing to the lady , passed in without a word . years many years rolled on . she dwelt alone , and never came into the daylight except to follow funerals . evil was the omen to that marriage . her blessing was better than a holy verse upon the tombstone . still years went on , and still she followed funerals and was not yet summoned to her own festival of death . the scene was cheerful and animated in spite of the sombre shade between the high brick buildings . " i espy a strange sail yonder , " remarked a liverpool captain " that woman in the long white garment . " almost immediately the various topics of conversation gave place to speculations in an undertone on this unwonted occurrence . " can there be a funeral so late this afternoon ? " inquired some . " what may this portend ? " asked each man of his neighbor . what a comet is to the earth was that sad woman to the town . it was a long , loose robe of spotless purity . its wearer appeared very old , pale , emaciated and feeble , yet glided onward without the unsteady pace of extreme age . " she is but a shadow , " whispered the superstitious . " the child put forth his arms and could not grasp her robe . " an elderly man approached the steps , and , reverently uncovering his gray locks , essayed to explain the matter . his heirs , being ill-agreed among themselves , have let the mansion-house go to ruin . " but again she lifted the hammer , and gave , this time , a single rap . the bar fell on the inside ; the door was opened . " who undid the door ? " asked many . this question , owing to the depth of shadow beneath the porch , no one could satisfactorily answer . " her summons has waked up a servant of the old family , " said one , half seriously . " let us wait here , " replied another ; " more guests will knock at the door anon . but the gate of the graveyard should be thrown open . " twilight had overspread the town before the crowd began to separate or the comments on this incident were exhausted . one after another was wending his way homeward , when a coach no common spectacle in those days drove slowly into the street . there was something awful in the heavy rumbling of the wheels . " whose grand coach is this ? " asked a very inquisitive body . an old man possessed of the heraldic lore so common in that day examined the shield of arms on the panel . her strong and rigid features had an awe about them unlike that of the white old maid , but as of something evil . she passed up the steps , leaning on a gold-headed cane . after a momentary pause , a glance backward and then a desperate effort , she went in . " but such a hideous grin , " added he , " was never seen on the face of mortal man , black or white . it will haunt me till my dying-day . " these graphic reminiscences seemed to call up the ghosts of those to whom they referred . " impossible ! " exclaimed others . " see ! the moon shines beneath the porch , and shows every part of it except in the narrow shade of that pillar . there is no one there . " " did not the door open ? " whispered one of these fanciful persons . " didst thou see it too ? " said his companion , in a startled tone . but the general sentiment was opposed to the idea that a third visitant had made application at the door of the deserted house . this too was pronounced a mere fantasy . but at once the whole multitude started , and each man beheld his own terror painted in the faces of all the rest . " what an awful thing is this ! " cried they . the people knew not whether to fly from the very sight of the house or to rush trembling in and search out the strange mystery . but when possessed of the facts , his energies assumed unexpected vigor . behold , then , the venerable clergyman ascending the steps of the mansion with a torch-bearer behind him . like their predecessors , they gave three raps with the iron hammer . " old cæsar cometh not , " observed the priest . " well , i wot he no longer doth service in this mansion . " " assuredly , then , it was something worse in old cæsar 's likeness , " said the other adventurer . " be it as god wills , " answered the clergyman . " see ! my strength , though it be much decayed , hath sufficed to open this heavy door . let us enter and pass up the staircase . " here occurred a singular exemplification of the dreamy state of a very old man 's mind . " well-a-day ! " cried the old clergyman , staring strangely around him . " art thou here with me , and none other ? of a truth , i saw the shades of many that are gone . on their right hand was the open door of a chamber , and a closed one on their left . the clergyman pointed his cane to the carved oak panel of the latter . it was sufficient to discover all that could be known . it clutched a lock of hair once sable , now discolored with a greenish mould . but it was only the shadow of a tattered curtain waving betwixt the dead face and the moonlight . " both dead ! " said the venerable man . " then who shall divulge the secret ? methinks it glimmers to and fro in my mind like the light and shadow across the old maid 's face . and now ' tis gone ! " peter goldthwaite's treasure . " neither at that , nor treble the sum , " responded the gaunt , grizzled and threadbare peter goldthwaite . next summer i intend to put a splendid new mansion over the cellar of the old house . " what say you , again ? " " precisely what i said before , mr brown , " answered peter goldthwaite . " and the cost , peter ? eh ? " said mr brown as he withdrew in something of a pet . " that , i suppose , will be provided for off-hand by drawing a check on bubble bank ? " " they did but flutter in the wind , " quoth peter goldthwaite . no , peter , they beckoned , for the scarecrows knew their brother . at the period of our story his whole visible income would not have paid the tax of the old mansion in which we find him . so here he dwelt with bad luck till good should come . peter 's person was in keeping with his goodly apparel . he raised his hand , clenched it and smote it energetically against the smoky panel over the fireplace . tomorrow morning i will begin with the garret , nor desist till i have torn the house down . " as the feet were ragged past all darning , she had cut pieces out of a cast-off flannel petticoat to make new soles . should it ever be necessary , she loved him well enough to feed him with her last morsel and clothe him with her under-petticoat . hearing him threaten to tear the house down , she looked quietly up from her work . " best leave the kitchen till the last , mr peter , " said she . " the sooner we have it all down , the better , " said peter goldthwaite . " i am tired to death of living in this cold , dark , windy , smoky , creaking , groaning , dismal old house . you shall have a room on the sunny side , old tabby , finished and furnished as best may suit your own notions . " " i should like it pretty much such a room as this kitchen , " answered tabitha . how much do you mean to lay out on the house , mr peter ? " " what is that to the purpose ? " exclaimed peter , loftily . " i can't say but he did , mr peter , " said tabitha , threading her needle . the present peter 's father had faith enough in the story to cause the cellar to be dug over . but now was the crisis . " yes , " cried peter goldthwaite , again ; " to-morrow i will set about it . " the deeper he looked at the matter , the more certain of success grew peter . gorgeous that night were the dreams of peter goldthwaite . but the house , without losing its former aspect , had been changed into a palace of the precious metals . a moralizer might find abundant themes for his speculative and impracticable wisdom in a garret . he found old moth-eaten garments , all in rags and tatters , or peter would have put them on . here was a large box full of shoes with high heels and peaked toes . this , however , he had unaccountably forgotten . " well , mr peter ! " cried tabitha , on the garret stairs . " have you torn the house down enough to heat the teakettle ? " " not yet , old tabby , " answered peter , " but that 's soon done , as you shall see . " " we shall get our winter 's wood cheap , " quoth tabitha . never , in any of his vagaries , though each had made him happy while it lasted , had peter been happier than now . it was his nature to be always young , and the tendency of his mode of life to keep him so . at the kindling of each new fire his burnt-out youth rose afresh from the old embers and ashes . it rose exulting now . what heart could resist him ? happy peter goldthwaite ! this was always heaped plentifully with the rubbish of his day 's labor . all this , of course , was but an emblem of the bright fortune which the destruction of the house would shed upon its occupants . one night the hundredth time he teased tabitha to tell him something new about his great-granduncle . " so there was , mr peter , " answered tabitha , " and she was near about a hundred years old . but methinks he might have invested the money better than he did . no interest ! nothing but good security ! and the house to be torn down to come at it ! what made him hide it so snug , tabby ? " " just as i swore to john brown , my old partner , " remarked peter . " but this is all nonsense , tabby ; i don't believe the story . " and as soon as peter had given him the deed the chest flew open , and peter caught up a handful of the gold . but , lo and behold ! there was nothing in his fist but a parcel of old rags . " " hold your tongue , you silly old tabby ! " cried peter , in great wrath . " they were as good golden guineas as ever bore the effigies of the king of england . old rags indeed ! " but it was not an old woman 's legend that would discourage peter goldthwaite . how enviable is the consciousness of being usefully employed ! nothing troubled peter , or nothing but those phantoms of the mind which seem like vague recollections , yet have also the aspect of presentiments . think a little while , and you will remember where the gold is hidden . " days and weeks passed on , however , without any remarkable discovery . but as yet no treasure . it had formerly been the state-bedchamber , and was honored by tradition as the sleeping-apartment of governor dudley and many other eminent guests . the furniture was gone . one sketch , however , and that the best one , affected him differently . " avaunt , satan ! " cried peter . " the man shall have his gold . " moreover , his axe broke quite through the plaster and laths and discovered a cavity . " mercy on us , mr peter ! are you quarrelling with the old scratch ? " said tabitha , who was seeking some fuel to put under the dinner-pot . it contained nothing but a brass lamp covered with verdigris , and a dusty piece of parchment . while peter inspected the latter , tabitha seized the lamp and began to rub it with her apron . " there is no use in rubbing it , tabitha , " said peter . " it is not aladdin 's lamp , though i take it to be a token of as much luck . look here , tabby ! " tabitha took the parchment and held it close to her nose , which was saddled with a pair of iron-bound spectacles . but no sooner had she begun to puzzle over it than she burst into a chuckling laugh , holding both her hands against her sides . " you can't make a fool of the old woman , " cried she . " this is your own handwriting , mr peter , the same as in the letter you sent me from mexico . " " there is certainly a considerable resemblance , " said peter , again examining the parchment . no ; this is old peter goldthwaite 's writing . but the ink has either faded or peeled off , so that it is absolutely illegible . what a pity ! " " well , this lamp is as good as new . that 's some comfort , " said tabitha . " a lamp ! " thought peter . " that indicates light on my researches . " for the present peter felt more inclined to ponder on this discovery than to resume his labors . peter forced it open and looked out upon the great street of the town , while the sun looked in at his old house . the air , though mild , and even warm , thrilled peter as with a dash of water . it was the first day of the january thaw . this couple rode in an old-fashioned square sleigh which had served them twenty winters and stood twenty summers in the sun beside their door . the sleigh passed on , and when concealed by a bend of the street was still audible by a distant cry of merriment . and peter 's gaunt figure , half visible in the projecting second story , was worthy of his house . " peter ! how goes it , friend peter ? " cried a voice across the street as peter was drawing in his head . " look out here , peter ! " his voice had directed the attention of the whole town to peter goldthwaite 's window , and to the dusty scarecrow which appeared at it . you are repairing the old house , i suppose , making a new one of it ? eh ? " " too late for that , i am afraid , mr brown , " replied peter . " if i make it new , it will be new inside and out , from the cellar upward . " " had not you better let me take the job ? " said mr brown , significantly . peter goldthwaite had exposed himself to this influence by merely looking out of the window . but this was momentary . peter the destroyer resumed the task which fate had assigned him , nor faltered again till it was accomplished . another singular discovery was that of a bottle of wine walled up in an old oven . peter needed no cordial to sustain his hopes , and therefore kept the wine to gladden his success . there was likewise a silver coronation medal of george iii . we will not follow him in his triumphant progress step by step . except the kitchen , every room and chamber was now gutted . the house was nothing but a shell , the apparition of a house , as unreal as the painted edifices of a theatre . it was like the perfect rind of a great cheese in which a mouse had dwelt and nibbled till it was a cheese no more . and peter was the mouse . it was an admirable parallel to the feat of the man who jumped down his own throat . this fated evening was an ugly one . " the wine , tabitha , " he cried " my grandfather 's rich old wine ! we will drink it now . " it reminded him of his golden dream . " mr peter , " remarked tabitha , " must the wine be drunk before the money is found ? " " the money is found ! " exclaimed peter , with a sort of fierceness . " the chest is within my reach ; i will not sleep till i have turned this key in the rusty lock . but first of all let us drink . " he then filled two little china teacups which tabitha had brought from the cupboard . its rich and delicate perfume wasted itself round the kitchen . " drink , tabitha ! " cried peter . " blessings on the honest old fellow who set aside this good liquor for you and me ! and here 's to peter goldthwaite 's memory ! " " and good cause have we to remember him , " quoth tabitha as she drank . until they have finished the bottle we must turn our eyes elsewhere . " poor fellow ! " thought mr john brown . " poor crack-brained peter goldthwaite ! for old acquaintance ' sake i ought to have taken care that he was comfortable this rough winter . " these feelings grew so powerful that , in spite of the inclement weather , he resolved to visit peter goldthwaite immediately . the strength of the impulse was really singular . but the powers of the air had rather the best of the battle . there seemed little hope of his reappearance earlier than the next thaw . at the same moment his hat was snatched away and whirled aloft into some far-distant region whence no tidings have as yet returned . he therefore entered without ceremony , and groped his way to the kitchen . his intrusion even there was unnoticed . peter goldthwaite was inserting a key into the lock . " oh , tabitha , " cried he , with tremulous rapture , " how shall i endure the effulgence ? the gold ! the bright , bright gold ! methinks i can remember my last glance at it just as the iron-plated lid fell down . and ever since , being seventy years , it has been blazing in secret and gathering its splendor against this glorious moment . it will flash upon us like the noonday sun . " " then shade your eyes , mr peter ! " said tabitha , with somewhat less patience than usual . " but , for mercy 's sake , do turn the key ! " and with a strong effort of both hands peter did force the rusty key through the intricacies of the rusty lock . no sudden blaze illuminated the kitchen . " what 's here ? " exclaimed tabitha , adjusting her spectacles and holding the lamp over the open chest . " old peter goldthwaite 's hoard of old rags ! " " pretty much so , tabby , " said mr brown , lifting a handful of the treasure . oh what a ghost of dead and buried wealth had peter goldthwaite raised to scare himself out of his scanty wits withal ! what , then , in sober earnest , were the delusive treasures of the chest ? bills of a thousand pounds were intermixed with parchment pennies , and worth no more than they . " and this , then , is old peter goldthwaite 's treasure ! " said john brown . he went mad upon the strength of it . but never mind , peter ; it is just the sort of capital for building castles in the air . " " the house will be down about our ears , " cried tabitha as the wind shook it with increasing violence . " let it fall , " said peter , folding his arms , as he seated himself upon the chest . " no , no , my old friend peter ! " said john brown . " i have house-room for you and tabby , and a safe vault for the chest of treasure . chippings with a chisel . his own monument , recording his decease by starvation , would probably be an early specimen of his skill . gravestones , therefore , have generally been an article of imported merchandise . the more recent monuments are mere slabs of slate in the ordinary style , without any superfluous flourishes to set off the bald inscriptions . these , these were graves where loved ones slept . her sighs had been the breath of heaven to her soul . after her departure i remarked that the symbol was none of the most apt . it was seldom that i could find such pleasant food for contemplation as in the above instance . this , indeed , was mr wigglesworth 's standing emblem of conjugal bereavement . thus the wife of his youth , though she died in his and her declining age , retained the bridal dewdrops fresh around her memory . the link is already strong enough ; it needs no visible symbol . then would she mark out the grave the scent of which would be perceptible on the pillow of the second bridal ? he had been picked up at sea , and stood in no present need of tombstone or epitaph . " and how , " inquired i , " did his wife bear the shock of joyful surprise ? " a comely woman with a pretty rosebud of a daughter came to select a gravestone for a twin-daughter , who had died a month before . i was impressed with the different nature of their feelings for the dead . her thoughts knew , but not her heart . perchance her consciousness was truer than her reflection ; perchance her dead sister was a closer companion than in life . she makes the epitaph anew , though the selfsame words may have served for a thousand graves . " and yet , " said i afterward to mr wigglesworth , " they might have made a better choice than this . one of these would have formed an inscription equally original and appropriate . " and somehow they seem to stretch to suit a great grief and shrink to fit a small one . " it was not seldom that ludicrous images were excited by what took place between mr wigglesworth and his customers . on communicating this nonsensical picture to the old man he laughed heartily and pronounced my humor to be of the right sort . " hard fare , " rejoined i , smiling , " but you seemed to have found it excellent of digestion , too . " he expressed a purpose of being buried side by side with his enemy . methinks what they mistook for hatred was but love under a mask . " " you talk nonsense , " said the sculptor , with the offended pride of art . he then added with his usual good-nature , " how can cupid die when there are such pretty maidens in the vineyard ? " " very true , " answered i ; and for the rest of the day i thought of other matters than tombstones . mr wigglesworth consulted me as to the propriety of enabling a dead man 's dust to utter this dreadful creed . but when the grave speaks such falsehoods , the soul of man will know the truth by its own horror . " " so it will , " said i , struck by the idea . i saw her no more , but soon afterward found mr wigglesworth cutting her virgin-name into the stone which she had chosen . now , which of these slabs would you like best to see your own name upon ? " every gravestone that you ever made is the visible symbol of a mistaken system . our thoughts should soar upward with the butterfly , not linger with the exuviæ that confined him . " would you forget your dead friends the moment they are under the sod ? " forget them ? no ; but , to remember them aright , i would forget what they have cast off . and to gain the truer conception of death i would forget the grave . " but still the good old sculptor murmured , and stumbled , as it were , over the gravestones amid which he had walked through life . the shaker bridal . at his footstool stood a man and woman , both clad in the shaker garb . read their faces , i pray you , and say whether the inward movement of the spirit hath guided my choice aright . " accordingly , each elder looked at the two candidates with a most scrutinizing gaze . " this pair are still in the summer of their years , " observed the elder from harvard , a shrewd old man . " i would like better to see the hoar-frost of autumn on their heads . methinks , also , they will be exposed to peculiar temptations on account of the carnal desires which have heretofore subsisted between them . " year after year , therefore , their marriage had been deferred . adam colburn had followed many vocations , had travelled far and seen much of the world and of life . still , they had held fast their mutual faith . but neither of them desired good-fortune save to share it with the other . he sought an interview with martha and proposed that they should join the society of shakers . martha , faithful still , had placed her hand in that of her lover and accompanied him to the shaker village . their faith and feelings had in some degree become assimilated to those of their fellow-worshippers . martha was not less distinguished in the duties proper to her sex . they were to be the father and mother of the village . the simple ceremony which would constitute them such was now to be performed . even my wishes of worldly success were almost dead within me . we are brother and sister , nor would i have it otherwise . and in this peaceful village i have found all that i hope for all that i desire . i will strive with my best strength for the spiritual and temporal good of our community . my conscience is not doubtful in this matter . i am ready to receive the trust . " " thou hast spoken well , son adam , " said the father . " god will bless thee in the office which i am about to resign . " " but our sister , " observed the elder from harvard . " hath she not likewise a gift to declare her sentiments ? " martha started and moved her lips as if she would have made a formal reply to this appeal . " adam has spoken , " said she , hurriedly ; " his sentiments are likewise mine . " they had overcome their natural sympathy with human frailties and affections . old father ephraim was the most awful character of all . but , perceiving that the elders eyed her doubtfully , she gasped for breath and again spoke . " my children , join your hands , " said father ephraim . they did so . the elders stood up around , and the father feebly raised himself to a more erect position , but continued sitting in his great chair . teach unto others the faith which ye have received . receive the weary ones who have known the vanity of earth ; receive the little children , that they may never learn that miserable lesson . in their attention to father ephraim their eyes were turned from martha pierson , who grew paler and paler , unnoticed even by adam colburn . he , indeed , had withdrawn his hand from hers and folded his arms with a sense of satisfied ambition . night-sketches , beneath an umbrella . pleasant is a rainy winter 's day within-doors . strange landscapes glimmer through the familiar walls of the room , and outlandish figures thrust themselves almost within the sacred precincts of the hearth . after a time , too , the visions vanish , and will not appear again at my bidding . a dreamer may dwell so long among fantasies that the things without him will seem as unreal as those within . now come fearful auguries innumerable as the drops of rain . in my own case poor human nature may be allowed a few misgivings . it is as if nature were dead and the world had put on black and the clouds were weeping for her . with their tears upon my cheek i turn my eyes earthward , but find little consolation here below . should i flounder into its depths , farewell to upper earth ! pshaw ! but this is a lonesome and dreary spot . how loudly tinkles the collected rain down the tin spouts ! the puffs of wind are boisterous , and seem to assail me from various quarters at once . here they amuse themselves with lesser freaks of mischief . see , at this moment , how they assail yonder poor woman who is passing just within the verge of the lamplight ! from hence i tread upon firm pavements into the centre of the town . here there is almost as brilliant an illumination as when some great victory has been won either on the battlefield or at the polls . the wet sidewalks gleam with a broad sheet of red light . the raindrops glitter as if the sky were pouring down rubies . the spouts gush with fire . and , after all , it is a cheerless scene , and cheerless are the wanderers in it . the blast will put in its word among their hoarse voices , and be understood by all of them . some domestic emergency or other has blown this miserable man from his warm fireside in quest of a doctor . see that little vagabond ! how carelessly he has taken his stand right underneath a spout while staring at some object of curiosity in a shop-window ! surely the rain is his native element ; he must have fallen with it from the clouds , as frogs are supposed to do . thus they struggle against the gloomy tempest , lured onward by a vision of festal splendor . but ah ! a most lamentable disaster ! luckless lovers ! were it my nature to be other than a looker-on in life , i would attempt your rescue . do ye touch bottom , my young friends ? yes ; they emerge like a water-nymph and a river-deity , and paddle hand in hand out of the depths of the dark pool . they hurry homeward , dripping , disconsolate , abashed , but with love too warm to be chilled by the cold water . they have stood a test which proves too strong for many . faithful though over head and ears in trouble ! not that mine is altogether a chameleon spirit with no hue of its own . now i pass into a more retired street where the dwellings of wealth and poverty are intermingled , presenting a range of strongly-contrasted pictures . here , too , may be found the golden mean . bluster , fierce blast , and beat , thou wintry rain , against the window-panes ! ye cannot damp the enjoyment of that fireside . peace , murmurer ! doubt not that darker guests are sitting round the hearth , though the warm blaze hides all but blissful images . will she ever feel the night-wind and the rain ? perhaps perhaps ! and will death and sorrow ever enter that proud mansion ? as surely as the dancers will be gay within its halls to-night . onward , still onward , i plunge into the night . it is strange what sensations of sublimity may spring from a very humble source . listen a while to its voice of mystery , and fancy will magnify it till you start and smile at the illusion . he passes fearlessly into the unknown gloom , whither i will not follow him . this figure shall supply me with a moral wherewith , for lack of a more appropriate one , i may wind up my sketch . endicott and the red cross . it was a period when the religious exiles were accustomed often to buckle on their armor and practise the handling of their weapons of war . since the first settlement of new england its prospects had never been so dismal . the dissensions between charles i. and his subjects were then , and for several years afterward , confined to the floor of parliament . this piece of armor was so highly polished that the whole surrounding scene had its image in the glittering steel . the blood was still plashing on the doorstep . side by side on the meeting-house steps stood a male and a female figure . his aspect showed no lack of zeal to maintain his heterodoxies even at the stake . the above-mentioned individuals had been sentenced to undergo their various modes of ignominy for the space of one hour at noonday . methinks he must have been grievously tempted to affix the other end of the rope to some convenient beam or bough . and even her own children knew what that initial signified . were such the custom now , perchance we might find materials for a no less piquant sketch than the above . a few stately savages in all the pomp and dignity of the primeval indian stood gazing at the spectacle . the valiant john endicott glanced with an eye of pride at his sturdy followers , and prepared to renew the martial toils of the day . " come , my stout hearts ! " quoth he , drawing his sword . " let us show these poor heathen that we can handle our weapons like men of might . well for them if they put us not to prove it in earnest ! " his aspect was perfectly that of a pilgrim , heightened also by an apostolic dignity . " what ho , good mr williams ! " shouted endicott . " you are welcome back again to our town of peace . how does our worthy governor winthrop ? and what news from boston ? " " the governor hath his health , worshipful sir , " answered roger williams , now resuming his staff and drawing near . belike it contains tidings of much import , for a ship arrived yesterday from england . " the broad seal was impressed with winthrop 's coat-of-arms . " black tidings these , mr williams , " said he ; " blacker never came to new england . doubtless you know their purport ? " " the governor is a wise man a wise man , and a meek and moderate , " said endicott , setting his teeth grimly . " nevertheless , i must do according to my own best judgment . soldiers , wheel into a hollow square . ho , good people ! here are news for one and all of you . " a few taps of the drum gave signal for silence and attention . wherefore have we come hither to set up our own tombstones in a wilderness ? a howling wilderness it is . the wolf and the bear meet us within halloo of our dwellings . the savage lieth in wait for us in the dismal shadow of the woods . the stubborn roots of the trees break our ploughshares when we would till the earth . our children cry for bread , and we must dig in the sands of the seashore to satisfy them . wherefore , i say again , have we sought this country of a rugged soil and wintry sky ? was it not for the enjoyment of our civil rights ? was it not for liberty to worship god according to our conscience ? " " call you this liberty of conscience ? " interrupted a voice on the steps of the meeting-house . it was the wanton gospeller . " what hast thou to do with conscience , thou knave ? " cried he . " i said liberty to worship god , not license to profane and ridicule him . break not in upon my speech , or i will lay thee neck and heels till this time to-morrow . hearken to me , friends , nor heed that accursed rhapsodist . but what think ye now ? " hold thy peace , roger williams ! " answered endicott , imperiously . " my spirit is wiser than thine for the business now in hand . a deep groan from the auditors a sound of wrath as well as fear and sorrow responded to this intelligence . " look ye to it , brethren , " resumed endicott , with increasing energy . we shall hear the sacring-bell and the voices of the romish priests saying the mass . no ! be ye strong of hand and stout of heart . who shall enslave us here ? what have we to do with this mitred prelate with this crowned king ? what have we to do with england ? " " officer , lower your banner , " said he . he then waved the tattered ensign above his head . " treason ! treason ! " roared the royalist in the stocks . " he hath defaced the king 's banner ! " " before god and man i will avouch the deed , " answered endicott . " beat a flourish , drummer shout , soldiers and people in honor of the ensign of new england . neither pope nor tyrant hath part in it now . " with a cry of triumph the people gave their sanction to one of the boldest exploits which our history records . and for ever honored be the name of endicott ! the lily's quest . an apologue . what a contrast between the young pilgrims of bliss and their unbidden associate ! but the three had not gone far when they reached a spot that pleased the gentle lily , and she paused . " what sweeter place shall we find than this ? " said she . " why should we seek farther for the site of our temple ? " there were vistas and pathways leading onward and onward into the green woodlands and vanishing away in the glimmering shade . " yes , " said adam forrester ; " we might seek all day and find no lovelier spot . we will build our temple here . " " not here , " cried old walter gascoigne . " here , long ago , other mortals built their temple of happiness ; seek another site for yours . " " what ! " exclaimed lilias fay . " have any ever planned such a temple save ourselves ? " " poor child ! " said her gloomy kinsman . " in one shape or other every mortal has dreamed your dream . " under this type adam forrester and lilias saw that the old man spake of sorrow . " this is very sad , " said the lily , sighing . " well , there are lovelier spots than this , " said adam forrester , soothingly " spots which sorrow has not blighted . " " this glen was made on purpose for our temple . " " and the glad song of the brook will be always in our ears , " said lilias fay . " and its long melody shall sing the bliss of our lifetime , " said adam forrester . " ye must build no temple here , " murmured their dismal companion . and , alas ! there had been woe , nor that alone . " and see ! " cried old gascoigne ; " is the stream yet pure from the stain of the murderer 's hands ? " " come , then , " said adam forrester as cheerily as he could ; " we shall soon find a happier spot . " they set forth again , young pilgrims on that quest which millions which every child of earth has tried in turn . and were the lily and her lover to be more fortunate than all those millions ? for a long time it seemed not so . " where in this world , " exclaimed adam forrester , despondingly , " shall we build our temple of happiness ? " " yet there is a place even in this world where ye may build it . " the ancestral mansion wherein the lovers would dwell together appeared on one side , and the ivied church where they were to worship on another . in due time it was finished and a day appointed for a simple rite of dedication . with his farewell glance a shadow had fallen over the portal , and lilias was invisible . but alas for the temple of happiness ! and , lo ! a wonder ! he watched the mourners as they lowered the coffin down . " joy ! joy ! " he cried , throwing his arms toward heaven . " on a grave be the site of our temple , and now our happiness is for eternity . " footprints on the seashore . nothing is within my daily reach more like a forest than the acre or two of woodland near some suburban farmhouse . surely here is enough to feed a human spirit for a single day . farewell , then , busy world ! highways and cross-paths are hastily traversed , and , clambering down a crag , i find myself at the extremity of a long beach . a greeting and a homage to the sea ! i descend over its margin and dip my hand into the wave that meets me , and bathe my brow . that far-resounding roar is ocean 's voice of welcome . his salt breath brings a blessing along with it . the beach itself is a broad space of sand , brown and sparkling , with hardly any pebbles intermixed . along the whole of this extensive beach gambols the surf-wave . with how fierce a roar it flings itself forward and rushes far up the beach ! hardly had i beheld them , when they passed into the shadow of the rocks and vanished . to comfort myself for truly i would fain have gazed a while longer i made acquaintance with a flock of beach-birds . yet , with a philosophy which mankind would do well to imitate , they drew a continual pleasure from their toil for a subsistence . the sea was each little bird 's great playmate . but they floated as lightly as one of their own feathers on the breaking crest . in their airy flutterings they seemed to rest on the evanescent spray . their images long-legged little figures with gray backs and snowy bosoms were seen as distinctly as the realities in the mirror of the glistening strand . our tracks , being all discernible , will guide us with an observing consciousness through every unconscious wandering of thought and fancy . here we followed the surf in its reflux to pick up a shell which the sea seemed loth to relinquish . here we found a seaweed with an immense brown leaf , and trailed it behind us by its long snake-like stalk . here we seized a live horseshoe by the tail , and counted the many claws of that queer monster . here we dug into the sand for pebbles , and skipped them upon the surface of the water . here we wet our feet while examining a jelly-fish which the waves , having just tossed it up , now sought to snatch away again . such glances always make us wiser . this extensive beach affords room for another pleasant pastime . with your staff you may write verses love-verses if they please you best and consecrate them with a woman 's name . stir not hence till the record be effaced . child's-play becomes magnificent on so grand a scale . but , after all , the most fascinating employment is simply to write your name in the sand . statesmen and warriors and poets have spent their strength in no better cause than this . is it accomplished ? return , then , in an hour or two , and seek for this mighty record of a name . the sea will have swept over it , even as time rolls its effacing waves over the names of statesmen and warriors and poets . hark ! the surf-wave laughs at you . the rocks rise in every variety of attitude . how many a thing has troubled me with that same idea ! pass on and leave it unexplained . how sharply and with what harsh clamor does the sea rake back the pebbles as it momentarily withdraws into its own depths ! they heap the chasm with a snow-drift of foam and spray . and what a contrast to look through the stormy chasm and catch a glimpse of the calm bright sea beyond ! many interesting discoveries may be made among these broken cliffs . some leviathan of former ages had used this ponderous mass as a jaw-bone . these , these are the warm realities of those three visionary shapes that flitted from me on the beach . hark their merry voices as they toss up the water with their feet ! they have not seen me . i must shrink behind this rock and steal away again . i would do battle for it even with the churl that should produce the title-deeds . have not my musings melted into its rocky walls and sandy floor and made them a portion of myself ? at this autumnal season the precipice is decked with variegated splendor . a rill of water trickles down the cliff and fills a little cistern near the base . i drain it at a draught , and find it fresh and pure . this recess shall be my dining-hall . and what the feast ? there is a magic in this spot . here , should i will it , i can summon up a single shade and be myself her lover . yes , dreamer , but your lonely heart will be the colder for such fancies . would that my hiding-place were lonelier , so that the past might not find me ! of what mysteries is it telling ? of sunken ships and whereabouts they lie ? nothing of all this . what , then ? has it talked for so many ages and meant nothing all the while ? yet how would the merchant sneer at me ! and , after all , can such philosophy be true ? methinks i could find a thousand arguments against it . my maiden-speech is a triumphant one , for the gentleman in seaweed has nothing to offer in reply save an immitigable roaring . his voice , indeed , will be heard a long while after mine is hushed . once more i shout and the cliffs reverberate the sound . but hush ! be silent , my good friend ! whence comes that stifled laughter ? it was musical , but how should there be such music in my solitude ? looking upward , i catch a glimpse of three faces peeping from the summit of the cliff like angels between me and their native sky . let us keep each other 's secrets . the sunshine has now passed from my hermitage , except a gleam upon the sand just where it meets the sea . a crowd of gloomy fantasies will come and haunt me if i tarry longer here in the darkening twilight of these gray rocks . this is a dismal place in some moods of the mind . yes , say the word outright : self-sufficient to our own happiness . how lonesome looks the recess now , and dreary too , like all other spots where happiness has been ! there lies my shadow in the departing sunshine with its head upon the sea . i will pelt it with pebbles . a hit ! a hit ! i clap my hands in triumph , and see my shadow clapping its unreal hands and claiming the triumph for itself . what a simpleton must i have been all day , since my own shadow makes a mock of my fooleries ! homeward ! homeward ! it is time to hasten home . the distant sails appear astray and not of earth in their remoteness amid the desolate waste . my spirit wanders forth afar , but finds no resting-place and comes shivering back . it is time that i were hence . such companionship works an effect upon a man 's character as if he had been admitted to the society of creatures that are not mortal . i shall think my own thoughts and feel my own emotions and possess my individuality unviolated . but it is good at the eve of such a day to feel and know that there are men and women in the world . the three visionary girls are likewise there . come down and sup with us ! " the ladies wave their handkerchiefs . can i decline ? no ; and be it owned , after all my solitary joys , that this is the sweetest moment of a day by the seashore . edward fane's rosebud . some old people especially women so age-worn and woeful are they , seem never to have been young and gay . wrinkles and furrows , the handwriting of time , may thus be deciphered and found to contain deep lessons of thought and feeling . now she sips , now stirs , now sips again . it is strange that men should deem that fount a fable , when its liquor fills more bottles than the congress-water . get you gone , age and widowhood ! come back , unwedded youth ! but , alas ! the charm will not work . these early lovers thought to have walked hand in hand through life . she was but three years old . but when the sods were laid on little mary , the heart of rose was troubled . how many a greeting since ! the rosebud was destined never to bloom for edward fane . his mother was a rich and haughty dame with all the aristocratic prejudices of colonial times . the lovers parted , and have seldom met again . she went to her bridegroom 's arms with bitterer tears , they say , than young girls ought to shed at the threshold of the bridal-chamber . he was all she had to love ; there were no children . we must pardon his pretty wife if she sometimes blushed to own him . his mind was palsied with his body ; its utmost energy was peevishness . but rose was with him in the tomb . how long poor mr toothaker was kept in misery ! " this bedridden wretch cannot escape me , " quoth death . but no ; we have no right to ascribe such a wish to our friend rose . she never failed in a wife 's duty to her poor sick husband . come put a blanket on my feet ! " so now the rosebud was the widow toothaker . her troubles had come early , and , tedious as they seemed , had passed before all her bloom was fled . but the widow toothaker had no such projects . when the palsied old man was gone , even her early lover could not have supplied his place . she missed the fragrance of the doctor 's stuff . she walked the chamber with a noiseless footfall . if visitors came in , she spoke in soft and soothing accents , and was startled and shocked by their loud voices . then went her thoughts sadly to her husband 's grave . at length she recognized her destiny . and nurse toothaker alone , with her own shrivelled lips , could make known her experience in that capacity . what a history might she record of the great sicknesses in which she has gone hand in hand with the exterminating angel ! she remembers when the small-pox hoisted a red banner on almost every house along the street . where would be death 's triumph if none lived to weep ? strange that such black mischief should lurk in a maiden 's grave ! tell us , thou fearful woman ; tell us the death-secrets . fain would i search out the meaning of words faintly gasped with intermingled sobs and broken sentences half-audibly spoken between earth and the judgment-seat . an awful woman ! she is the patron-saint of young physicians and the bosom-friend of old ones . death himself has met her at so many a bedside that he puts forth his bony hand to greet nurse toothaker . she is an awful woman . by her long communion with woe has she not forfeited her inheritance of immortal joy ? does any germ of bliss survive within her ? hark ! an eager knocking st nurse toothaker 's door . again the peal resounds just as her hand is on the lock . " be quick , nurse toothaker ! " cries a man on the doorstep . " old general fane is taken with the gout in his stomach and has sent for you to watch by his death-bed . make haste , for there is no time to lose . " " fane ! edward fane ! and has he sent for me at last ? i am ready . i will get on my cloak and begone . so , " adds the sable-gowned , ashen-visaged , funereal old figure , " edward fane remembers his rosebud . " our question is answered . there is a germ of bliss within her . in some happier clime the rosebud may revive again with all the dewdrops in its bosom . the threefold destiny . a faëry legend . " ralph cranfield ! " was the name that she half articulated . " can that be my old playmate faith egerton ? " thought the traveller , looking round at her figure , but without pausing . ralph cranfield from his youth upward had felt himself marked out for a high destiny . on encountering this lovely stranger he was bound to address her thus : " maiden , i have brought you a heavy heart . may i rest its weight on you ? " as messengers of the sign by which ralph cranfield might recognize the summons , three venerable men were to claim audience of him . and had he found them ? few seemed to be the changes here . but his heart grew cold because the village did not remember him as he remembered the village . " here is the change , " sighed he , striking his hand upon his breast . " who is this man of thought and care , weary with world-wandering and heavy with disappointed hopes ? the youth returns not who went forth so joyously . " such , at least , was its appearance in the dusky light . that would be a jest indeed . " it was ralph cranfield 's mother . pass we over their greeting , and leave the one to her joy and the other to his rest if quiet rest he found . but when morning broke , he arose with a troubled brow , for his sleep and his wakefulness had alike been full of dreams . all the fervor was rekindled with which he had burned of yore to unravel the threefold mystery of his fate . the crowd of his early visions seemed to have awaited him beneath his mother 's roof and thronged riotously around to welcome his return . at length they reached her gate and undid the latch . now , do tell them a good long story about what you have seen in foreign parts . " what if this embassy should bring me the message of my fate ? " " my colleagues and myself , " began the squire , " are burdened with momentous duties , being jointly selectmen of this village . after a few more words the village dignitary and his companions took their leave . every crook in the pathway was remembered . even the more transitory characteristics of the scene were the same as in by-gone days . a company of cows were grazing on the grassy roadside , and refreshed him with their fragrant breath . " it is sweeter , " thought he , " than the perfume which was wafted to our ship from the spice islands . " the round little figure of a child rolled from a doorway and lay laughing almost beneath cranfield 's feet . the dark and stately man stooped down , and , lifting the infant , restored him to his mother 's arms . " the children , " said he to himself , and sighed and smiled " the children are to be my charge . " a sweet voice which seemed to come from a deep and tender soul was warbling a plaintive little air within . he bent his head and passed through the lowly door . " you are welcome home , " said faith egerton . it was precisely on the pattern of that worn by the visionary maid . " so , faith , you have kept the heart ? " said he , at length . may i rest its weight on you ? " yes , the wild dreamer was awake at last . happy they who read the riddle without a weary world-search or a lifetime spent in vain ! end of the project gutenberg ebook of twice told tales , by nathaniel hawthorne