produced by an anonymous volunteer and david widger anne of avonlea by lucy maud montgomery to my former teacher hattie gordon smith in grateful remembrance of her sympathy and encouragement . whittier i an irate neighbor this pleasant vision was shattered by a most unpleasant interruption . mr harrison was their new righthand neighbor and she had never met him before , although she had seen him once or twice . mrs rachel was an outspoken lady , as those of you who may have already made her acquaintance will remember . mr harrison was certainly different from other people . ..y ..y and that is the essential characteristic of a crank , as everybody knows . in the first place he kept house for himself and had publicly stated that he wanted no fools of women around his diggings . feminine avonlea took its revenge by the gruesome tales it related about his house-keeping and cooking . he had hired little john henry carter of white sands and john henry started the stories . for one thing , there was never any stated time for meals in the harrison establishment . as for washing dishes , mr harrison never made any pretence of doing it unless a rainy sunday came . then he went to work and washed them all at once in the rainwater hogshead , and left them to drain dry . again , mr harrison was " close . " i had to hold up my skirts as i walked across it . " finally , mr harrison kept a parrot called ginger . nobody in avonlea had ever kept a parrot before ; consequently that proceeding was considered barely respectable . and such a parrot ! if you took john henry carter 's word for it , never was such an unholy bird . it swore terribly . mrs carter would have taken john henry away at once if she had been sure she could get another place for him . mrs carter showed everybody the mark when the luckless john henry went home on sundays . all these things flashed through anne 's mind as mr harrison stood , quite speechless with wrath apparently , before her . all at once mr harrison found his voice . " i 'm not going to put up with this , " he spluttered , " not a day longer , do you hear , miss . bless my soul , this is the third time , miss . . . the third time ! patience has ceased to be a virtue , miss . that is what i 'm here about , miss . " " will you explain what the trouble is ? " asked anne , in her most dignified manner . " trouble , is it ? bless my soul , trouble enough , i should think . the trouble is , miss , that i found that jersey cow of your aunt 's in my oats again , not half an hour ago . the third time , mark you . i found her in last tuesday and i found her in yesterday . i came here and told your aunt not to let it occur again . she has let it occur again . where 's your aunt , miss ? matthew gave her to me three years ago when she was a little calf and he bought her from mr bell . " " sorry , miss ! sorry isn't going to help matters any . " my fence is all right , " snapped mr harrison , angrier than ever at this carrying of the war into the enemy 's country . " the jail fence couldn't keep a demon of a cow like that out . something at that moment was red besides anne 's hair . ..y ..y which had always been a tender point with her . " i 'd rather have red hair than none at all , except a little fringe round my ears , " she flashed . the shot told , for mr harrison was really very sensitive about his bald head . his anger choked him up again and he could only glare speechlessly at anne , who recovered her temper and followed up her advantage . " i can make allowance for you , mr harrison , because i have an imagination . i promise you that dolly shall never break into your oats again . i give you my word of honor on that point . " grievously disturbed in mind , anne marched across the yard and shut the naughty jersey up in the milking pen . " she can't possibly get out of that unless she tears the fence down , " she reflected . " she looks pretty quiet now . i daresay she has sickened herself on those oats . i believe it is true about mr harrison being a crank . certainly there 's nothing of the kindred spirit about him . " anne had always a weather eye open for kindred spirits . marilla cuthbert was driving into the yard as anne returned from the house , and the latter flew to get tea ready . they discussed the matter at the tea table . " i 'll be glad when the auction is over , " said marilla . " it is too much responsibility having so much stock about the place and nobody but that unreliable martin to look after them . i don't know how many aunts he has got , i am sure . that 's the fourth that 's died since he hired here a year ago . i 'll be more than thankful when the crop is in and mr barry takes over the farm . i declare , it is a world of trouble , as rachel says . here 's poor mary keith dying and what is to become of those two children of hers is more than i know . she has a brother in british columbia and she has written to him about them , but she hasn't heard from him yet . " " what are the children like ? how old are they ? " " six past . ..y ..y they 're twins . " " oh , i 've always been especially interested in twins ever since mrs hammond had so many , " said anne eagerly . " are they pretty ? " " goodness , you couldn't tell . ..y ..y they were too dirty . davy had been out making mud pies and dora went out to call him in . mary said dora was really a very good child but that davy was full of mischief . he has never had any bringing up you might say . his father died when he was a baby and mary has been sick almost ever since . " " i 'm always sorry for children that have no bringing up , " said anne soberly . " you know i hadn't any till you took me in hand . i hope their uncle will look after them . just what relation is mrs keith to you ? " " mary ? none in the world . it was her husband . ..y ..y he was our third cousin . there 's mrs lynde coming through the yard . i thought she 'd be up to hear about mary . " " don't tell her about mr harrison and the cow , " implored anne . marilla promised ; but the promise was quite unnecessary , for mrs lynde was no sooner fairly seated than she said , " i saw mr harrison chasing your jersey out of his oats today when i was coming home from carmody . i thought he looked pretty mad . did he make much of a rumpus ? " anne and marilla furtively exchanged amused smiles . few things in avonlea ever escaped mrs lynde . it was only that morning anne had said , " i believe he did , " admitted marilla . " i was away . he gave anne a piece of his mind . " " i think he is a very disagreeable man , " said anne , with a resentful toss of her ruddy head . " you never said a truer word , " said mrs rachel solemnly . " i knew there 'd be trouble when robert bell sold his place to a new brunswick man , that 's what . i don't know what avonlea is coming to , with so many strange people rushing into it . it 'll soon not be safe to go to sleep in our beds . " " why , what other strangers are coming in ? " asked marilla . " haven't you heard ? well , there 's a family of donnells , for one thing . they 've rented peter sloane 's old house . peter has hired the man to run his mill . they belong down east and nobody knows anything about them . then that shiftless timothy cotton family are going to move up from white sands and they 'll simply be a burden on the public . she washes her dishes sitting down . mrs george pye has taken her husband 's orphan nephew , anthony pye . he 'll be going to school to you , anne , so you may expect trouble , that's what . and you 'll have another strange pupil , too . paul irving is coming from the states to live with his grandmother . you remember his father , marilla . . . stephen irving , him that jilted lavendar lewis over at grafton ? " " i don't think he jilted her . there was a quarrel . . . i suppose there was blame on both sides . " stephen went off to the states and went into business with his uncle and married a yankee . he 's never been home since , though his mother has been up to see him once or twice . his wife died two years ago and he 's sending the boy home to his mother for a spell . he 's ten years old and i don't know if he 'll be a very desirable pupil . you can never tell about those yankees . " they might be good people , of course ; but you were on the safe side in doubting it . she had a special prejudice against " yankees . " steve irving was the nicest boy that was ever raised in these parts , though some people did call him proud . i should think mrs irving would be very glad to have the child . she has been very lonesome since her husband died . " mrs rachel 's opinions concerning any person , place , or thing , were always warranted to wear . " what 's this i hear about your going to start up a village improvement society , anne ? " " i was just talking it over with some of the girls and boys at the last debating club , " said anne , flushing . " they thought it would be rather nice . ..y ..y and so do mr and mrs. allan . lots of villages have them now . " " well , you 'll get into no end of hot water if you do . better leave it alone , anne , that's what . people don't like being improved . " " oh , we are not going to try to improve the people . it is avonlea itself . there are lots of things which might be done to make it prettier . " it certainly would , " admitted mrs rachel . " that old ruin has been an eyesore to the settlement for years . but there , i know you 'll go ahead with it if you 've set your mind on it . you were always one to carry a thing through somehow . " something about the firm outlines of anne 's lips told that mrs rachel was not far astray in this estimate . anne 's heart was bent on forming the improvement society . as for what the " improvements " were to be , nobody had any very clear idea except anne and gilbert . they had talked them over and planned them out until an ideal avonlea existed in their minds , if nowhere else . mrs rachel had still another item of news . " they 've given the carmody school to a priscilla grant . didn't you go to queen 's with a girl of that name , anne ? " " yes , indeed . priscilla to teach at carmody ! ii selling in haste and repenting at leisure anne drove over to carmody on a shopping expedition the next afternoon and took diana barry with her . father says we 'll never succeed in doing that . levi boulter is too mean to spend the time it would take . " " we must do our best and be content to go slowly at first . we can't expect to improve everything all at once . we 'll have to educate public sentiment first , of course . " " i thought of something last night that we could do , anne . you know that three-cornered piece of ground where the roads from carmody and newbridge and white sands meet ? " splendid , " agreed anne gaily . " and have a rustic seat put under the birches . and when spring comes we 'll have a flower-bed made in the middle of it and plant geraniums . " " i begin to see what you mean by educating public sentiment , anne . there 's the old boulter house now . did you ever see such a rookery ? and perched right close to the road too . an old house with its windows gone always makes me think of something dead with its eyes picked out . " " i think an old , deserted house is such a sad sight , " said anne dreamily . " it always seems to me to be thinking about its past and mourning for its old-time joys . how lonely and sorrowful it must feel ! diana shook her head . " i never imagine things like that about places now , anne . don't you remember how cross mother and marilla were when we imagined ghosts into the haunted wood ? besides , those children aren't dead . they 're all grown up and doing well . ..y ..y and one of them is a butcher . and flowers and songs couldn't have ghosts anyhow . " anne smothered a little sigh . she loved diana dearly and they had always been good comrades . but she had long ago learned that when she wandered into the realm of fancy she must go alone . the way to it was by an enchanted path where not even her dearest might follow her . but just as they turned into the cuthbert lane anne saw something that spoiled the beauty of the landscape for her . anne dropped the reins and stood up with a tightening of the lips that boded no good to the predatory quadruped . " anne , come back , " shrieked the latter , as soon as she found her voice . " you 'll ruin your dress in that wet grain . ..y ..y ruin it . she doesn't hear me ! well , she 'll never get that cow out by herself . i must go and help her , of course . " anne was charging through the grain like a mad thing . she could run faster than anne , who was hampered by her clinging and drenched skirt , and soon overtook her . behind them they left a trail that would break mr harrison 's heart when he should see it . " anne , for mercy 's sake , stop , " panted poor diana . " i 'm right out of breath and you are wet to the skin . " " i must . ..y ..y get . . . that cow . . . out . . . before . . . mr harrison . ..y ..y sees her , " gasped anne . but the jersey cow appeared to see no good reason for being hustled out of her luscious browsing ground . no sooner had the two breathless girls got near her than she turned and bolted squarely for the opposite corner of the field . " head her off , " screamed anne . " run , diana , run . " diana did run . anne tried to , and the wicked jersey went around the field as if she were possessed . privately , diana thought she was . it was fully ten minutes before they headed her off and drove her through the corner gap into the cuthbert lane . there is no denying that anne was in anything but an angelic temper at that precise moment . " i guess you 'd better have sold me that cow when i wanted to buy her last week , anne , " chuckled mr shearer . " i 'll sell her to you now , if you want her , " said her flushed and disheveled owner . " you may have her this very minute . " " done . i 'll give you twenty for her as i offered before , and jim here can drive her right over to carmody . she 'll go to town with the rest of the shipment this evening . mr reed of brighton wants a jersey cow . " " what will marilla say ? " asked diana . " oh , she won't care . dolly was my own cow and it isn't likely she 'd bring more than twenty dollars at the auction . well , it has taught me a lesson not to give my word of honor about cows . a cow that could jump over or break through our milk-pen fence couldn't be trusted anywhere . " " i suppose it 's just as well she 's gone , though you do do things in a dreadful headlong fashion , anne . i don't see how she got out of the pen , though . she must have broken some of the boards off . " " i didn't think of looking , " said anne , " but i 'll go and see now . martin has never come back yet . perhaps some more of his aunts have died . i think it 's something like mr peter sloane and the octogenarians . what is an octogenarian , peter ? ' that 's the way with martin 's aunts . " " martin 's just like all the rest of those french , " said marilla in disgust . " you can't depend on them for a day . " marilla was looking over anne 's carmody purchases when she heard a shrill shriek in the barnyard . a minute later anne dashed into the kitchen , wringing her hands . " anne shirley , what 's the matter now ? " " oh , marilla , whatever shall i do ? this is terrible . and it 's all my fault . oh , will i ever learn to stop and reflect a little before doing reckless things ? mrs lynde always told me i would do something dreadful some day , and now i 've done it ! " " anne , you are the most exasperating girl ! what is it you've done ? " " sold mr harrison 's jersey cow . ..y ..y the one he bought from mr bell . ..y ..y to mr shearer ! dolly is out in the milking pen this very minute . " " anne shirley , are you dreaming ? " " i only wish i were . there 's no dream about it , though it 's very like a nightmare . and mr harrison 's cow is in charlottetown by this time . what can i do ? " " do ? there 's nothing to do , child , except go and see mr harrison about it . we can offer him our jersey in exchange if he doesn't want to take the money . she is just as good as his . " " i 'm sure he 'll be awfully cross and disagreeable about it , though , " moaned anne . " i daresay he will . he seems to be an irritable sort of a man . i 'll go and explain to him if you like . " " no , indeed , i 'm not as mean as that , " exclaimed anne . " this is all my fault and i 'm certainly not going to let you take my punishment . i 'll go myself and i 'll go at once . the sooner it 's over the better , for it will be terribly humiliating . " poor anne got her hat and her twenty dollars and was passing out when she happened to glance through the open pantry door . anne had intended it for friday evening , when the youth of avonlea were to meet at green gables to organize the improvement society . but what were they compared to the justly offended mr harrison ? she would take it to mr harrison as a peace offering . " i know now just how people feel who are being led to execution . " iii mr harrison at home mr harrison 's house was an old-fashioned , low-eaved , whitewashed structure , set against a thick spruce grove . mr harrison himself was sitting on his vineshaded veranda , in his shirt sleeves , enjoying his evening pipe . when he realized who was coming up the path he sprang suddenly to his feet , bolted into the house , and shut the door . this was merely the uncomfortable result of his surprise , mingled with a good deal of shame over his outburst of temper the day before . but it nearly swept the remnant of her courage from anne 's heart . but mr harrison opened it , smiling sheepishly , and invited her to enter in a tone quite mild and friendly , if somewhat nervous . no sooner had anne seated herself than ginger exclaimed , " bless my soul , what 's that redheaded snippet coming here for ? " it would be hard to say whose face was the redder , mr harrison 's or anne 's . " don't you mind that parrot , " said mr harrison , casting a furious glance at ginger . " he's ..y ..y ..y he 's always talking nonsense . i got him from my brother who was a sailor . sailors don't always use the choicest language , and parrots are very imitative birds . " " so i should think , " said poor anne , the remembrance of her errand quelling her resentment . she couldn't afford to snub mr harrison under the circumstances , that was certain . nevertheless , the " redheaded snippet " was not quite so meek as she might otherwise have been . " i 've come to confess something to you , mr harrison , " she said resolutely . " it's ..y ..y ..y it 's about . . . that jersey cow . " " bless my soul , " exclaimed mr harrison nervously , " has she gone and broken into my oats again ? well , never mind . ..y ..y never mind if she has . it 's no difference . . . none at all , i . . . i was too hasty yesterday , that 's a fact . never mind if she has . " " oh , if it were only that , " sighed anne . " but it 's ten times worse . i don't . . . " " bless my soul , do you mean to say she 's got into my wheat ? " " no . ..y ..y no . ..y ..y not the wheat . but . . . " " then it 's the cabbages ! she 's broken into my cabbages that i was raising for exhibition , hey ? " " it 's not the cabbages , mr harrison . i 'll tell you everything . ..y ..y that is what i came for but please don't interrupt me . it makes me so nervous . " i won't say another word , " said mr harrison , and he didn't . but ginger was not bound by any contract of silence and kept ejaculating , " redheaded snippet " at intervals until anne felt quite wild . " i shut my jersey cow up in our pen yesterday . this morning i went to carmody and when i came back i saw a jersey cow in your oats . diana and i chased her out and you can't imagine what a hard time we had . i was so dreadfully wet and tired and vexed and mr shearer came by that very minute and offered to buy the cow . i sold her to him on the spot for twenty dollars . it was wrong of me . i should have waited and consulted marilla , of course . but i 'm dreadfully given to doing things without thinking everybody who knows me will tell you that . mr shearer took the cow right away to ship her on the afternoon train . " " redheaded snippet , " quoted ginger in a tone of profound contempt . ginger shrieked , swore , and otherwise conducted himself in keeping with his reputation , but finding himself left alone , relapsed into sulky silence . " excuse me and go on , " said mr harrison , sitting down again . " my brother the sailor never taught that bird any manners . " " i went home and after tea i went out to the milking pen . mr harrison , " . . . " i found my cow still shut up in the pen . it was your cow i had sold to mr shearer . " " bless my soul , " exclaimed mr harrison , in blank amazement at this unlooked-for conclusion . " what a very extraordinary thing ! " " oh , it isn't in the least extraordinary that i should be getting myself and other people into scrapes , " said anne mournfully . " i 'm noted for that . you might suppose i 'd have grown out of it by this time . . . i 'll be seventeen next march . ..y ..y but it seems that i haven't . mr harrison , is it too much to hope that you 'll forgive me ? she 's a very good cow . and i can't express how sorry i am for it all . " " tut , tut , " said mr harrison briskly , " don't say another word about it , miss . it 's of no consequence . ..y ..y no consequence whatever . accidents will happen . i 'm too hasty myself sometimes , miss . . . far too hasty . but i can't help speaking out just what i think and folks must take me as they find me . if that cow had been in my cabbages now . ..y ..y but never mind , she wasn't , so it 's all right . i think i 'd rather have your cow in exchange , since you want to be rid of her . " " oh , thank you , mr harrison . i 'm so glad you are not vexed . i was afraid you would be . " " and i suppose you were scared to death to come here and tell me , after the fuss i made yesterday , hey ? " so is mrs lynde , " said anne , before she could prevent herself . " who ? mrs lynde ? don't you tell me i 'm like that old gossip , " said mr harrison irritably . " i'm not . ..y ..y not a bit . what have you got in that box ? " " a cake , " said anne archly . in her relief at mr harrison 's unexpected amiability her spirits soared upward feather-light . " i brought it over for you . . . i thought perhaps you didn't have cake very often . " " i don't , that 's a fact , and i 'm mighty fond of it , too . i 'm much obliged to you . it looks good on top . i hope it 's good all the way through . " " it is , " said anne , gaily confident . " i have made cakes in my time that were not , as mrs allan could tell you , but this one is all right . i made it for the improvement society , but i can make another for them . " " well , i 'll tell you what , miss , you must help me eat it . i 'll put the kettle on and we 'll have a cup of tea . how will that do ? " " will you let me make the tea ? " said anne dubiously . mr harrison chuckled . " i see you haven't much confidence in my ability to make tea . you 're wrong . . . i can brew up as good a jorum of tea as you ever drank . but go ahead yourself . fortunately it rained last sunday , so there 's plenty of clean dishes . " anne hopped briskly up and went to work . she washed the teapot in several waters before she put the tea to steep . then she swept the stove and set the table , bringing the dishes out of the pantry . the state of that pantry horrified anne , but she wisely said nothing . mr harrison told her where to find the bread and butter and a can of peaches . anne adorned the table with a bouquet from the garden and shut her eyes to the stains on the tablecloth . she could hardly believe the evidence of her senses . but ginger 's feelings had been grievously hurt and he rejected all overtures of friendship . he sat moodily on his perch and ruffled his feathers up until he looked like a mere ball of green and gold . " my brother the sailor named him . maybe it had some reference to his temper . i think a lot of that bird though . ..y ..y you 'd be surprised if you knew how much . he has his faults of course . that bird has cost me a good deal one way and another . some people object to his swearing habits but he can't be broken of them . i 've tried . ..y ..y other people have tried . some folks have prejudices against parrots . silly , ain't it ? i like them myself . ginger 's a lot of company to me . nothing would induce me to give that bird up . ..y ..y nothing in the world , miss . " mr harrison found out about the improvement society and was disposed to approve of it . " that 's right . go ahead . there 's lots of room for improvement in this settlement . . . and in the people too . " " oh , i don't know , " flashed anne . but to hear a practical outsider like mr harrison saying it was an entirely different thing . " i think avonlea is a lovely place ; and the people in it are very nice , too . " " i guess you 've got a spice of temper , " commented mr harrison , surveying the flushed cheeks and indignant eyes opposite him . " it goes with hair like yours , i reckon . " i like it all the better for them , " said loyal anne . " i don't like places or people either that haven't any faults . i think a truly perfect person would be very uninteresting . mrs milton white says she never met a perfect person , but she 's heard enough about one . ..y ..y her husband 's first wife . don't you think it must be very uncomfortable to be married to a man whose first wife was perfect ? " " it would be more uncomfortable to be married to the perfect wife , " declared mr harrison , with a sudden and inexplicable warmth . " you might run across and talk to me once in a while , " suggested mr harrison when she was leaving . " ' tisn't far and folks ought to be neighborly . i 'm kind of interested in that society of yours . seems to me there'll be some fun in it . who are you going to tackle first ? " she rather suspected that mr harrison was making fun of the project . " redheaded snippet , " croaked ginger mockingly . mr harrison shook his fist at the parrot . " you ornery bird , " he muttered , " i almost wish i 'd wrung your neck when my brother the sailor brought you home . will you never be done getting me into trouble ? " " it 's a pretty good world , after all , isn't it , marilla ? " concluded anne happily . " mrs lynde was complaining the other day that it wasn't much of a world . she said whenever you looked forward to anything pleasant you were sure to be more or less disappointed . ..y ..y perhaps that is true . but there is a good side to it too . but all the same , marilla , i shall certainly never again sell a cow before making sure to whom she belongs . and i do not like parrots ! " iv different opinions jane would go to newbridge and gilbert to white sands . " you both have the advantage of me , " sighed anne . but i don't believe a teacher should be cross . oh , it seems to me such a responsibility ! " " i guess we 'll get on all right , " said jane comfortably . jane was not troubled by any aspirations to be an influence for good . she meant to earn her salary fairly , please the trustees , and get her name on the school inspector 's roll of honor . further ambitions jane had none . " the main thing will be to keep order and a teacher has to be a little cross to do that . if my pupils won't do as i tell them i shall punish them . " " how ? " " give them a good whipping , of course . " " oh , jane , you wouldn't , " cried anne , shocked . " jane , you couldn't ! " " indeed , i could and would , if they deserved it , " said jane decidedly . " i could never whip a child , " said anne with equal decision . " i don't believe in it at all . no , if i can't get along without whipping i shall not try to teach school . there are better ways of managing . i shall try to win my pupils ' affections and then they will want to do what i tell them . " " but suppose they don't ? " said practical jane . " i wouldn't whip them anyhow . i 'm sure it wouldn't do any good . oh , don't whip your pupils , jane dear , no matter what they do . " " what do you think about it , gilbert ? " demanded jane . " don't you think there are some children who really need a whipping now and then ? " " don't you think it 's a cruel , barbarous thing to whip a child . . . any child ? " exclaimed anne , her face flushing with earnestness . i don't believe in whipping children much . corporal punishment as a last resort is to be my rule . " gilbert , having tried to please both sides , succeeded , as is usual and eminently right , in pleasing neither . jane tossed her head . " i 'll whip my pupils when they 're naughty . it 's the shortest and easiest way of convincing them . " anne gave gilbert a disappointed glance . " i shall never whip a child , " she repeated firmly . " i feel sure it isn't either right or necessary . " " suppose a boy sauced you back when you told him to do something ? " said jane . " i 'd keep him in after school and talk kindly and firmly to him , " said anne . " there is some good in every person if you can find it . it is a teacher 's duty to find and develop it . that is what our school management professor at queen 's told us , you know . do you suppose you could find any good in a child by whipping him ? it 's far more important to influence the children aright than it is even to teach them the three r's , professor rennie says . " " wouldn't you punish children at all , when they misbehaved ? " asked gilbert . " oh , yes , i suppose i shall have to , although i know i 'll hate to do it . but you can keep them in at recess or stand them on the floor or give them lines to write . " " i suppose you won't punish the girls by making them sit with the boys ? " said jane slyly . gilbert and anne looked at each other and smiled rather foolishly . once upon a time , anne had been made to sit with gilbert for punishment and sad and bitter had been the consequences thereof . " well , time will tell which is the best way , " said jane philosophically as they parted . when she reached the yard at green gables mrs lynde 's loud , decided tones floated out through the open kitchen window . her advice is much like pepper , i think . ..y ..y excellent in small quantities but rather scorching in her doses . i 'll run over and have a chat with mr harrison instead . " this was not the first time anne had run over and chatted with mr harrison since the notable affair of the jersey cow . ginger still continued to regard her with suspicion , and never failed to greet her sarcastically as " redheaded snippet . " mr harrison had tried vainly to break him of the habit by jumping excitedly up whenever he saw anne coming and exclaiming , " bless my soul , here 's that pretty little girl again , " or something equally flattering . but ginger saw through the scheme and scorned it . anne was never to know how many compliments mr harrison paid her behind her back . he certainly never paid her any to her face . " no , indeed , " said anne indignantly . she was an excellent target for teasing because she always took things so seriously . " i shall never have a switch in my school , mr harrison . of course , i shall have to have a pointer , but i shall use it for pointing only . " " so you mean to strap them instead ? well , i don't know but you 're right . a switch stings more at the time but the strap smarts longer , that 's a fact . " " i shall not use anything of the sort . i 'm not going to whip my pupils . " " bless my soul , " exclaimed mr harrison in genuine astonishment , " how do you lay out to keep order then ? " " i shall govern by affection , mr harrison . " " it won't do , " said mr harrison , " won't do at all , anne . ' spare the rod and spoil the child . ' " methods have changed since your schooldays , mr harrison . " " but human nature hasn't . mark my words , you 'll never manage the young fry unless you keep a rod in pickle for them . the thing is impossible . " " you 're pretty stubborn , i reckon , " was mr harrison 's way of putting it . " well , well , we 'll see . you 're too young to be teaching anyhow . ..y ..y far too young and childish . " altogether , anne went to bed that night in a rather pessimistic mood . anne sipped it patiently , although she could not imagine what good ginger tea would do . had it been some magic brew , potent to confer age and experience , anne would have swallowed a quart of it without flinching . " marilla , what if i fail ! " " you 'll hardly fail completely in one day and there 's plenty more days coming , " said marilla . v a full-fledged schoolma'am she had sat up until nearly twelve the preceding night composing a speech she meant to make to her pupils upon opening the school . she had revised and improved it painstakingly , and then she had learned it off by heart . it was a very good speech and had some very fine ideas in it , especially about mutual help and earnest striving after knowledge . the only trouble was that she could not now remember a word of it . while the children read their verses anne marshalled her shaky wits into order and looked over the array of little pilgrims to the grownup land . most of them were , of course , quite well known to her . anne secretly felt more interest in these ten than in those whose possibilities were already fairly well mapped out to her . it was a thrilling idea . sitting by himself at a corner desk was anthony pye . he had a dark , sullen little face , and was staring at anne with a hostile expression in his black eyes . anne instantly made up her mind that she would win that boy 's affection and discomfit the pyes utterly . anne wondered what sort of mother the child had , to send her to school dressed as she was . she wore a faded pink silk dress , trimmed with a great deal of cotton lace , soiled white kid slippers , and silk stockings . her sandy hair was tortured into innumerable kinky and unnatural curls , surmounted by a flamboyant bow of pink ribbon bigger than her head . judging from her expression she was very well satisfied with herself . she knew paul was ten but he looked no more than eight . with a quick interchange of smiles anne and paul were fast friends forever before a word had passed between them . the day went by like a dream . anne could never clearly recall it afterwards . it almost seemed as if it were not she who was teaching but somebody else . she heard classes and worked sums and set copies mechanically . the children behaved quite well ; only two cases of discipline occurred . morley andrews was caught driving a pair of trained crickets in the aisle . anne stood morley on the platform for an hour and ..y ..y ..y which morley felt much more keenly . ..y ..y confiscated his crickets . the other culprit was anthony pye , who poured the last drops of water from his slate bottle down the back of aurelia clay 's neck . she wanted all her boys to be gentlemen , she said . her little lecture was quite kind and touching ; but unfortunately anthony remained absolutely untouched . he listened to her in silence , with the same sullen expression , and whistled scornfully as he went out . when school was dismissed and the children had gone anne dropped wearily into her chair . her head ached and she felt woefully discouraged . and how terrible it would be to be doing something you didn't like every day for ..y ..y ..y well , say forty years . " she looked like a head-on collision between a fashion plate and a nightmare . " her head was surmounted by a huge white chiffon hat , bedecked with three long but rather stringy ostrich feathers . she wore all the jewelry that could be crowded on one small woman , and a very strong odor of perfume attended her . " i am mrs donnell . . . it annoyed me excessively . " " i 'm sorry , " faltered anne , vainly trying to recollect any incident of the morning connected with the donnell children . " clarice almira told me that you pronounced our name donnell . now , miss shirley , the correct pronunciation of our name is donnell . ..y ..y accent on the last syllable . i hope you 'll remember this in future . " " i 'll try to , " gasped anne , choking back a wild desire to laugh . " certainly it is . and clarice almira also informed me that you call my son jacob . " " he told me his name was jacob , " protested anne . " that boy has such plebeian tastes , miss shirley . when he was born i wanted to call him st clair . ..y ..y it sounds so aristocratic , doesn't it ? but his father insisted he should be called jacob after his uncle . i yielded , because uncle jacob was a rich old bachelor . and what do you think , miss shirley ? when our innocent boy was five years old uncle jacob actually went and got married and now he has three boys of his own . did you ever hear of such ingratitude ? from that day i called my son st . clair and st clair i am determined he shall be called . his father obstinately continues to call him jacob , and the boy himself has a perfectly unaccountable preference for the vulgar name . but st clair he is and st clair he shall remain . you will kindly remember this , miss shirley , will you not ? thank you . i told clarice almira that i was sure it was only a misunderstanding and that a word would set it right . donnell . ..y ..y accent on the last syllable . ..y ..y and st clair . ..y ..y on no account jacob . you 'll remember ? thank you . " when mrs h b donnell had skimmed away anne locked the school door and went home . at the foot of the hill she found paul irving by the birch path . he held out to her a cluster of the dainty little wild orchids which avonlea children called " rice lillies . " " i like you , teacher . " " you darling , " said anne , taking the fragrant spikes . she went through the birch path light-footedly , attended by the sweetness of her orchids as by a benediction . " well , how did you get along ? " marilla wanted to know . " ask me that a month later and i may be able to tell you . i can't now . . . i don't know myself . . . i 'm too near it . my thoughts feel as if they had been all stirred up until they were thick and muddy . isn't it something to have started a soul along a path that may end in shakespeare and paradise lost ? " mrs lynde came up later on with more encouragement . that good lady had waylaid the schoolchildren at her gate and demanded of them how they liked their new teacher . " and every one of them said they liked you splendid , anne , except anthony pye . i must admit he didn't . he said you ' weren't any good , just like all girl teachers . ' there 's the pye leaven for you . but never mind . " " i 'm not going to mind , " said anne quietly , " and i 'm going to make anthony pye like me yet . patience and kindness will surely win him . " " well , you can never tell about a pye , " said mrs rachel cautiously . " they go by contraries , like dreams , often as not . as for that donnell woman , she 'll get no donnelling from me , i can assure you . the name is donnell and always has been . the woman is crazy , that's what . i 'd be afraid of a judgment if i was her . vi all sorts and conditions of men . ..y ..y and women " the air has magic in it . look at the purple in the cup of the harvest valley , diana . and oh , do smell the dying fir ! it 's coming up from that little sunny hollow where mr eben wright has been cutting fence poles . bliss is it on such a day to be alive ; but to smell dying fir is very heaven . that 's two thirds wordsworth and one third anne shirley . it doesn't seem possible that there should be dying fir in heaven , does it ? perhaps we 'll have the odor there without the death . yes , i think that will be the way . that delicious aroma must be the souls of the firs . ..y ..y and of course it will be just souls in heaven . " " trees haven't souls , " said practical diana , " but the smell of dead fir is certainly lovely . i 'm going to make a cushion and fill it with fir needles . you 'd better make one too , anne . " " i think i shall . ..y ..y and use it for my naps . i 'd be certain to dream i was a dryad or a woodnymph then . " it 's a lovely day but we have anything but a lovely task before us , " sighed diana . " why on earth did you offer to canvass this road , anne ? almost all the cranks in avonlea live along it , and we 'll probably be treated as if we were begging for ourselves . it 's the very worst road of all . " " that is why i chose it . of course gilbert and fred would have taken this road if we had asked them . i 'm sorry on your account ; but you needn't say a word at the cranky places . i 'll do all the talking . . . mrs lynde would say i was well able to . mrs lynde doesn't know whether to approve of our enterprise or not . so she is halting between two opinions and only success will justify us in mrs lynde 's eyes . i shall never forget the thrill it gave me when i found out that mrs charlotte e morgan was priscilla 's aunt . it seemed so wonderful that i was a friend of the girl whose aunt wrote ' edgewood days ' and ' the rosebud garden . ' " " where does mrs morgan live ? " " in toronto . that seems almost too good to be true but it 's something pleasant to imagine after you go to bed . " the avonlea village improvement society was an organized fact . gilbert blythe was president , fred wright vice-president , anne shirley secretary , and diana barry treasurer . the " improvers , " as they were promptly christened , were to meet once a fortnight at the homes of the members . mr elisha wright was reported to have said that a more appropriate name for the organization would be courting club . mrs hiram sloane declared she had heard the improvers meant to plough up all the roadsides and set them out with geraniums . mr james spencer sent them word that he wished they would kindly shovel down the church hill . eben wright told anne that he wished the improvers could induce old josiah sloane to keep his whiskers trimmed . gilbert put the motion , it was carried unanimously , and anne gravely recorded it in her minutes . the committee chose their routes in private conclave . the next saturday anne and diana started out . they drove to the end of the road and canvassed homeward , calling first on the " andrew girls . " " if catherine is alone we may get something , " said diana , " but if eliza is there we won't . " eliza was there . ..y ..y very much so . . . and looked even grimmer than usual . the andrew girls had been " girls " for fifty odd years and seemed likely to remain girls to the end of their earthly pilgrimage . they lived in a little brown house built in a sunny corner scooped out of mark andrew 's beech woods . eliza complained that it was terrible hot in summer , but catherine was wont to say it was lovely and warm in winter . eliza was sewing patchwork , not because it was needed but simply as a protest against the frivolous lace catherine was crocheting . eliza listened with a frown and catherine with a smile , as the girls explained their errand . to be sure , whenever catherine caught eliza 's eye she discarded the smile in guilty confusion ; but it crept back the next moment . " oh , eliza , young folks must have some amusement , " protested catherine . " i don't see the necessity . we didn't gad about to halls and places when we were young , catherine andrews . this world is getting worse every day . " " i think it 's getting better , " said catherine firmly . " you think ! " miss eliza 's voice expressed the utmost contempt . " it doesn't signify what you think , catherine andrews . facts is facts . " " well , i always like to look on the bright side , eliza . " " there isn't any bright side . " " oh , indeed there is , " cried anne , who couldn't endure such heresy in silence . " why , there are ever so many bright sides , miss andrews . it 's really a beautiful world . " how is your mother , diana ? dear me , but she has failed of late . she looks terrible run down . and how long is it before marilla expects to be stone blind , anne ? " " the doctor thinks her eyes will not get any worse if she is very careful , " faltered anne . eliza shook her head . " doctors always talk like that just to keep people cheered up . i wouldn't have much hope if i was her . it 's best to be prepared for the worst . " " but oughtn't we be prepared for the best too ? " pleaded anne . " it 's just as likely to happen as the worst . " " not in my experience , and i 've fifty-seven years to set against your sixteen , " retorted eliza . " going , are you ? anne and diana got themselves thankfully out , and drove away as fast as the fat pony could go . as they rounded the curve below the beech wood a plump figure came speeding over mr andrews ' pasture , waving to them excitedly . " that 's my contribution to painting the hall , " she gasped . i 'm real interested in your society and i believe you 're going to do a lot of good . i 'm an optimist . i have to be , living with eliza . i must hurry back before she misses me . ..y ..y she thinks i 'm feeding the hens . i hope you 'll have good luck canvassing , and don't be cast down over what eliza said . the world is getting better . ..y ..y it certainly is . " the next house was daniel blair 's . " if she is we won't get a cent . she says she has to be just before she 's generous . but mrs lynde says she 's so much ' before ' that generosity never catches up with her at all . " anne related their experience at the blair place to marilla that evening . " we tied the horse and then rapped at the kitchen door . nobody came but the door was open and we could hear somebody in the pantry , going on dreadfully . we couldn't make out the words but diana says she knows they were swearing by the sound of them . we begged him not to mention it and went in and sat down . ' i 'm a little busy . ..y ..y getting ready to bake a cake as it were . she writ out the recipe and told me what to do but i 've clean forgot half the directions already . and it says , ' flavor according to taste . ' what does that mean ? how can you tell ? and what if my taste doesn't happen to be other people 's taste ? would a tablespoon of vanilla be enough for a small layer cake ? " " i felt sorrier than ever for the poor man . he didn't seem to be in his proper sphere at all . i had heard of henpecked husbands and now i felt that i saw one . but i suddenly thought it wouldn't be neighborly to drive too sharp a bargain with a fellow creature in distress . so i offered to mix the cake for him without any conditions at all . he just jumped at my offer . he got me another apron , and diana beat the eggs and i mixed the cake . mr blair ran about and got us the materials . so you see we were rewarded . but even if he hadn't given a cent i 'd always feel that we had done a truly christian act in helping him . " theodore white 's was the next stopping place . should they go to the back or front door ? while they held a whispered consultation mrs theodore appeared at the front door with an armful of newspapers . " will you please wipe your feet carefully on the grass and then walk on these papers ? " she said anxiously . " i 've just swept the house all over and i can't have any more dust tracked in . the path 's been real muddy since the rain yesterday . " " don't you dare laugh , " warned anne in a whisper , as they marched along the newspapers . the papers extended across the hall and into a prim , fleckless parlor . anne and diana sat down gingerly on the nearest chairs and explained their errand . " i am glad she has no children , " said anne solemnly . " it would be dreadful beyond words for them if she had . " at the spencers ' mrs isabella spencer made them miserable by saying something ill-natured about everyone in avonlea . their worst reception , however , was at simon fletcher 's . when they drove into the yard they saw two faces peering at them through the porch window . but although they rapped and waited patiently and persistently nobody came to the door . two decidedly ruffled and indignant girls drove away from simon fletcher 's . even anne admitted that she was beginning to feel discouraged . but the tide turned after that . their last place of call was at robert dickson 's by the pond bridge . while they were there old mrs james white called in . " i 've just been down to lorenzo 's , " she announced . " he 's the proudest man in avonlea this minute . what do you think ? there 's a brand new boy there . ..y ..y and after seven girls that 's quite an event , i can tell you . " anne pricked up her ears , and when they drove away she said . " i 'm going straight to lorenzo white 's . " " but he lives on the white sands road and it 's quite a distance out of our way , " protested diana . " gilbert and fred will canvass him . " " they are not going around until next saturday and it will be too late by then , " said anne firmly . " the novelty will be worn off . lorenzo white is dreadfully mean but he will subscribe to anything just now . we mustn't let such a golden opportunity slip , diana . " the result justified anne 's foresight . mr white met them in the yard , beaming like the sun upon an easter day . when anne asked for a subscription he agreed enthusiastically . " certain , certain . just put me down for a dollar more than the highest subscription you 've got . " " that will be five dollars . . . mr daniel blair put down four , " said anne , half afraid . but lorenzo did not flinch . " five it is . ..y ..y and here 's the money on the spot . now , i want you to come into the house . there 's something in there worth seeing . ..y ..y something very few people have seen as yet . just come in and pass your opinion . " " what will we say if the baby isn't pretty ? " whispered diana in trepidation as they followed the excited lorenzo into the house . " oh , there will certainly be something else nice to say about it , " said anne easily . " there always is about a baby . " but that was the first , last , and only time that lorenzo white ever subscribed to anything . mr harrison , however , flatly refused to subscribe a cent , and all anne 's wiles were in vain . " but i thought you approved of our society , mr harrison , " she mourned . vii the pointing of duty anne leaned back in her chair one mild october evening and sighed . " what is the matter ? " asked gilbert , who had arrived at the open kitchen door just in time to hear the sigh . anne colored , and thrust her writing out of sight under some school compositions . " nothing very dreadful . they seem so still and foolish directly they 're written down on white paper with black ink . fancies are like shadows . ..y ..y you can't cage them , they 're such wayward , dancing things . but perhaps i 'll learn the secret some day if i keep on trying . i haven't a great many spare moments , you know . by the time i finish correcting school exercises and compositions , i don't always feel like writing any of my own . " " you are getting on splendidly in school , anne . all the children like you , " said gilbert , sitting down on the stone step . " no , not all . anthony pye doesn't and won't like me . what is worse , he doesn't respect me . ..y ..y no , he doesn't . he simply holds me in contempt and i don't mind confessing to you that it worries me miserably . it isn't that he is so very bad . ..y ..y he is only rather mischievous , but no worse than some of the others . i 've tried every way to win him but i 'm beginning to fear i never shall . " probably it 's merely the effect of what he hears at home . " " not altogether . anthony is an independent little chap and makes up his own mind about things . he has always gone to men before and he says girl teachers are no good . well , we 'll see what patience and kindness will do . i like overcoming difficulties and teaching is really very interesting work . paul irving makes up for all that is lacking in the others . that child is a perfect darling , gilbert , and a genius into the bargain . i 'm persuaded the world will hear of him some day , " concluded anne in a tone of conviction . " i like teaching , too , " said gilbert . " it 's good training , for one thing . we all seem to be getting on pretty well . why is it that they never seem to think it a duty to tell you the pleasant things they hear about you ? if prillie would spend less time making eyes at the boys over her slate she might do better . i feel quite sure that jack gillis works her class sums for her , though i 've never been able to catch him red-handed . " " have you succeeded in reconciling mrs donnell 's hopeful son to his saintly name ? " " yes , " laughed anne , " but it was really a difficult task . so i kept him in after school one night and talked kindly to him . i told him his mother wished me to call him st clair and i couldn't go against her wishes . of course , i had to rebuke him again for using such shocking language . since then i call him st clair and the boys call him jake and all goes smoothly . gilbert had finally made up his mind that he was going to be a doctor . " it 's a splendid profession , " he said enthusiastically . it seems to me that is the only way a fellow can get square with his obligations to the race . " " i 'd like to add some beauty to life , " said anne dreamily . " i think you 're fulfilling that ambition every day , " said gilbert admiringly . and he was right . anne was one of the children of light by birthright . finally gilbert rose regretfully . " well , i must run up to macphersons ' . moody spurgeon came home from queen 's today for sunday and he was to bring me out a book professor boyd is lending me . " " and i must get marilla 's tea . she went to see mrs keith this evening and she will soon be back . " but marilla sank into her chair with a deep sigh . " are your eyes troubling you ? does your head ache ? " queried anne anxiously . " no . i 'm only tired . . . and worried . it 's about mary and those children . . . mary is worse . ..y ..y she can't last much longer . and as for the twins , i don't know what is to become of them . " " hasn't their uncle been heard from ? " " yes , mary had a letter from him . he 's working in a lumber camp and ' shacking it , ' whatever that means . anyway , he says he can't possibly take the children till the spring . she says she can't bear to ask any of them . mary never got on any too well with the east grafton people and that 's a fact . " oh ! " anne clasped her hands , all athrill with excitement . " and of course you will , marilla , won't you ? " " i haven't made up my mind , " said marilla rather tartly . " i don't rush into things in your headlong way , anne . third cousinship is a pretty slim claim . and it will be a fearful responsibility to have two children of six years to look after . . . twins , at that . " marilla had an idea that twins were just twice as bad as single children . " twins are very interesting . ..y ..y at least one pair of them , " said anne . " it 's only when there are two or three pairs that it gets monotonous . and i think it would be real nice for you to have something to amuse you when i 'm away in school . " " i don't reckon there 'd be much amusement in it . ..y ..y more worry and bother than anything else , i should say . it wouldn't be so risky if they were even as old as you were when i took you . i wouldn't mind dora so much . ..y ..y she seems good and quiet . but that davy is a limb . " anne was fond of children and her heart yearned over the keith twins . the remembrance of her own neglected childhood was very vivid with her still . " if davy is naughty it 's all the more reason why he should have good training , isn't it , marilla ? if we don't take them we don't know who will , nor what kind of influences may surround them . suppose mrs keith 's next door neighbors , the sprotts , were to take them . mrs lynde says henry sprott is the most profane man that ever lived and you can't believe a word his children say . wouldn't it be dreadful to have the twins learn anything like that ? or suppose they went to the wiggins ' . mrs lynde says that mr wiggins sells everything off the place that can be sold and brings his family up on skim milk . you wouldn't like your relations to be starved , even if they were only third cousins , would you ? it seems to me , marilla , that it is our duty to take them . " " i suppose it is , " assented marilla gloomily . " i daresay i 'll tell mary i 'll take them . you needn't look so delighted , anne . it will mean a good deal of extra work for you . i can't sew a stitch on account of my eyes , so you 'll have to see to the making and mending of their clothes . and you don't like sewing . " it does people good to have to do things they don't like . ..y ..y in moderation . " viii marilla adopts twins but that had been in springtime ; and this was late autumn , and all the woods were leafless and the fields sere and brown . mrs rachel peered at it eagerly . " there 's marilla getting home from the funeral , " she said to her husband , who was lying on the kitchen lounge . dora 's sitting up on the seat as prim as you please . she always looks as if she 'd just been starched and ironed . well , poor marilla is going to have her hands full this winter and no mistake . anne 's tickled to death over the whole business , and she has a real knacky way with children , i must say . and now she has adopted twins . you 're never safe from being surprised till you 're dead . " the fat pony jogged over the bridge in lynde 's hollow and along the green gables lane . marilla 's face was rather grim . it was ten miles from east grafton and davy keith seemed to be possessed with a passion for perpetual motion . in despair she finally threatened to whip him soundly when she got him home . whereupon davy climbed into her lap , regardless of the reins , flung his chubby arms about her neck and gave her a bear-like hug . " i don't believe you mean it , " he said , smacking her wrinkled cheek affectionately . " you don't look like a lady who 'd whip a little boy just ' cause he couldn't keep still . didn't you find it awful hard to keep still when you was only ' s old as me ? " " you was a girl once , i s'pose , though it 's awful funny to think of it . dora can sit still . ..y ..y but there ain't much fun in it i don't think . seems to me it must be slow to be a girl . here , dora , let me liven you up a bit . " davy 's method of " livening up " was to grasp dora 's curls in his fingers and give them a tug . dora shrieked and then cried . " but she was glad to die , " said davy confidentially . " i know , ' cause she told me so . she was awful tired of being sick . we 'd a long talk the night before she died . she told me you was going to take me and dora for the winter and i was to be a good boy . i 'm going to be good , but can't you be good running round just as well as sitting still ? and she said i was always to be kind to dora and stand up for her , and i 'm going to . " " do you call pulling her hair being kind to her ? " " well , i ain't going to let anybody else pull it , " said davy , doubling up his fists and frowning . " they 'd just better try it . i didn't hurt her much . ..y ..y she just cried ' cause she 's a girl . i 'm glad i 'm a boy but i 'm sorry i'm a twin . but i can't tell dora that , and she just goes on thinking diffrunt from me . you might let me drive the gee-gee for a spell , since i 'm a man . " anne was at the gate to meet them and lift the twins out . at the supper table dora behaved like a little lady , but davy 's manners left much to be desired . " i 'm so hungry i ain't got time to eat p'litely , " he said when marilla reproved him . " dora ain't half as hungry as i am . look at all the ex'cise i took on the road here . that cake 's awful nice and plummy . and mrs wiggins never puts any plums in her cakes . catch her ! can i have another piece ? " marilla would have refused but anne cut a generous second slice . however , she reminded davy that he ought to say " thank you " for it . davy merely grinned at her and took a huge bite . when he had finished the slice he said , " if you 'll give me another piece i 'll say thank you for it . " dora 's lip trembled and marilla was speechless with horror . anne promptly exclaimed , with her best " schoolma'am " air , " oh , davy , gentlemen don't do things like that . " " i know they don't , " said davy , as soon as he could speak , " but i ain't a gemplum . " " but don't you want to be ? " said shocked anne . " course i do . but you can't be a gemplum till you grow up . " " oh , indeed you can , " anne hastened to say , thinking she saw a chance to sow good seed betimes . " you can begin to be a gentleman when you are a little boy . and gentlemen never snatch things from ladies . ..y ..y or forget to say thank you . ..y ..y or pull anybody 's hair . " " they don't have much fun , that 's a fact , " said davy frankly . " i guess i 'll wait till i 'm grown up to be one . " marilla , with a resigned air , had cut another piece of cake for dora . she did not feel able to cope with davy just then . it had been a hard day for her , what with the funeral and the long drive . at that moment she looked forward to the future with a pessimism that would have done credit to eliza andrews herself . the twins were not noticeably alike , although both were fair . dora had long sleek curls that never got out of order . davy had a crop of fuzzy little yellow ringlets all over his round head . dora 's hazel eyes were gentle and mild ; davy 's were as roguish and dancing as an elf's . mirth and mischief lurked in every corner of his little face . " they 'd better go to bed , " said marilla , who thought it was the easiest way to dispose of them . " dora will sleep with me and you can put davy in the west gable . you 're not afraid to sleep alone , are you , davy ? " " no ; but i ain't going to bed for ever so long yet , " said davy comfortably . " oh , yes , you are . " that was all the much-tried marilla said , but something in her tone squelched even davy . he trotted obediently upstairs with anne . in after years marilla never thought of that first week of the twins ' sojourn at green gables without a shiver . not that it really was so much worse than the weeks that followed it ; but it seemed so by reason of its novelty . anne dressed him for church while marilla attended to dora . davy at first objected strongly to having his face washed . " marilla washed it yesterday . ..y ..y and mrs wiggins scoured me with hard soap the day of the funeral . that 's enough for one week . i don't see the good of being so awful clean . it 's lots more comfable being dirty . " " paul irving washes his face every day of his own accord , " said anne astutely . if paul irving washed his face every day , that settled it . he , davy keith , would do it too , if it killed him . anne felt an almost maternal pride in him as she led him into the old cuthbert pew . the first two hymns and the scripture reading passed off uneventfully . mr allan was praying when the sensation came . davy thrust his hand into his pocket and produced . ..y ..y a caterpillar , a furry , squirming caterpillar . marilla saw and clutched at him but she was too late . davy dropped the caterpillar down lauretta 's neck . right into the middle of mr allan 's prayer burst a series of piercing shrieks . the minister stopped appalled and opened his eyes . every head in the congregation flew up . lauretta white was dancing up and down in her pew , clutching frantically at the back of her dress . mrs white rose and with a set face carried the hysterical , writhing lauretta out of church . her shrieks died away in the distance and mr allan proceeded with the service . but everybody felt that it was a failure that day . for the first time in her life marilla took no notice of the text and anne sat with scarlet cheeks of mortification . when they got home marilla put davy to bed and made him stay there for the rest of the day . she would not give him any dinner but allowed him a plain tea of bread and milk . anne carried it to him and sat sorrowfully by him while he ate it with an unrepentant relish . but anne 's mournful eyes troubled him . " indeed he wouldn't , " said anne sadly . " well , i 'm kind of sorry i did it , then , " conceded davy . " but it was such a jolly big caterpillar . . . i picked him up on the church steps just as we went in . it seemed a pity to waste him . and say , wasn't it fun to hear that girl yell ? " tuesday afternoon the aid society met at green gables . anne hurried home from school , for she knew that marilla would need all the assistance she could give . davy , blissfully dirty , was making mud pies in the barnyard . " i told him he might , " said marilla wearily . " i thought it would keep him out of worse mischief . he can only get dirty at that . we 'll have our teas over before we call him to his . when anne went to call the aids to tea she found that dora was not in the parlor . mrs jasper bell said davy had come to the front door and called her out . a hasty consultation with marilla in the pantry resulted in a decision to let both children have their teas together later on . tea was half over when the dining room was invaded by a forlorn figure . marilla and anne stared in dismay , the aids in amazement . " davy made me walk the pigpen fence , " wailed dora . " i didn't want to but he called me a fraid-cat . and i fell off into the pigpen and my dress got all dirty and the pig runned right over me . anne did the honors of the table alone for the rest of the meal while marilla went upstairs and redressed dora in her old clothes . davy was caught and sent to bed without any supper . she told him she felt very badly over his conduct . dora wouldn't help me make pies , cause she was afraid of messing her clo'es and that made me hopping mad . i s'pose paul irving wouldn't have made his sister walk a pigpen fence if he knew she 'd fall in ? " " no , he would never dream of such a thing . paul is a perfect little gentleman . " davy screwed his eyes tight shut and seemed to meditate on this for a time . then he crawled up and put his arms about anne 's neck , snuggling his flushed little face down on her shoulder . " anne , don't you like me a little bit , even if i ain't a good boy like paul ? " " indeed i do , " said anne sincerely . somehow , it was impossible to help liking davy . " but i 'd like you better still if you weren't so naughty . " " i ..y ..y ..y did something else today , " went on davy in a muffled voice . " i 'm sorry now but i 'm awful scared to tell you . you won't be very cross , will you ? and you won't tell marilla , will you ? " " i don't know , davy . perhaps i ought to tell her . but i think i can promise you i won't if you promise me that you will never do it again , whatever it is . " " no , i never will . anyhow , it 's not likely i 'd find any more of them this year . i found this one on the cellar steps . " " davy , what is it you've done ? " " i put a toad in marilla 's bed . you can go and take it out if you like . but say , anne , wouldn't it be fun to leave it there ? " " davy keith ! " anne sprang from davy 's clinging arms and flew across the hall to marilla 's room . the bed was slightly rumpled . she threw back the blankets in nervous haste and there in very truth was the toad , blinking at her from under a pillow . " how can i carry that awful thing out ? " moaned anne with a shudder . the fire shovel suggested itself to her and she crept down to get it while marilla was busy in the pantry . when she finally deposited it in the cherry orchard she drew a long breath of relief . " if marilla knew she 'd never feel safe getting into bed again in her life . i 'm so glad that little sinner repented in time . there 's diana signaling to me from her window . i 'm glad . . . ix a question of color " i detest that woman more than anybody i know . " the trouble is , you and mrs lynde don't understand one another , " she explained . " that is always what is wrong when people don't like each other . i didn't like mrs lynde at first either ; but as soon as i came to understand her i learned to . " " and as for understanding her , i understand that she is a confirmed busybody and i told her so . " " oh , that must have hurt her feelings very much , " said anne reproachfully . " how could you say such a thing ? i said some dreadful things to mrs lynde long ago but it was when i had lost my temper . i couldn't say them deliberately . " " it was the truth and i believe in telling the truth to everybody . " " but you don't tell the whole truth , " objected anne . " you only tell the disagreeable part of the truth . " i daresay you know it without any telling , " chuckled mr harrison . " well , well , i 'll try and not mention it again since you 're so sensitive . you must excuse me , anne . i 've got a habit of being outspoken and folks mustn't mind it . " " but they can't help minding it . and i don't think it 's any help that it 's your habit . you 'd think he was crazy , wouldn't you ? and as for mrs lynde being a busybody , perhaps she is . " i suppose she has some good qualities , " conceded mr harrison grudgingly . " most folks have . i have some myself , though you might never suspect it . but anyhow i ain't going to give anything to that carpet . folks are everlasting begging for money here , it seems to me . how 's your project of painting the hall coming on ? " " splendidly . most people gave very liberally , mr harrison . " anne was a sweet-souled lass , but she could instill some venom into innocent italics when occasion required . " what color are you going to have it ? " " we have decided on a very pretty green . the roof will be dark red , of course . mr roger pye is going to get the paint in town today . " " who 's got the job ? " " mr joshua pye of carmody . he has nearly finished the shingling . mrs lynde says they try to run everything . " " the main question is will this joshua do his work well . if he does i don't see that it matters whether his name is pye or pudding . " " he has the reputation of being a good workman , though they say he 's a very peculiar man . he hardly ever talks . " " he 's peculiar enough all right then , " said mr harrison drily . " or at least , folks here will call him so . you 're not going yet , anne ? " " i must . i have some sewing to do for dora this evening . besides , davy is probably breaking marilla 's heart with some new mischief by this time . this morning the first thing he said was , ' where does the dark go , anne ? i want to know . ' marilla says she caught him hanging over the well-box four times today , trying to reach down to the dark . " " he 's a limb , " declared mr harrison . " he came over here yesterday and pulled six feathers out of ginger 's tail before i could get in from the barn . the poor bird has been moping ever since . those children must be a sight of trouble to you folks . " he was not disturbed in his task . the hall was situated on what was called " the lower road . " in late autumn this road was always muddy and wet , and people going to carmody traveled by the longer " upper " road . the hall was so closely surrounded by fir woods that it was invisible unless you were near it . mr joshua pye painted away in the solitude and independence that were so dear to his unsociable heart . friday afternoon he finished his job and went home to carmody . when she rounded the spruce curve she saw . the sight affected mrs lynde oddly . she dropped the reins , held up her hands , and said " gracious providence ! " she stared as if she could not believe her eyes . then she laughed almost hysterically . " there must be some mistake . ..y . there must . i knew those pyes would make a mess of things . " mrs lynde drove home , meeting several people on the road and stopping to tell them about the hall . the news flew like wildfire . " it isn't true surely , anne ? " exclaimed gilbert . " it is true , " answered anne , looking like the muse of tragedy . " mrs lynde called on her way from carmody to tell me . oh , it is simply dreadful ! what is the use of trying to improve anything ? " " what is dreadful ? " asked oliver sloane , arriving at this moment with a bandbox he had brought from town for marilla . " haven't you heard ? " said jane wrathfully . " well , its simply this . . . you could simply have knocked me down with a feather when i heard it . it 's heartbreaking , after all the trouble we 've had . " " how on earth could such a mistake have happened ? " wailed diana . the blame of this unmerciful disaster was eventually narrowed down to the pyes . the improvers had decided to use morton-harris paints and the morton-harris paint cans were numbered according to a color card . a purchaser chose his shade on the card and ordered by the accompanying number . that night there was blank dismay in every avonlea house where an improver lived . the gloom at green gables was so intense that it quenched even davy . anne wept and would not be comforted . " i must cry , even if i am almost seventeen , marilla , " she sobbed . " it is so mortifying . and it sounds the death knell of our society . we 'll simply be laughed out of existence . " in life , as in dreams , however , things often go by contraries . the avonlea people did not laugh ; they were too angry . their money had gone to paint the hall and consequently they felt themselves bitterly aggrieved by the mistake . public indignation centered on the pyes . the improvers paid him his money in bitterness of spirit , after consulting mr peter sloane , who was a magistrate . " you 'll have to pay it , " peter told him . but it 's a burning shame and that hall certainly does look awful . " the luckless improvers expected that avonlea would be more prejudiced than ever against them ; but instead , public sympathy veered around in their favor . people thought the eager , enthusiastic little band who had worked so hard for their object had been badly used . even mr harrison chuckled , if he chuckled at all , in private , and was all sympathy outwardly . " never mind , anne . and the roof is shingled and painted all right . folks will be able to sit in the hall after this without being leaked on . you 've accomplished so much anyhow . " " but avonlea 's blue hall will be a byword in all the neighboring settlements from this time out , " said anne bitterly . and it must be confessed that it was . x davy in search of a sensation anne , walking home from school through the birch path one november afternoon , felt convinced afresh that life was a very wonderful thing . the day had been a good day ; all had gone well in her little kingdom . we 've had lovely days and delicious twilights . this last fortnight has been so peaceful , and even davy has been almost well-behaved . i really think he is improving a great deal . how quiet the woods are today . ..y ..y not a murmur except that soft wind purring in the treetops ! it sounds like surf on a faraway shore . how dear the woods are ! you beautiful trees ! i love every one of you as a friend . " anne paused to throw her arm about a slim young birch and kiss its cream-white trunk . diana , rounding a curve in the path , saw her and laughed . " anne shirley , you 're only pretending to be grown up . i believe when you 're alone you 're as much a little girl as you ever were . " " well , one can't get over the habit of being a little girl all at once , " said anne gaily . " you see , i was little for fourteen years and i 've only been grown-uppish for scarcely three . i 'm sure i shall always feel like a child in the woods . i 'm so busy with teaching and studying and helping marilla with the twins that i haven't another moment for imagining things . you don't know what splendid adventures i have for a little while after i go to bed in the east gable every night . last night i was a queen . it 's really splendid to imagine you are a queen . but here in the woods i like best to imagine quite different things . . . i 'm a dryad living in an old pine , or a little brown wood-elf hiding under a crinkled leaf . that white birch you caught me kissing is a sister of mine . the only difference is , she 's a tree and i 'm a girl , but that 's no real difference . where are you going , diana ? " " down to the dicksons . i promised to help alberta cut out her new dress . can't you walk down in the evening , anne , and come home with me ? " " i might . ..y ..y since fred wright is away in town , " said anne with a rather too innocent face . diana blushed , tossed her head , and walked on . she did not look offended , however . anne fully intended to go down to the dicksons ' that evening , but she did not . when she arrived at green gables she found a state of affairs which banished every other thought from her mind . marilla met her in the yard . ..y ..y a wild-eyed marilla . " anne , dora is lost ! " " dora ! lost ! " anne looked at davy , who was swinging on the yard gate , and detected merriment in his eyes . " davy , do you know where she is ? " " no , i don't , " said davy stoutly . " i haven't seen her since dinner time , cross my heart . " " i 've been away ever since one o'clock , " said marilla . " thomas lynde took sick all of a sudden and rachel sent up for me to go at once . when i left here dora was playing with her doll in the kitchen and davy was making mud pies behind the barn . i only got home half an hour ago . ..y ..y and no dora to be seen . davy declares he never saw her since i left . " " neither i did , " avowed davy solemnly . " she must be somewhere around , " said anne . " she would never wander far away alone . ..y ..y you know how timid she is . perhaps she has fallen asleep in one of the rooms . " marilla shook her head . " i 've hunted the whole house through . but she may be in some of the buildings . " a thorough search followed . every corner of house , yard , and outbuildings was ransacked by those two distracted people . anne roved the orchards and the haunted wood , calling dora 's name . marilla took a candle and explored the cellar . davy accompanied each of them in turn , and was fertile in thinking of places where dora could possibly be . finally they met again in the yard . " it 's a most mysterious thing , " groaned marilla . " where can she be ? " said anne miserably " maybe she 's tumbled into the well , " suggested davy cheerfully . anne and marilla looked fearfully into each other 's eyes . the thought had been with them both through their entire search but neither had dared to put it into words . " she ..y ..y ..y she might have , " whispered marilla . anne , feeling faint and sick , went to the wellbox and peered over . the bucket sat on the shelf inside . far down below was a tiny glimmer of still water . the cuthbert well was the deepest in avonlea . if dora . ..y ..y but anne could not face the idea . she shuddered and turned away . " run across for mr harrison , " said marilla , wringing her hands . " mr harrison and john henry are both away . ..y ..y they went to town today . i 'll go for mr barry . " finally mr barry shook his head , with a relieved air . " she can't be down there . it 's a mighty curious thing where she could have got to , though . look here , young man , are you sure you 've no idea where your sister is ? " " i 've told you a dozen times that i haven't , " said davy , with an injured air . " maybe a tramp come and stole her . " " nonsense , " said marilla sharply , relieved from her horrible fear of the well . " anne , do you suppose she could have strayed over to mr harrison 's ? she has always been talking about his parrot ever since that time you took her over . " " i can't believe dora would venture so far alone but i 'll go over and see , " said anne . nobody was looking at davy just then or it would have been seen that a very decided change came over his face . he quietly slipped off the gate and ran , as fast as his fat legs could carry him , to the barn . anne hastened across the fields to the harrison establishment in no very hopeful frame of mind . the house was locked , the window shades were down , and there was no sign of anything living about the place . she stood on the veranda and called dora loudly . " oh , dora , dora , what a fright you have given us ! how came you to be here ? " and then davy brought me here and run out and shut the door ; and i couldn't get out . " davy ? " but anne could say no more . she carried dora home with a heavy heart . her joy at finding the child safe and sound was drowned out in the pain caused by davy 's behavior . the freak of shutting dora up might easily have been pardoned . but davy had told falsehoods . ..y ..y downright coldblooded falsehoods about it . that was the ugly fact and anne could not shut her eyes to it . she could have sat down and cried with sheer disappointment . marilla listened to anne 's tale in a silence that boded no good davy-ward ; mr barry laughed and advised that davy be summarily dealt with . when he had gone home anne soothed and warmed the sobbing , shivering dora , got her her supper and put her to bed . she jerked him to the mat on the middle of the floor and then went and sat down by the east window . anne was sitting limply by the west window . between them stood the culprit . but no half hidden smile answered him in anne 's gray eyes , as there might have done had it been only a question of mischief . there was something else . ..y ..y something ugly and repulsive . " how could you behave so , davy ? " she asked sorrowfully . davy squirmed uncomfortably . " i just did it for fun . things have been so awful quiet here for so long that i thought it would be fun to give you folks a big scare . it was , too . " in spite of fear and a little remorse davy grinned over the recollection . " but you told a falsehood about it , davy , " said anne , more sorrowfully than ever . davy looked puzzled . " what 's a falsehood ? do you mean a whopper ? " " i mean a story that was not true . " " course i did , " said davy frankly . " if i hadn't you wouldn't have been scared . i had to tell it . " anne was feeling the reaction from her fright and exertions . davy 's impenitent attitude gave the finishing touch . two big tears brimmed up in her eyes . " oh , davy , how could you ? " she said , with a quiver in her voice . " don't you know how wrong it was ? " davy was aghast . anne crying . ..y ..y he had made anne cry ! a flood of real remorse rolled like a wave over his warm little heart and engulfed it . he rushed to anne , hurled himself into her lap , flung his arms around her neck , and burst into tears . " i didn't know it was wrong to tell whoppers , " he sobbed . " how did you expect me to know it was wrong ? all mr sprott 's children told them regular every day , and cross their hearts too . but i think you might have told me it was wrong . i 'm awful sorry i've made you cry , anne , and i 'll never tell a whopper again . " davy buried his face in anne 's shoulder and cried stormily . anne , in a sudden glad flash of understanding , held him tight and looked over his curly thatch at marilla . " he didn't know it was wrong to tell falsehoods , marilla . i think we must forgive him for that part of it this time if he will promise never to say what isn't true again . " " i never will , now that i know it 's bad , " asseverated davy between sobs . " if you ever catch me telling a whopper again you can . . . " davy groped mentally for a suitable penance . ..y ..y " you can skin me alive , anne . " " don't say ' whopper , ' davy . ..y ..y say ' falsehood , ' " said the schoolma'am . " why ? " queried davy , settling comfortably down and looking up with a tearstained , investigating face . " why ain't whopper as good as falsehood ? i want to know . it 's just as big a word . " " it 's slang ; and it 's wrong for little boys to use slang . " " there 's an awful lot of things it 's wrong to do , " said davy with a sigh . " i never s'posed there was so many . what are you going to do to me for telling them this time ? i want to know . " anne looked beseechingly at marilla . " i don't want to be too hard on the child , " said marilla . " i daresay nobody ever did tell him it was wrong to tell lies , and those sprott children were no fit companions for him . poor mary was too sick to train him properly and i presume you couldn't expect a six-year-old child to know things like that by instinct . i suppose we 'll just have to assume he doesn't know anything right and begin at the beginning . can't you suggest something else , anne ? i should think you ought to be able to , with that imagination you 're always talking of . " " but punishments are so horrid and i like to imagine only pleasant things , " said anne , cuddling davy . " there are so many unpleasant things in the world already that there is no use in imagining any more . " in the end davy was sent to bed , as usual , there to remain until noon next day . he evidently did some thinking , for when anne went up to her room a little later she heard him calling her name softly . going in , she found him sitting up in bed , with his elbows on his knees and his chin propped on his hands . " anne , " he said solemnly , " is it wrong for everybody to tell whop . ..y ..y falsehoods ? i want to know ? " " yes , indeed . " " is it wrong for a grown-up person ? " " yes . " " then , " said davy decidedly , " marilla is bad , for she tells them . and she 's worse'n me , for i didn't know it was wrong but she does . " " davy keith , marilla never told a story in her life , " said anne indignantly . " she did so . she told me last tuesday that something dreadful would happen to me if i didn't say my prayers every night . anne choked back a mad desire to laugh with the conviction that it would be fatal , and then earnestly set about saving marilla 's reputation . " why , davy keith , " she said solemnly , " something dreadful has happened to you this very day . " davy looked sceptical . " i s'pose you mean being sent to bed without any supper , " he said scornfully , " but that isn't dreadful . course , i don't like it , but i 've been sent to bed so much since i come here that i 'm getting used to it . and you don't save anything by making me go without supper either , for i always eat twice as much for breakfast . " " i don't mean your being sent to bed . i mean the fact that you told a falsehood today . and , davy , " . . . so you see marilla told you the truth . " " but i thought the something bad would be exciting , " protested davy in an injured tone . " marilla isn't to blame for what you thought . bad things aren't always exciting . they 're very often just nasty and stupid . " " it was awful funny to see marilla and you looking down the well , though , " said davy , hugging his knees . anne kept a sober face until she got downstairs and then she collapsed on the sitting room lounge and laughed until her sides ached . " i wish you 'd tell me the joke , " said marilla , a little grimly . " i haven't seen much to laugh at today . " " you 'll laugh when you hear this , " assured anne . and marilla did laugh , which showed how much her education had advanced since the adoption of anne . but she sighed immediately afterwards . " i suppose i shouldn't have told him that , although i heard a minister say it to a child once . but he did aggravate me so . it was that night you were at the carmody concert and i was putting him to bed . he said he didn't see the good of praying until he got big enough to be of some importance to god . anne , i do not know what we are going to do with that child . i never saw his beat . i 'm feeling clean discouraged . " " oh , don't say that , marilla . remember how bad i was when i came here . " " anne , you never were bad . . . never . i see that now , when i 've learned what real badness is . you were always getting into terrible scrapes , i 'll admit , but your motive was always good . davy is just bad from sheer love of it . " " oh , no , i don't think it is real badness with him either , " pleaded anne . " it 's just mischief . and it is rather quiet for him here , you know . he has no other boys to play with and his mind has to have something to occupy it . dora is so prim and proper she is no good for a boy 's playmate . i really think it would be better to let them go to school , marilla . " the twins can have a few lessons at home but go to school they shan't till they 're seven . " " well , we must try to reform davy at home then , " said anne cheerfully . " with all his faults he 's really a dear little chap . i can't help loving him . there couldn't be a better child and you 'd hardly know she was in the house . " " dora is too good , " said anne . " she 'd behave just as well if there wasn't a soul to tell her what to do . davy needs us badly . " " he certainly needs something , " agreed marilla . " rachel lynde would say it was a good spanking . " xi facts and fancies " teaching is really very interesting work , " wrote anne to a queen 's academy chum . " jane says she thinks it is monotonous but i don't find it so . something funny is almost sure to happen every day , and the children say such amusing things . jane says she punishes her pupils when they make funny speeches , which is probably why she finds teaching monotonous . this afternoon little jimmy andrews was trying to spell ' speckled ' and couldn't manage it . ' well , ' he said finally , ' i can't spell it but i know what it means . ' " ' what ? ' i asked . " ' st clair donnell 's face , miss . ' but i don't think st clair minds . it was because jimmy called him ' st clair ' that st clair pounded him on the way home from school . i heard of the pounding , but not officially , so i don't think i 'll take any notice of it . " yesterday i was trying to teach lottie wright to do addition . ' a mouthful , ' said lottie . " it 's so hard not to laugh , stella . she says a man in grafton went insane once and that was how it began . " did you know that thomas a becket was canonized as a snake ? rose bell says he was . ..y ..y also that william tyndale wrote the new testament . claude white says a ' glacier ' is a man who puts in window frames ! i asked them to tell me the things they most wanted . some of the answers were commonplace enough . ..y ..y dolls , ponies , and skates . others were decidedly original . hester boulter wanted ' to wear her sunday dress every day and eat in the sitting room . ' hannah bell wanted ' to be good without having to take any trouble about it . ' marjory white , aged ten , wanted to be a widow . the most remarkable wish was sally bell 's . she wanted a ' honeymoon . ' " another day i asked them all to tell me the naughtiest thing they had ever done . i couldn't get the older ones to do so , but the third class answered quite freely . eliza bell had ' set fire to her aunt 's carded rolls . ' asked if she meant to do it she said , ' not altogether . ' she just tried a little end to see how it would burn and the whole bundle blazed up in a jiffy . emerson gillis had spent ten cents for candy when he should have put it in his missionary box . annetta bell 's worst crime was ' eating some blueberries that grew in the graveyard . ' willie white had ' slid down the sheephouse roof a lot of times with his sunday trousers on . ' those compositions would atone for much . here is ned clay 's , address , spelling , and grammar as originally penned . " ' miss teacher shirley green gabels . p.e . island can birds " ' dear teacher i think i will write you a composition about birds . birds is very useful animals . my cat catches birds . edward blake clay . ' " " st clair donnell 's is , as usual , short and to the point . st clair never wastes words . i do not think he chose his subject or added the postscript out of malice aforethought . it is just that he has not a great deal of tact or imagination . " " ' dear miss shirley " ' you told us to describe something strange we have seen . i will describe the avonlea hall . it has two doors , an inside one and an outside one . it has six windows and a chimney . it has two ends and two sides . it is painted blue . that is what makes it strange . it is built on the lower carmody road . it is the third most important building in avonlea . the others are the church and the blacksmith shop . they hold debating clubs and lectures in it and concerts . " ' yours truly , " ' jacob donnell . " ' p.s. the hall is a very bright blue . ' " annetta is a quiet little puss and a model of good behavior , but there isn't a shadow of orginality in her . here is her letter . " ' dearest teacher , " ' i think i will write you a letter to tell you how much i love you . it would be my highest privilege . that is why i try so hard to be good in school and learn my lessuns . " ' you are so beautiful , my teacher . your voice is like music and your eyes are like pansies when the dew is on them . you are like a tall stately queen . your hair is like rippling gold . anthony pye says it is red , but you needn't pay any attention to anthony . i will always look back to this year as the most wonderful in my life because it brought you to me . besides , it 's the year we moved to avonlea from newbridge . my love for you has made my life very rich and it has kept me from much of harm and evil . i owe this all to you , my sweetest teacher . " ' i shall never forget how sweet you looked the last time i saw you in that black dress with flowers in your hair . i shall see you like that for ever , even when we are both old and gray . you will always be young and fair to me , dearest teacher . i am thinking of you all the time . ..y ..y in the morning and at the noontide and at the twilight . i love you when you laugh and when you sigh . ..y ..y even when you look disdainful . i love you in every dress . ..y ..y you seem more adorable in each new dress than the last . " ' dearest teacher , good night . the sun has set and the stars are shining . ..y ..y stars that are as bright and beautiful as your eyes . i kiss your hands and face , my sweet . may god watch over you and protect you from all harm . " ' your afecksionate pupil , " ' annetta bell . ' " " this extraordinary letter puzzled me not a little . i knew annetta couldn't have composed it any more than she could fly . annetta cried and ' fessed up freely . she said she couldn't make out what he was driving at half the time . but i thought the letters were sweet and that i 'd just copy things out of them here and there to write you . i put " dress " in place of " mood . " i didn't know just what a " mood " was but i s'posed it was something to wear . i didn't s'pose you 'd know the difference . i don't see how you found out it wasn't all mine . you must be awful clever , teacher . ' " i told annetta it was very wrong to copy another person 's letter and pass it off as her own . but i 'm afraid that all annetta repented of was being found out . " ' and i do love you , teacher , ' she sobbed . ' it was all true , even if the minister wrote it first . i do love you with all my heart . ' " it 's very difficult to scold anybody properly under such circumstances . " here is barbara shaw 's letter . i can't reproduce the blots of the original . " ' dear teacher , " ' you said we might write about a visit . i never visited but once . it was at my aunt mary 's last winter . my aunt mary is a very particular woman and a great housekeeper . the first night i was there we were at tea . i knocked over a jug and broke it . aunt mary said she had had that jug ever since she was married and nobody had ever broken it before . when we got up i stepped on her dress and all the gathers tore out of the skirt . when i was helping aunt mary with the dinner dishes i dropped a china plate and it smashed . that evening i fell downstairs and sprained my ankle and had to stay in bed for a week . i heard aunt mary tell uncle joseph it was a mercy or i 'd have broken everything in the house . when i got better it was time to go home . i don't like visiting very much . i like going to school better , especially since i came to avonlea . " ' yours respectfully , " ' barbara shaw . ' " " willie white 's began , " ' respected miss , " ' i want to tell you about my very brave aunt . she lives in ontario and one day she went out to the barn and saw a dog in the yard . the dog had no business there so she got a stick and whacked him hard and drove him into the barn and shut him up . and it turned out that the dog was a lion and my very brave aunt had druv him into the barn with a stick . it was a wonder she was not et up but she was very brave . emerson gillis says if she thought it was a dog she wasn't any braver than if it really was a dog . but emerson is jealous because he hasn't got a brave aunt himself , nothing but uncles . ' " ' i have kept the best for the last . paul lives away down near the shore with his grandmother and he has no playmates . ..y ..y no real playmates . the other boys in school like him too . there is nothing weak or girlish about him in spite of his dreams and fancies . he is very manly and can hold his own in all games . he fought st clair donnell recently because st clair said the union jack was away ahead of the stars and stripes as a flag . the result was a drawn battle and a mutual agreement to respect each other 's patriotism henceforth . st clair says he can hit the hardest but paul can hit the oftenest . ' " " paul 's letter . " ' my dear teacher , " ' you told us we might write you about some interesting people we knew . i think the most interesting people i know are my rock people and i mean to tell you about them . i have never told anybody about them except grandma and father but i would like to have you know about them because you understand things . there are a great many people who do not understand things so there is no use in telling them . ' " ' my rock people live at the shore . i used to visit them almost every evening before the winter came . nora was the first one of them i got acquainted with and so i think i love her the best . you ought to hear the stories she can tell . then there are the twin sailors . they don't live anywhere , they sail all the time , but they often come ashore to talk to me . they are a pair of jolly tars and they have seen everything in the world . ..y ..y and more than what is in the world . do you know what happened to the youngest twin sailor once ? he was sailing and he sailed right into a moonglade . a moonglade is the track the full moon makes on the water when it is rising from the sea , you know , teacher . he had some wonderful adventures in the moon but it would make this letter too long to tell them . ' " ' then there is the golden lady of the cave . one day i found a big cave down on the shore and i went away in and after a while i found the golden lady . she has golden hair right down to her feet and her dress is all glittering and glistening like gold that is alive . i 've never told nora about the golden lady . i was afraid it might hurt her feelings . it even hurt her feelings if i talked too long with the twin sailors . ' " ' i always met the twin sailors at the striped rocks . the youngest twin sailor is very good-tempered but the oldest twin sailor can look dreadfully fierce at times . i have my suspicions about that oldest twin . i believe he 'd be a pirate if he dared . there 's really something very mysterious about him . the boat was all pearly and rainbowy , like the inside of the mussel shells , and her sail was like moonshine . well , we sailed right across to the sunset . think of that , teacher , i 've been in the sunset . and what do you suppose it is ? the sunset is a land all flowers . we sailed into a great garden , and the clouds are beds of flowers . i stayed there for ever so long . it seemed nearly a year but the oldest twin says it was only a few minutes . you see , in the sunset land the time is ever so much longer than it is here . ' " ' your loving pupil paul irving . ' " 'p . s ..y of course , this letter isn't really true , teacher . p.i . ' " xii a jonah day it really began the night before with a restless , wakeful vigil of grumbling toothache . when anne arose in the dull , bitter winter morning she felt that life was flat , stale , and unprofitable . she went to school in no angelic mood . her cheek was swollen and her face ached . the schoolroom was cold and smoky , for the fire refused to burn and the children were huddled about it in shivering groups . anne sent them to their seats with a sharper tone than she had ever used before . anne turned from the second reader class which she was hearing . " really , barbara , " she said icily , " if you cannot move without falling over something you 'd better remain in your seat . it is positively disgraceful for a girl of your age to be so awkward . " poor barbara stumbled back to her desk , her tears combining with the coal dust to produce an effect truly grotesque . never before had her beloved , sympathetic teacher spoken to her in such a tone or fashion , and barbara was heartbroken . just as anne was snapping the sums out st clair donnell arrived breathlessly . " you are half an hour late , st clair , " anne reminded him frigidly . " why is this ? " " take your seat and work out the six problems on page eighty-four of your arithmetic for punishment , " said anne . st clair looked rather amazed at her tone but he went meekly to his desk and took out his slate . then he stealthily passed a small parcel to joe sloane across the aisle . anne caught him in the act and jumped to a fatal conclusion about that parcel . old mrs hiram sloane had lately taken to making and selling " nut cakes " by way of adding to her scanty income . the cakes were specially tempting to small boys and for several weeks anne had had not a little trouble in regard to them . " joseph , " said anne quietly , " bring that parcel here . " joe , startled and abashed , obeyed . he was a fat urchin who always blushed and stuttered when he was frightened . never did anybody look more guilty than poor joe at that moment . " throw it into the fire , " said anne . joe looked very blank . " do as i tell you , joseph , without any words about it . " " joseph , are you going to obey me or are you not ? " said anne . a bolder and more self-possessed lad than joe sloane would have been overawed by her tone and the dangerous flash of her eyes . this was a new anne whom none of her pupils had ever seen before . then he dodged back just in time . for a few moments the terrified occupants of avonlea school did not know whether it was an earthquake or a volcanic explosion that had occurred . anne dropped into her chair white with dismay and all the girls climbed shrieking upon their desks . prillie rogerson fainted and annetta bell went into hysterics . it seemed a long time , although it was really only a few minutes , before the last pinwheel subsided . anne , recovering herself , sprang to open doors and windows and let out the gas and smoke which filled the room . it was a full hour before quiet was restored . ..y ..y but it was a quiet that might be felt . everybody realized that even the explosion had not cleared the teacher 's mental atmosphere . nobody , except anthony pye , dared whisper a word . ned clay accidentally squeaked his pencil while working a sum , caught anne 's eye and wished the floor would open and swallow him up . the geography class were whisked through a continent with a speed that made them dizzy . the grammar class were parsed and analyzed within an inch of their lives . he peered across his book at anne , his black eyes sparkling with curiosity and mockery . anne screamed and sprang back , as if it had been a snake , and anthony pye laughed aloud . then a silence fell . ..y ..y a very creepy , uncomfortable silence . but she decided not to . who could take any comfort out of hysterics with a teacher so white-faced and so blazing-eyed standing before one ? " who put that mouse in my desk ? " said anne . her voice was quite low but it made a shiver go up and down paul irving 's spine . anne paid no attention to the wretched joseph . she looked at anthony pye , and anthony pye looked back unabashed and unashamed . " anthony , was it you ? " " yes , it was , " said anthony insolently . anne took her pointer from her desk . it was a long , heavy hardwood pointer . " come here , anthony . " it was far from being the most severe punishment anthony pye had ever undergone . anne , even the stormy-souled anne she was at that moment , could not have punished any child cruelly . but the pointer nipped keenly and finally anthony 's bravado failed him ; he winced and the tears came to his eyes . anne , conscience-stricken , dropped the pointer and told anthony to go to his seat . she sat down at her desk feeling ashamed , repentant , and bitterly mortified . her quick anger was gone and she would have given much to have been able to seek relief in tears . so all her boasts had come to this . ..y ..y she had actually whipped one of her pupils . how jane would triumph ! and how mr harrison would chuckle ! but worse than this , bitterest thought of all , she had lost her last chance of winning anthony pye . never would he like her now . anne , by what somebody has called " a herculaneum effort , " kept back her tears until she got home that night . " the trouble is , i 've got things the matter with my conscience , " sobbed anne . " oh , this has been such a jonah day , marilla . i 'm so ashamed of myself . i lost my temper and whipped anthony pye . " " i 'm glad to hear it , " said marilla with decision . " it 's what you should have done long ago . " " oh , no , no , marilla . and i don't see how i can ever look those children in the face again . i feel that i have humiliated myself to the very dust . you don't know how cross and hateful and horrid i was . i can't forget the expression in paul irving 's eyes . ..y ..y he looked so surprised and disappointed . marilla passed her hard work-worn hand over the girl 's glossy , tumbled hair with a wonderful tenderness . when anne 's sobs grew quieter she said , very gently for her , " you take things too much to heart , anne . we all make mistakes . ..y ..y but people forget them . and jonah days come to everybody . as for anthony pye , why need you care if he does dislike you ? he is the only one . " " i can't help it . i want everybody to love me and it hurts me so when anybody doesn't . and anthony never will now . oh , i just made an idiot of myself today , marilla . i 'll tell you the whole story . " marilla listened to the whole story , and if she smiled at certain parts of it anne never knew . when the tale was ended she said briskly , " well , never mind . this day 's done and there 's a new one coming tomorrow , with no mistakes in it yet , as you used to say yourself . just come downstairs and have your supper . you 'll see if a good cup of tea and those plum puffs i made today won't hearten you up . " she had a good sleep that night and awakened in the morning to find herself and the world transformed . " every morn is a fresh beginning , every morn is the world made new , " sang anne , as she dressed . " kind of bad walking , ain't it ? can i take those books for you , teacher ? " anne surrendered her books and wondered if she could possibly be awake . anthony smiled . ..y ..y no , if the truth must be told , anthony grinned back . mrs rachel lynde came up the next saturday and confirmed this . " well , anne , i guess you 've won over anthony pye , that 's what . he says he believes you are some good after all , even if you are a girl . says that whipping you gave him was ' just as good as a man 's . ' " " it doesn't seem right . i 'm sure my theory of kindness can't be wrong . " " no , but the pyes are an exception to every known rule , that 's what , " declared mrs rachel with conviction . mr harrison said , " thought you 'd come to it , " when he heard it , and jane rubbed it in rather unmercifully . xiii a golden picnic " i was just on my way over to invite you to help me celebrate my birthday on saturday , " said anne . " your birthday ? but your birthday was in march ! " " that wasn't my fault , " laughed anne . " if my parents had consulted me it would never have happened then . i should have chosen to be born in spring , of course . it must be delightful to come into the world with the mayflowers and violets . you would always feel that you were their foster sister . but since i didn't , the next best thing is to celebrate my birthday in the spring . priscilla is coming over saturday and jane will be home . we 'll all four start off to the woods and spend a golden day making the acquaintance of the spring . we none of us really know her yet , but we 'll meet her back there as we never can anywhere else . i want to explore all those fields and lonely places anyhow . i have a conviction that there are scores of beautiful nooks there that have never really been seen although they may have been looked at . we 'll make friends with wind and sky and sun , and bring home the spring in our hearts . " " it sounds awfully nice , " said diana , with some inward distrust of anne 's magic of words . " but won't it be very damp in some places yet ? " " oh , we 'll wear rubbers , " was anne 's concession to practicalities . " and i want you to come over early saturday morning and help me prepare lunch . and we must have sandwiches too , though they 're not very poetical . " over every sunlit upland and field was a delicate , flower-starred green . their blithe voices and laughter echoed down to him . " it 's so easy to be happy on a day like this , isn't it ? " anne was saying , with true anneish philosophy . " let's try to make this a really golden day , girls , a day to which we can always look back with delight . we 're to seek for beauty and refuse to see anything else . ' begone , dull care ! ' jane , you are thinking of something that went wrong in school yesterday . " " how do you know ? " gasped jane , amazed . " oh , i know the expression . . . i 've felt it often enough on my own face . but put it out of your mind , there 's a dear . it will keep till monday . . . or if it doesn't so much the better . oh , girls , girls , see that patch of violets ! there 's something for memory 's picture gallery . when i 'm eighty years old . ..y ..y if i ever am . . . i shall shut my eyes and see those violets just as i see them now . that 's the first good gift our day has given us . " " if a kiss could be seen i think it would look like a violet , " said priscilla . anne glowed . " i 'm so glad you spoke that thought , priscilla , instead of just thinking it and keeping it to yourself . " it would be too hot to hold some folks , " quoted jane sagely . " i suppose it might be , but that would be their own faults for thinking nasty things . anyhow , we can tell all our thoughts today because we are going to have nothing but beautiful thoughts . everybody can say just what comes into her head . that is conversation . here 's a little path i never saw before . let's explore it . " the path was a winding one , so narrow that the girls walked in single file and even then the fir boughs brushed their faces . " what a lot of elephant 's ears , " exclaimed diana . " i 'm going to pick a big bunch , they 're so pretty . " " how did such graceful feathery things ever come to have such a dreadful name ? " asked priscilla . " that " was a shallow woodland pool in the center of a little open glade where the path ended . a ring of slender young birches encircled it and little ferns fringed its margin . " how sweet ! " said jane . " let us dance around it like wood-nymphs , " cried anne , dropping her basket and extending her hands . but the dance was not a success for the ground was boggy and jane 's rubbers came off . " you can't be a wood-nymph if you have to wear rubbers , " was her decision . " well , we must name this place before we leave it , " said anne , yielding to the indisputable logic of facts . " everybody suggest a name and we 'll draw lots . diana ? " " birch pool , " suggested diana promptly . " crystal lake , " said jane . anne 's selection was " the fairies ' mirror . " the names were written on strips of birch bark with a pencil schoolma'am jane produced from her pocket , and placed in anne 's hat . then priscilla shut her eyes and drew one . " crystal lake , " read jane triumphantly . crystal lake it was , and if anne thought that chance had played the pool a shabby trick she did not say so . pushing through the undergrowth beyond , the girls came out to the young green seclusion of mr silas sloane 's back pasture . across it they found the entrance to a lane striking up through the woods and voted to explore it also . it rewarded their quest with a succession of pretty surprises . first , skirting mr sloane 's pasture , came an archway of wild cherry trees all in bloom . the girls swung their hats on their arms and wreathed their hair with the creamy , fluffy blossoms . " this is where the bad wood elves dwell , " whispered anne . " they are impish and malicious but they can't harm us , because they are not allowed to do evil in the spring . the good fairies always dwell in the sunshiny places . " " i wish there really were fairies , " said jane . " wouldn't it be nice to have three wishes granted you . ..y ..y or even only one ? what would you wish for , girls , if you could have a wish granted ? i 'd wish to be rich and beautiful and clever . " " i 'd wish to be tall and slender , " said diana . " i would wish to be famous , " said priscilla . anne thought of her hair and then dismissed the thought as unworthy . " i 'd wish it might be spring all the time and in everybody 's heart and all our lives , " she said . " but that , " said priscilla , " would be just wishing this world were like heaven . " " only like a part of heaven . in the other parts there would be summer and autumn . . . yes , and a bit of winter , too . i think i want glittering snowy fields and white frosts in heaven sometimes . don't you , jane ? " " i . . . i don't know , " said jane uncomfortably . but she never thought about heaven any more than she could help , for all that . " minnie may asked me the other day if we would wear our best dresses every day in heaven , " laughed diana . " and didn't you tell her we would ? " asked anne . " mercy , no ! i told her we wouldn't be thinking of dresses at all there . " " oh , i think we will . ..y ..y a little , " said anne earnestly . " there'll be plenty of time in all eternity for it without neglecting more important things . i believe we 'll all wear beautiful dresses . ..y ..y or i suppose raiment would be a more suitable way of speaking . i do love pink so and i can never wear it in this world . " beyond were the " back fields " of the farms that ran out to the upper carmody road . a tumbledown stone dyke , overgrown with mosses and grass , surrounded it . along the eastern side ran a row of garden cherry trees , white as a snowdrift . " oh , how perfectly lovely ! " three of the girls cried . anne only gazed in eloquent silence . " how in the world does it happen that there ever was a garden back here ? " said priscilla in amazement . " it must be hester gray 's garden , " said diana . you 've heard the story , anne ? " " no , but the name seems familiar to me . " " oh , you 've seen it in the graveyard . she is buried down there in the poplar corner . jordan gray is buried right beside her but there 's no stone to him . it 's a wonder marilla never told you about it , anne . to be sure , it happened thirty years ago and everybody has forgotten . " " well , if there 's a story we must have it , " said anne . " let's sit right down here among the narcissi and diana will tell it . why , girls , there are hundreds of them . ..y ..y they 've spread over everything . it looks as if the garden were carpeted with moonshine and sunshine combined . this is a discovery worth making . to think that i 've lived within a mile of this place for six years and have never seen it before ! now , diana . " " long ago , " began diana , " this farm belonged to old mr david gray . he didn't live on it . ..y ..y he lived where silas sloane lives now . she was working in a store and she hated it . she 'd been brought up in the country and she always wanted to get back . so he brought her to avonlea . she never went out much and hardly anybody went to see her except mother and mrs lynde . jordan made her this garden and she was crazy about it and spent most of her time in it . she wasn't much of a housekeeper but she had a knack with flowers . and then she got sick . mother says she thinks she was in consumption before she ever came here . she never really laid up but just grew weaker and weaker all the time . jordan wouldn't have anybody to wait on her . he did it all himself and mother says he was as tender and gentle as a woman . every day he 'd wrap her in a shawl and carry her out to the garden and she 'd lie there on a bench quite happy . and her prayer was answered . " oh , what a dear story , " sighed anne , wiping away her tears . " what became of jordan ? " asked priscilla . " he sold the farm after hester died and went back to boston . mr jabez sloane bought the farm and hauled the little house out to the road . jordan died about ten years after and he was brought home and buried beside hester . " " i can't understand how she could have wanted to live back here , away from everything , " said jane . " oh , i can easily understand that , " said anne thoughtfully . " i wouldn't want it myself for a steady thing , because , although i love the fields and woods , i love people too . but i can understand it in hester . she just wanted to escape from it all to some still , green , friendly place where she could rest . and she got just what she wanted , which is something very few people do , i believe . " she set out those cherry trees over there , " said diana . " i 'm so glad we came this way , " said anne , the shining-eyed . " this is my adopted birthday , you know , and this garden and its story is the birthday gift it has given me . did your mother ever tell you what hester gray looked like , diana ? " " no . ..y ..y only just that she was pretty . " " i 'm rather glad of that , because i can imagine what she looked like , without being hampered by facts . " look do you see that poem ? " she said suddenly , pointing . " where ? " jane and diana stared , as if expecting to see runic rhymes on the birch trees . oh , it 's the most beautiful poem i ever saw . " " i should rather call it a picture , " said jane . " a poem is lines and verses . " " oh dear me , no . " anne shook her head with its fluffy wild cherry coronal positively . the real poem is the soul within them . ..y ..y and that beautiful bit is the soul of an unwritten poem . it is not every day one sees a soul . ..y ..y even of a poem . " " i wonder what a soul . ..y ..y a person 's soul . ..y ..y would look like , " said priscilla dreamily . " like that , i should think , " answered anne , pointing to a radiance of sifted sunlight streaming through a birch tree . " only with shape and features of course . i like to fancy souls as being made of light . " i read somewhere once that souls were like flowers , " said priscilla . " then your soul is a golden narcissus , " said anne , " and diana 's is like a red , red rose . jane 's is an apple blossom , pink and wholesome and sweet . " " and your own is a white violet , with purple streaks in its heart , " finished priscilla . jane whispered to diana that she really could not understand what they were talking about . could she ? minstrel robins were whistling in the firs and the frogs were singing in the marshes . all the basins among the hills were brimmed with topaz and emerald light . " it has been a truly golden day , " said priscilla . " i 'm really awfully fond of the woods myself , " said jane . anne said nothing . she was looking afar into the western sky and thinking of little hester gray . xiv a danger averted " i had her last week , for , though she 's too slow to stop quick , she 's better than nobody . but she 's sick and can't come . timothy 's sitting there , too , coughing and complaining . he 's been dying for ten years and he 'll go on dying for ten years more . they 're a terrible shiftless family and what is to become of them i don't know , but perhaps providence does . " mrs lynde sighed as if she rather doubted the extent of providential knowledge on the subject . " marilla was in about her eyes again tuesday , wasn't she ? what did the specialist think of them ? " she continued . " he was much pleased , " said anne brightly . " he says there is a great improvement in them and he thinks the danger of her losing her sight completely is past . but he says she 'll never be able to read much or do any fine hand-work again . how are your preparations for your bazaar coming on ? " the ladies ' aid society was preparing for a fair and supper , and mrs lynde was the head and front of the enterprise . " pretty well . ..y ..y and that reminds me . we 're collecting old-fashioned fixings everywhere . i suppose marilla will let us have her brass candlesticks ? and we want all the old dishes we can get . mrs allan is specially set on having a real blue willow ware platter if we can find one . but nobody seems to have one . do you know where we could get one ? " " miss josephine barry has one . i 'll write and ask her if she 'll lend it for the occasion , " said anne . " well , i wish you would . i guess we 'll have the supper in about a fortnight 's time . uncle abe andrews is prophesying rain and storms for about that time ; and that 's a pretty sure sign we 'll have fine weather . " he was , in fact , considered in the light of a standing joke , for few of his weather predictions were ever fulfilled . no ; they just asked uncle abe what it was going to be tomorrow and expected the opposite . nothing daunted , uncle abe kept on prophesying . the tories are bribing right and left , so they might as well be given a chance to spend their money honestly for once . " anne was a red-hot conservative , out of loyalty to matthew 's memory , but she said nothing . she knew better than to get mrs lynde started on politics . she had a letter for marilla , postmarked from a town in british columbia . " it 's probably from the children 's uncle , " she said excitedly , when she got home . " oh , marilla , i wonder what he says about them . " " the best plan might be to open it and see , " said marilla curtly . a close observer might have thought that she was excited also , but she would rather have died than show it . anne tore open the letter and glanced over the somewhat untidy and poorly written contents . he wants to know if we can keep them till the fall and he 'll try and take them then . we will , of course , won't we marilla ? " " anyhow they 're not so much trouble as they were . ..y ..y or else we 've got used to them . davy has improved a great deal . " he looked very guilty when anne pounced on him and whisked him out of the closet . " yes , i knew it was wrong , " admitted davy uncomfortably , " but plum jam is awful nice , anne . i just peeped in and it looked so good i thought i 'd take just a weeny taste . i stuck my finger in . . . " anne groaned . ..y ..y " and licked it clean . and it was so much gooder than i 'd ever thought that i got a spoon and just sailed in . " " anyhow , there 'll be plenty of jam in heaven , that 's one comfort , " he said complacently . anne nipped a smile in the bud . " perhaps there will . ..y ..y if we want it , " she said , " but what makes you think so ? " " why , it 's in the catechism , " said davy . " oh , no , there is nothing like that in the catechism , davy . " " but i tell you there is , " persisted davy . " it was in that question marilla taught me last sunday . ' why should we love god ? ' it says , ' because he makes preserves , and redeems us . ' preserves is just a holy way of saying jam . " " i must get a drink of water , " said anne hastily . " well , i thought it was too good to be true , " he said at last , with a sigh of disappointed conviction . " and besides , i didn't see when he 'd find time to make jam if it 's one endless sabbath day , as the hymn says . i don't believe i want to go to heaven . won't there ever be any saturdays in heaven , anne ? " " yes , saturdays , and every other kind of beautiful days . davy and dora were taught a hymn , a catechism question , and two bible verses every sunday . dora learned meekly and recited like a little machine , with perhaps as much understanding or interest as if she were one . davy , on the contrary , had a lively curiosity , and frequently asked questions which made marilla tremble for his fate . and he thinks it will be horrid to wear dresses and i think so too . why can't men angels wear trousers , anne ? chester sloane is interested in those things , ' cause they 're going to make a minister of him . she thought a minister was such a ' spectable thing to have in a family . i ain't going to be a minister . i 'm going to be a storekeeper , like mr blair , and keep heaps of candy and bananas . but i 'd rather like going to your kind of a heaven if they 'd let me play a mouth organ instead of a harp . do you s'pose they would ? " " yes , i think they would if you wanted it , " was all anne could trust herself to say . the a.v.i.s. met at mr harmon andrews ' that evening and a full attendance had been requested , since important business was to be discussed . the a.v.i.s. was in a flourishing condition , and had already accomplished wonders . the result was that there were long strips of smooth velvet turf where once had been unsightly undergrowth or brush . gertie had a habit of being late . ..y ..y " to make her entrance more effective , " spiteful people said . what do you think ? mr judson parker is going to rent all the road fence of his farm to a patent medicine company to paint advertisements on . " for once in her life gertie pye made all the sensation she desired . if she had thrown a bomb among the complacent improvers she could hardly have made more . " it can't be true , " said anne blankly . " that 's just what i said when i heard it first , don't you know , " said gertie , who was enjoying herself hugely . " i said it couldn't be true . ..y ..y that judson parker wouldn't have the heart to do it , don't you know . but father met him this afternoon and asked him about it and he said it was true . just fancy ! the improvers did know , all too well . even the least imaginative among them could picture the grotesque effect of half a mile of board fence adorned with such advertisements . all thought of church and school grounds vanished before this new danger . parliamentary rules and regulations were forgotten , and anne , in despair , gave up trying to keep minutes at all . everybody talked at once and fearful was the hubbub . " i don't know how you 're going to prevent him , " exclaimed jane bitterly . " everybody knows what judson parker is . he 'd do anything for money . he hasn't a spark of public spirit or any sense of the beautiful . " the prospect looked rather unpromising . judson parker and his sister were the only parkers in avonlea , so that no leverage could be exerted by family connections . martha parker was a lady of all too certain age who disapproved of young people in general and the improvers in particular . judson was a jovial , smooth-spoken man , so uniformly goodnatured and bland that it was surprising how few friends he had . perhaps he had got the better in too many business transactions . ..y ..y which seldom makes for popularity . he was reputed to be very " sharp " and it was the general opinion that he " hadn't much principle . " " is there nobody who has any influence over him ? " asked anne despairingly . " he goes to see louisa spencer at white sands , " suggested carrie sloane . " perhaps she could coax him not to rent his fences . " " not she , " said gilbert emphatically . " i know louisa spencer well . she doesn't ' believe ' in village improvement societies , but she does believe in dollars and cents . she 'd be more likely to urge judson on than to dissuade him . " " better send anne alone , " said oliver sloane . " she can talk judson over if anybody can . " anne protested . she was willing to go and do the talking ; but she must have others with her " for moral support . " diana and jane were therefore appointed to support her morally and the improvers broke up , buzzing like angry bees with indignation . the committee waited on judson parker the next afternoon . anne pleaded eloquently against his nefarious design and jane and diana supported her morally and valiantly . " but i 'll tell what i will do , " he said , with a twinkle in his light , full eyes . " i 'll tell the agent he must use only handsome , tasty colors . ..y ..y red and yellow and so on . i 'll tell him he mustn't paint the ads blue on any account . " the vanquished committee retired , thinking things not lawful to be uttered . " i wonder if mr allan could do anything , " reflected diana . anne shook her head . " no , it 's no use to worry mr allan , especially now when the baby 's so sick . judson would slip away from him as smoothly as from us , although he has taken to going to church quite regularly just now . that is simply because louisa spencer 's father is an elder and very particular about such things . " " judson parker is the only man in avonlea who would dream of renting his fences , " said jane indignantly . " even levi boulter or lorenzo white would never stoop to that , tightfisted as they are . they would have too much respect for public opinion . " public opinion was certainly down on judson parker when the facts became known , but that did not help matters much . jane and diana stared as if they found it hard to believe their ears . anne had no explanation to give . two men were sitting in their buggies , reined off to the side of the road , just at the entrance of the path . he was an agent for agricultural implements and a prominent personage in matters political . i suppose you wouldn't object to having it back , eh ? " a man must look out for his own interests in these hard times . " both saw anne at this moment and conversation abruptly ceased . anne bowed frostily and walked on , with her chin slightly more tilted than usual . soon judson parker overtook her . " have a lift , anne ? " he inquired genially . his face reddened and he twitched his reins angrily ; but the next second prudential considerations checked him . he looked uneasily at anne , as she walked steadily on , glancing neither to the right nor to the left . had she heard corcoran 's unmistakable offer and his own too plain acceptance of it ? confound corcoran ! if he couldn't put his meaning into less dangerous phrases he 'd get into trouble some of these long-come-shorts . and confound redheaded school-ma'ams with a habit of popping out of beechwoods where they had no business to be . judson parker knew that mr spencer looked somewhat askance at him as it was ; he could not afford to take any risks . " ahem . . . anne , i 've been wanting to see you about that little matter we were discussing the other day . i 've decided not to let my fences to that company after all . a society with an aim like yours ought to be encouraged . " anne thawed out the merest trifle . " thank you , " she said . " and ..y ..y ..y and ..y ..y ..y you needn't mention that little conversation of mine with jerry . " " just so . ..y ..y just so , " agreed judson , imagining that they understood each other beautifully . " i didn't suppose you would . of course , i was only stringing jerry . ..y ..y he thinks he 's so all-fired cute and smart . i 've no intention of voting for amesbury . i 'm going to vote for grant as i 've always done . ..y ..y you 'll see that when the election comes off . i just led jerry on to see if he would commit himself . and it 's all right about the fence . ..y ..y you can tell the improvers that . " " i wouldn't have mentioned the disgraceful thing to a soul anyhow , so my conscience is clear on that score . i really don't know who or what is to be thanked for this . xv the beginning of vacation she dropped the key into her pocket with a sigh of satisfaction . anne felt at peace with the world and herself as she walked down the hill with her basket of flowers in her hand . since the earliest mayflowers anne had never missed her weekly pilgrimage to matthew 's grave . she could never forget the kind old man who had been the first to give her the love and sympathy her starved childhood had craved . he swung down and joined anne , smiling ; but there were traces of tears on his cheeks . " i 'm going there , too . . . i 'm taking this bouquet of geraniums to put on grandpa irving 's grave for grandma . but don't you think she 'll know all about it , just the same ? " " yes , i am sure she will , paul . " " you see , teacher , it 's just three years today since my little mother died . sometimes it seems to me that i just can't bear it , it hurts so . " paul 's voice quivered and his lip trembled . he looked down at his roses , hoping that his teacher would not notice the tears in his eyes . " no , indeed , i wouldn't . ..y ..y that 's just the way i feel . you 're so good at understanding , teacher . nobody else understands so well . ..y ..y not even grandma , although she 's so good to me . father understood pretty well , but still i couldn't talk much to him about mother , because it made him feel so bad . when he put his hand over his face i always knew it was time to stop . grandmothers are better , next to mothers . someday , when i 'm brought up , i 'll go back to father and we 're never going to be parted again . " paul had talked so much to anne about his mother and father that she felt as if she had known them . " father 's not very easy to get acquainted with , " paul had said once . " i never got really acquainted with him until after my little mother died . but he 's splendid when you do get to know him . i love him the best in all the world , and grandma irving next , and then you , teacher . i 'd love you next to father if it wasn't my duty to love grandma irving best , because she 's doing so much for me . you know , teacher . i wish she would leave the lamp in my room till i go to sleep , though . she takes it right out as soon as she tucks me up because she says i mustn't be a coward . i 'm not scared , but i 'd rather have the light . my little mother used always to sit beside me and hold my hand till i went to sleep . i expect she spoiled me . mothers do sometimes , you know . " no , anne did not know this , although she might imagine it . anne could not remember her mother and for this reason she almost envied paul . i believe it has come already , for grandma is keeping the bookcase drawer locked and that is something new . and when i asked her why , she just looked mysterious and said little boys mustn't be too curious . it 's very exciting to have a birthday , isn't it ? i 'll be eleven . you 'd never think it to look at me , would you ? grandma says i 'm very small for my age and that it 's all because i don't eat enough porridge . i do my very best , but grandma gives such generous platefuls . ..y ..y there 's nothing mean about grandma , i can tell you . i 've prayed every night that god would give me enough grace to enable me to eat every bit of my porridge in the mornings . but sometimes , " concluded paul with a sigh and a meditative air " i really think porridge will be the death of me . " anne permitted herself a smile , since paul was not looking at her . all avonlea knew that old mrs irving was bringing her grandson up in accordance with the good , old-fashioned methods of diet and morals . " let us hope not , dear , " she said cheerfully . " how are your rock people coming on ? does the oldest twin still continue to behave himself ? " " he has to , " said paul emphatically . " he knows i won't associate with him if he doesn't . he is really full of wickedness , i think . " " and has nora found out about the golden lady yet ? " " no ; but i think she suspects . i 'm almost sure she watched me the last time i went to the cave . but if she is determined to have her feelings hurt it can't be helped . " " if i were to go to the shore some night with you do you think i could see your rock people too ? " paul shook his head gravely . " no , i don't think you could see my rock people . i 'm the only person who can see them . but you could see rock people of your own . you 're one of the kind that can . we 're both that kind . you know , teacher , " he added , squeezing her hand chummily . " isn't it splendid to be that kind , teacher ? " " splendid , " anne agreed , gray shining eyes looking down into blue shining ones . anne and paul both knew " how fair the realm imagination opens to the view , " and both knew the way to that happy land . it must be the gift of the good fairies at birth and the years can never deface it or take it away . it is better to possess it , living in a garret , than to be the inhabitant of palaces without it . the avonlea graveyard was as yet the grass-grown solitude it had always been . ever since the day of the spring picnic anne had put flowers on hester 's grave when she visited matthew 's . " i thought you would like them better than any others , dear , " she said softly . anne was still sitting there when a shadow fell over the grass and she looked up to see mrs allan . they walked home together . mrs allan 's face was not the face of the girlbride whom the minister had brought to avonlea five years before . it had lost some of its bloom and youthful curves , and there were fine , patient lines about eyes and mouth . " i suppose you are looking forward to your vacation , anne ? " she said , as they left the graveyard . anne nodded . " yes . . . . i could roll the word as a sweet morsel under my tongue . i think the summer is going to be lovely . for one thing , mrs morgan is coming to the island in july and priscilla is going to bring her up . i feel one of my old ' thrills ' at the mere thought . " " i hope you 'll have a good time , anne . you 've worked very hard this past year and you have succeeded . " " oh , i don't know . i 've come so far short in so many things . i haven't done what i meant to do when i began to teach last fall . i haven't lived up to my ideals . " " none of us ever do , " said mrs allan with a sigh . " but then , anne , you know what lowell says , ' not failure but low aim is crime . ' we must have ideals and try to live up to them , even if we never quite succeed . life would be a sorry business without them . with them it 's grand and great . hold fast to your ideals , anne . " " i shall try . but i have to let go most of my theories , " said anne , laughing a little . " even the theory on corporal punishment , " teased mrs allan . but anne flushed . " i shall never forgive myself for whipping anthony . " " nonsense , dear , he deserved it . and it agreed with him . you have had no trouble with him since and he has come to think there 's nobody like you . your kindness won his love after the idea that a ' girl was no good ' was rooted out of his stubborn mind . " " he may have deserved it , but that is not the point . but the truth is , mrs allan , that i just flew into a temper and whipped him because of that . i wasn't thinking whether it was just or unjust . ..y ..y even if he hadn't deserved it i 'd have done it just the same . that is what humiliates me . " " well , we all make mistakes , dear , so just put it behind you . we should regret our mistakes and learn from them , but never carry them forward into the future with us . there goes gilbert blythe on his wheel . ..y ..y home for his vacation too , i suppose . how are you and he getting on with your studies ? " " pretty well . we plan to finish the virgil tonight . ..y ..y there are only twenty lines to do . then we are not going to study any more until september . " " do you think you will ever get to college ? " " oh , i don't know . " anne looked dreamily afar to the opal-tinted horizon . and then there are the twins . ..y ..y somehow i don't believe their uncle will ever really send for them . we make our own lives wherever we are , after all . ..y ..y college can only help us to do it more easily . they are broad or narrow according to what we put into them , not what we get out . do you know , mrs allan , i 'm so thankful for friendship . it beautifies life so much . " i fear the name of friendship is often degraded to a kind of intimacy that has nothing of real friendship in it . " " yes . ..y ..y like gertie pye 's and julia bell 's . i think it is desecration to call that friendship . then friendship would be the most beautiful thing in the world . " " friendship is very beautiful , " smiled mrs allan , " but some day . . . " then she paused abruptly . so she left her sentence for the future years to finish . xvi the substance of things hoped for you 've no idea . " " i 'll get you a piece of bread and butter in a minute , " said anne absently . " but i ain't bread and butter hungry , " said davy in a disgusted tone . " i 'm plum cake hungry . " you know it 's one of marilla 's rules that you can't have anything but bread and butter between meals . " " well , gimme a piece then . ..y ..y please . " davy had been at last taught to say " please , " but he generally tacked it on as an afterthought . he looked with approval at the generous slice anne presently brought to him . " you always put such a nice lot of butter on it , anne . marilla spreads it pretty thin . it slips down a lot easier when there 's plenty of butter . " the slice " slipped down " with tolerable ease , judging from its rapid disappearance . davy slid head first off the sofa , turned a double somersault on the rug , and then sat up and announced decidedly , " anne , i 've made up my mind about heaven . i don't want to go there . " " why not ? " asked anne gravely . " cause heaven is in simon fletcher 's garret , and i don't like simon fletcher . " " heaven in . . . simon fletcher 's garret ! " gasped anne , too amazed even to laugh . " davy keith , whatever put such an extraordinary idea into your head ? " " milty boulter says that 's where it is . it was last sunday in sunday school . the lesson was about elijah and elisha , and i up and asked miss rogerson where heaven was . miss rogerson looked awful offended . i wish you could think first and do things afterwards , ' cause then you wouldn't do them . but milty didn't mean to be disrespeckful . he just couldn't think of the name of the thing . miss rogerson said heaven was where god was and i wasn't to ask questions like that . milty nudged me and said in a whisper , ' heaven 's in uncle simon 's garret and i 'll esplain about it on the road home . ' so when we was coming home he esplained . milty 's a great hand at esplaining things . even if he don't know anything about a thing he 'll make up a lot of stuff and so you get it esplained all the same . his mother is mrs simon 's sister and he went with her to the funeral when his cousin , jane ellen , died . the minister said she 'd gone to heaven , though milty says she was lying right before them in the coffin . but he s'posed they carried the coffin to the garret afterwards . milty knew there wasn't anything but the garret over the ceiling , so that 's how he found out . and he 's been awful scared to go to his uncle simon 's ever since . " anne took davy on her knee and did her best to straighten out this theological tangle also . dora was an industrious little soul and never happier than when " helping " in various small tasks suited to her chubby fingers . she fed chickens , picked up chips , wiped dishes , and ran errands galore . " oh , marilla , what do you think ? oh , marilla , isn't it wonderful ? i can hardly believe i 'm not dreaming . " " i daresay mrs morgan is a lot like other people , " said marilla drily , although she did feel a trifle excited herself . mrs morgan was a famous woman and a visit from her was no commonplace occurrence . " they 'll be here to dinner , then ? " " yes ; and oh , marilla , may i cook every bit of the dinner myself ? you won't mind , will you ? " you 're quite welcome to the job . " " you 'll likely come to grief if you do . " but i want to have everything as nice and dainty as possible . davy-boy , don't leave those peapods on the back stairs . ..y ..y someone might slip on them . i 'll have the two white roosters . but i know they would have to be sacrificed sometime , and surely there couldn't be a worthier occasion than this . but oh , marilla , i cannot kill them . ..y ..y not even for mrs morgan 's sake . i 'll have to ask john henry carter to come over and do it for me . " it 's awful jolly fun to see them hopping about after their heads are cut off . " i 'll make the pies and lady fingers tomorrow and do up my white muslin dress . and i must tell diana tonight , for she 'll want to do up hers . it will be such a delicate compliment , don't you think ? davy , dear , you mustn't poke peapods into the cracks of the floor . i must ask mr and mrs. allan and miss stacy to dinner , too , for they 're all very anxious to meet mrs morgan . it 's so fortunate she 's coming while miss stacy is here . davy dear , don't sail the peapods in the water bucket . ..y ..y go out to the trough . " that 's a good sign , " agreed marilla . " oh , anne , mayn't i help you cook the dinner ? " implored diana . " you know i can make splendid lettuce salad . " " indeed you , may " said anne unselfishly . " and i shall want you to help me decorate too . i mean to have the parlor simply a bower of blossoms . ..y ..y and the dining table is to be adorned with wild roses . oh , i do hope everything will go smoothly . mrs morgan 's heroines never get into scrapes or are taken at a disadvantage , and they are always so selfpossessed and such good housekeepers . they seem to be born good housekeepers . you remember that gertrude in ' edgewood days ' kept house for her father when she was only eight years old . when i was eight years old i hardly knew how to do a thing except bring up children . and i 'm so anxious about my nose . there are seven freckles on it , as you can see . they came at the a.v.i s . picnic , when i went around in the sun without my hat . i can't recall a freckled one among them . " " yours are not very noticeable , " comforted diana . " try a little lemon juice on them tonight . " " but i want to feel that it is in perfect order , even if she isn't to see it , " anne told marilla . ' in the elder days of art builders wrought with greatest care each minute and unseen part , for the gods see everywhere , ' and so they always kept their cellar stairs scrubbed and never forgot to sweep under the beds . i should have a guilty conscience if i thought this closet was in disorder when mrs morgan was in the house . ever since we read ' golden keys , ' last april , diana and i have taken that verse for our motto too . " i 've been picking chickens with my hands but in imagination i 've been roaming the milky way . " " i thought you 'd scattered more feathers over the floor than usual , " remarked marilla . then anne put davy to bed and made him promise that he would behave perfectly the next day . " it 's a bargain , " said davy . " i 'll be good , you bet . i meant to go over to mr harrison 's and fire peas from my new popgun at ginger but another day 'll do as well . i espect it will be just like sunday , but a picnic at the shore 'll make up for that . " xvii a chapter of accidents anne woke three times in the night and made pilgrimages to her window to make sure that uncle abe 's prediction was not coming true . finally the morning dawned pearly and lustrous in a sky full of silver sheen and radiance , and the wonderful day had arrived . " you look simply sweet , " said anne admiringly . diana sighed . " but i 've had to let out every one of my dresses again . i weigh four pounds more than i did in july . anne , where will this end ? mrs morgan 's heroines are all tall and slender . " " well , let's forget our troubles and think of our mercies , " said anne gaily . do you think the lemon juice did any good ? " " we 'll decorate the parlor first . there may have been two happier and more excited girls somewhere in canada or the united states at that moment , but i doubt it . every snip of the scissors , as rose and peony and bluebell fell , seemed to chirp , " mrs morgan is coming today . " even anne had never been able to infuse much grace into it , for marilla would not permit any alterations . a great blue bowlful of snowballs overflowed on the polished table . the shining black mantelpiece was heaped with roses and ferns . the table was set in the sitting room , with marilla 's finest linen and the best china , glass , and silver . you may be perfectly certain that every article placed on it was polished or scoured to the highest possible perfection of gloss and glitter . anne prepared the potatoes and diana got the peas and beans ready . and what about davy all this time ? was he redeeming his promise to be good ? he was , indeed . to be sure , he insisted on remaining in the kitchen , for his curiosity wanted to see all that went on . " we 'd better go and dress now , " said anne , " for they may be here by twelve . we must have dinner at sharp one , for the soup must be served as soon as it 's done . " serious indeed were the toilet rites presently performed in the east gable . when they were ready they looked quite as sweet and trim and girlish as ever did any of " mrs morgan 's heroines . " " all mrs morgan 's heroines converse so beautifully . but i 'm afraid i 'll be tongue-tied and stupid . and i 'll be sure to say ' i seen . ' i haven't often said it since miss stacy taught here ; but in moments of excitement it 's sure to pop out . anne , if i were to say ' i seen ' before mrs morgan i 'd die of mortification . and it would be almost as bad to have nothing to say . " and , to do her justice , there wasn't . anne shrouded her muslin glories in a big apron and went down to concoct her soup . marilla had dressed herself and the twins , and looked more excited than she had ever been known to look before . at half past twelve the allans and miss stacy came . everything was going well but anne was beginning to feel nervous . it was surely time for priscilla and mrs morgan to arrive . " suppose they don't come at all ? " she said piteously . " don't suppose it . it would be too mean , " said diana , who , however , was beginning to have uncomfortable misgivings on the subject . " anne , " said marilla , coming out from the parlor , " miss stacy wants to see miss barry 's willowware platter . " anne hastened to the sitting room closet to get the platter . she had , in accordance with her promise to mrs lynde , written to miss barry of charlottetown , asking for the loan of it . she carried the platter carefully to the front door where her guests were enjoying the cool breeze that blew up from the brook . davy had finished ravelling out his herring net and had wound the twine into a ball . the result in this instance was disastrous . davy slipped and came sprawling squarely down on the lemon pies . his clean blouse was ruined for that time and the pies for all time . it is , however , an ill wind that blows nobody good , and the pig was eventually the gainer by davy 's mischance . didn't i ? " " i forgot , " whimpered davy . " you 've told me not to do such an awful lot of things that i can't remember them all . " " well , you march upstairs and stay there till after dinner . perhaps you 'll get them sorted out in your memory by that time . no , anne , never you mind interceding for him . i 'm not punishing him because he spoiled your pies . ..y ..y that was an accident . i 'm punishing him for his disobedience . go , davy , i say . " " ain't i to have any dinner ? " wailed davy . " you can come down after dinner is over and have yours in the kitchen . " " oh , all right , " said davy , somewhat comforted . " i know anne 'll save some nice bones for me , won't you , anne ? ' cause you know i didn't mean to fall on the pies . say , anne , since they are spoiled can't i take some of the pieces upstairs with me ? " " no , no lemon pie for you , master davy , " said marilla , pushing him toward the hall . " what shall we do for dessert ? " asked anne , looking regretfully at the wreck and ruin . " get out a crock of strawberry preserves , " said marilla consolingly . " there 's plenty of whipped cream left in the bowl for it . " one o'clock came . ..y ..y but no priscilla or mrs morgan . anne was in an agony . " i don't believe they 're coming after all , " said marilla crossly . anne and diana sought comfort in each other 's eyes . at half past one marilla again emerged from the parlor . " girls , we must have dinner . everybody is hungry and it 's no use waiting any longer . priscilla and mrs morgan are not coming , that 's plain , and nothing is being improved by waiting . " anne and diana set about lifting the dinner , with all the zest gone out of the performance . " i don't believe i 'll be able to eat a mouthful , " said diana dolefully . " nor i ..y but i hope everything will be nice for miss stacy 's and mr and mrs. allan 's sakes , " said anne listlessly . when diana dished the peas she tasted them and a very peculiar expression crossed her face . " anne , did you put sugar in these peas ? " " yes , " said anne , mashing the potatoes with the air of one expected to do her duty . " i put a spoonful of sugar in . we always do . don't you like it ? " " but i put a spoonful in too , when i set them on the stove , " said diana . anne dropped her masher and tasted the peas also . then she made a grimace . " how awful ! i never dreamed you had put sugar in , because i knew your mother never does . i happened to think of it , for a wonder . . . i 'm always forgetting it . ..y ..y so i popped a spoonful in . " the guests in the parlor heard peal after peal of laughter from the kitchen , but they never knew what the fun was about . there were no green peas on the dinner table that day , however . let's carry the things in and get it over . " it cannot be said that that dinner was a notable success socially . the allans and miss stacy exerted themselves to save the situation and marilla 's customary placidity was not noticeably ruffled . but anne and diana , between their disappointment and the reaction from their excitement of the forenoon , could neither talk nor eat . there is an old proverb that really seems at times to be inspired . ..y ..y " it never rains but it pours . " the measure of that day 's tribulations was not yet full . everybody ran out into the hall . anne gave a shriek of dismay . " davy , " said marilla ominously , " did you throw that conch down on purpose ? " " no , i never did , " whimpered davy . " don't blame davy , " said anne , gathering up the fragments with trembling fingers . " it was my fault . i set that platter there and forgot all about it . i am properly punished for my carelessness ; but oh , what will miss barry say ? " mrs morgan had sprained her ankle so severely that she could not leave her room . she has to be there by a certain date . " but there . ..y ..y that speech sounds as pessimistic as miss eliza andrews and i 'm ashamed of making it . and i suppose the events of today have a funny side too . perhaps when diana and i are old and gray we shall be able to laugh over them . but i feel that i can't expect to do it before then , for it has truly been a bitter disappointment . " " i know i 'm too much inclined that , way " agreed anne ruefully . but really , marilla , the flying part is glorious as long as it lasts . ..y ..y it 's like soaring through a sunset . i think it almost pays for the thud . " " well , maybe it does , " admitted marilla . " i 'd rather walk calmly along and do without both flying and thud . but everybody has her own way of living . . . what are you going to do about miss barry 's platter ? " " pay her back the twenty dollars she paid for it , i suppose . i 'm so thankful it wasn't a cherished heirloom because then no money could replace it . " " maybe you could find one like it somewhere and buy it for her . " " i 'm afraid not . platters as old as that are very scarce . mrs lynde couldn't find one anywhere for the supper . marilla , look at that big star over mr harrison 's maple grove , with all that holy hush of silvery sky about it . it gives me a feeling that is like a prayer . " where 's davy ? " said marilla , with an indifferent glance at the star . " in bed . i 've promised to take him and dora to the shore for a picnic tomorrow . of course , the original agreement was that he must be good . but he tried to be good . ..y ..y and i hadn't the heart to disappoint him . " " you 'll drown yourself or the twins , rowing about the pond in that flat , " grumbled marilla . " i 've lived here for sixty years and i 've never been on the pond yet . " " well , it 's never too late to mend , " said anne roguishly . " suppose you come with us tomorrow . we 'll shut green gables up and spend the whole day at the shore , daffing the world aside . " " no , thank you , " said marilla , with indignant emphasis . " i 'd be a nice sight , wouldn't i , rowing down the pond in a flat ? i think i hear rachel pronouncing on it . there 's mr harrison driving away somewhere . do you suppose there is any truth in the gossip that mr harrison is going to see isabella andrews ? " " no , i 'm sure there isn't . i don't believe mr harrison will ever marry . he seems to have a prejudice against marriage . " " well , you can never tell about those old bachelors . " i think he only put it on because he wanted to conclude a business deal with harmon andrews , " said anne . i really feel sorry for mr harrison ; i don't believe he feels satisfied with his life . it must be very lonely to have no one to care about except a parrot , don't you think ? but i notice mr harrison doesn't like to be pitied . nobody does , i imagine . " " there 's gilbert coming up the lane , " said marilla . " if he wants you to go for a row on the pond mind you put on your coat and rubbers . there 's a heavy dew tonight . " xviii an adventure on the tory road where is it ? " she turned her head at davy 's question and answered dreamily , " ' over the mountains of the moon , down the valley of the shadow . ' " " anne , i believe you 're just talking nonsense . " " of course , i was , dear boy . don't you know that it is only very foolish folk who talk sense all the time ? " " well , i think you might give a sensible answer when i ask a sensible question , " said davy in an injured tone . " oh , you are too little to understand , " said anne . yet here she was doing it . ..y ..y so wide sometimes is the gulf between theory and practice . " well , i 'm doing my best to grow , " said davy , " but it 's a thing you can't hurry much . if marilla wasn't so stingy with her jam i believe i 'd grow a lot faster . " " marilla is not stingy , davy , " said anne severely . " it is very ungrateful of you to say such a thing . " " i heard marilla say she was it , herself , the other day . " " if you mean economical , it 's a very different thing from being stingy . it is an excellent trait in a person if she is economical . if marilla had been stingy she wouldn't have taken you and dora when your mother died . would you have liked to live with mrs wiggins ? " " you just bet i wouldn't ! " davy was emphatic on that point . " nor i don't want to go out to uncle richard neither . i 'd far rather live here , even if marilla is that long-tailed word when it comes to jam , ' cause you're here , anne . say , anne , won't you tell me a story ' fore i go to sleep ? i don't want a fairy story . fortunately for anne , marilla called out at this moment from her room . " anne , diana 's signaling at a great rate . you 'd better see what she wants . " anne threw her white shawl over her head and hastened through the haunted wood and across mr bell 's pasture corner to orchard slope . " i 've good news for you , anne , " said diana . " mother and i have just got home from carmody , and i saw mary sentner from spencer vale in mr blair 's store . " i 'll go right over to spencervale after it tomorrow , " said anne resolutely , " and you must come with me . it would be even worse than the time i had to confess about jumping on the spare room bed . " the next afternoon the girls fared forth on their platter hunting expedition . it was ten miles to spencervale and the day was not especially pleasant for traveling . " oh , i do wish it would rain soon , " sighed anne . " everything is so parched up . the poor fields just seem pitiful to me and the trees seem to be stretching out their hands pleading for rain . as for my garden , it hurts me every time i go into it . i suppose i shouldn't complain about a garden when the farmers ' crops are suffering so . " why is it called the tory road ? " asked anne . the tory government ran the road through when they were in power just to show they were doing something . " diana 's father was a liberal , for which reason she and anne never discussed politics . green gables folk had always been conservatives . " the shades are all down , " said diana ruefully . " i believe that nobody is home . " this proved to be the case . the girls looked at each other in perplexity . " i don't know what to do , " said anne . " if i were sure the platter was the right kind i would not mind waiting until they came home . but if it isn't it may be too late to go to wesley keyson 's afterward . " diana looked at a certain little square window over the basement . do you think it would be any harm ? " " no , i don't think so , " decided anne , after due reflection , " since our motive is not idle curiosity . " " i 'm afraid it won't bear my weight , " she said as she gingerly stepped on the roof . " lean on the window sill , " advised diana , and anne accordingly leaned . so much she saw before the catastrophe came . diana dashed into the duck house and , seizing her unfortunate friend by the waist , tried to draw her down . " ow . ..y ..y don't , " shrieked poor anne . " there are some long splinters sticking into me . see if you can put something under my feet . ..y ..y then perhaps i can draw myself up . " but she could not release herself . " could i pull you out if i crawled up ? " suggested diana . anne shook her head hopelessly . " no . ..y ..y the splinters hurt too badly . if you can find an axe you might chop me out , though . oh dear , i do really begin to believe that i was born under an ill-omened star . " diana searched faithfully but no axe was to be found . " i 'll have to go for help , " she said , returning to the prisoner . " no , indeed , you won't , " said anne vehemently . " if you do the story of this will get out everywhere and i shall be ashamed to show my face . no , we must just wait until the copp girls come home and bind them to secrecy . they 'll know where the axe is and get me out . i 'm not uncomfortable , as long as i keep perfectly still . ..y ..y not uncomfortable in body i mean . i wonder what the copp girls value this house at . " what if the copp girls don't come home until after night . ..y ..y or till tomorrow ? " suggested diana . oh dear , this is a dreadful predicament . listen . . . is that a wagon ? no , diana , i believe it is thunder . " " we must prepare for it , " said anne tranquilly . a thunderstorm seemed a trifle in comparison with what had already happened . " you 'd better drive the horse and buggy into that open shed . fortunately my parasol is in the buggy . here ..y ..y ..y take my hat with you . diana untied the pony and drove into the shed , just as the first heavy drops of rain fell . there was not a great deal of thunder , but for the best part of an hour the rain came merrily down . finally the rain ceased , the sun came out , and diana ventured across the puddles of the yard . " did you get very wet ? " she asked anxiously . " oh , no , " returned anne cheerfully . " my head and shoulders are quite dry and my skirt is only a little damp where the rain beat through the lathes . don't pity me , diana , for i haven't minded it at all . when i go home i mean to write it down . diana the faithful had a pencil and discovered a sheet of wrapping paper in the box of the buggy . nevertheless , the result was quite pretty , and diana was " enraptured " when anne read it to her . " oh , anne , it 's sweet . ..y ..y just sweet . do send it to the ' canadian woman . ' " anne shook her head . " oh , no , it wouldn't be suitable at all . there is no plot in it , you see . it 's just a string of fancies . oh , there 's miss sarah copp now . please , diana , go and explain . " she hurriedly unlocked the back door , produced the axe , and with a few skillfull blows set anne free . the latter , somewhat tired and stiff , ducked down into the interior of her prison and thankfully emerged into liberty once more . " miss copp , " she said earnestly . " i assure you i looked into your pantry window only to discover if you had a willow-ware platter . i didn't see anything else i didn't look for anything else . " " bless you , that 's all right , " said miss sarah amiably . " you needn't worry there 's no harm done . thank goodness , we copps keep our pantries presentable at all times and don't care who sees into them . as for that old duckhouse , i 'm glad it 's smashed , for maybe now martha will agree to having it taken down . she never would before for fear it might come in handy sometime and i 've had to whitewash it every spring . but you might as well argue with a post as with martha . she went to town today i drove her to the station . and you want to buy my platter . well , what will you give for it ? " " well , i 'll see , " said miss sarah cautiously . " that platter is mine fortunately , or i 'd never dare to sell it when martha wasn't here . as it is , i daresay she 'll raise a fuss . martha 's the boss of this establishment i can tell you . i 'm getting awful tired of living under another woman 's thumb . but come in , come in . you must be real tired and hungry . martha locked up all the cake and cheese and preserves afore she went . she always does , because she says i 'm too extravagant with them if company comes . " when the meal was over miss sarah said , " i don't know as i mind selling the platter . but it 's worth twenty-five dollars . it 's a very old platter . " but anne was not minded to take any chances in regard to that precious platter . she promptly agreed to give twenty-five and miss sarah looked as if she felt sorry she hadn't asked for thirty . " well , i guess you may have it . i want all the money i can scare up just now . he wanted me twenty years ago . i liked him real well but he was poor then and father packed him off . i s'pose i shouldn't have let him go so meek but i was timid and frightened of father . besides , i didn't know men were so skurse . " " i 'll amuse your aunt josephine with the ' strange eventful history ' of this afternoon when i go to town tomorrow . we 've had a rather trying time but it 's over now . i 've got the platter , and that rain has laid the dust beautifully . so ' all 's well that ends well . ' " " we 're not home yet , " said diana rather pessimistically , " and there 's no telling what may happen before we are . you 're such a girl to have adventures , anne . " " having adventures comes natural to some people , " said anne serenely . " you just have a gift for them or you haven't . " xix just a happy day such a day came late in august . in the afternoon anne walked down to the old irving place to see paul . he sprang up radiantly at sight of her . " oh , i 'm so glad you 've come , teacher , " he said eagerly , " because grandma 's away . you 'll stay and have tea with me , won't you ? it 's so lonesome to have tea all by oneself . you know , teacher . i 've had serious thoughts of asking young mary joe to sit down and eat her tea with me , but i expect grandma wouldn't approve . she says the french have to be kept in their place . and anyhow , it 's difficult to talk with young mary joe . she just laughs and says , ' well , yous do beat all de kids i ever knowed . ' that isn't my idea of conversation . " " of course i 'll stay to tea , " said anne gaily . " i was dying to be asked . my mouth has been watering for some more of your grandma 's delicious shortbread ever since i had tea here before . " paul looked very sober . but it depends on mary joe . but maybe mary joe will cut some for you if i promise i won't eat any . let us hope for the best . " " you 're sure you won't mind if she doesn't ? " said paul anxiously . " perfectly sure , dear heart . " she 's not a naturally unreasonable person , but she has learned by experience that it doesn't do to disobey grandma 's orders . grandma is an excellent woman but people must do as she tells them . she was very much pleased with me this morning because i managed at last to eat all my plateful of porridge . it was a great effort but i succeeded . grandma says she thinks she 'll make a man of me yet . but , teacher , i want to ask you a very important question . you will answer it truthfully , won't you ? " " i 'll try , " promised anne . " do you think i 'm wrong in my upper story ? " asked paul , as if his very existence depended on her reply . " goodness , no , paul , " exclaimed anne in amazement . " certainly you 're not . what put such an idea into your head ? " " mary joe . ..y ..y but she didn't know i heard her . i heard mary joe say , ' dat paul , he is de queeres ' leetle boy . he talks dat queer . i tink dere's someting wrong in his upper story . ' i couldn't sleep last night for ever so long , thinking of it , and wondering if mary joe was right . i couldn't bear to ask grandma about it somehow , but i made up my mind i 'd ask you . i 'm so glad you think i 'm all right in my upper story . " " of course you are . " well , that 's a weight off my mind , " said paul . " i 'm perfectly happy now , teacher , thanks to you . it wouldn't be nice to have something wrong in your upper story , would it , teacher ? i suppose the reason mary joe imagines i have is because i tell her what i think about things sometimes . " " it is a rather dangerous practice , " admitted anne , out of the depths of her own experience . that is the time i ache to tell people things , and when nobody else is handy i just have to tell mary joe . but after this i won't , if it makes her imagine i 'm wrong in my upper story . i 'll just ache and bear it . " " yes , i will . but i hope davy won't be there when i go because he makes faces at me . and davy makes such terrible ones . sometimes i am frightened he will never get his face straightened out again . he makes them at me in church when i ought to be thinking of sacred things . " rather young , " agreed teacher . " speaking of marrying , reminds me of another thing that has been troubling me of late , " continued paul . i didn't exactly want to show it to mrs lynde . mrs lynde is a good , kind woman , but she isn't the sort of person you want to show your mother 's picture to . you know , teacher . but of course i obeyed grandma . mrs lynde said she was very pretty but kind of actressy looking , and must have been an awful lot younger than father . then she said , ' some of these days your pa will be marrying again likely . how will you like to have a new ma , master paul ? ' well , the idea almost took my breath away , teacher , but i wasn't going to let mrs lynde see that . and i can trust him , teacher . there 's mary joe coming to call us to tea . i 'll go and consult with her about the shortbread . " as a result of the " consultation , " mary joe cut the shortbread and added a dish of preserves to the bill of fare . " that 's my little mother , " said paul with loving pride . " i got grandma to hang it there where i 'd see it as soon as i opened my eyes in the morning . father knew just what i would like for a birthday present , although he never asked me . isn't it wonderful how much fathers do know ? " " your mother was very lovely , paul , and you look a little like her . but her eyes and hair are darker than yours . " he has lots of it , but it is gray . you see , father is nearly fifty . that 's ripe old age , isn't it ? but it 's only outside he 's old . inside he 's just as young as anybody . now , teacher , please sit here ; and i 'll sit at your feet . may i lay my head against your knee ? that 's the way my little mother and i used to sit . oh , this is real splendid , i think . " paul never needed any coaxing to tell his thoughts . ..y ..y at least , to congenial souls . " i thought them out in the fir grove one night , " he said dreamily . " of course i didn't believe them but i thought them . you know , teacher . and then i wanted to tell them to somebody and there was nobody but mary joe . i think the evening star is a lighthouse on the land where the fairies dwell . ' and mary joe said , ' well , yous are de queer one . dare ain't no such ting as fairies . ' i was very much provoked . of course , i knew there are no fairies ; but that needn't prevent my thinking there is . you know , teacher . but i tried again quite patiently . i said , ' well then , mary joe , do you know what i think ? children can hear him if they know how to listen . ' then mary joe held up her hands all over flour and said , ' well , yous are de queer leetle boy . yous make me feel scare . ' and she really did looked scared . i went out then and whispered the rest of my thoughts to the garden . there was a little birch tree in the garden and it died . and the little tree was so lonely it died of a broken heart . " " do you know what i think about the new moon , teacher ? i think it is a little golden boat full of dreams . " " and when it tips on a cloud some of them spill out and fall into your sleep . " " exactly , teacher . oh , you do know . and the buttercups are made out of old sunshine ; and i think the sweet peas will be butterflies when they go to heaven . now , teacher , do you see anything so very queer about those thoughts ? " but keep on thinking them , paul . ..y ..y some day you are going to be a poet , i believe . " when anne reached home she found a very different type of boyhood waiting to be put to bed . davy was sulky ; and when anne had undressed him he bounced into bed and buried his face in the pillow . " davy , you have forgotten to say your prayers , " said anne rebukingly . " no , i didn't forget , " said davy defiantly , " but i ain't going to say my prayers any more . i 'm going to give up trying to be good , ' cause no matter how good i am you 'd like paul irving better . so i might as well be bad and have the fun of it . " " i don't like paul irving better , " said anne seriously . " i like you just as well , only in a different way . " " but i want you to like me the same way , " pouted davy . " you can't like different people the same way . you don't like dora and me the same way , do you ? " davy sat up and reflected . " and i like paul because he is paul and davy because he is davy , " said anne gaily . " well , i kind of wish i 'd said my prayers then , " said davy , convinced by this logic . " but it 's too much bother getting out now to say them . i 'll say them twice over in the morning , anne . won't that do as well ? " no , anne was positive it would not do as well . so davy scrambled out and knelt down at her knee . when he had finished his devotions he leaned back on his little , bare , brown heels and looked up at her . " anne , i 'm gooder than i used to be . " " yes , indeed you are , davy , " said anne , who never hesitated to give credit where credit was due . " i know i 'm gooder , " said davy confidently , " and i 'll tell you how i know it . today marilla give me two pieces of bread and jam , one for me and one for dora . one was a good deal bigger than the other and marilla didn't say which was mine . but i give the biggest piece to dora . that was good of me , wasn't it ? " " very good , and very manly , davy . " but i didn't know she was going to do that when i give it to her , so i was good , anne . " in the twilight anne sauntered down to the dryad 's bubble and saw gilbert blythe coming down through the dusky haunted wood . she had a sudden realization that gilbert was a schoolboy no longer . and how manly he looked the tall , frank-faced fellow , with the clear , straightforward eyes and the broad shoulders . anne thought gilbert was a very handsome lad , even though he didn't look at all like her ideal man . she and diana had long ago decided what kind of a man they admired and their tastes seemed exactly similar . he must be very tall and distinguished looking , with melancholy , inscrutable eyes , and a melting , sympathetic voice . there was nothing either melancholy or inscrutable in gilbert 's physiognomy , but of course that didn't matter in friendship ! gilbert stretched himself out on the ferns beside the bubble and looked approvingly at anne . he had made up his mind , also , that his future must be worthy of its goddess . even in quiet avonlea there were temptations to be met and faced . white sands youth were a rather " fast " set , and gilbert was popular wherever he went . " you look like a real dryad under that birch tree , " he said teasingly . " he was talking to me about it today . major spencer is the most progressive and public-spirited man in avonlea . and mr william bell is going to set out a spruce hedge along his road front and up his lane . our society is getting on splendidly , anne . it is past the experimental stage and is an accepted fact . the older folks are beginning to take an interest in it and the white sands people are talking of starting one too . even elisha wright has come around since that day the americans from the hotel had the picnic at the shore . they praised our roadsides so highly and said they were so much prettier than in any other part of the island . but the aids would never have stirred in the matter if the society hadn't put it into their thoughts unofficially . levi won't have it taken down just to vex us . there 's a contrary streak in all the boulters and it 's strongly developed in him . " " and trust to providence , as mrs lynde says , " smiled gilbert . " certainly , no more committees . they only aggravate him . julia bell thinks you can do anything , if you only have a committee to attempt it . next spring , anne , we must start an agitation for nice lawns and grounds . we 'll sow good seed betimes this winter . i 've a treatise here on lawns and lawnmaking and i 'm going to prepare a paper on the subject soon . well , i suppose our vacation is almost over . school opens monday . has ruby gillis got the carmody school ? " " yes ; priscilla wrote that she had taken her own home school , so the carmody trustees gave it to ruby . i 'm sorry priscilla is not coming back , but since she can't i 'm glad ruby has got the school . marilla , just home from mrs lynde 's , was sitting on the back porch step when anne returned to the house . " rachel and i have decided to have our cruise to town tomorrow , " she said . " mr lynde is feeling better this week and rachel wants to go before he has another sick spell . " " i intend to get up extra early tomorrow morning , for i 've ever so much to do , " said anne virtuously . " for one thing , i 'm going to shift the feathers from my old bedtick to the new one . i ought to have done it long ago but i 've just kept putting it off . ..y ..y it 's such a detestable task . that would be inconsistent . " you won't get half done , " said marilla pessimistically . " i never yet planned to do a lot of things but something happened to prevent me . " xx the way it often happens green gables lay in a pool of sunshine , flecked with the dancing shadows of poplar and willow . beyond the land was mr harrison 's wheatfield , a great , windrippled expanse of pale gold . the world was so beautiful that anne spent ten blissful minutes hanging idly over the garden gate drinking the loveliness in . after breakfast marilla made ready for her journey . dora was to go with her , having been long promised this treat . " now , davy , you try to be a good boy and don't bother anne , " she straitly charged him . " if you are good i 'll bring you a striped candy cane from town . " for alas , marilla had stooped to the evil habit of bribing people to be good ! " i won't be bad on purpose , but s'posen i 'm bad zacksidentally ? " davy wanted to know . " you 'll have to guard against accidents , " admonished marilla . " anne , if mr shearer comes today get a nice roast and some steak . if he doesn't you 'll have to kill a fowl for dinner tomorrow . " anne nodded . " i 'm not going to bother cooking any dinner for just davy and myself today , " she said . " that cold ham bone will do for noon lunch and i 'll have some steak fried for you when you come home at night . " " i 'm going to help mr harrison haul dulse this morning , " announced davy . " he asked me to , and i guess he 'll ask me to dinner too . mr harrison is an awful kind man . he 's a real sociable man . i hope i 'll be like him when i grow up . i mean behave like him . . . i don't want to look like him . but i guess there 's no danger , for mrs lynde says i 'm a very handsome child . do you s'pose it 'll last , anne ? i want to know ? " " i daresay it will , " said anne gravely . " you are a handsome boy , davy , " . . . " seems to me you can't get out of being good in this world for some reason or ' nother . you just have to behave . " " yes , i want to be good but not too good , " said davy cautiously . " you don't have to be very good to be a sunday school superintendent . mr bell 's that , and he 's a real bad man . " " indeed he 's not , " said marila indignantly . " he is . ..y ..y he says he is himself , " asseverated davy . " he said it when he prayed in sunday school last sunday . he said he was a vile worm and a miserable sinner and guilty of the blackest ' niquity . what did he do that was so bad , marilla ? did he kill anybody ? or steal the collection cents ? i want to know . " anne , left alone in her glory , worked with a will . the floor was swept , the beds made , the hens fed , the muslin dress washed and hung out on the line . then anne prepared for the transfer of feathers . a cracked mirror hung by the chamber window and in an unlucky moment anne looked into it . " oh , i forgot to rub that lotion on last night , " she thought . " i 'd better run down to the pantry and do it now . " anne had already suffered many things trying to remove those freckles . on one occasion the entire skin had peeled off her nose but the freckles remained . this important duty done , she returned to her work . at this auspicious moment a knock sounded at the kitchen door . " that must be mr shearer , " thought anne . " i 'm in a dreadful mess but i 'll have to run down as i am , for he 's always in a hurry . " down flew anne to the kitchen door . all mrs morgan 's heroines were noted for " rising to the occasion . " no matter what her outraged feelings were she did not show them . she greeted priscilla and was introduced to her companions as calmly and composedly as if she had been arrayed in purple and fine linen . aunt charlotte is going away monday and she had promised to spend today with a friend in town . but last night her friend telephoned to her not to come because they were quarantined for scarlet fever . so i suggested we come here instead , for i knew you were longing to see her . we called at the white sands hotel and brought mrs pendexter with us . she is a friend of aunt 's and lives in new york and her husband is a millionaire . we can't stay very long , for mrs pendexter has to be back at the hotel by five o'clock . " several times while they were putting away the horse anne caught priscilla looking at her in a furtive , puzzled way . " she needn't stare at me so , " anne thought a little resentfully . " if she doesn't know what it is to change a feather bed she might imagine it . " when priscilla had gone to the parlor , and before anne could escape upstairs , diana walked into the kitchen . anne caught her astonished friend by the arm . " diana barry , who do you suppose is in that parlor at this very moment ? by this time anne had become aware that diana was staring at her in precisely the same bewildered fashion as priscilla had done . it was really too much . " oh , diana , don't look at me so , " she implored . " it ..y ..y ..y it ..y ..y ..y isn't the feathers , " hesitated diana . " it's ..y ..y ..y it's ..y ..y ..y your nose , anne . " " my nose ? oh , diana , surely nothing has gone wrong with it ! " anne rushed to the little looking glass over the sink . one glance revealed the fatal truth . her nose was a brilliant scarlet ! anne sat down on the sofa , her dauntless spirit subdued at last . " what is the matter with it ? " asked diana , curiosity overcoming delicacy . " what shall i do ? " " wash it off , " said diana practically . " perhaps it won't wash off . first i dye my hair ; then i dye my nose . marilla cut my hair off when i dyed it but that remedy would hardly be practicable in this case . well , this is another punishment for vanity and i suppose i deserve it . ..y ..y though there 's not much comfort in that . fortunately the dye washed off easily and anne , somewhat consoled , betook herself to the east gable while diana ran home . presently anne came down again , clothed and in her right mind . " mother sent you this , " she said , lifting the cover and displaying a nicely carved and jointed chicken to anne 's greatful eyes . anne 's hungry guests , however , did not seem to think anything was lacking and they ate the simple viands with apparent enjoyment . but after the first few moments anne thought no more of what was or was not on her bill of fare . she had traveled extensively and was an excellent storyteller . nor did she monopolize the conversation . she could draw others out as skillfully and fully as she could talk herself , and anne and diana found themselves chattering freely to her . " i don't know which i enjoyed more . ..y ..y listening to mrs morgan or gazing at mrs pendexter . i believe we had a nicer time than if we 'd known they were coming and been cumbered with much serving . you must stay to tea with me , diana , and we 'll talk it all over . " " i daresay even the english earl himself wouldn't have turned up his aristocratic nose at marilla 's plum preserves , " said anne proudly . anne did not mention the misfortune which had befallen her nose when she related the day 's history to marilla that evening . but she took the bottle of freckle lotion and emptied it out of the window . " i shall never try any beautifying messes again , " she said , darkly resolute . xxi sweet miss lavendar school opened and anne returned to her work , with fewer theories but considerably more experience . she had several new pupils , six- and seven-year-olds just venturing , round-eyed , into a world of wonder . among them were davy and dora . davy sat with milty boulter , who had been going to school for a year and was therefore quite a man of the world . " i think school is great fun , " davy told marilla when he got home that night . it 's splendid to have so many boys to play with . i sit with milty boulter and he 's fine . he 's longer than me but i 'm wider . it 's nicer to sit in the back seats but you can't sit there till your legs grow long enough to touch the floor . it seems it's dreadful to have your feelings hurt . it 's better to knock a boy down than hurt his feelings if you must do something . milty doesn't like barbara ' cause she calls him a sweet little boy and once she patted him on his head . " " i'm . . . i 'm frightened , " she sobbed . " i . . . i don't want to go upstairs alone in the dark . " " what notion have you got into your head now ? " demanded marilla . " i 'm sure you 've gone to bed alone all summer and never been frightened before . " dora still continued to cry , so anne picked her up , cuddled her sympathetically , and whispered , " tell anne all about it , sweetheart . what are you frightened of ? " " of ..y ..y ..y of mirabel cotton 's uncle , " sobbed dora . " mirabel cotton told me all about her family today in school . nearly everybody in her family has died . ..y ..y all her grandfathers and grandmothers and ever so many uncles and aunts . they have a habit of dying , mirabel says . and mirabel says one of her uncles was seen walking around the house after he was buried . her mother saw him . i don't mind the rest so much but i can't help thinking about that uncle . " anne went upstairs with dora and sat by her until she fell asleep . mirabel thought this very harsh . the cottons had not much to boast of . how was she to keep up her prestige among her schoolmates if she were forbidden to make capital out of the family ghost ? september slipped by into a gold and crimson graciousness of october . one friday evening diana came over . " why can't we walk ? " suggested anne . " if we go straight back through the woods we 'll strike the west grafton road not far from the kimball place . i was through that way last winter and i know the road . it 's no more than four miles and we won't have to walk home , for oliver kimball will be sure to drive us . " it doesn't seem right to hurry through it , does it ? it seems irreverent , like running in a church . " " we must hurry though , " said diana , glancing at her watch . " we 've left ourselves little enough time as it is . " " well , i 'll walk fast but don't ask me to talk , " said anne , quickening her pace . " i just want to drink the day 's loveliness in . . . she should have taken the right , but ever afterward she counted it the most fortunate mistake of her life . they came out finally to a lonely , grassy road , with nothing in sight along it but ranks of spruce saplings . " why , where are we ? " exclaimed diana in bewilderment . " this isn't the west grafton road . " " no , it 's the base line road in middle grafton , " said anne , rather shamefacedly . " i must have taken the wrong turning at the fork . i don't know where we are exactly , but we must be all of three miles from kimballs ' still . " " we 'll arrive after they have had their tea , and they 'll have all the bother of getting ours over again . " " we 'd better turn back and go home , " suggested anne humbly . but diana , after consideration , vetoed this . " no , we may as well go and spend the evening , since we have come this far . " a few yards further on the girls came to a place where the road forked again . " which of these do we take ? " asked diana dubiously . anne shook her head . " i don't know and we can't afford to make any more mistakes . here is a gate and a lane leading right into the wood . there must be a house at the other side . let us go down and inquire . " " what a romantic old lane this it , " said diana , as they walked along its twists and turns . it ran under patriarchal old firs whose branches met above , creating a perpetual gloom in which nothing except moss could grow . on either hand were brown wood floors , crossed here and there by fallen lances of sunlight . all was very still and remote , as if the world and the cares of the world were far away . " i feel as if we were walking through an enchanted forest , " said anne in a hushed tone . " do you suppose we 'll ever find our way back to the real world again , diana ? we shall presently come to a palace with a spellbound princess in it , i think . " anne stopped short in rapture and diana exclaimed , " oh , i know where we are now . that is the little stone house where miss lavendar lewis lives . . . echo lodge , she calls it , i think . i 've often heard of it but i 've never seen it before . isn't it a romantic spot ? " " it 's the sweetest , prettiest place i ever saw or imagined , " said anne delightedly . " it looks like a bit out of a story book or a dream . " before the house was an oblong garden into which the lane gate where the girls were standing opened . no other house or clearing was in sight . ..y ..y nothing but hills and valleys covered with feathery young firs . " i wonder what sort of a person miss lewis is , " speculated diana as they opened the gate into the garden . " they say she is very peculiar . " " she 'll be interesting then , " said anne decidedly . " peculiar people are always that at least , whatever else they are or are not . didn't i tell you we would come to an enchanted palace ? i knew the elves hadn't woven magic over that lane for nothing . " " but miss lavendar lewis is hardly a spellbound princess , " laughed diana . " she 's an old maid . ..y ..y she 's forty-five and quite gray , i 've heard . " " oh , that 's only part of the spell , " asserted anne confidently . perhaps some fatal mischance has befallen him . ..y ..y though that's against the law of all fairy tales . " " i 'm afraid he came long ago and went away again , " said diana . " they say she used to be engaged to stephan irving . . . paul 's father . ..y ..y when they were young . but they quarreled and parted . " " hush , " warned anne . " the door is open . " the girls paused in the porch under the tendrils of ivy and knocked at the open door . " is miss lewis at home ? " asked diana . " yes , ma'am . come in , ma'am . i 'll tell miss lavendar you're here , ma'am . she 's upstairs , ma'am . " with this the small handmaiden whisked out of sight and the girls , left alone , looked about them with delighted eyes . the interior of this wonderful little house was quite as interesting as its exterior . the room had a low ceiling and two square , small-paned windows , curtained with muslin frills . all the furnishings were old-fashioned , but so well and daintily kept that the effect was delicious . " miss lavendar must be expecting company to tea , " she whispered . " there are six places set . but what a funny little girl she has . she looked like a messenger from pixy land . i suppose she could have told us the road , but i was curious to see miss lavendar . s ..y ..y ..y s ..y ..y ..y sh , she 's coming . " and with that miss lavendar lewis was standing in the doorway . the girls were so surprised that they forgot good manners and simply stared . nothing more unlike miss lavendar could possibly be imagined . she was a little lady with snow-white hair beautifully wavy and thick , and carefully arranged in becoming puffs and coils . " charlotta the fourth says that you wished to see me , " she said , in a voice that matched her appearance . " we wanted to ask the right road to west grafton , " said diana . do we take the right or left turning at your gate ? " " the left , " said miss lavendar , with a hesitating glance at her tea table . then she exclaimed , as if in a sudden little burst of resolution , " but oh , won't you stay and have tea with me ? please , do . mr kimball 's will have tea over before you get there . and charlotta the fourth and i will be so glad to have you . " diana looked mute inquiry at anne . but you are expecting other guests , aren't you ? " miss lavendar looked at her tea table again , and blushed . " i know you 'll think me dreadfully foolish , " she said . " i am foolish . ..y ..y and i 'm ashamed of it when i 'm found out , but never unless i am found out . i 'm not expecting anybody . . . i was just pretending i was . you see , i was so lonely . charlotta the fourth was lonely too . so i just pretended i was going to have a tea party . diana secretly thought miss lavendar quite as peculiar as report had pictured her . the idea of a woman of forty-five playing at having a tea party , just as if she were a little girl ! but anne of the shining eyes exclaimed joyfuly , " oh , do you imagine things too ? " that " too " revealed a kindred spirit to miss lavendar . " yes , i do , " she confessed , boldly . " of course it 's silly in anybody as old as i am . a person must have some compensations . i don't believe i could live at times if i didn't pretend things . i 'm not often caught at it though , and charlotta the fourth never tells . but i 'm glad to be caught today , for you have really come and i have tea all ready for you . will you go up to the spare room and take off your hats ? it 's the white door at the head of the stairs . i must run out to the kitchen and see that charlotta the fourth isn't letting the tea boil . charlotta the fourth is a very good girl but she will let the tea boil . " " this is quite an adventure , isn't it ? " said diana . " and isn't miss lavendar sweet , if she is a little odd ? she doesn't look a bit like an old maid . " " she looks just as music sounds , i think , " answered anne . " now , you must tell me your names , " said miss lavendar . " i 'm so glad you are young girls . i love young girls . it 's so easy to pretend i 'm a girl myself when i 'm with them . i do hate " . ..y ..y with a little grimace . ..y ..y " to believe i 'm old . now , who are you . ..y ..y just for convenience ' sake ? diana barry ? and anne shirley ? may i pretend that i 've known you for a hundred years and call you anne and diana right away ? " " you , may " the girls said both together . " then just let's sit comfily down and eat everything , " said miss lavendar happily . " charlotta , you sit at the foot and help with the chicken . it is so fortunate that i made the sponge cake and doughnuts . of course , it was foolish to do it for imaginary guests . . . i know charlotta the fourth thought so , didn't you , charlotta ? but you see how well it has turned out . of course they wouldn't have been wasted , for charlotta the fourth and i could have eaten them through time . but sponge cake is not a thing that improves with time . " " i do think you have the loveliest place here , " said diana , looking round her admiringly . " why do you call it echo lodge ? " asked anne . charlotta the fourth skipped off and returned with the horn . " blow it , charlotta , " commanded miss lavendar . charlotta accordingly blew , a rather raucous , strident blast . anne and diana exclaimed in delight . " now laugh , charlotta . ..y ..y laugh loudly . " back came the echoes , as if a host of pixy people were mimicking her laughter in the purple woodlands and along the fir-fringed points . " people always admire my echoes very much , " said miss lavendar , as if the echoes were her personal property . " i love them myself . they are very good company . ..y ..y with a little pretending . on calm evenings charlotta the fourth and i often sit out here and amuse ourselves with them . charlotta , take back the horn and hang it carefully in its place . " " why do you call her charlotta the fourth ? " asked diana , who was bursting with curiosity on this point . " just to keep her from getting mixed up with other charlottas in my thoughts , " said miss lavendar seriously . " they all look so much alike there 's no telling them apart . her name isn't really charlotta at all . it is . ..y ..y let me see . ..y ..y what is it ? i think it 's leonora . ..y ..y yes , it is leonora . you see , it is this way . so i got little charlotta bowman to come and stay with me for board and clothes . her name really was charlotta . ..y ..y she was charlotta the first . she was just thirteen . she stayed with me till she was sixteen and then she went away to boston , because she could do better there . her sister came to stay with me then . her name was julietta . . . so i just gave up trying to remember her right name . she was charlotta the second , and when she went away evelina came and she was charlotta the third . charlotta the fourth is the last of the bowman girls , and the best . i don't care what people think about me if they don't let me see it . " " well , " said diana looking regretfully at the setting sun . " i suppose we must go if we want to get to mr kimball 's before dark . we 've had a lovely time , miss lewis . " " won't you come again to see me ? " pleaded miss lavendar . tall anne put her arm about the little lady . " indeed we shall , " she promised . " now that we have discovered you we 'll wear out our welcome coming to see you . " paul irving ? " there was a subtle change in miss lavendar 's voice . " who is he ? i didn't think there was anybody of that name in avonlea . " anne felt vexed at her own heedlessness . she had forgotten about miss lavendar 's old romance when paul 's name slipped out . " he is a little pupil of mine , " she explained slowly . " he came from boston last year to live with his grandmother , mrs irving of the shore road . " " is he stephen irving 's son ? " miss lavendar asked , bending over her namesake border so that her face was hidden . " yes . " " it 's very sweet , don't you think ? mother always loved it . she planted these borders long ago . father named me lavendar because he was so fond of it . the very first time he saw mother was when he visited her home in east grafton with her brother . he always loved the scent of lavendar after that . ..y ..y and that was why he gave me the name . don't forget to come back soon , girls dear . we 'll be looking for you , charlotta the fourth and i . " she opened the gate under the firs for them to pass through . " she does look lonely , " said diana softly . " we must come often to see her . " " i think her parents gave her the only right and fitting name that could possibly be given her , " said anne . it 's so suggestive of sweetness and old-fashioned graces and ' silk attire . ' now , my name just smacks of bread and butter , patchwork and chores . " " oh , i don't think so , " said diana . " anne seems to me real stately and like a queen . but i 'd like kerrenhappuch if it happened to be your name . i think people make their names nice or ugly just by what they are themselves . i can't bear josie or gertie for names now but before i knew the pye girls i thought them real pretty . " " that 's a lovely idea , diana , " said anne enthusiastically . thank you , diana . " xxii odds and ends " so you had tea at the stone house with lavendar lewis ? " said marilla at the breakfast table next morning . " what is she like now ? it 's over fifteen years since i saw her last . ..y ..y it was one sunday in grafton church . i suppose she has changed a great deal . did you ever see paul irving doing that when he was here to meals ? " " but paul 's arms are longer'n mine , " brumbled davy . " they 've had eleven years to grow and mine 've only had seven . ' sides , i did ask , but you and anne was so busy talking you didn't pay any ' tention . ' sides , paul 's never been here to any meal escept tea , and it 's easier to be p'lite at tea than at breakfast . you ain't half as hungry . it 's an awful long while between supper and breakfast . now , anne , that spoonful ain't any bigger than it was last year and i'm ever so much bigger . " " she was reckoned a great beauty when she was a girl , " said marilla . " i never knew her very well but i liked her as far as i did know her . some folks thought her peculiar even then . most conversations between anne and marilla in the presence of the twins , were punctuated by these rebukes davy-ward . anne looked at him with such horrified eyes that the little sinner turned red and said , half shamefacedly , half defiantly , " there ain't any wasted that way . " " people who are different from other people are always called peculiar , " said anne . " and miss lavendar is certainly different , though it 's hard to say just where the difference comes in . perhaps it is because she is one of those people who never grow old . " " one might as well grow old when all your generation do , " said marilla , rather reckless of her pronouns . " if you don't , you don't fit in anywhere . far as i can learn lavendar lewis has just dropped out of everything . she 's lived in that out of the way place until everybody has forgotten her . that stone house is one of the oldest on the island . old mr lewis built it eighty years ago when he came out from england . davy , stop joggling dora 's elbow . oh , i saw you ! you needn't try to look innocent . what does make you behave so this morning ? " " maybe i got out of the wrong side of the bed , " suggested davy . " milty boulter says if you do that things are bound to go wrong with you all day . his grandmother told him . but which is the right side ? and what are you to do when your bed 's against the wall ? i want to know . " " i 've always wondered what went wrong between stephen irving and lavendar lewis , " continued marilla , ignoring davy . " they were certainly engaged twenty-five years ago and then all at once it was broken off . " perhaps it was nothing very dreadful after all . " marilla , please don't say anything about my being at miss lavendar 's to mrs lynde . marilla 's pronouns slandered eliza , who was very fond of her husband . " rachel says if he 'd only brace up and exert his will power he 'd get better . but what is the use of asking a jellyfish to sit up straight ? " continued marilla . " thomas lynde never had any will power to exert . his mother ruled him till he married and then rachel carried it on . it 's a wonder he dared to get sick without asking her permission . but there , i shouldn't talk so . rachel has been a good wife to him . he 'd never have amounted to anything without her , that 's certain . he was born to be ruled ; and it 's well he fell into the hands of a clever , capable manager like rachel . he didn't mind her way . it saved him the bother of ever making up his own mind about anything . davy , do stop squirming like an eel . " " i 've nothing else to do , " protested davy . " i can't eat any more , and it 's no fun watching you and anne eat . " " well , you and dora go out and give the hens their wheat , " said marilla . " and don't you try to pull any more feathers out of the white rooster 's tail either . " " i wanted some feathers for an injun headdress , " said davy sulkily . " milty boulter has a dandy one , made out of the feathers his mother give him when she killed their old white gobbler . you might let me have some . that rooster 's got ever so many more'n he wants . " " you do spoil that boy dreadfully , " said marilla , when davy , with a radiant face , had followed prim dora out . " all the boys of his class have indian headdresses , and davy wants one too , " said anne . " i know how it feels . . . i 'll never forget how i used to long for puffed sleeves when all the other girls had them . and davy isn't being spoiled . he is improving every day . think what a difference there is in him since he came here a year ago . " " he certainly doesn't get into as much mischief since he began to go to school , " acknowledged marilla . " i suppose he works off the tendency with the other boys . but it 's a wonder to me we haven't heard from richard keith before this . never a word since last may . " " i 'll be afraid to hear from him , " sighed anne , beginning to clear away the dishes . " if a letter should come i 'd dread opening it , for fear it would tell us to send the twins to him . " a month later a letter did come . but it was not from richard keith . a friend of his wrote to say that richard keith had died of consumption a fortnight previously . in the meantime the interest was to be used for their maintenance . " it seems dreadful to be glad of anything in connection with a death , " said anne soberly . " i 'm sorry for poor mr keith ; but i am glad that we can keep the twins . " " it 's a very good thing about the money , " said marilla practically . " i wanted to keep them but i really didn't see how i could afford to do it , especially when they grew older . you do far too much for them as it is . dora didn't need that new hat you bought her any more than a cat needs two tails . but now the way is made clear and they are provided for . " davy and dora were delighted when they heard that they were to live at green gables , " for good . " the death of an uncle whom they had never seen could not weigh a moment in the balance against that . but dora had one misgiving . " was uncle richard buried ? " she whispered to anne . " yes , dear , of course . " " he ..y ..y ..y he ..y ..y ..y isn't like mirabel cotton 's uncle , is he ? " in a still more agitated whisper . " he won't walk about houses after being buried , will he , anne ? " xxiii miss lavendar 's romance " i think i 'll take a walk through to echo lodge this evening , " said anne , one friday afternoon in december . " it looks like snow , " said marilla dubiously . " i 'll be there before the snow comes and i mean to stay all night . diana can't go because she has company , and i 'm sure miss lavendar will be looking for me tonight . it 's a whole fortnight since i was there . " anne had paid many a visit to echo lodge since that october day . sometimes she and diana drove around by the road ; sometimes they walked through the woods . when diana could not go anne went alone . at the first bend she came upon miss lavendar , standing under a big , broad-branching fir . she wore a gown of warm , rich red , and her head and shoulders were wrapped in a silvery gray silk shawl . " you look like the queen of the fir wood fairies , " called anne merrily . " i thought you would come tonight , anne , " said miss lavendar , running forward . " and i 'm doubly glad , for charlotta the fourth is away . her mother is sick and she had to go home for the night . i should have been very lonely if you hadn't come . ..y ..y even the dreams and the echoes wouldn't have been enough company . " how pretty and how young ! it 's so delightful to be seventeen , isn't it ? i do envy you , " concluded miss lavendar candidly . " but you are only seventeen at heart , " smiled anne . " no , i 'm old . ..y ..y or rather middle-aged , which is far worse , " sighed miss lavendar . " sometimes i can pretend i 'm not , but at other times i realize it . and i can't reconcile myself to it as most women seem to . i 'm just as rebellious as i was when i discovered my first gray hair . now , anne , don't look as if you were trying to understand . seventeen can't understand . i 'm going to pretend right away that i am seventeen too , and i can do it , now that you're here . you always bring youth in your hand like a gift . we 're going to have a jolly evening . tea first . ..y ..y what do you want for tea ? we 'll have whatever you like . do think of something nice and indigestible . " there were sounds of riot and mirth in the little stone house that night . " i 'm so glad you 're here , anne , " said miss lavendar , nibbling at her candy . " if you weren't i should be blue . ..y ..y very blue . ..y ..y almost navy blue . dreams and make-believes are all very well in the daytime and the sunshine , but when dark and storm come they fail to satisfy . one wants real things then . but you don't know this . ..y ..y seventeen never knows it . at seventeen dreams do satisfy because you think the realities are waiting for you further on . " but you aren't an old maid , " said anne , smiling into miss lavendar 's wistful woodbrown eyes . " old maids are born . ..y ..y they don't become . " anne , did anyone ever tell you anything about stephen irving and me ? " " yes , " said anne candidly , " i 've heard that you and he were engaged once . " " so we were . ..y ..y twenty-five years ago . ..y ..y a lifetime ago . and we were to have been married the next spring . i had my wedding dress made , although nobody but mother and stephen ever knew that . we 'd been engaged in a way almost all our lives , you might say . how poor mother laughed ! " " and what went wrong ? " asked anne breathlessly . " we had just a stupid , silly , commonplace quarrel . so commonplace that , if you 'll believe me , i don't even remember just how it began . i hardly know who was the more to blame for it . stephen did really begin it , but i suppose i provoked him by some foolishness of mine . he had a rival or two , you see . i was vain and coquettish and liked to tease him a little . he was a very high-strung , sensitive fellow . well , we parted in a temper on both sides . but i thought it would all come right ; and it would have if stephen hadn't come back too soon . anne , my dear , i 'm sorry to say " . . . oh , you needn't smile , ..y ..y ..y it 's only too true . i do sulk ; and stephen came back before i had finished sulking . i wouldn't listen to him and i wouldn't forgive him ; and so he went away for good . he was too proud to come again . and then i sulked because he didn't come . i might have sent for him perhaps , but i couldn't humble myself to do that . i was just as proud as he was . ..y ..y pride and sulkiness make a very bad combination , anne . but i could never care for anybody else and i didn't want to . i knew i would rather be an old maid for a thousand years than marry anybody who wasn't stephen irving . well , it all seems like a dream now , of course . how sympathetic you look , anne . ..y ..y as sympathetic as only seventeen can look . but don't overdo it . i 'm really a very happy , contented little person in spite of my broken heart . my heart did break , if ever a heart did , when i realized that stephen irving was not coming back . but , anne , a broken heart in real life isn't half as dreadful as it is in books . it 's a good deal like a bad tooth . ..y ..y though you won't think that a very romantic simile . and now you 're looking disappointed . that 's the worst . ..y ..y or the best ..y ..y ..y of real life , anne . it won't let you be miserable . it keeps on trying to make you comfortable . ..y ..y and succeeding ....y even when you 're determined to be unhappy and romantic . isn't this candy scrumptious ? i 've eaten far more than is good for me already but i 'm going to keep recklessly on . " after a little silence miss lavendar said abruptly , " it gave me a shock to hear about stephen 's son that first day you were here , anne . i 've never been able to mention him to you since , but i 've wanted to know all about him . what sort of a boy is he ? " " i 'd like to see him , " said miss lavendar softly , as if talking to herself . " i wonder if he looks anything like the little dream-boy who lives here with me . . . my little dream-boy . " " if you would like to see paul i 'll bring him through with me sometime , " said anne . " i would like it . . . but not too soon . i want to get used to the thought . in a month 's time you may bring him . " accordingly , a month later anne and paul walked through the woods to the stone house , and met miss lavendar in the lane . she had not been expecting them just then and she turned very pale . " he ..y ..y ..y he is very like his father . " " everybody says i 'm a chip off the old block , " remarked paul , quite at his ease . anne , who had been watching the little scene , drew a relieved breath . she saw that miss lavendar and paul had " taken " to each other , and that there would be no constraint or stiffness . " come again , laddie , " said miss lavendar , shaking hands with him at parting . " you may kiss me if you like , " said paul gravely . miss lavendar stooped and kissed him . " how did you know i wanted to ? " she whispered . " because you looked at me just as my little mother used to do when she wanted to kiss me . as a rule , i don't like to be kissed . boys don't . you know , miss lewis . but i think i rather like to have you kiss me . and of course i 'll come to see you again . i think i 'd like to have you for a particular friend of mine , if you don't object . " " i . . . i don't think i shall object , " said miss lavendar . she turned and went in very quickly ; but a moment later she was waving a gay and smiling good-bye to them from the window . " i like miss lavendar , " announced paul , as they walked through the beech woods . " i like the way she looked at me , and i like her stone house , and i like charlotta the fourth . i wish grandma irving had a charlotta the fourth instead of a mary joe . i feel sure charlotta the fourth wouldn't think i was wrong in my upper story when i told her what i think about things . wasn't that a splendid tea we had , teacher ? grandma says a boy shouldn't be thinking about what he gets to eat , but he can't help it sometimes when he is real hungry . you know , teacher . i don't think miss lavendar would make a boy eat porridge for breakfast if he didn't like it . she 'd get things for him he did like . but of course " . . . paul was nothing if not fair-minded . ..y ..y " that mightn't be very good for him . it 's very nice for a change though , teacher . you know . " xxiv a prophet in his own country gossip , as usual , was wrong . gilbert blythe , aided and abetted by anne , had written the notes , putting in the one about himself as a blind . only two of the notes have any bearing on this history : " rumor has it that there will be a wedding in our village ere the daisies are in bloom . a new and highly respected citizen will lead to the hymeneal altar one of our most popular ladies . the area of the storm will extend over the greater part of the province . people traveling that evening will do well to take umbrellas and mackintoshes with them . " poor old uncle abe felt rather indignant over the notes . he suspected that " observer " was making fun of him . he angrily denied having assigned any particular date for his storm but nobody believed him . life in avonlea continued on the smooth and even tenor of its way . the " planting " was put in ; the improvers celebrated an arbor day . each improver set out , or caused to be set out , five ornamental trees . as the society now numbered forty members , this meant a total of two hundred young trees . anne liked to sleep with her window open and let the cherry fragrance blow over her face all night . she thought it very poetical . marilla thought she was risking her life . " i think it would be ever so much better than having it in november when everything is dead or asleep . i feel exactly as eve must have felt in the garden of eden before the trouble began . is that grass in the hollow green or golden ? marilla looked scandalized and glanced apprehensively around to make sure the twins were not within earshot . they came around the corner of the house just then . " ain't it an awful nice-smelling evening ? " asked davy , sniffing delightedly as he swung a hoe in his grimy hands . he had been working in his garden . both had eagerly gone to work in a characteristic fashion . dora planted , weeded , and watered carefully , systematically , and dispassionately . as a result , her plot was already green with prim , orderly little rows of vegetables and annuals . " how is your garden coming on , davy-boy ? " asked anne . " kind of slow , " said davy with a sigh . " i don't know why the things don't grow better . milty boulter says i must have planted them in the dark of the moon and that 's the whole trouble . is that true , anne ? i want to know . " " i only pulled six of them up , " protested davy . " i wanted to see if there was grubs at the roots . milty boulter said if it wasn't the moon 's fault it must be grubs . but i only found one grub . he was a great big juicy curly grub . i put him on a stone and got another stone and smashed him flat . he made a jolly squish i tell you . i was sorry there wasn't more of them . dora 's garden was planted same time 's mine and her things are growing all right . it can't be the moon , " davy concluded in a reflective tone . " marilla , look at that apple tree , " said anne . " why , the thing is human . it is reaching out long arms to pick its own pink skirts daintily up and provoke us to admiration . " " those yellow duchess trees always bear well , " said marilla complacently . " that tree 'll be loaded this year . i 'm real glad . ..y ..y they 're great for pies . " but neither marilla nor anne nor anybody else was fated to make pies out of yellow duchess apples that year . a hot breeze blew all the forenoon ; but after noon hour it died away into a heavy stillness . at half past three anne heard a low rumble of thunder . she promptly dismissed school at once , so that the children might get home before the storm came . annetta bell caught her hand nervously . " oh , teacher , look at that awful cloud ! " anne looked and gave an exclamation of dismay . in the northwest a mass of cloud , such as she had never in all her life beheld before , was rapidly rolling up . it was dead black , save where its curled and fringed edges showed a ghastly , livid white . it hung so low that it almost seemed to be touching the tops of the wooded hills . mr harmon andrews came clattering up the hill in his truck wagon , urging his team of grays to their utmost speed . he pulled them to a halt opposite the school . " guess uncle abe 's hit it for once in his life , anne , " he shouted . " his storm 's coming a leetle ahead of time . did ye ever see the like of that cloud ? through all the clamor of the storm came the thud of torn branches striking the house and the sharp crack of breaking glass . for three quarters of an hour the storm raged unabated and no one who underwent it ever forgot it . anne , white as paper , had dragged the sofa away from the window and sat on it with a twin on either side . davy at the first crash had howled , " anne , anne , is it the judgment day ? dora , somewhat pale but quite composed , sat with her hand clasped in anne 's , quiet and motionless . it is doubtful if an earthquake would have disturbed dora . then , almost as suddenly as it began , the storm ceased . marilla rose from her knees , weak and trembling , and dropped on her rocker . her face was haggard and she looked ten years older . " have we all come out of that alive ? " she asked solemnly . " you bet we have , " piped davy cheerfully , quite his own man again . " i wasn't a bit scared either . ..y ..y only just at the first . it come on a fellow so sudden . i made up my mind quick as a wink that i wouldn't fight teddy sloane monday as i 'd promised ; but now maybe i will . say , dora , was you scared ? " anne got marilla a glassful of her potent currant wine . . . not only was every blossom stripped from the apple trees but great boughs and branches were wrenched away . and out of the two hundred trees set out by the improvers by far the greater number were snapped off or torn to shreds . " can it possibly be the same world it was an hour ago ? " asked anne , dazedly . " it must have taken longer than that to play such havoc . " " the like of this has never been known in prince edward island , " said marilla , " never . i remember when i was a girl there was a bad storm , but it was nothing to this . we 'll hear of terrible destruction , you may be sure . " " i do hope none of the children were caught out in it , " murmured anne anxiously . " there comes john henry carter , " said marilla . john henry came wading through the hailstones with a rather scared grin . " oh , ain't this awful , miss cuthbert ? mr harrison sent me over to see if yous had come out all right . " " we 're none of us killed , " said marilla grimly , " and none of the buildings was struck . i hope you got off equally well . " " yas 'm . not quite so well , ma'am . we was struck . yas 'm . " " was ginger hurt ? " queried anne . " yas 'm . he was hurt pretty bad . he was killed . " later on anne went over to comfort mr harrison . she found him sitting by the table , stroking ginger 's gay dead body with a trembling hand . " poor ginger won't call you any more names , anne , " he said mournfully . anne could never have imagined herself crying on ginger 's account , but the tears came into her eyes . " he was all the company i had , anne . ..y ..y and now he 's dead . well , well , i 'm an old fool to care so much . i 'll let on i don't care . i know you 're going to say something sympathetic as soon as i stop talking . ..y ..y but don't . if you did i 'd cry like a baby . hasn't this been a terrible storm ? i guess folks won't laugh at uncle abe 's predictions again . seems as if all the storms that he 's been prophesying all his life that never happened came all at once . beats all how he struck the very day though , don't it ? look at the mess we have here . i must hustle round and get some boards to patch up that hole in the floor . " avonlea folks did nothing the next day but visit each other and compare damages . the roads were impassable for wheels by reason of the hailstones , so they walked or rode on horseback . the mail came late with ill tidings from all over the province . uncle abe waded out to the blacksmith 's forge early in the morning and spent the whole day there . it was uncle abe 's hour of triumph and he enjoyed it to the full . uncle abe forgot that he had ever denied setting the day . as for the trifling discrepancy in the hour , that was nothing . gilbert arrived at green gables in the evening and found marilla and anne busily engaged in nailing strips of oilcloth over the broken windows . " goodness only knows when we 'll get glass for them , " said marilla . " mr barry went over to carmody this afternoon but not a pane could he get for love or money . lawson and blair were cleaned out by the carmody people by ten o'clock . was the storm bad at white sands , gilbert ? " " i should say so . i was caught in the school with all the children and i thought some of them would go mad with fright . " i only squealed once , " said davy proudly . anne came running down from the west gable . " oh , gilbert , have you heard the news ? mr levi boulter 's old house was struck and burned to the ground . it seems to me that i 'm dreadfully wicked to feel glad over that , when so much damage has been done . mr boulter says he believes the a.v.i.s. magicked up that storm on purpose . " ' uncle abe 's storm ' will go down in local history . it is a most extraordinary coincidence that it should have come on the very day we selected . i actually have a half guilty feeling , as if i really had ' magicked ' it up . we may as well rejoice over the old house being removed , for there 's not much to rejoice over where our young trees are concerned . not ten of them have escaped . " " ah , well , we 'll just have to plant them over again next spring , " said anne philosophically . " that is one good thing about this world . ..y ..y there are always sure to be more springs . " xxv an avonlea scandal i 'm so sorry . . . i wanted some for matthew 's grave . he was always so fond of june lilies . " and my annuals are all coming up again . ..y ..y but oh , nothing can replace the june lilies . poor little hester gray will have none either . i went all the way back to her garden last night but there wasn't one . i 'm sure she 'll miss them . " " i don't think it 's right for you to say such things , anne , i really don't , " said marilla severely . " hester gray has been dead for thirty years and her spirit is in heaven . . . i hope . " " yes , but i believe she loves and remembers her garden here still , " said anne . " i 'm sure no matter how long i 'd lived in heaven i 'd like to look down and see somebody putting flowers on my grave . how sweet you are singing , little bird . you are just putting the feelings of my heart into song ever so much better than i could myself . why , who is coming ? " an express wagon was jolting up the lane , with two people on the front seat and a big trunk behind . " is this where mr james a harrison lives ? " she inquired briskly . " no , mr harrison lives over there , " said anne , quite lost in astonishment . " well , i did think this place seemed too tidy . . . " is it true that james a. is going to be married to some woman living in this settlement ? " " but i saw it in an island paper , " persisted the fair unknown . " a friend sent a marked copy to me . ..y ..y friends are always so ready to do such things . james a . 's name was written in over ' new citizen . ' " " oh , that note was only meant as a joke , " gasped anne . " mr harrison has no intention of marrying anybody . i assure you he hasn't . " i am his wife . oh , you may well look surprised . i suppose he has been masquerading as a bachelor and breaking hearts right and left . well , well , james a ..y , " nodding vigorously over the fields at the long white house , " your fun is over . i am here . ..y ..y though i wouldn't have bothered coming if i hadn't thought you were up to some mischief . i suppose , " turning to anne , " that parrot of his is as profane as ever ? " " his parrot . ..y ..y is dead . . . i think , " gasped poor anne , who couldn't have felt sure of her own name at that precise moment . " dead ! everything will be all right then , " cried the rosy lady jubilantly . " i can manage james a. if that bird is out of the way . " with which cryptic utterance she went joyfully on her way and anne flew to the kitchen door to meet marilla . " anne , who was that woman ? " " marilla , " said anne solemnly , but with dancing eyes , " do i look as if i were crazy ? " " not more so than usual , " said marilla , with no thought of being sarcastic . " well then , do you think i am awake ? " " anne , what nonsense has got into you ? who was that woman , i say ? " anyway , i 'm sure i couldn't have imagined such a bonnet . she says she is mr harrison 's wife , marilla . " marilla stared in her turn . " his wife ! anne shirley ! then what has he been passing himself off as an unmarried man for ? " " i don't suppose he did , really , " said anne , trying to be just . " he never said he wasn't married . people simply took it for granted . oh marilla , what will mrs lynde say to this ? " they found out what mrs lynde had to say when she came up that evening . mrs lynde wasn't surprised ! mrs lynde had always expected something of the sort ! mrs lynde had always known there was something about mr harrison ! " to think of his deserting his wife ! " she said indignantly . " but we don't know that he deserted her , " protested anne , determined to believe her friend innocent till he was proved guilty . " we don't know the rights of it at all . " " well , we soon will . i 'll find out the whole story and come in and tell you on the way back . " mrs lynde rushed in where anne had feared to tread . she and marilla waited expectantly for that good lady 's return , but waited in vain . mrs lynde did not revisit green gables that night . davy , arriving home at nine o'clock from the boulter place , explained why . mrs lynde said to tell you she was sorry it was too late to call tonight . anne , i 'm awful hungry . we had tea at milty 's at four and i think mrs boulter is real mean . she didn't give us any preserves or cake . ..y ..y and even the bread was skurce . " " davy , when you go visiting you must never criticize anything you are given to eat , " said anne solemnly . " it is very bad manners . " " all right . . . i 'll only think it , " said davy cheerfully . " do give a fellow some supper , anne . " anne looked at marilla , who followed her into the pantry and shut the door cautiously . " you can give him some jam on his bread , i know what tea at levi boulter 's is apt to be . " davy took his slice of bread and jam with a sigh . " it 's a kind of disappointing world after all , " he remarked . " milty has a cat that takes fits . ..y ..y she 's took a fit regular every day for three weeks . milty says it 's awful fun to watch her . but never mind " . . . it doesn't seem likely she 'd stop having them all at once when she 's been so in the habit of it , does it ? this jam is awful nice . " davy had no sorrows that plum jam could not cure . sunday proved so rainy that there was no stirring abroad ; but by monday everybody had heard some version of the harrison story . the school buzzed with it and davy came home , full of information . milty says one way is just to start off and leave your wife , and that 's what mr harrison did . milty says mr harrison left his wife because she throwed things at him . . . i wouldn't leave my wife for anything like that . that'd settle her pretty quick i guess . but annetta clay says she left him because he wouldn't scrape his boots at the door and she doesn't blame her . i 'm going right over to mr harrison 's this minute to see what she's like . " davy soon returned , somewhat cast down . " mrs harrison was away . ..y ..y she 's gone to carmody with mrs rachel lynde to get new paper for the parlor . and mr harrison said to tell anne to go over and see him ' cause he wants to have a talk with her . and say , the floor is scrubbed , and mr harrison is shaved , though there wasn't any preaching yesterday . " the harrison kitchen wore a very unfamiliar look to anne . he was sprucely shaved and what little hair he had was carefully trimmed . " emily 's gone over to carmody with rachel lynde . ..y ..y she 's struck up a lifelong friendship already with rachel lynde . beats all how contrary women are . well , anne , my easy times are over . . . all over . it 's neatness and tidiness for me for the rest of my natural life , i suppose . " mr harrison did his best to speak dolefully , but an irrepressible twinkle in his eye betrayed him . " mr harrison , you are glad your wife is come back , " cried anne , shaking her finger at him . " you needn't pretend you 're not , because i can see it plainly . " mr harrison relaxed into a sheepish smile . " well . ..y ..y well . . . i 'm getting used to it , " he conceded . " i can't say i was sorry to see emily . " nobody would have supposed you went to see isabella andrews if you hadn't pretended to be unmarried , " said anne severely . " i didn't pretend i was . if anybody 'd have asked me if i was married i 'd have said i was . but they just took it for granted . i wasn't anxious to talk about the matter . . . i was feeling too sore over it . it would have been nuts for mrs rachel lynde if she had known my wife had left me , wouldn't it now ? " " but some people say that you left her . " " she started it , anne , she started it . but let's go out on the veranda . everything is so fearful neat in here that it kind of makes me homesick . i suppose i 'll get used to it after awhile but it eases me up to look at the yard . emily hasn't had time to tidy it up yet . " as soon as they were comfortably seated on the veranda mr harrison began his tale of woe . " i lived in scottsford , new brunswick , before i came here , anne . but three years ago she died . before she died she worried a lot about what was to become of me and finally she got me to promise i 'd get married . she advised me to take emily scott because emily had money of her own and was a pattern housekeeper . i said , says i , ' emily scott wouldn't look at me . ' and emily said she 'd have me . never was so surprised in my life , anne . ..y ..y a smart pretty little woman like her and an old fellow like me . i tell you i thought at first i was in luck . well , we were married and took a little wedding trip to st john for a fortnight and then we went home . well , she cleaned house till one o'clock that night and at four she was up and at it again . and she kept on that way . ..y ..y far's i could see she never stopped . it was scour and sweep and dust everlasting , except on sundays , and then she was just longing for monday to begin again . but it was her way of amusing herself and i could have reconciled myself to it if she 'd left me alone . but that she wouldn't do . she 'd set out to make me over but she hadn't caught me young enough . i wasn't allowed to come into the house unless i changed my boots for slippers at the door . i darsn't smoke a pipe for my life unless i went to the barn . and i didn't use good enough grammar . emily 'd been a schoolteacher in her early life and she 'd never got over it . then she hated to see me eating with my knife . well , there it was , pick and nag everlasting . but i s'pose , anne , to be fair , i was cantankerous too . i didn't try to improve as i might have done . . . i just got cranky and disagreeable when she found fault . i told her one day she hadn't complained of my grammar when i proposed to her . it wasn't an overly tactful thing to say . a woman would forgive a man for beating her sooner than for hinting she was too much pleased to get him . ginger was the rock we split on at last . emily didn't like parrots and she couldn't stand ginger 's profane habits of speech . i was attached to the bird for my brother the sailor 's sake . my brother the sailor was a pet of mine when we were little tads and he 'd sent ginger to me when he was dying . i didn't see any sense in getting worked up over his swearing . but emily couldn't see it that way . women ain't logical . seemed as if the more she tried the worse ginger got , same as me . " well , things went on like this , both of us getting raspier , till the climax came . emily invited our minister and his wife to tea , and another minister and his wife that was visiting them . i 'd promised to put ginger away in some safe place where nobody would hear him . . . but it slipped my mind . . . the gobbler had come into view in the yard and the sight of a gobbler always had an unwholesome effect on ginger . he surpassed himself that time . i went out and carried ginger to the barn . i can't say i enjoyed the meal . but there was no emily and there was a letter on the table . ..y ..y just according to the rule in story books . i packed up her belongings and sent them after her . it made an awful lot of talk . . . scottsford was pretty near as bad as avonlea for gossip . ..y ..y and everybody sympathized with emily . it kept me all cross and cantankerous and i saw i 'd have to get out or i 'd never have any peace . i concluded i 'd come to the island . so , just to be contrary , i moved over here . and that 's all there is to it . so she 's here and she 's going to stay . ..y ..y seeing that ginger 's dead and the island 's some bigger than she thought . there 's mrs lynde and her now . no , don't go , anne . stay and get acquainted with emily . she took quite a notion to you saturday . ..y ..y wanted to know who that handsome redhaired girl was at the next house . " mrs harrison welcomed anne radiantly and insisted on her staying to tea . " i want to get acquainted with all my new neighbors just as soon as possible . mrs lynde is a lovely woman , isn't she ? so friendly . " " i suppose , " said mrs harrison confidentially , " that james a. has told you our story ? " " yes . " " then i needn't tell it , for james a. is a just man and he would tell the truth . the blame was far from being all on his side . i can see that now . i wasn't back in my own house an hour before i wished i hadn't been so hasty but i wouldn't give in . i see now that i expected too much of a man . and i was real foolish to mind his bad grammar . i feel that james a. and i are going to be real happy now . i wish i knew who ' observer ' is , so that i could thank him . i owe him a real debt of gratitude . " anne kept her own counsel and mrs harrison never knew that her gratitude found its way to its object . anne felt rather bewildered over the far-reaching consequences of those foolish " notes . " they had reconciled a man to his wife and made the reputation of a prophet . mrs lynde was in the green gables kitchen . she had been telling the whole story to marilla . " well , and how do you like mrs harrison ? " she asked anne . " very much . i think she 's a real nice little woman . " well , i must get back . thomas 'll be wearying for me . i hear gilbert blythe has resigned from white sands . he 'll be off to college in the fall , i suppose . " she carried davy away , her oval girlish cheek pressed against his curly yellow head . as they went up the stairs davy flung a tired arm about anne 's neck and gave her a warm hug and a sticky kiss . " you 're awful nice , anne . milty boulter wrote on his slate today and showed it to jennie sloane , " ' roses red and vi'lets blue , sugar 's sweet , and so are you " and that ' spresses my feelings for you ezackly , anne . " xxvi around the bend thomas lynde faded out of life as quietly and unobtrusively as he had lived it . his wife was a tender , patient , unwearied nurse . " a good wife . i 'm sorry i ain't leaving you better off ; but the children will look after you . they 're all smart , capable children , just like their mother . a good mother . ..y ..y a good woman . . . . " " anne , thomas lynde is gone . ..y ..y their hired boy just brought the word . i 'm going right down to rachel . " on the day after thomas lynde 's funeral marilla went about green gables with a strangely preoccupied air . occasionally she looked at anne , seemed on the point of saying something , then shook her head and buttoned up her mouth . " how is mrs lynde tonight ? " asked the latter . " but she 's very lonely . eliza had to go home today . ..y ..y her son isn't well and she felt she couldn't stay any longer . " " when i 've finished these exercises i 'll run down and chat awhile with mrs lynde , " said anne . " i had intended to study some latin composition tonight but it can wait . " " i suppose gilbert blythe is going to college in the fall , " said marilla jerkily . " how would you like to go too , anne ? " anne looked up in astonishment . " i would like it , of course , marilla . but it isn't possible . " " i guess it can be made possible . i 've always felt that you should go . i 've never felt easy to think you were giving it all up on my account . " " but marilla , i 've never been sorry for a moment that i stayed home . i 've been so happy . . . oh , these past two years have just been delightful . " " oh , yes , i know you 've been contented enough . but that isn't the question exactly . you ought to go on with your education . " yes , but i can't go , marilla . your eyes are better , of course ; but i can't leave you alone with the twins . they need so much looking after . " " i won't be alone with them . that 's what i meant to discuss with you . i had a long talk with rachel tonight . anne , she 's feeling dreadful bad over a good many things . she 's not left very well off . and then of course thomas ' illness has cost a good deal , one way or another . the farm will have to be sold and rachel thinks there 'll be hardly anything left after the bills are settled . she says she 'll have to go and live with eliza and it 's breaking her heart to think of leaving avonlea . a woman of her age doesn't make new friends and interests easy . if i had rachel living with me you could go to college . how do you feel about it ? " " but as for asking mrs lynde to come here , that is for you to decide , marilla . do you think . . . are you sure . ..y ..y you would like it ? mrs lynde is a good woman and a kind neighbor , but . . . but . . . " " but she 's got her faults , you mean to say ? i 'd miss her terrible . she 's the only close friend i 've got here and i 'd be lost without her . do you remember , anne ? " " i should think i do , " said anne ruefully . " people don't forget things like that . how i hated poor mrs rachel at that moment ! " " and then that ' apology ' you made her . well , you were a handful , in all conscience , anne . i did feel so puzzled and bewildered how to manage you . matthew understood you better . " " matthew understood everything , " said anne softly , as she always spoke of him . " well , i think it could be managed so that rachel and i wouldn't clash at all . she could put her stove there and what furniture she wanted to keep , and be real comfortable and independent . she 'll have enough to live on of course ... her children 'll see to that ... so all i 'd be giving her would be house room . yes , anne , far as i 'm concerned i 'd like it . " " then ask her , " said anne promptly . " i 'd be very sorry myself to see mrs rachel go away . " " and if she comes , " continued marilla , " you can go to college as well as not . anne had a long meditation at her window that night . joy and regret struggled together in her heart . she must give up her school . ..y ..y and she loved every one of her pupils , even the stupid and naughty ones . the mere thought of paul irving made her wonder if redmond were such a name to conjure with after all . but it 's best to go , i think , and , as marilla says , there 's no good reason why i shouldn't . i must get out all my ambitions and dust them . " " i certainly never thought of living as far off the road as green gables , " sighed mrs rachel to herself . " but really , green gables doesn't seem as out of the world as it used to do . . . anne has lots of company and the twins make it real lively . and anyhow , i 'd rather live at the bottom of a well than leave avonlea . " these two decisions being noised abroad speedily ousted the arrival of mrs harrison in popular gossip . sage heads were shaken over marilla cuthbert 's rash step in asking mrs rachel to live with her . people opined that they wouldn't get on together . they had come to a clear and distinct understanding of the respective duties and rights of their new arrangements and meant to abide by them . i 'm not an encyclopedia , neither am i a philadelphia lawyer . you 'll miss anne for that . " " sometimes anne 's answers were about as queer as davy 's questions , " said marilla drily . " the twins will miss her and no mistake ; but her future can't be sacrificed to davy 's thirst for information . when he asks questions i can't answer i 'll just tell him children should be seen and not heard . " well , anne 's methods seem to have worked fairly well with davy , " said mrs lynde smilingly . " he is a reformed character , that's what . " " he isn't a bad little soul , " conceded marilla . " i never expected to get as fond of those children as i have . " monotonous ? exactly , " supplied mrs . rachel . " like a book where every page is the same , that's what . dora will make a good , reliable woman but she 'll never set the pond on fire . well , that sort of folks are comfortable to have round , even if they 're not as interesting as the other kind . " gilbert blythe was probably the only person to whom the news of anne 's resignation brought unmixed pleasure . her pupils looked upon it as a sheer catastrophe . annetta bell had hysterics when she went home . anthony pye fought two pitched and unprovoked battles with other boys by way of relieving his feelings . barbara shaw cried all night . paul irving defiantly told his grandmother that she needn't expect him to eat any porridge for a week . " i can't do it , grandma , " he said . " i don't really know if i can eat anything . i feel as if there was a dreadful lump in my throat . i 'd have cried coming home from school if jake donnell hadn't been watching me . i believe i will cry after i go to bed . it wouldn't show on my eyes tomorrow , would it ? and it would be such a relief . but anyway , i can't eat porridge . oh grandma , i don't know what i 'll do when my beautiful teacher goes away . milty boulter says he bets jane andrews will get the school . i suppose miss andrews is very nice . but i know she won't understand things like miss shirley . " diana also took a very pessimistic view of affairs . " you and gilbert will be gone . ..y ..y and the allans too . they are going to call mr allan to charlottetown and of course he 'll accept . it 's too mean . " i hope they won't call mr baxter from east grafton here , anyhow , " said anne decidedly . " he wants the call but he does preach such gloomy sermons . mr bell says he 's a minister of the old school , but mrs lynde says there 's nothing whatever the matter with him but indigestion . mrs allan feels very badly about going away . and then , there 's the baby 's grave , you know . she told me all about it last evening when i was up putting some of those early wild roses on matthew 's grave . " that i would do it , " supplied diana heartily . " of course i will . and i 'll put them on matthew 's grave too , for your sake , anne . " " oh , thank you . i meant to ask you to if you would . and on little hester gray 's too ? please don't forget hers . do you know , i 've thought and dreamed so much about little hester gray that she has become strangely real to me . and we would sit down on the old bench and talk a little and dream a little , or just be beautifully silent together . and i would not know whether it had been real or if i had just imagined it all . " diana crawled up and got her back against the headboard of the bed . " i 'm afraid the improvement society will go down when you and gilbert are both gone , " she remarked dolefully . " not a bit of fear of it , " said anne briskly , coming back from dreamland to the affairs of practical life . " it is too firmly established for that , especially since the older people are becoming so enthusiastic about it . look what they are doing this summer for their lawns and lanes . besides , i 'll be watching for hints at redmond and i 'll write a paper for it next winter and send it over . don't take such a gloomy view of things , diana . and don't grudge me my little hour of gladness and jubilation now . later on , when i have to go away , i 'll feel anything but glad . " " i hope i shall make new friends , " said anne thoughtfully . " the possibilities of making new friends help to make life very fascinating . can you guess who she is , diana ? " well , of course these past two years have really been too pleasant to last . i know somebody who is glad you are going to redmond anyhow . anne , i 'm going to ask you a question . ..y ..y a serious question . don't be vexed and do answer seriously . do you care anything for gilbert ? " diana sighed . she wished , somehow , that anne had answered differently . " don't you mean ever to be married , anne ? " " but how can you be sure when you do meet the right one ? " persisted diana . " oh , i should know him . . . something would tell me . you know what my ideal is , diana . " " but people 's ideals change sometimes . " " mine won't . and i couldn't care for any man who didn't fulfill it . " " what if you never meet him ? " " then i shall die an old maid , " was the cheerful response . " i daresay it isn't the hardest death by any means . " " although i wouldn't mind being an old maid very much if i could be one like miss lavendar . but i never could be . when i 'm forty-five i 'll be horribly fat . and while there might be some romance about a thin old maid there couldn't possibly be any about a fat one . oh , mind you , nelson atkins proposed to ruby gillis three weeks ago . ruby told me all about it . and she says wilbur blair is literally pining away for her but she 's perfectly helpless in the matter . " anne made an impatient movement . i liked her when we went to school and queen 's together . ..y ..y though not so well as you and jane of course . but this last year at carmody she seems so different . ..y ..y so . ..y ..y so . . . " " i know , " nodded diana . " it 's the gillis coming out in her . ..y ..y she can't help it . mrs lynde says that if ever a gillis girl thought about anything but the boys she never showed it in her walk and conversation . she talks about nothing but boys and what compliments they pay her , and how crazy they all are about her at carmody . and the strange thing is , they are , too . . . " diana admitted this somewhat resentfully . " last night when i saw her in mr blair 's store she whispered to me that she 'd just made a new ' mash . ' i wouldn't ask her who it was , because i knew she was dying to be asked . well , it 's what ruby always wanted , i suppose . she 's so different from jane , isn't she ? jane is such a nice , sensible , lady-like girl . " do you remember that evening we first met , diana , and ' swore ' eternal friendship in your garden ? we 've kept that ' oath , ' i think . ..y ..y we 've never had a quarrel nor even a coolness . i shall never forget the thrill that went over me the day you told me you loved me . i had had such a lonely , starved heart all through my childhood . i 'm just beginning to realize how starved and lonely it really was . nobody cared anything for me or wanted to be bothered with me . but when i came to green gables everything was changed . and then i met you . you don't know what your friendship meant to me . i want to thank you here and now , dear , for the warm and true affection you 've always given me . " " and always , always will , " sobbed diana . " i shall never love anybody . ..y ..y any girl . ..y ..y half as well as i love you . and if i ever do marry and have a little girl of my own i 'm going to name her anne . " xxvii an afternoon at the stone house " where are you going , all dressed up , anne ? " davy wanted to know . " you look bully in that dress . " it became her perfectly , bringing out all the delicate , flower-like tints of her face and the gloss and burnish of her hair . " davy , how many times have i told you that you mustn't use that word , " she rebuked . " i 'm going to echo lodge . " " take me with you , " entreated davy . " i would if i were driving . but i 'm going to walk and it 's too far for your eight-year-old legs . besides , paul is going with me and i fear you don't enjoy yourself in his company . " " oh , i like paul lots better'n i did , " said davy , beginning to make fearful inroads into his pudding . " since i 've got pretty good myself i don't mind his being gooder so much . if i can keep on i 'll catch up with him some day , both in legs and goodness . ' sides , paul 's real nice to us second primer boys in school . he won't let the other big boys meddle with us and he shows us lots of games . " " how came paul to fall into the brook at noon hour yesterday ? " asked anne . " well , it was partly a zacksident , " explained davy . " he stuck his head in on purpose but the rest of him fell in zacksidentally . he 's clean gone on her . ..y ..y brings her flowers and carries her books as far as the shore road . he got as red as a beet and said his grandmother didn't do any such thing and his hair was born curly . and then he laid down on the bank and stuck his head right into the spring to show them . but the bank 's awful slippy and paul went right in . i tell you he made a bully splash . oh , anne , anne , i didn't mean to say that . ..y ..y it just slipped out before i thought . he made a splendid splash . but he looked so funny when he crawled out , all wet and muddy . the girls laughed more'n ever , but gracie didn't laugh . she looked sorry . gracie 's a nice girl but she 's got a snub nose . when i get big enough to have a girl i won't have one with a snub nose . . . i 'll pick one with a pretty nose like yours , anne . " " and i 'll wash behind my ears too , without being told . i remembered to this morning , marilla . i don't forget half as often as i did . well , if i can't go to miss lavendar 's i 'll go over and see mrs harrison . mrs harrison 's an awful nice woman , i tell you . a good many plums stick to the sides , you see . mr harrison was always a nice man , but he 's twice as nice since he got married over again . i guess getting married makes folks nicer . why don't you get married , marilla ? i want to know . " " but maybe you never asked anybody to have you , " protested davy . " i don't know why they have to do it always , " grumbled davy . " seems to me everything 's put on the men in this world . can i have some more pudding , marilla ? " " you 've had as much as was good for you , " said marilla ; but she gave him a moderate second helping . " i wish people could live on pudding . why can't they , marilla ? i want to know . " " because they 'd soon get tired of it . " " i 'd like to try that for myself , " said skeptical davy . " but i guess it 's better to have pudding only on fish and company days than none at all . they never have any at milty boulter 's . " if milty boulter talks like that about his mother at least you needn't repeat it , " said marilla severely . " bless my soul , " . . . davy had picked this expression up from mr harrison and used it with great gusto . . . " milty meant it as a compelment . he 's awful proud of his mother , cause folks say she could scratch a living on a rock . " " i . . . i suppose them pesky hens are in my pansy bed again , " said marilla , rising and going out hurriedly . the slandered hens were nowhere near the pansy bed and marilla did not even glance at it . instead , she sat down on the cellar hatch and laughed until she was ashamed of herself . " welcome , anne . i thought you 'd come today . you belong to the afternoon so it brought you . things that belong together are sure to come together . what a lot of trouble that would save some people if they only knew it . but they don't . ..y ..y and so they waste beautiful energy moving heaven and earth to bring things together that don't belong . and you , paul . ..y ..y why , you 've grown ! you 're half a head taller than when you were here before . " " grandma says it 's the porridge taking effect at last . perhaps it is . goodness knows . . . " paul sighed deeply . . . " i 've eaten enough to make anyone grow . i do hope , now that i 've begun , i 'll keep on till i 'm as tall as father . he is six feet , you know , miss lavendar . " " is it a good day for the echoes , miss lavendar ? " queried paul anxiously . the day of his first visit had been too windy for echoes and paul had been much disappointed . " yes , just the best kind of a day , " answered miss lavendar , rousing herself from her reverie . " but first we are all going to have something to eat . so we 'll just make a raid on the pantry . fortunately it 's lovely and full . i had a presentiment that i was going to have company today and charlotta the fourth and i prepared . " " i think you are one of the people who always have nice things in their pantry , " declared paul . " grandma 's like that too . but she doesn't approve of snacks between meals . i wonder , " he added meditatively , " if i ought to eat them away from home when i know she doesn't approve . " " oh , i don't think she would disapprove after you have had a long walk . that makes a difference , " said miss lavendar , exchanging amused glances with anne over paul 's brown curls . " i suppose that snacks are extremely unwholesome . that is why we have them so often at echo lodge . we . . . charlotta the fourth and i . ..y ..y live in defiance of every known law of diet . we are always intending to reform . but we never can somehow . ..y ..y until after we 've gone and eaten that very thing . " so i 'm always glad when it 's sunday night . ..y ..y for more reasons than one . sunday is a very long day on the shore road . grandma says it 's all too short for her and that father never found sundays tiresome when he was a little boy . i think a good deal ; but i 'm afraid my thoughts are worldly . grandma says we should never think anything but religious thoughts on sundays . but i feel sure grandma thinks that sermons and sunday school lessons are the only things you can think truly religious thoughts about . and when it comes to a difference of opinion between grandma and teacher i don't know what to do . in my heart " . . . paul laid his hand on his breast and raised very serious blue eyes to miss lavendar 's immediately sympathetic face . . . " i agree with teacher . but you can't tell how they 'll turn out till they are grown up . so sometimes i feel as if it might be safer to go by grandma 's opinions . " " i think it would , " agreed anne solemnly . you 'd better go by her way of expressing it , since it 's been the result of experience . we 'll have to wait until we see how the twins do turn out before we can be sure that my way is equally good . " " so you are going away in the fall ? " said miss lavendar wistfully . " i ought to be glad for your sake , anne . ..y ..y but i 'm horribly , selfishly sorry . i shall miss you so much . oh , sometimes , i think it is of no use to make friends . they only go out of your life after awhile and leave a hurt that is worse than the emptiness before they came . " " that sounds like something miss eliza andrews might say but never miss lavendar , " said anne . " nothing is worse than emptiness . ..y ..y and i 'm not going out of your life . there are such things as letters and vacations . dearest , i 'm afraid you 're looking a little pale and tired . " miss lavendar made an impatient movement with her pretty hands . " i 'm just tired of everything . ..y ..y even of the echoes . there is nothing in my life but echoes . ..y ..y echoes of lost hopes and dreams and joys . they 're beautiful and mocking . oh anne , it 's horrid of me to talk like this when i have company . it 's just that i 'm getting old and it doesn't agree with me . i know i 'll be fearfully cranky by the time i 'm sixty . but perhaps all i need is a course of blue pills . " " early strawberries for tea ! " exclaimed miss lavendar . " oh , i 'm not so old as i thought . ..y ..y and i don't need a single blue pill ! girls , when you come back with your strawberries we 'll have tea out here under the silver poplar . i 'll have it all ready for you with home-grown cream . " " oh , isn't it sweet and fresh back here ? " breathed anne . " i just feel as if i were drinking in the sunshine . " it seemed so easy when you watched anne . charlotta the fourth admired anne wholeheartedly . it was not that she thought her so very handsome . " but i 'd rather look like you than be pretty , " she told anne sincerely . anne laughed , sipped the honey from the tribute , and cast away the sting . she was used to taking her compliments mixed . public opinion never agreed on anne 's looks . people who had heard her called handsome met her and were disappointed . people who had heard her called plain saw her and wondered where other people 's eyes were . anne herself would never believe that she had any claim to beauty . when she looked in the glass all she saw was a little pale face with seven freckles on the nose thereof . she seemed to walk in an atmosphere of things about to happen . as they picked , charlotta the fourth confided to anne her fears regarding miss lavendar . the warm-hearted little handmaiden was honestly worried over her adored mistress ' condition . " miss lavendar isn't well , miss shirley , ma'am . i 'm sure she isn't , though she never complains . she hasn't seemed like herself this long while , ma'am . ..y ..y not since that day you and paul were here together before . i feel sure she caught cold that night , ma'am . there was a lot of snow on the walks and i feel sure she got a chill , ma'am . ever since then i 've noticed her acting tired and lonesome like . she don't seem to take an interest in anything , ma'am . she never pretends company 's coming , nor fixes up for it , nor nothing , ma'am . it 's only when you come she seems to chirk up a bit . and the worst sign of all , miss shirley , ma'am . . . " why , miss shirley , ma'am , yesterday i bruk her green and yaller bowl that 's always stood on the bookcase . her grandmother brought it out from england and miss lavendar was awful choice of it . i tell you i was sorry and scared . i thought miss lavendar would scold me awful , ma'am ; and i 'd ruther she had than take it the way she did . she just come in and hardly looked at it and said , ' it 's no matter , charlotta . take up the pieces and throw them away . ' oh , she isn't well and i feel awful bad about it . she 's got nobody to look after her but me . " charlotta the fourth 's eyes brimmed up with tears . anne patted the little brown paw holding the cracked pink cup sympathetically . " i think miss lavendar needs a change , charlotta . she stays here alone too much . can't we induce her to go away for a little trip ? " charlotta shook her head , with its rampant bows , disconsolately . " i don't think so , miss shirley , ma'am . miss lavendar hates visiting . she 's only got three relations she ever visits and she says she just goes to see them as a family duty . last time when she come home she said she wasn't going to visit for family duty no more . my relations try so hard to make an old lady of me and it has a bad effect on me . ' just like that , miss shirley , ma'am . ' it has a very bad effect on me . ' so i don't think it would do any good to coax her to go visiting . " " we must see what can be done , " said anne decidedly , as she put the last possible berry in her pink cup . " just as soon as i have my vacation i 'll come through and spend a whole week with you . we 'll have a picnic every day and pretend all sorts of interesting things , and see if we can't cheer miss lavendar up . " " that will be the very thing , miss shirley , ma'am , " exclaimed charlotta the fourth in rapture . she was glad for miss lavendar 's sake and for her own too . with a whole week in which to study anne constantly she would surely be able to learn how to move and behave like her . " miss lavendar , why do you look at me like that ? " he asked gravely . " how do i look , paul ? " " you do put me in mind of somebody i knew long ago , " said miss lavendar dreamily . " when you were young ? " " yes , when i was young . do i seem very old to you , paul ? " " do you know , i can't make up my mind about that , " said paul confidentially . " your hair looks old . . . i never knew a young person with white hair . but your eyes are as young as my beautiful teacher 's when you laugh . i tell you what , miss lavendar " . . . paul 's voice and face were as solemn as a judge 's . . . " i think you would make a splendid mother . you have just the right look in your eyes . ..y ..y the look my little mother always had . i think it's a pity you haven't any boys of your own . " " i have a little dream boy , paul . " " oh , have you really ? how old is he ? " " about your age i think . he ought to be older because i dreamed him long before you were born . " i know , " nodded paul . " that 's the beauty of dream-people . ..y ..y they stay any age you want them . you and my beautiful teacher and me myself are the only folks in the world that i know of that have dream-people . isn't it funny and nice we should all know each other ? but i guess that kind of people always find each other out . grandma never has dream-people and mary joe thinks i 'm wrong in the upper story because i have them . but i think it 's splendid to have them . you know , miss lavendar . tell me all about your little dream-boy . " " he has blue eyes and curly hair . he steals in and wakens me with a kiss every morning . then all day he plays here in the garden . ..y ..y and i play with him . such games as we have . we run races and talk with the echoes ; and i tell him stories . and when twilight comes . . . " " i know , " interrupted paul eagerly . " he comes and sits beside you . . . oh , you do know , miss lavendar . " " i 'm afraid we must go , paul , if we want to get home before dark . miss lavendar , i 'm going to invite myself to echo lodge for a whole week pretty soon . " " if you come for a week i 'll keep you for two , " threatened miss lavendar . xxviii the prince comes back to the enchanted palace the last day of school came and went . a triumphant " semi-annual examination " was held and anne 's pupils acquitted themselves splendidly . at the close they gave her an address and a writing desk . mrs harmon andrews , mrs peter sloane , and mrs william bell walked home together and talked things over . " to be sure , " she added hastily , " we all know we 'll have a good teacher next year too . " " jane will do her duty , i 've no doubt , " said mrs andrews rather stiffly . " i don't suppose she 'll tell the children quite so many fairy tales or spend so much time roaming about the woods with them . but she has her name on the inspector 's roll of honor and the newbridge people are in a terrible state over her leaving . " " i 'm real glad anne is going to college , " said mrs bell . " she has always wanted it and it will be a splendid thing for her . " " well , i don't know . " mrs andrews was determined not to agree fully with anybody that day . " i don't see that anne needs any more education . if they taught you at college how to manage a man there might be some sense in her going . " " i see that the charlottetown call to mr allan is up before the presbytery , " said mrs bell . " that means we 'll be losing him soon , i suppose . " " they 're not going before september , " said mrs sloane . but we are none of us perfect . did you notice how neat and snug mr harrison looked today ? i never saw such a changed man . he goes to church every sunday and has subscribed to the salary . " " hasn't that paul irving grown to be a big boy ? " said mrs andrews . " he was such a mite for his age when he came here . i declare i hardly knew him today . he 's getting to look a lot like his father . " " he 's a smart boy , " said mrs bell . " he 's smart enough , but " . . . mrs andrews lowered her voice . . . " i believe he tells queer stories . i told gracie not to believe them , and she said paul didn't intend her to . but if he didn't what did he tell them to her for ? " " anne says paul is a genius , " said mrs sloane . " he may be . you never know what to expect of them americans , " said mrs andrews . she probably thought , with mary joe , that it meant a person with something wrong in his upper story . her heart was so wrung over the parting with her pupils that for a moment college had lost all its charm . for two years she had worked earnestly and faithfully , making many mistakes and learning from them . she had had her reward . " another chapter in my life is closed , " said anne aloud , as she locked her desk . she really felt very sad over it ; but the romance in the idea of that " closed chapter " did comfort her a little . anne spent a fortnight at echo lodge early in her vacation and everybody concerned had a good time . " what a foolish , frivolous person i must be , " she sighed . in the evening she went down to the shore road to see paul irving . " oh , miss shirley , " he cried excitedly , " you can't think what has happened ! something so splendid . father is here . ..y ..y just think of that ! father is here ! come right in . father , this is my beautiful teacher . you know , father . " stephen irving came forward to meet anne with a smile . just the face for a hero of romance , anne thought with a thrill of intense satisfaction . anne would have thought it dreadful if the object of miss lavendar 's romance had not looked the part . i want to thank you for what you have done for paul . i think that your influence has been just what he needed . what was lacking in her you have supplied . between you , i think paul 's training in these two past years has been as nearly ideal as a motherless boy 's could be . " everybody likes to be appreciated . paul sat between them blissfully happy . " i never dreamed father was coming , " he said radiantly . " even grandma didn't know it . it was a great surprise . as a general thing . . . " paul shook his brown curls gravely . . . " i don't like to be surprised . you lose all the fun of expecting things when you 're surprised . but in a case like this it is all right . father came last night after i had gone to bed . but i woke right up and saw father . i tell you i just sprang at him . " " with a hug like a bear 's , " said mr irving , putting his arms around paul 's shoulder smilingly . " i hardly knew my boy , he had grown so big and brown and sturdy . " " i don't know which was the most pleased to see father , grandma or i , " continued paul . " grandma 's been in kitchen all day making the things father likes to eat . she wouldn't trust them to mary joe , she says . that 's her way of showing gladness . i like best just to sit and talk to father . but i 'm going to leave you for a little while now if you 'll excuse me . i must get the cows for mary joe . that is one of my daily duties . " when paul had scampered away to do his " daily duty " mr irving talked to anne of various matters . but anne felt that he was thinking of something else underneath all the time . presently it came to the surface . " in paul 's last letter he spoke of going with you to visit an old . ..y ..y friend of mine . . . miss lewis at the stone house in grafton . do you know her well ? " anne " felt instinctively " that romance was peeping at her around a corner . mr irving rose and went to the window , looking out on a great , golden , billowing sea where a wild wind was harping . for a few moments there was silence in the little dark-walled room . then he turned and looked down into anne 's sympathetic face with a smile , half-whimsical , half-tender . " i wonder how much you know , " he said . " i know all about it , " replied anne promptly . " you see , " she explained hastily , " miss lavendar and i are very intimate . she wouldn't tell things of such a sacred nature to everybody . we are kindred spirits . " " yes , i believe you are . well , i am going to ask a favor of you . i would like to go and see miss lavendar if she will let me . will you ask her if i may come ? " would she not ? oh , indeed she would ! yes , this was romance , the very , the real thing , with all the charm of rhyme and story and dream . never did anne 's feet bear her on a more willing errand than on that walk through the beechwoods to grafton the next morning . she found miss lavendar in the garden . anne was fearfully excited . her hands grew cold and her voice trembled . " miss lavendar , i have something to tell you . ..y ..y something very important . can you guess what it is ? " " stephen irving is home ? " " how did you know ? who told you ? " cried anne disappointedly , vexed that her great revelation had been anticipated . " nobody . i knew that must be it , just from the way you spoke . " " he wants to come and see you , " said anne . " may i send him word that he may ? " " yes , of course , " fluttered miss lavendar . " there is no reason why he shouldn't . he is only coming as any old friend might . " anne had her own opinion about that as she hastened into the house to write a note at miss lavendar 's desk . " oh , it 's delightful to be living in a storybook , " she thought gaily . " it 's so very important , " anne assured him anxiously . but he said he would do his best to remember and she had to be contented with that . charlotta the fourth felt that some mystery pervaded the stone house that afternoon . . . a mystery from which she was excluded . miss lavendar roamed about the garden in a distracted fashion . anne , too , seemed possessed by a demon of unrest , and walked to and fro and went up and down . you see , prince charming is coming tonight . " oh , miss shirley , ma'am , what is that in prose ? " gasped the mystified charlotta . anne laughed . " in prose , an old friend of miss lavendar 's is coming to see her tonight . " " do you mean an old beau of hers ? " demanded the literal charlotta . " that is probably what i do mean . ..y ..y in prose , " answered anne gravely . " it is paul 's father . . . stephen irving . and goodness knows what will come of it , but let us hope for the best , charlotta . " " i hope that he 'll marry miss lavendar , " was charlotta 's unequivocal response . but miss lavendar never was . and i 've been awful worried , thinking what on earth she 'd do when i got so big i'd have to go to boston . she might get someone who wouldn't be as unlucky as me in breaking dishes but she 'd never get anyone who 'd love her better . " and the faithful little handmaiden dashed to the oven door with a sniff . they went through the form of having tea as usual that night at echo lodge ; but nobody really ate anything . after tea miss lavendar went to her room and put on her new forget-me-not organdy , while anne did her hair for her . both were dreadfully excited ; but miss lavendar pretended to be very calm and indifferent . " those curtains have not worn as well as they should , considering the price i paid . dear me , charlotta has forgotten to dust the stair railing again . i really must speak to her about it . " anne was sitting on the porch steps when stephen irving came down the lane and across the garden . " this is the one place where time stands still , " he said , looking around him with delighted eyes . " there is nothing changed about this house or garden since i was here twenty-five years ago . it makes me feel young again . " " you know time always does stand still in an enchanted palace , " said anne seriously . " it is only when the prince comes that things begin to happen . " mr irving smiled a little sadly into her uplifted face , all astar with its youth and promise . " sometimes the prince comes too late , " he said . he did not ask anne to translate her remark into prose . like all kindred spirits he " understood . " and oh , miss shirley , ma'am , do you think it would be much harm to listen at the door ? " " i can't do anything , and it 's awful to hang round just waiting , " sighed charlotta . " what if he don't propose after all , miss shirley , ma'am ? you can never be sure of them men . my older sister , charlotta the first , thought she was engaged to one once . but it turned out he had a different opinion and she says she 'll never trust one of them again . " we 'll go to the kitchen and clean the silver spoons , " said anne . " that 's a task which won't require much thinking fortunately . ..y ..y for i couldn't think tonight . and it will pass the time . " it passed an hour . then , just as anne laid down the last shining spoon , they heard the front door shut . both sought comfort fearfully in each other 's eyes . they flew to the window . mr irving had no intention of going away . he and miss lavendar were strolling slowly down the middle path to the stone bench . " oh , miss shirley , ma'am , he 's got his arm around her waist , " whispered charlotta the fourth delightedly . " he must have proposed to her or she 'd never allow it . " anne caught charlotta the fourth by her own plump waist and danced her around the kitchen until they were both out of breath . there 'll be a wedding in this old stone house before the maple leaves are red . do you want that translated into prose , charlotta ? " " no , i can understand that , " said charlotta . " a wedding ain't poetry . why , miss shirley , ma'am , you 're crying ! what for ? " " it 's all perfectly lovely . ..y ..y but there 's a little sadness mixed up in it too , somehow . " xxix poetry and prose for the next month anne lived in what , for avonlea , might be called a whirl of excitement . the preparation of her own modest outfit for redmond was of secondary importance . then the dressmaker came , and there was the rapture and wretchedness of choosing fashions and being fitted . everybody concerned in miss lavendar 's story was very happy . paul irving rushed to green gables to talk the news over with anne as soon as his father had told him . " i knew i could trust father to pick me out a nice little second mother , " he said proudly . " it 's a fine thing to have a father you can depend on , teacher . i just love miss lavendar . grandma is pleased , too . but i hope she won't give her queer notions up , teacher , because i like them . and i don't want her to be like other people . there are too many other people around as it is . you know , teacher . " charlotta the fourth was another radiant person . " oh , miss shirley , ma'am , it has all turned out so beautiful . ain't mr irving splendid ? it beggars description , miss shirley , ma'am . i 'm awful thankful they're so fond of each other . it 's the best way , when all 's said and done , though some folks can get along without it . but i think she took a resk , miss shirley , ma'am . " " oh , it 's all so romantic , " breathed anne to marilla that night . mr irving says whenever he got that letter he made up his mind to send his partner to san francisco and come here instead . he hadn't heard anything of miss lavendar for fifteen years . somebody had told him then that she was to be married and he thought she was and never asked anybody anything about her . and now everything has come right . and i had a hand in bringing it about . perhaps , as mrs lynde says , everything is foreordained and it was bound to happen anyway . but even so , it 's nice to think one was an instrument used by predestination . yes indeed , it 's very romantic . " " i can't see that it 's so terribly romantic at all , " said marilla rather crisply . then his wife dies and after a decent interval he thinks he 'll come home and see if his first fancy 'll have him . now , where is the romance in all that ? " " i suppose that 's how it looks in prose . but it 's very different if you look at it through poetry . ..y ..y and i think it 's nicer . . . " anne recovered herself and her eyes shone and her cheeks flushed . ..y ..y " to look at it through poetry . " marilla glanced at the radiant young face and refrained from further sarcastic comments . " when 's the wedding to be ? " she asked after a pause . " the last wednesday in august . marilla , that is romantic , even in prose . there 's to be nobody there except mrs irving and paul and gilbert and diana and i , and miss lavendar 's cousins . and they will leave on the six o'clock train for a trip to the pacific coast . when they come back in the fall paul and charlotta the fourth are to go up to boston to live with them . i 'm so glad . there was more romance in the world than that which had fallen to the share of the middle-aged lovers of the stone house . anne stumbled suddenly on it one evening when she went over to orchard slope by the wood cut and came out into the barry garden . diana barry and fred wright were standing together under the big willow . diana was leaning against the gray trunk , her lashes cast down on very crimson cheeks . one hand was held by fred , who stood with his face bent toward her , stammering something in low earnest tones . " diana and fred are in love with each other , " she gasped . " oh , it does seem so . ..y ..y so . ..y ..y so hopelessly grown up . " anne , of late , had not been without her suspicions that diana was proving false to the melancholy byronic hero of her early dreams . " things are changing so fast it almost frightens me , " anne thought , a little sadly . " and i 'm afraid that this can't help making some difference between diana and me . i 'm sure i can't tell her all my secrets after this . ..y ..y she might tell fred . and what can she see in fred ? he 's very nice and jolly . ..y ..y but he 's just fred wright . " it is always a very puzzling question . ..y ..y what can somebody see in somebody else ? it was plain that diana did see something in fred wright , however anne 's eyes might be holden . both girls cried and kissed and laughed . " i 'm so happy , " said diana , " but it does seem ridiculous to think of me being engaged . " " what is it really like to be engaged ? " asked anne curiously . " there 's not much comfort for the rest of us in that , seeing that there is only one fred , " laughed anne . " oh , anne , you don't understand , " said diana in vexation . " i didn't mean that . ..y ..y it 's so hard to explain . never mind , you 'll understand sometime , when your own turn comes . " " bless you , dearest of dianas , i understand now . what is an imagination for if not to enable you to peep at life through other people 's eyes ? " " you must be my bridesmaid , you know , anne . promise me that . ..y ..y wherever you may be when i 'm married . " " i 'll come from the ends of the earth if necessary , " promised anne solemnly . " of course , it won't be for ever so long yet , " said diana , blushing . but three years isn't any too much time to get ready for housekeeping , for i haven't a speck of fancy work made yet . but i 'm going to begin crocheting doilies tomorrow . myra gillis had thirty-seven doilies when she was married and i 'm determined i shall have as many as she had . " diana looked hurt . " i didn't think you 'd make fun of me , anne , " she said reproachfully . " dearest , i wasn't making fun of you , " cried anne repentantly . " i was only teasing you a bit . i think you 'll make the sweetest little housekeeper in the world . and i think it 's perfectly lovely of you to be planning already for your home o'dreams . " but somehow i wouldn't want fred to be tall and slender . ..y ..y because , don't you see , he wouldn't be fred then . of course , " added diana rather dolefully , " we will be a dreadfully pudgy couple . mrs lynde says it always makes her think of the long and short of it when she sees them together . " but when my turn comes . ..y ..y if it ever does . . . i do hope there 'll be something a little more thrilling about it . but then diana thought so too , once . but she has changed . perhaps i 'll change too . but i won't . ..y ..y and i 'm determined i won't . oh , i think these engagements are dreadfully unsettling things when they happen to your intimate friends . " xxx a wedding at the stone house the last week in august came . miss lavendar was to be married in it . two weeks later anne and gilbert would leave for redmond college . she had sold all her superfluous household plenishings by auction and was at present reveling in the congenial occupation of helping the allans pack up . mr allan was to preach his farewell sermon the next sunday . " changes ain't totally pleasant but they 're excellent things , " said mr harrison philosophically . " two years is about long enough for things to stay exactly the same . if they stayed put any longer they might grow mossy . " mr harrison was smoking on his veranda . his wife had self-sacrificingly told that he might smoke in the house if he took care to sit by an open window . mr harrison rewarded this concession by going outdoors altogether to smoke in fine weather , and so mutual goodwill reigned . anne had come over to ask mrs harrison for some of her yellow dahlias . miss lavendar herself never had dahlias ; she did not like them and they would not have suited the fine retirement of her old-fashioned garden . " i s'pose you 'll be starting off for college in a fortnight 's time ? " continued mr harrison . " well , we 're going to miss you an awful lot , emily and me . to be sure , mrs lynde 'll be over there in your place . there ain't nobody but a substitute can be found for them . " the irony of mr harrison 's tone is quite untransferable to paper . " yes , i 'm going , " said anne . " i 'm very glad with my head . . . and very sorry with my heart . " " i s'pose you 'll be scooping up all the honors that are lying round loose at redmond . " i want to learn to understand and help other people and myself . " mr harrison nodded . " that 's the idea exactly . you 're all right . college won't be able to do you much harm , i reckon . " they found the stone house agog with excitement . like the helmet of navarre , charlotta 's blue bows waved ever in the thickest of the fray . and miss lavendar ain't to be trusted to do a thing . i was thankful when mr irving came a few minutes ago and took her off for a walk in the woods . that 's my opinion , miss shirley , ma'am . " anne and diana worked so heartily that by ten o'clock even charlotta the fourth was satisfied . she braided her hair in innumerable plaits and took her weary little bones off to bed . " he isn't in the habit of having strokes , is he ? " asked diana , the dimpled corners of her mouth twitching . to diana , charlotta the fourth was , if not exactly a thing of beauty , certainly a joy forever . " they 're not things that go by habit , " said charlotta the fourth with dignity . " they just happen . ..y ..y and there you are . anybody can have a stroke . you don't have to learn how . mr irving looks a lot like an uncle of mine that had one once just as he was sitting down to dinner one day . but maybe everything 'll go all right . in this world you 've just got to hope for the best and prepare for the worst and take whatever god sends . " " the only thing i 'm worried about is that it won't be fine tomorrow , " said diana . anne , who knew better than diana just how much uncle abe had to do with the storm , was not much disturbed by this . she slept the sleep of the just and weary , and was roused at an unearthly hour by charlotta the fourth . anne flew to the window , hoping against hope that charlotta the fourth was saying this merely by way of rousing her effectually . but alas , the morning did look unpropitious . " isn't it too mean ! " said diana . " we must hope for the best , " said anne determinedly . " if it only doesn't actually rain , a cool , pearly gray day like this would really be nicer than hot sunshine . " " it 'll hold off till the last minute and then pour cats and dogs . i knew things were going too well to last . " charlotta the fourth seemed certainly to have borrowed a leaf out of miss eliza andrews ' book . it did not rain , though it kept on looking as if it meant to . by noon the rooms were decorated , the table beautifully laid ; and upstairs was waiting a bride , " adorned for her husband . " " you do look sweet , " said anne rapturously . " lovely , " echoed diana . the two upper bows rather gave the impression of overgrown wings sprouting from charlotta 's neck , somewhat after the fashion of raphael 's cherubs . " oh , i 'll never be able to look like miss shirley , " thought poor charlotta despairingly . there was no formality about the marriage . they went out to the honeysuckle arbor , where mr allan was awaiting them . the guests grouped themselves as they pleased . mr allan opened his blue book and the ceremony proceeded . just as miss lavendar and stephen irving were pronounced man and wife a very beautiful and symbolic thing happened . the sun suddenly burst through the gray and poured a flood of radiance on the happy bride . instantly the garden was alive with dancing shadows and flickering lights . " what a lovely omen , " thought anne , as she ran to kiss the bride . at half past two mr. and mrs irving left , and everybody went to bright river to see them off on the afternoon train . as miss lavendar . . . but it was reserved for paul to give the prettiest send-off . he popped out of the porch ringing furiously a huge old brass dinner bell which had adorned the dining room mantel . two hours later anne and charlotta the fourth came down the lane again . gilbert had gone to west grafton on an errand and diana had to keep an engagement at home . anne and charlotta had come back to put things in order and lock up the little stone house . " a wedding ain't much cheerfuller than a funeral after all , when it 's all over , miss shirley , ma'am . " a busy evening followed . " what are you thinking of , anne ? " asked gilbert , coming down the walk . he had left his horse and buggy out at the road . " of miss lavendar and mr irving , " answered anne dreamily . four years of earnest , happy work . ..y ..y and then the guerdon of a useful knowledge gained and a sweet heart won . behind them in the garden the little stone house brooded among the shadows . it was lonely but not forsaken . and over the river in purple durance the echoes bided their time . [ note : the correct words were obtained from the l.c. page & company , inc edition of this book copyright @number@ - thirteenth impression , @date@ . italic emphases have been capitalized for emphasis , other italics , such as titles have been ' placed in single quotes . ' italic i's are i . most spellings and combined words have been left as they were in the majority of the editions originally published . some spelling errors we presume were not intended have been corrected . ] end of the project gutenberg ebook of anne of avonlea , by lucy maud montgomery