produced by an anonymous volunteer jack and jill by louisa may alcott l.m.a . @number@ contents chapter i the catastrophe chapter ii two penitents chapter iii ward no. jack and jill chapter i . the catastrophe up and down three long coasts they went as fast as legs and sleds could carry them . " here 's molly loo and little boo ! " " no , she isn't ; here 's jack and jill going like fury . " " clear the track for jolly jack ! " sang the boys , who had rhymes and nicknames for nearly every one . " jill goes wherever jack does , and he lets her . he 's such a good-natured chap , he can't say ' no . ' " " she wouldn't ! she 's a dear ! you needn't sniff at her because she is poor . " who is going to the candy-scrape to-night ? " " all of us . frank invited the whole set , and we shall have a tip-top time . we always do at the minots ' , " cried sue , the timid trembler . " she is just as sweet as she can be ! " declared merry , enthusiastically . " jack , take me down that coast . " i guess i wouldn't . it is very bumpy and ends in a big drift ; not half so nice as this one . " it is very nice , but i won't be told i don't ' dare ' by any boy in the world . if you are afraid , i 'll go alone . " " if you will go , i 'll take you down all right . " here , put these on ; i never use them . keep them if they fit ; i only carry them to please mother . " and jack pulled out a pair of red mittens with the air of a boy used to giving away . " they are lovely warm , and they do fit . jack laughed , and up they trudged to the spot whence the three coasts diverged . " that one ! " and the red mitten pointed firmly to the perilous path just tried . " you will do it ? " " i will ! " " come on , then , and hold tight . " " i don't see anything very awful in that . come up and have another . " it is . give me three go-bangs and then we 'll stop . my tumble doesn't count , so give me two more and then i 'll be good . " " it 's just splendid ! now , one more ! " cried jill , excited by the cheers of a sleighing party passing below . alas , for the candy-scrape that never was to be ! alas , for poor " thunderbolt " blindly setting forth on the last trip he ever made ! and oh , alas , for jack and jill , who wilfully chose the wrong road and ended their fun for the winter ! smash-up ! run ! run ! " like a raven croaking over a battlefield when the fight was done . down rushed boys and girls ready to laugh or cry , as the case might be , for accidents will happen on the best-regulated coasting-grounds . " he 's killed ! he 's killed ! " wailed sue , hiding her face and beginning to cry . " no , i'm not . i 'll be all right when i get my breath . where 's jill ? " asked jack , stoutly , though still too giddy to see straight . but no wounds appeared , and when asked if she was dead , she answered in a vague sort of way , " i guess not . is jack hurt ? " jill shut her eyes and waved the girls away , saying , faintly , " never mind me . go and see to him . " " don't ! " i lit on my head , but i guess i 've broken my leg . " take jill , too , for it 's my opinion she has broken her back . " oh , i am so sorry ! it was my fault ; i shouldn't have let her do it , " said jack , distressfully . " it was all my fault ; i made him . if i 'd broken every bone i 've got , it would serve me right . " here come the wood-sleds just in time . i 'll cut away and tell one of them to hurry up . " " had a little accident , have you ? well , that 's a pretty likely place for a spill . " all right . just lay easy , my dear , and i won't hurt you a mite if i can help it . " chapter ii . two penitents the wounded head ached dreadfully , and the poor boy felt as if bruised all over , for he had the worst of the fall . " twenty-one days ! three whole weeks in bed ! i shouldn't call that quick work , " groaned the dismayed patient , whose experience of illness had been limited . " it is a forty days ' job , young man , and you must make up your mind to bear it like a hero . we will do our best ; but next time , look before you leap , and save your bones . good-night ; you 'll feel better in the morning . " whist , my lass , and go to sleep . " i can't go to sleep ; i don't see how jack 's mother could send me anything when i 've half killed him . i want to be cold and ache and have horrid things done to me . oh , if i ever get out of this bed i 'll be the best girl in the world , to pay for this . see if i ain't ! " and jill gave such a decided nod that her tears flew all about the pillow like a shower . " am i hurt badly , mammy ? " " i fear it , lass . " " i 'm glad of it ; i ought to be worse than jack , and i hope i am . i 'll bear it well , and be good right away . sing , mammy , and i 'll try to go to sleep to please you . " jack lay wide awake , with hot cheeks , and throbbing head , and all sorts of queer sensations in the broken leg . it did soothe him , for a very sweet friendship existed between the tall youth and the lad of thirteen . " not much . i forget it listening to the music . dear old ed is playing all my favorite tunes , and it is very nice . i guess he feels pretty sorry about me . " " they all do . frank could not talk of it . gus wouldn't go home to tea , he was so anxious to do something for us . jack tried to laugh , but it was rather a failure , though he managed to say , cheerfully , " that was good of old joe . i wouldn't lend him ' thunderbolt ' for fear he 'd hurt it . couldn't have smashed it up better than i did , could he ? don't think i want any pieces to remind me of that fall . i just wish you 'd seen us , mother ! it must have been a splendid spill to look at , any way . " " no , thank you ; i 'd rather not even try to imagine my precious boy going heels over head down that dreadful hill . " no coasting till some time in january . what a fool i was to do it ! go-bangs always are dangerous , and that 's the fun of the thing . oh dear ! " so she now set his mind at rest by saying , quietly . " foolish fun , as you see , dear . another time , stand firm and help jill to control her headstrong will . when you learn to yield less and she more , there will be no scrapes like this to try us all . " " i 'll remember , mother . i hate not to be obliging , but i guess it would have saved us lots of trouble if i 'd said no in the beginning . i tried to , but she would go . poor jill ! i 'll take better care of her next time . is she very ill , mamma ? " " i can tell you better to-morrow . she does not suffer much , and we hope there is no great harm done . " " i wish she had a nice place like this to be sick in . " my blessed boy , what is it ? " she whispered , with a touch and a tone that only mothers have . the blue eyes opened wide , and jack 's own sunshiny smile broke through the tears that filled them as he said with a sniff , " everybody is so good to me i can't help making a noodle of myself . " you are not a noodle ! " cried mamma , resenting the epithet . don't forget that , little son . " " don't see how i can , with you to show me how nice it is . kiss me good-night , and then ' i 'll be good , ' as jill says . " chapter iii . ward no . @number@ for some days , nothing was seen and little was heard of the " dear sufferers , " as the old ladies called them . but they were not forgotten ; the first words uttered when any of the young people met were : " how is jack ? " but young spirits are wonderfully elastic and soon cheer up , and healthy young bodies heal fast , or easily adapt themselves to new conditions . frank 's was full of books , maps , machinery , chemical messes , and geometrical drawings , which adorned the walls like intricate cobwebs . in winter his mother made things more comfortable by introducing rugs , curtains , and a fire . a white-covered table stood near , with all manner of dainties set forth in a way to tempt the sternest principles . vases of flowers bloomed on the chimney-piece , gifts from anxious young ladies , left with their love . " i 'll read to you . here 's watt , arkwright , fulton , and a lot of capital fellows , with pictures that will do your heart good . " i don't want any of your old boilers and stokers and whirligigs . " no fun ; just two of us . wish school was over , so the boys would come in ; doctor said i might see them now . " " they 'll be along by and by , and i 'll hail them . till then , what shall we do ? i 'm your man for anything , only put a name to it . " " just wish i had a telegraph or a telephone , so i could talk to jill . wouldn't it be fun to pipe across and get an answer ! " " i 'll make either you say ; " and frank looked as if trifles of that sort were to be had for the asking . " could you , really ? " " go ahead , then . i 'd like that , and so would jill , for i know she wants to hear from me . " " oh , never mind ; i won't want anything . if i do , i can pound for ann . " " and wake mother . " let it alone , unless you need something very much , and don't bother about the glass . it 's just what we want for the telegraph wire or rope to go through . " it 's those children at their pranks again . a letter from jack , with a large orange , went first , explaining the new enterprise : " dear jill , it 's too bad you can't come over to see me . i am pretty well , but awful tired of keeping still . i want to see you ever so much . frank has fixed us a telegraph , so we can write and send things . won't it be jolly ! i send you an orange . do you like gorver jelly ? people send in lots of goodies , and we will go halves . good-by . " jack " away went the basket , and in fifteen minutes it came back from the cottage with nothing in it but the orange . " hullo ! is she mad ? " asked jack , as frank brought the despatch for him to examine . two bits of straw were the legs , and the face looked so like dr whiting that both boys laughed at the sight . " that 's so like jill ; she 'd make fun if she was half dead . let's see what she says ; " and jack read the little note , which showed a sad neglect of the spelling-book : " dear jacky , i can't stir and it 's horrid . the telly graf is very nice and we will have fun with it . i never ate any gorver jelly . the orange was first rate . send me a book to read . all about bears and ships and crockydiles . the doctor was coming to see you , so i sent him the quickest way . molly loo says it is dreadful lonesome at school without us . yours truly , " jill " " how are you , major ? " " does the leg ache much , jack ? " " mr phipps says you 'll have to pay for the new rails . " " help yourselves , " said jack , with a hospitable wave . " all the dear old ladies in town have been sending in nice things , and i can't begin to eat them up . lend a hand and clear away this lot , or we shall have to throw them out of the window . bring on the doughnuts and the tarts and the shaky stuff in the entry closet , frank , and let's have a lark . " no sooner said than done . gus took the tarts , joe the doughnuts , ed the jelly , and frank suggested " spoons all round " for the italian cream . " call again to-morrow , gentlemen , and we will have another bout . free lunches at @time@ . till further notice . now tell me all the news . " they did so , and shouted with merriment when the next despatch from jill arrived . mammy says i can't eat it , and it will all melt away if i keep it . also a picture of jack minot , who will dance on one leg and waggle the other , and make you laugh . i wish i could come , too . don't you hate grewel ? i do . in haste , " j.p . " " you ought to be an artist . i never saw such a dabster as you are . the boys enjoyed the joke , and one after the other read out his message to the captive lady : " dear jill , sorry you ain't here . great fun . jack pretty lively . laura and lot would send love if they knew of the chance . fly round and get well . " gus " " dear gilliflower , hope you are pretty comfortable in your ' dungeon cell . ' would you like a serenade when the moon comes ? hope you will soon be up again , for we miss you very much . shall be very happy to help in any way i can . love to your mother . your true friend , " e.d . " " miss pecq . " dear madam , i am happy to tell you that we are all well , and hope you are the same . i gave jem cox a licking because he went to your desk . you had better send for your books . you won't have to pay for the sled or the fence . jack says he will see to it . we have been having a spread over here . first-rate things . i wouldn't mind breaking a leg , if i had such good grub and no chores to do . no more now , from yours , with esteem , " joseph p flint " " i 'm not going to show mine . " my dear , i wish i could send you some of my good times . ain't mothers sweet ? mine is coming over to-morrow to see you and tell me how you are . this round thing is a kiss for good-night . " your jack " " isn't that spoony ? you 'd better hide your face , i think . " only teasing jack a bit . " i charged you not to worry him . " he liked it , and we got on capitally till joe roughed him about jill . ah , joe 's getting it now ! the red ear heard also , and jack popped up his head to ask , with interest , " what are they doing to him ? " " rolling him in the snow , and he 's howling like fun . " " serves him right , " muttered jack , with a frown . hurry ! gus is so strong he doesn't know how his pounding hurts . " off ran frank , and jack told his wrongs to his mother . " it isn't silly to be fond of her , is it ? " pooh ! i don't mean that ; i 'm strong enough now to take care of myself , " cried jack , stoutly . " i can thrash joe any day , if i like . " when it comes night , we put out the light . some blow with a puff , some turn down and snuff ; but neat folks prefer a nice extinguis her . so here i send you back one to put on mr jack . " chapter iv . ward no . @number@ the doctor spoke cheerfully , but looked sober , and mrs pecq began to fear that janey was to be a cripple for life . she never used to mind trifles , but now she frets about the oddest things , and i can't change them . i 've no other warm place to put her , and no money for a new paper . poor lass ! there are hard times before her , i 'm fearing . " jill was asleep in the folding chair dr whiting had sent , with a mattress to make it soft . " please god , we will , mem ! with such good friends , i never should complain . " we won't say , or even think , that , yet . everything is possible to youth and health like janey 's . we must keep her happy , and time will do the rest , i 'm sure . let us begin at once , and have a surprise for her when she wakes . " " keep up your heart , neighbor . " oh , how pretty ! " the good fairy who never comes empty-handed . " it 's a splendid plan to cover up that hateful wall . i 'd stick pictures all round and have a gallery . that reminds me ! up in the garret at our house is a box full of old fashion-books my aunt left . i often look at them on rainy days , and they are very funny . i 'll go this minute and get every one . " now , that ship , setting out for some far-away place , is more to my mind . " i 'd like to be a missionary and go where folks throw their babies to the crocodiles . " we needn't go to africa to be missionaries ; they have ' em nearer home and need ' em , too . one can find that sort of work anywhere , if one has a mind , " said mrs pecq . " i wish we had some to do here . i 'd so like to go round with baskets of tea and rice , and give out tracts and talk to people . wouldn't you , girls ? " asked molly , much taken with the new idea . " we wouldn't let the boys come in . we 'd have it a secret society , as they do their temperance lodge , and we 'd have badges and pass-words and grips . " i can tell you someone to begin on right away , " said her mother , nodding at her . " as wild a little savage as i 'd wish to see . take her in hand , and make a pretty-mannered lady of her . begin at home , my lass , and you 'll find missionary work enough for a while . " " now , mammy , you mean me ! well , i will begin ; and i 'll be so good , folks won't know me . " you , merry , might do a deal at home helping mother , and setting the big brothers a good example . " where shall i begin ? " you will , my dear , " answered mrs pecq , encouragingly , for she knew all about it . " now you 've each got a mission , let us see how well you will get on . keep it secret , if you like , and report once a week . i 'll be a member , and we 'll do great things yet . " " we won't begin till after christmas ; there is so much to do , we never shall have time for any more . don't tell , and we 'll start fair at new year 's , if not before , " said jill , taking the lead as usual . " talking of parties , isn't it too bad that we must give up our christmas fun ? " you 'd better give jack a hint about the party . knowing that you would like to help , i send some paper for sugar-plum horns and some beads for necklaces . they will brighten the tree and please the girls for themselves or their dolls . jack sends you a horn for a pattern , and will you make a ladder-necklace to show him how ? let me know if you need anything . " yours in haste , " anna minot " " so would i ! oh , do you think mrs minot will let you fill the horns when they are done ? i 'd love to help you then . " i 'm afraid you couldn't be trusted , you love sweeties so , and i 'm sure boo couldn't . but i 'll see about it , " replied jill , with a responsible air . being torn from this congenial labor , he was carried off shining with grease and roaring lustily . so mrs minot 's recipe for sunshine proved successful , and mother-wit made the wintry day a bright and happy one for both the little prisoners . chapter v secrets in winter , the lads had their debating club , the lasses a dramatic ditto . meantime the boys were studying revolutionary characters , and the girls rehearsing such dramatic scenes as they thought most appropriate and effective for the 22 d . so ralph came often , and in times of trouble was a real rainy-day friend . round the beds of jack and jill met and mingled the schoolmates of whom our story treats . paper flowers followed , and gay garlands and bouquets blossomed , regardless of the snow and frost without . but the secret which most excited the young people was the deep mystery of certain proceedings at the minot house . " i think it is going to be a dance . " they wouldn't have a party of that kind without jack and me . frank exploded at the idea , and added to the mystification by saying , " there will be one little duck and one great donkey in it . " then , fearing he had told the secret , he ran off , quacking and braying derisively . " i know ! i know ! chapter vi . surprises " is it pleasant ? " was the question jill asked before she was fairly awake on christmas morning . " yes , dear ; as bright as heart could wish . now eat a bit , and then i 'll make you nice for the day 's pleasure . " do you like it , dear ? " only jack ; " and jill 's laugh was good to hear , as she glanced up with merry , yet wistful eyes . " you are right . port ! easy now ! pull away ! " from ralph and frank , as they steered the recumbent columbus on his first voyage of discovery . " well , i call that handsome ! " was jack 's exclamation , when the full beauty of the scene burst upon his view . " i 'm here ! i 'm here ! oh , do come , quick ! " " isn't this jolly ! " " how nice you look , " said jill , when they had duly admired the pretty room . " so do you , " gallantly returned jack , as he surveyed her with unusual interest . they did look very nice , though happiness was the principal beautifier . jack was not so gay , but had made himself as fine as circumstances would permit . " i 'm ever so glad to see you again ; guess we are over the worst of it now , and can have good times . won't it be fun to stay here all the while , and amuse one another ? " " yes , indeed ; but one day is so short ! it will be stupider than ever when i go home to-night , " answered jill , looking about her with longing eyes . " but you are not going home to-night ; you are to stay ever so long . didn't mamma tell you ? " " no . oh , how splendid ! am i really ? where will i sleep ? what will mammy do without me ? " and jill almost sat up , she was so delighted with the new surprise . " that room in there is all fixed for you . i made frank tell me so much . mamma said i might tell you , but i didn't think she would be able to hold in if she saw you first . your mother is coming , too , and we are all going to have larks together till we are well . " while they wired on the candles the children asked questions , and found out all they wanted to know about the new plans and pleasures . " who fixed all this ? " " mamma thought of it , and ralph and i did it . he 's the man for this sort of thing , you know . he proposed cutting out the arches and sticking on birds and butterflies just where they looked best . " your mother said you might call this the bird room . " good for you ! yes , and we are going to keep her in this pretty cage till we can both fly off together . " at the foot , if we don't study and keep up . " frank said he 'd pull me along in my latin , but i 've been lazy and haven't done a thing . " all right . they 've been reviewing , so we can keep up when they begin , if we work next week , while the rest have a holiday . " i never saw such a splendid tree before . i 'm glad we could help , though we were ill . " one thing more . the rosy limbs were very life-like , so was the smiling face under the locks of shining hair . " is it st nicholas ? " asked jill , who had never seen that famous personage , and knew but little of christmas festivities . " it is the christ-child , whose birthday we are celebrating . " it reminds me of the saints in the chapel of the sacred heart in montreal . don't see how we can do anything else to show we are grateful . " " it isn't easy to be good when one is sick , " said jill , thoughtfully . " i fret dreadfully , i get so tired of being still . i want to scream sometimes , but i don't , because it would scare mammy , so i cry . do you cry , jack ? " " men never do . " a fellow can be awfully hungry , i know that . i didn't half eat breakfast , i was in such a hurry to see you , and know all about the secrets . " the new medicine works well , neighbor , " she said to mrs pecq , who followed with the lunch tray . " indeed it does , mem . i feel as if i 'd taken a sup myself , i 'm that easy in my mind . " " more surprises ! oh , what fun ! " cried jill . and all the rest of the morning , in the intervals of talk and play , they tried to guess what it could be . " i call this broken bones made easy . i never had a better christmas . have a raisin ? here 's a good fat one . " and jack made a long arm to jill 's mouth , which began to sing " little jack horner " as an appropriate return . " it would have been a lonesome one to all of us , i 'm thinking , but for your mother , boys . " i rise to propose a health , our mothers . " and frank stood up with a goblet of water , for not even at christmas time was wine seen on that table . jill threw her mother a kiss , feeling very grown up and elegant to be dining out in such style . " i hope the girls will like their things . i helped to choose them , and each has a nice present . " i do ; i chose it , so i know you will like one of them , any way . " " have i got more than one ? " " i guess you 'll think so when they are handed down . " i know something , too . that square bundle is what you want ever so much . i told frank , and he got it for his present . it is all red and gold outside , and every sort of color inside ; you 'll hurrah when you see it . " don't talk about sleds , for mercy 's sake ! " well , i think plasters , and liniment , and rubbing , as bad as flat-irons any day . " i guess you wouldn't think so if you 'd been pulled round as i was when they set my leg . caesar , how it did hurt ! " and jack squirmed at the recollection of it . " pooh ! girls always faint . men are braver , and i didn't faint a bit in spite of all that horrid agony . " " you howled ; frank told me so . doctor said i was a brave girl , so you needn't brag , for you 'll have to go on a crutch for a while . i know that . " " you may have to use two of them for years , may be . i heard the doctor tell my mother so . i shall be up and about long before you will . now then ! " " well , young folks , how goes it ? the girls all put on their necklaces , and danced about like fine ladies at a ball . the blessed day " what shall little children bring on christmas day , on christmas day ? what shall little children bring on christmas day in the morning ? " what shall little children sing on christmas day , on christmas day ? what shall little children sing on christmas day in the morning ? poor jack was hurt the worst , and he was brave , though he did scream . i wish i could go and tell him so , and hear him say , ' all right . ' oh , me , i 've spoiled the day ! " " may be it 's a torpedo to blow up and scare me ; jack likes to play tricks . presently a voice whispered , " i say ! are you awake ? " " yes . " " any one there but you ? " " no . " " catch this , then . hold it to your ear and see what you 'll get . " the little drum came flying in , and , catching it , jill , with some hesitation , obeyed frank 's order . judge of her amazement when she caught in broken whispers these touching words : " sorry i was cross . forgive and forget . start fair to-morrow . all right . jack . " " i 'm sorry , too . never , never , will again . feel much better now . good-night , you dear old thing . " i will be good ! " chapter vii . jill 's mission " i shall keep my speller by me and take a look at it every day , for that is what i 'm most backward in . but i intend to devote myself to you , jack , and be real kind and useful . jack was a most engaging heathen , and needed very little instruction ; therefore jill thought her task would be an easy one . jack had a nice little collection , and had been saving up pocket-money to buy a book in which to preserve his treasures . " my dears ! what new play have you got now ? " oh , we just stuck them there to keep them safe ; they get lost if we leave them lying round . it 's rare , and i wouldn't lose it for a dollar . " " why , there it is on your own nose . " so i did , and gave you little bolivar on yours . now i 'll have alsace and lorraine , @number@ " oh , i say , isn't corea a beauty ? i 'm ever so proud of that ; " and he gazed fondly on a big blue stamp , the sole ornament of one page . " i don't see why the cape of good hope has pyramids . they ought to go in egypt . " turkey has crescents , australia swans , and spain women 's heads , with black bars across them . frank says it is because they keep women shut up so ; but that was only his fun . " why does austria have mercury on the stamp , i wonder ? do they wear helmets like that ? " asked jill , with the brush-handle in her mouth as she cut a fresh batch of flaps . " may be he was postman to the gods , so he is put on stamps now . the prussians wear helmets , but they have spikes like the old roman fellows . i like prussians ever so much ; they fight splendidly , and always beat . austrians have a handsome uniform , though . " " talking of romans reminds me that i have not heard your latin for two days . come , lazybones , brace up , and let us have it now . " don't know it . not going to try till next week . you asked me to hear you , and i 'm going to do it ; here 's the book . " now both these vents for irritation were denied him , and he had fallen into the way of throwing things about in a pet . " keep them , then , and your old book , too ! i won't look at it till you give all my stamps back and say you are sorry . so now ! " it was all over before mamma could interfere , or jill do more than clutch and cling to the gum-brush . " it 's the album ! o jack , how could you ? " cried jill , dismayed at sight of the precious book so maltreated by the owner . " thought it was the other . guess it isn't hurt much . didn't mean to hit him , any way . " i heard once of a boy who threw a fork at his brother and put his eye out . " did the boy ever forgive himself ? " asked mrs minot . " no , ' m ; i suppose not . but jack didn't hit frank , and feels real sorry , i know . " " he might have , and hurt him very much . our actions are in our own hands , but the consequences of them are not . remember that , my dear , and think twice before you do anything . " " i am going to see if jack is covered up , he is so helpless , and liable to take cold . don't stir till i come back . " " no , ' m , i won't . " " wouldn't it be fun to keep it till he gives back jack 's stamps ? i 'll get it , and jack and i will plan some way to pay him off , cross thing ! " hard words to write of one so young , doubly hard to read , and impossible to forget . " dear lizzie , jack continues to do very well , and will soon be up again . but we begin to fear that the little girl is permanently injured in the back . now she knew the truth , and shut her eyes with a shiver as she said , low , to herself , " twenty years ! i couldn't bear it ; oh , i couldn't bear it ! " " that is why mammy sighs so when she dresses me , and every one is so good to me . perhaps mrs minot doesn't really know , after all . she was dreadfully scared about jack , and he is getting well . i 'd like to ask doctor , but he might find out about the letter . oh , dear , why didn't i keep still and let the horrid thing alone ! " " i 've told a lie , for i said i wouldn't stir . i 've hurt my back , i 've done a mean thing , and i 've got paid for it . " now i 've got another secret to keep all alone , for i 'd be ashamed to tell the girls . i guess i 'll turn round and study my spelling ; then no one will see my face . " i really believe there is a telegraph still working somewhere between you two , and each knows what the other is about without words . " she also recollected that a paper flew off the table , but being in haste she had not stopped to see what it was . jill had been winding wool for a stripe in her new afghan , and the green ball lay on her sofa . " i will wait for her to tell me . " shall i hear your lesson , dear ? jack means to recite his like a good boy , so suppose you follow his example , " she said , presently . " i don't know as i can say it , but i 'll try . " " do you know what that means ? " asked her teacher , thinking to help her on by defining the word . " are you in pain , my child ? never mind the lesson ; tell me , and i 'll do something for you . " " sly old stamp ! " please tell me about lucinda snow . if i am to be like her , i might as well know how she managed to bear it so long . " " why , how could she be ? what did she do ? " cried jill , forgetting her own troubles to look up with an open , eager face again . so , you see , lucinda was not so very miserable after all . " " well , if i could not be as i was , i 'd like to be a woman like that . " so do i ; and i mean to believe that you will not . meantime , we can try to make the waiting as useful and pleasant as possible . chapter viii . merry and molly now let us see how the other missionaries got on with their tasks . " little daughter has got something on her mind , i mistrust . " when i 've helped clear up , i 'll come and talk . " well , i don't care if i do , for i 've been on my feet since five o'clock . be sure you cover things up , and shut the buttery door , and put the cat down cellar , and sift your meal . i 'll see to the buckwheats last thing before i go to bed . " " why , father , you know i don't ! i haven't played with dollies for years and years . no ; i want to fix up my room pretty , like jill 's . i 'll do it all myself , and only want a few things , for i don't expect it to look as nice as hers . " indignation gave merry courage to state her wishes boldly , though she knew the boys would laugh . they did , and her mother said in a tone of surprise , " why , child , what more can you want ? " let me have some old things out of the garret , and i 'll show you what i want . it is neat , but so bare and ugly i hate to be there . " so do i , and that 's a fact . i couldn't get on without my pretty girl here , any way . " i wish i had a dozen in the sitting-room window . " i 'll fetch you some next time i go over to ballad 's . " you may have anything you like out of the blue chest . she kept her word , and the very stormy afternoon when jill got into trouble , merry was working busily at her little bower . three faded red-moreen curtains went up at the windows over the chilly paper shades , giving a pleasant glow to the bare walls . the little air-tight stove was banished , and a pair of ancient andirons shone in the fire-light . on the walls she hung three old-fashioned pictures , which she ventured to borrow from the garret till better could be found . " now i 'll call them all to see , and say that it is pretty . the third little missionary had the hardest time of all , and her first efforts were not much more satisfactory nor successful than the others . so maria louisa and napoleon bonaparte got on as they could , without the tender cares of a mother . " well , dears , it 's of no use to worry . i guess we shall get along somehow , if we don't fret . " the furniture was dusty , stove untidy , and the carpet looked as if crumbs had been scattered to chickens who declined their breakfast . " i 'll clear up first and do that by and by . " what new whimsey now ? generally , the dishes stand round till i have time to pick ' em up , and you are off coasting or careering somewhere . " it will be an awful job , and he is so happy i won't plague him yet . " what are you going to wash now ? " " now , maria louisa bemis , you ain't going to cut up no capers with that child ! the idea of a hot bath in the middle of the day , and him full of dinner , and croupy into the bargain ! " i shall ask father , and do it to-night , for i will not have my brother look like a pig . " " i 'll put things in order , and then mend up my rags , if i can find my thimble . " oh , my heart , what a muddle ! glad i can't do any more now ! " please , papa , i want a dollar to get some brass buttons and things to fix boo 's clothes with . he wore a hole in his new trousers coasting down the kembles ' steps . and can't i wash him ? he needs it , and miss bat won't let me have a tub . " " certainly , child , certainly ; do what you like , only don't keep me . armed with the paternal permission , molly carried her point , and oh , what a dreadful evening poor boo spent ! " no , i won't ! " no , no ; i won't be a heevin ! i don't want to be frowed to the trockindiles . molly thought her labors were over for that night , and soon went to bed , tired with her first attempts . " i knew it ! bring the child to me , and don't fret . chapter ix . the debating club " look here , old man , we ought to have a meeting . " all right . when , where , and what ? " asked gus , who was a man of few words . " to-night , our house , subject , ' shall girls go to college with us ? ' " very good ; i 'll pass the word and be there . hullo , neddy ! the d.c. meets to-night , at minot 's , seven sharp . " i 'll come . " very good of you , i 'm sure , " said gus , ironically , not a bit deceived by this polite attention . then they all laughed at some joke of their own , and gus added , " no girls coming to hear us to-night . don't think it , my son . " more 's the pity , " and ed shook his head regretfully over the downfall of his hopes . " we must have a game party next week . the girls like that , and so do i , " candidly observed gus , whose pleasant parlors were the scene of many such frolics . " dull ; things will look up toward spring , they say . " no ; i 've chosen business , and i mean to stick to it , so don't you unsettle my mind . " skating is so good , i don't get much time . come early , and we 'll have a turn at it . " " i will . must run home now . " " pretty cold loafing here . " " mail is in by this time . " " here , my hero , see how you like this . " ha , ha , that looks fine ! i 'd like to try it right off , but i won't till i get leave . " mostly . rather a neat job , i flatter myself . " " i should say so . what a clever fellow you are ! any new inventions lately ? " asked frank , coming up to examine and admire . " go on , and tell about them . i never heard of an anti-snorer . jack better have one , " said frank , interested at once . they thought it was a good joke , and told me to see what i could do . i thought it over , and got up the nicest little affair you ever saw . it suited exactly . i think of taking out a patent , " concluded ralph , joining in the boys ' laugh at the droll idea . " what was the pad ? " asked frank , returning to the small model of an engine he was making . " oh , that was a mere trifle for a man who had a tender elbow-joint and wanted something to protect it . i made a little pad to fit on , and his crazy-bone was safe . " " i 'd do my best for you . here gus , ed , and several other boys came in , and the conversation became general . grif , chick , and brickbat were three young gentlemen whose own respectable names were usually ignored , and they cheerfully answered to these nicknames . frank gave three raps with an old croquet-mallet set on a short handle , and with much dignity opened the meeting . the secretary will now read the report of the last meeting . " clearing his throat , gus read the following brief and elegant report : " club met , @date@ at the house of g burton , esq subject : ' is summer or winter best fun ? ' a lively pow-wow . about evenly divided . j flint fined five cents for disrespect to the chair . a collection of forty cents taken up to pay for breaking a pane of glass during a free fight of the members on the door-step . e devlin was chosen secretary for the coming year , and a new book contributed by the chairman . " " that 's all . " bob walker wants to join , and i think we ought to let him . he is trying to behave well , and i am sure we could help him . can't we ? " all the boys looked sober , and joe , otherwise brickbat , said , bluntly , " i won't . he 's a bad lot , and we don't want any such here . let him go with chaps of his own sort . " " that is just what i want to keep him from ! he wants to come here , and would be so proud if he was let in , i know he 'd behave . " you needn't . " we won't let you off ! " " club would go to smash , if you back out ! " " we might do that , " said frank , who did object to small boys , though willing to admit this particular one . " that 's a good idea ! put it to vote , " said gus , too kind-hearted to shut the door on any one . " good ! we all turn our backs on him , so he loafs round the tavern , and goes with fellows we don't care to know . but he isn't bad yet , and we can keep him up , i 'm sure , if we just try . " he is learning to smoke , but we 'll make him drop it before it leads to worse . " no , sir ! i believe in co-everything ! " cried chick , a mild youth , who loyally escorted a chosen damsel home from school every day . a laugh greeted this bold declaration , and chick sat down , red but firm . " fire away , then , since you are up ; " commanded frank . they don't belong there , nobody wants ' em , and they 'd better be at home darning their stockings . " " yours , too , " put in ralph , who had heard that argument so often he was tired of it . " of course ; that 's what girls are for . i don't mind ' em at school , but i 'd just as soon they had a room to themselves . we should get on better . " " it is clear to my mind that boys would get on better without any girls fooling round . no , sir ; girls ain't meant to know much , and they can't . wise folks say so and i believe ' em . groans from gus and ed greeted the closing remarks of the ungallant joe , who sat down , feeling that he had made somebody squirm . " mr chairman , the ground i take is this : girls have not the strength to go to college with us . they couldn't row a race , go on a lark , or take care of themselves , as we do . " i have tried them , and they can't stand anything . they scream if you tell them there is a mouse in the room , and run if they see a big dog . i just put a cockroach in molly 's desk one day , and when she opened it she jumped as if she was shot . " " it seems to me we have hardly considered the matter enough to be able to say much . but i think that school would be awfully dry and dismal without ahem ! any young ladies to make it nice . and who can do this so wisely and well as mothers , if they only will ? " my honored friend has spoken so well that i have little to add . i agree with him , and if you want an example of what girls can do , why , look at jill . she 's young , i know , but a first-rate scholar for her age . as for pluck , she is as brave as a boy , and almost as smart at running , rowing , and so on . of course , she can't play ball no girl can ; their arms are not made right to throw but she can catch remarkably well . i 'll say that for her . i 'm willing , and will do what i can to help other fellows ' sisters as i 'd like to have them help mine . no one ever knew whom he would choose to personate , for he never spoke in his own character . " oh , running stream of sparkling joy , to be a glorious human boy ! " gazing at gus , who was convulsed with suppressed merriment , he thundered forth : you , sir , are a model of a man fresh from natur 's mould . rough you may be ; so air our barrs . wild you may be ; so air our buffalers . let me have him here ! " smiting the table , and causing the inkstand to skip " here , upon this sacred altar ! here , upon the ancestral ashes cemented with the glorious blood poured out like water on the plains of chickabiddy lick . a knock at the door produced a lull , and in came a maid with apples . chapter x . the dramatic club " faut jouer le mirliton , faut jouer le mirlitir , faut jouer le mirliter , mir li ton . " " that 's right ! sing away , and we 'll play you are an indian captive being tormented by your enemies , and too proud to complain . i 'll watch the clock , and the minute time is up i 'll rush in and rescue you . " " my poor jean had a fine voice , and always hoped the child would take after him . so the hour that began with tears ended with music and laughter , and a new pleasure to think of for the future . it 's a little saint , she is . may her bed above be aisy ! " the girls sympathized very heartily with her new trial , and brought all manner of gifts to cheer her captivity . " she is so still , i guess she is asleep , " thought jack , peeping round the corner . doctor did not want me to go , but said i might because i teased . i 'd rather keep still a week longer . hadn't i better ? " i always want you at home , but i don't wonder you are rather tired of it after this long confinement . " " well , i guess i may as well , and get quite firm on my legs before i start . another week or so will bring me up if i study hard , so i shall not lose my time . i 'll tackle my latin as soon as it 's ready , mother . " it proved a wise decision , for the last part of january was so stormy jack could not have gone half the time . " i shall not have time to miss him now , for we are to be very busy getting ready for the twenty-second . when the girls arrived , that evening , they found mrs chairwoman surrounded by a strew of theatrical properties , enjoying herself very much . that would be sweet , and just what princesses really wear , " advised jill , who was stringing a quantity of old roman pearls . " we all want to wear the nice things , so let us draw lots . " the prince is light , so the princess must be darkish . we ought to choose the girl who will look best , as it is a picture . " you 'd better draw lots , and then there will be no fuss . all agreed to let it be so , and when the bits were ready drew in turn . this time fate was evidently on merry 's side , and no one grumbled when she showed the longest paper . " you can use your own dress . " i just wish miss bat was here to give you girls a good shaking . " don't quarrel about me . but i 've thought of a splendid one ! " " who ? " asked the rest , staring at one another , much surprised by this sudden announcement . " hush ! speak low , or you will spoil it all . look in the bird room , and tell me if that isn't a prettier princess than i could make ? " perhaps she will never walk again , so we ought to be very good to her , poor dear . " " it will be lovely ; let us go and tell her ! " " who is it ? " asked jill , languidly , opening her eyes without the least suspicion of the truth . then they all took hands and danced round the couch , singing , as they laughed at her astonishment , " there she is ! there she is ! princess jill as fine as you please ! " do you really mean it ? but can i ? is it fair ? how sweet of you ! " oh , you dear , kind things , to think of me and give me all your best clothes ! i never shall forget it , and i 'll do anything for you . yes ! i 'll write and ask mrs piper to lend us her ermine cloak for the king . see if i don't ! " " oh , jack , i 'm to act ! wasn't it dear of the girls to choose me ? don't they look lovely ? " i guess i am ! you are a set of trumps , and we 'll give you a first-class spread after the play to pay for it . won't we , fellows ? " answered jack , much gratified , and feeling that now he could act his own part capitally . " we will . it was a handsome thing to do , and we think well of you for it . hey , gus ? " and frank nodded approvingly at all , though he looked only at annette . " girls are pretty nice things , aren't they ? kind of ' em to take jill in . " susy looks as gay as a feather-duster . i like her . she never snubs a fellow , " said joe , much impressed with the splendor of the court ladies . chapter xi . " down brakes " steam-engines had been his idols for years , and they alone could lure him from the path of virtue . so things went on in a leisurely manner , which gave frank many opportunities of pursuing his favorite pastime . one afternoon they found no . @number@ on the side-track , puffing away as if enjoying a quiet smoke before starting . " give me leave to try ? " all right ; i 'll just roll her up to the switch and back again . " steady , old fellow , or you 'll come to grief . here , don't open that ! " shouted gus , for just at that moment joe appeared at the switch , looking ready for mischief . " by george , he has ! stop her ! back her ! " now you 've done it ! " yes , i am , " answered frank , with the grim look he always wore when his strong will got the upper hand . " bill will give it to us , any way , so we may as well have our fun out . " go ahead . " not bad . they are yelling like mad after us . " let them yell . i started to go to the curve , and i 'll do it if it costs me a hundred dollars . no danger ; there 's no train under twenty minutes , i tell you , " and frank pulled out his watch . " it 's the factory train ! " cried gus , in a husky tone , as he sprang to his feet . for an instant , the boys stood as if paralyzed . " come down to the boat-house and rest a minute . " " now , don't you worry , old man . i 'll pay the damages , for it was my fault . joe will dodge , but i won't , so make your mind easy . " i hope mother won't hear of it till i tell her quietly myself . " i thought we were done for when we saw that train . guess we should have been if you had not had your wits about you . " shouldn't wonder if it was both . running off with an engine is no joke , you know . " a loud ring at the bell brought mrs pecq , who was guarding the house , while mrs minot entertained a parlor full of company . " frank 's run off with no . @number@ and he 'll be killed sure . thought i 'd come up and tell you , " stammered joe , all out of breath and looking wild . " tell me all about it , and don't shout . what 's come to the boy ? " she demanded , in a tone that reduced joe to a whisper at once . " go right back and see what has happened to him , then come and tell me quietly . i 'll wait for you here . i wouldn't have his mother startled for the world , " said the good soul , when she knew all . " oh , i dar'sn't ! " then take yourself off home and hold your tongue . i 'll watch the door , for i won't have any more ridiculous boys tearing in to disturb my lady . " what is it , mr frank ? " she asked eagerly , seeing that something was amiss . he told her in a few words , and she was much relieved to find that no harm had been done . " i don't know , dear , but i shall go over to see mr burton right after tea . he will tell us what to do and what to expect . gus must not suffer for your fault . " here jack came hurrying in , having heard the news , and refused to believe it from any lips but frank 's . " his runaway beats mine all hollow , and now he can't crow over me ! won't that be a comfort ? the good boy has got into a scrape . hooray ! " what would happen to joe , he could not tell , but he thought a good whipping ought to be added to his share . then annette made peace between them , and the approach of the twenty-second gave the wags something else to think of . chapter xii . the twenty-second of february the bird room was the theatre , being very large , with four doors conveniently placed . mrs minot permitted the house to be turned topsy-turvy , and mrs pecq flew about , lending a hand everywhere . jill was costumer , with help from miss delano , who did not care for balls , and kindly took charge of the girls . jack printed tickets , programmes , and placards of the most imposing sort , and the work went gayly on till all was ready . when the evening came , the bird room presented a fine appearance . rows of chairs , filled with mammas and little people , occupied the rest of the space . the hall and frank 's room were full of amused papas , uncles , and old gentlemen whose patriotism brought them out in spite of rheumatism . " ahem ! " can it have been my son ? " he evidently thought it was , for he called , in tones of thunder , " george ! george washington , come hither this moment ! " " my son , do not deceive me . but if you lie about it you disgrace the name of washington forever . " " papa , i tannot tell a lie . i did tut it with my little hanchet . " " noble boy come to my arms ! shouts of laughter greeted this mishap , but george washington never stirred . " quite exciting , wasn't it ? didn't know gus had so much presence of mind , " said mr burton , well pleased with his boy . the band played " auld lang syne , " as a gentle hint that our fore-mothers should be remembered as well as the fore-fathers . in the next scene it did come , and " washington at trenton " was prettily done . couldn't help it , you know , it was so pretty and inspiring . the band played " home , " and every one agreed that it was " sweet ! " " no ; they gave that up , for my boy wouldn't wear a night-gown in public . " that is splendid ! " " as like to the original as flesh can be to bronze . " " how still he stands ! " " he 'll fight when the time comes , and die hard , won't he ? " " hush ! you make the statue blush ! " frank was so angry , it was very difficult to keep him on his perch for the last scene of all . he submitted , however , rather than spoil the grand finale , hoping that its beauty would efface that ill-timed pleasantry from the public mind . so , when the agreeable clamor of hands and voices called for a repetition , the minute man reappeared , grimmer than before . " ' america ! ' we must have ' america ! ' molly got the laugh this time , for she could not resist giving poor boo the cuff which had been hanging over him so long . " simple simon " followed the pie-man , gloating over his wares with the drollest antics . " bobby shafto 's " yellow hair shone finely as he led in the maid whom he came back from sea to marry . but tobias , molly 's black cat , covered himself with glory by the spirit with which he acted his part in , " sing , sing , what shall i sing ? the cat 's run away with the pudding-bag string . " such a funny medley as it was , for there went fat " king cole " with the most ragged of the beggar-maids . " mistress mary , " in her pretty blue dress , tripped along with " simple simon " staring about him like a blockhead . the fine lady left her horse to dance with " bobby shafto " till every bell on her slippers tinkled its tongue out . " bo-peep " and a jolly fiddler skipped gayly up and down . " miss muffet " took the big spider for her partner , and made his many legs fly about in the wildest way . all felt the need of refreshment after their labors , and swept over the table like a flight of locusts , leaving devastation behind . chapter xiii . jack has a mystery " what is the matter ? " no ; but i 'm bothered . " two seventy-five . no , thank you , i won't borrow . " " what is it for ? " " can't tell . " " why , i thought you told me everything . " " sorry , but i can't this time . don't you worry ; i shall think of something . " " couldn't your mother help ? " " don't wish to ask her . " " why ! can't she know ? " " nobody can . " " how queer ! is it a scrape , jack ? " asked jill , looking as curious as a magpie . " it is likely to be , if i can't get out of it this week , somehow . " " well , i don't see how i can help if i 'm not to know anything ; " and jill seemed rather hurt . " you can just stop asking questions , and tell me how a fellow can earn some money . that would help . " oh , do you mean to use that ? " " dear me ; it must be something very serious . " " is there any wood to saw ? " she asked presently , being very anxious to help . " all done . " " paths to shovel ? " " no snow . " " lawn to rake , then ? " " not time for that yet . " " catalogue of books ? " " frank got that job . " " copy those letters for your mother ? " " take me too long . must have my money friday , if possible . " " i don't see what we can do , then . it is too early or too late for everything , and you won't borrow . " " not of you . no , nor of any one else , if i can possibly help it . i 've promised to do this myself , and i will ; " and jack wagged his head resolutely . " couldn't you do something with the printing-press ? do me some cards , and then , perhaps , the other girls will want some , " said jill , as a forlorn hope . " just the thing ! what a goose i was not to think of it . i 'll rig the old machine up at once . " " give me the types ; i 'll sort them and set up my name , so you can begin as soon as you are ready . you know what a help i was when we did the programmes . a dozen neat cards were soon printed , and jill insisted on paying six cents for them , as earning was not borrowing . " oh , some notion . he 's a queer chap ; but i guess it isn't much of a scrape , or i should know it . he 's so good-natured he 's always promising to do things for people , and has too much pluck to give up when he finds he can't . jill helped all she could , and cheered his labors with her encouragement , remembering how he stayed at home for her . " i want to tell you , dreadfully ; but i can't , because i 've promised . " " what , never ? " " never ! " and jack looked as firm as a rock . " then i shall find out , for i haven't promised . " " you can't . " " see if i don't ! " " you are sharp , but you won't guess this . it 's a tremendous secret , and nobody will tell it . " " you 'll tell it yourself . you always do . " " i won't tell this . it would be mean . " " don't try ; please don't ! it wouldn't be right , and you don't want to make me do a dishonorable thing for your sake , i know . " " merry 's brother wants some cards . he liked hers so much he wishes to make his lady-love a present . here 's the name ; " and jill held up the order from harry grant , who was to be married in the autumn . " must wait till next week . " what made you take such a long walk ? you look as tired as if you 'd been ten miles , " said jill , hoping to discover the length of the trip . " had to . then , with a great yawn , he stretched himself out to bask in the blaze , pillowing his head on his arms . presently jack rolled over and began to mutter in his sleep , as he often did when too weary for sound slumber . jill paid no attention till he uttered a name which made her prick up her ears and listen to the broken sentences which followed . only a few words , but she dropped her work , saying to herself , " i do believe he is talking about the secret . now i shall find out , and he will tell me himself , as i said he would . " the slam of the front door woke jack , and he pulled himself up , declaring that he believed he had been having a nap . " floor is too hard for tired bones . guess i 'll go to bed and get rested up for monday . i am sorry to say that the time has come , and the offender is a boy whom i trusted entirely . it grieves me to do this , but i must keep my promise , and hope the example will have a good effect . " " he 's the chap . won't he catch it ? " whispered gus to frank , for both owed him a grudge . i 'm told you went to the shop on friday . is it true ? " asked mr acton very gently , for he liked jack and seldom had to correct him in any way . " to buy something ? " " no , sir . " " to meet someone ? " " yes , sir . " " was it jerry shannon ? " " i am told it was ; also that you were seen to go into the saloon with him . " yes , sir . " " did you play ? " " no , sir . i can't . " " drink beer ? " " i was sure of that . then what took you there , my boy ? " the question was so kindly put that jack forgot himself an instant , and blurted out , " i only went to pay him some money , sir . " " ah , how much ? " " two seventy-five , " muttered jack , as red as a cherry at not being able to keep a secret better . " too much for a lad like you to owe such a fellow as jerry . how came it ? " and mr acton looked disturbed . " does any one beside jerry know of this ? " " one other fellow , " after a pause . " think it over till to-morrow , and perhaps you will change your mind . " it isn't as bad as it looks , sir , but i can't say any more . at tea-time both boys were very silent , one looking grim , the other excited . frank stared sternly at his brother across the table , and no amount of marmalade sweetened or softened that reproachful look . jack defiantly crunched his toast , with occasional slashes at the butter , as if he must vent the pent-up emotions which half distracted him . but this one did not , and when both refused cake , this sure sign of unusual perturbation made her anxious to know the cause . " he will . make jack own up , whether he can or not . little donkey ! " stormed frank , who hated rowdies and could not forgive his brother for being seen with one . when he came , it was evident that he had found it harder to refuse his mother than all the rest . but she trusted him in spite of appearances , and that was such a comfort ! it was well he had something to cheer him up at home , for he got little peace at school . but the thing that tried him most was the knowledge that his report would not be what it usually was . now here was a dreadful downfall , tardy marks , bad company , broken rules , and something too wrong to tell , apparently . chapter xiv . and jill finds it out " ed will be here saturday night and may be he will find out , for jack tells him everything . " i let him alone , but i see that he isn't badgered too much . that 's all i can do . " no , he 's off for the summer . got a place somewhere . hope he 'll stay there and let bob alone . " " where is bob now ? " oh , he went to captain skinner 's the first of march , chores round , and goes to school up there . so he 's all right , if he only behaves . " " it 's four miles to hill district , but the captain lives this side of the school-house . about three from here , i should say . " " depends on how much of a walkist he is . " " suppose he was lame and it was sloshy , and he made a call and came back . how long would that take ? " asked jill impatiently . " well , in that case , i should say two or three hours . " jack couldn't do it in less , could he ? " " he used to run up that hilly road for a breather , and think nothing of it . " what are you laughing at ? " " can't tell . " " why do you want to know about hill district ? are you going there ? " " wish i could ! i 'd soon have it out of him . " " who ? " " never mind . please push up my table . " go away till i 'm done . " robert walker . " dear sir , i want to ask if jack minot came to see you last friday afternoon . he got into trouble being seen with jerry shannon . he paid him some money . jack won't tell , and mr acton talked to him about it before all the school . we feel bad , because we think jack did not do wrong . i don't know as you have anything to do with it , but i thought i 'd ask . please answer quick . respectfully yours , " jane pecq " " there ! when his eye fell on the address , he laughed , and said in a teasing way , " are you and bob such good friends that you correspond ? what will jack say ? " " don't know , and don't care ! be good , now , and let's have a little secret as well as other folks . i 'll tell you all about it when he answers , " said jill in her most coaxing tone . " suppose he doesn't ? " " then i shall send you up to see him . i must know something , and i want to do it myself , if i can . " " look here ; what are you after ? i really do believe it may be , and i 'm going to find out . " " come here and i 'll tell you . " holding him by one button , she whispered something in his ear that made him exclaim , with a look at the rug , " no ! did he ? i declare i shouldn't wonder ! it would be just like the dear old blunder-head . " " you are as bright as a button . f.m . " " jack did come up friday . sorry he got into a mess . it was real kind of him , and i shall pay him back soon . jack paid jerry for me and i made him promise not to tell . jerry said he 'd come here and make a row if i didn't cash up . i was afraid i 'd lose the place if he did , for the capt. is awful strict . if jack don't tell now , i will . i ain't mean . glad you wrote . " r.o.w . " " hurrah ! " cried jill , waving the letter over her head in great triumph . " my good , generous boy ! i knew he was right all the time ! " while frank worked his hand up and down like a pump-handle , exclaiming heartily , " you 're a trump , sir , and i 'm proud of you ! " jill meantime calling out , in wild delight , " i told you so ! i told you so ! i did find out ; ha , ha , i did ! " " come , i say ! what 's the matter ? i 'm all right . " hullo ! " said jack , when he got the letter into his own hand and read it . " now who put bob up to this ? " you did ; " and jill 's face twinkled with naughty satisfaction , for this was the best fun of all . " i didn't ! when ? where ? it 's a joke ! " " you did , " cried jill , pointing to the rug . here jill paused , all out of breath , and frank said , with an approving pat on the head , " it won't do to have such a sharp young person round if we are going to have secrets . you 'd make a good detective , miss . " " now , please , don't make a fuss about it ; that would be most as bad as having every one down on me . " i 'll be discreet , dear , but you owe it to yourself , as well as bob , to have the truth known . both have behaved well , and no harm will come to him , i am sure . i 'll see to that myself , " said mrs minot , in a tone that set jack 's mind at rest on that point . " oh , it wasn't much . " i never saw such a fellow for keeping a promise ! you stick to it through thick and thin , no matter how silly or hard it is . i call that rather overdoing the matter ; " and frank looked as if he thought moderation even in virtue a good thing . " and i call it a fine sample of entire obedience . he obeyed orders , and that is what we all must do , without always seeing why , or daring to use our own judgment . " like casabianca ! " cried jill , much impressed , for obedience was her hardest trial . " i think he was a fool to burn up , " said frank , bound not to give in . " i don't . " you admire ' the charge of the light brigade , ' and glow all over as you thunder it out . yet they went gallantly to their death rather than disobey orders . don't be laughed out of it , my son , for faithfulness in little things fits one for heroism when the great trials come . one 's conscience can hardly be too tender when honor and honesty are concerned . " " you are right , mother , and i am wrong . i beg your pardon , jack , and you sha'n't get ahead of me next time . " " please tell on , jack . this is very nice , but i do want to know all about the other , " said jill , after a short pause . " let me see . he wouldn't get any wages for some time . the captain keeps him short on purpose , i guess , and won't let him come down town except on sundays . he didn't want any one to know about it , for fear he 'd lose his place . so i promised i wouldn't tell . so he went home pretty jolly , and i scratched ' round for the money . got it , too , and wasn't i glad ? " jack paused to rub his hands , and frank said , with more than usual respect , " couldn't you get hold of jerry in any other place , and out of school time ? that did the mischief , thanks to joe . i thrashed him , jill did i mention it ? " " i couldn't get all my money till friday morning , and i knew jerry was off at night . i looked for him before school , and at noon , but couldn't find him , so afternoon recess was my last chance . he 's off , so my mind is easy , and bob will be so grateful i can keep him steady , perhaps . that will be worth two seventy-five , i think , " said jack heartily . " you should have come to me , " began frank . " to me , then , " said his mother . " it would have saved so much trouble . " i don't mind the fuss now , and bob is as kind as he can be . wanted to give me his big knife , but i wouldn't take it . " that is what pulled me through , i suppose . i used to think if i had done anything wrong , that i couldn't stand the snubbing a day . i should have told right off , and had it over . " that will make you happier than anything else , won't it ? " asked jill , eager to have him rewarded after his trials . " there 's one thing i like better , though i 'd be very sorry to lose my report . chapter xv . saint lucy then he asked for the report which jack had bravely received the day before and put away without showing to anybody . " i overlook that as i should your breaking into my house if you saw it was on fire . you ran to save a friend , and i wish i could tell those fellows why you were there . it would do them good . " i hope to have something in a day or two that will delight her very much . " that will be jolly . you are welcome to your secret , mamma . i 've had enough of them for one while ; " and jack shrugged his broad shoulders as if a burden had been taken off . in the evening ed came , and jack was quite satisfied when he saw how pleased his friend was at what he had done . " i wished to be really useful ; not just to talk about it and do nothing . i don't amount to much . " " yes , you do ! and if any one says you don't i 'll shake him . " i don't mean that ! " said jack indignantly . " i suppose that's it . sunday evening mrs minot sat by the fire , planning how she should tell some good news she had been saving up all day . your mother showed me that , and i think it is very pretty . i call it a ' fairy , ' but it is really where the seeds are hidden and the sweet smell comes from . " " did you speak , ' m ? " she asked , smiling back again , without in the least knowing why . " no , dear . " tell it , mamma . " we don't have fairy tales on sunday , you know , " began jill regretfully . frank retired to the easy-chair , that he might sleep if the tale should prove too childish for him . " once upon a time there was a queen who had two princes . " " wasn't there a princess ? " asked jack , interested at once . " like snowdrop 's mother , " whispered jill . the boys carried her home to the palace , and the queen was glad to have her . she had fallen and hurt herself , so she lay in bed week after week , with her mother to take care of her " " where was your saint lucy ? " she is coming . " this she used to sing a great deal after a while , never dreaming that patience was an angel who could hear and obey . but it was so ; and one night , when the girl had lulled herself to sleep with that song , the angel came . nobody saw the lovely spirit with tender eyes , and a voice that was like balm . " that was the miracle , and patience can work far greater ones if you will let her . " " and the girl 's name was lucy ? " " there is more . " " then the story isn't done ? " cried jack . " oh dear , no ; the most interesting things are to come , if you can wait for them . " " yes , i see , this is the moral part . " the elder prince was very fond of driving dragons , for the people of that country used these fiery monsters as horses . " " he went about fighting other people 's battles , helping the poor , and trying to do good . as when he gave away his best coat to a beggar boy , instead of the old one which he intended to give . " " i say , that isn't fair , mother ! " yes , you did , my dear ; and it was not an easy thing for my dandiprat to do . now listen , and i 'll tell you how they both learned to be wiser . " thank you , mother ; i 'll remember my part of the moral . " now tell about the girl . " that is the best of all , but it seems as if i never should get to it . " i 'd like to see them saying anything else , " said frank , while jack sat up to demand fiercely , " who talks about taking jill away ? " " yes . " " it 's too lovely to be true . " " still more ? " " the very best of all . " that will be regularly splendid ! won't that be good ? " asked mrs minot , hoping her story had not been too interesting . " i 'm not crying , " she said with a laugh which was fuller of blithe music than any song she sung . " but it was so splendid , it sort of took my breath away for a minute . now i see why the doctor made me stand up , and told me to get my baskets ready to go a-maying . " no , dear , not so soon as that . it will be months , probably , before you can walk and run , as you used to ; but they will soon pass . " i can wait . " you have done quite as much for us ; so we are even . " can i do all that ? i didn't know i was of any use . " no real trying is ever in vain . it is like the spring rain , and flowers are sure to follow in good time . " am i really the least bit like that good lucinda ? i tried to be , but i didn't think i was , " asked jill softly . " you are very like her in all ways but one . she did not get well , and you will . " chapter xvi . up at merry 's " now fly round , child , and get your sweeping done up smart and early . " " yes , mother . " " i shall want you to help me about the baking , by and by . " " yes , mother . " " roxy is cleaning the cellar-closets , so you 'll have to get the vegetables ready for dinner . father wants a boiled dish , and i shall be so busy i can't see to it . " " yes , mother . " something made the old nursery hymn come into merry 's head , and humming to herself , " in works of labor or of skill i would be busy too , " so the great logs were kindled , and the flames went dancing up the chimney as if glad to be set free from their prison . it changed the whole room like magic , and no one could resist the desire to enjoy its cheery comfort . tom brushed his hair and washed his hands nicely before he came to table . dick tried to lower his boisterous laughter , and harry never smoked in the sitting-room . mrs grant was flying about the kitchen , getting the loaves of brown and white bread ready for the big oven . " you are a handy child and a credit to your bringing up , though i do say it . those are as pretty pies as i 'd wish to eat , if they bake well , and there 's no reason why they shouldn't . " " may i make some tarts or rabbits of these bits ? " no , dear ; there 's no time for knick-knacks to-day . the beets ought to be on this minute . run and get ' em , and be sure you scrape the carrots well . " " if you 've done all your own mending , there 's a heap of socks to be looked over . then i 'll show you about darning the tablecloths . as she braided up her hair , her eye fell upon the reflection of her own face in the glass . " you needn't look so cross and ugly just because you can't have what you want . " one more job , if you are not too tired for it . " i have , and was just coming up to tell you , for i was sure you would be glad . " i may go abroad in the autumn . " " oh , how lovely ! " " isn't it ? david german is going to spend a year in rome , to finish a statue , and wants me to go along . " yes ; and i 've got to earn it . but i can i know i can , for i 've saved some , and i shall work like ten beavers all summer . " i wish i had it to give you . it must be so splendid to feel that you can do great things if you only have the chance . and to travel , and see all the lovely pictures and statues , and people and places in italy . " i am so happy that i 'm afraid it never will happen . if i do go , i 'll write and tell you all about the fine sights , and how i get on . " indeed i should ! " why , yes ; i 'd love to , only i shall not have anything interesting to say . " write about yourself , and all the rest of the people i know . grandma will be gone , and i shall want to hear how you get on . " " you bear your worries so well that nobody knows you have them . i ought not to complain , and i won't , for i do have all i need . i don't mind as long as grandma is all right . she is away to-night , or i should not be here , " he added , as if some excuse was necessary . " being here , come in and spend the evening . the boys will like to hear the news , and so will father . do , now . " merry touched up the table , and put a little vase of flowers in the middle to redeem the vulgarity of doughnuts . " i 'm afraid the time is coming , mother . " " no danger as long as she don't know it , father . " ralph took up his hat to go , saying as he looked at the shade on the tall student lamp , " what a good light that gives ! i can see it as i go home every night , and it burns up here like a beacon . i always look for it , and it hardly ever fails to be burning . sort of cheers up the way , you know , when i 'm tired or low in my mind . " " then i 'm very glad i got it . i liked the shape , but the boys laughed at it as they did at my bulrushes in a ginger-jar over there . " isn't that lovely ? i tried to draw it the shape was so graceful i wanted to keep it . but i couldn't . " i can keep it for you . it would look well in plaster . may i ? " asked ralph . " thank you , i should like that very much . chapter xvii . down at molly 's granny , tobias , mortification , and molasses were the elders . granny , a gray old puss , was the mother and grandmother of all the rest . molasses was a yellow cat , the mamma of four of the kits , the fifth being granny 's latest darling . the giddy kits paid no attention , as they did not know what house-cleaning meant , happy little dears ! " i can't imagine what put it into miss bat 's head . i never said a word , and gave up groaning over the clutter , as i couldn't mend it . " shut my eyes to it , you mean ? " you sharp little thing ! i know my hair is not neat now , for i 've been chasing boo round the garden to wash him for school . then miss bat threw the parlor carpet out of the window , and i was so surprised i had to run and tell you . now , what had we better do about it ? " " very well , don't scramble , " said molly , getting up to feed her pets . she could not imagine what had started the old lady . " you 've no idee how improved molly is . " being over to mis minot 's so much has been good for her , and up to mis grant 's . girls catch neat ways as quick as they do untidy ones , and them wild little tykes often turn out smart women . " " sister dawes has done well by them children , and i hope mr bemis sees it . he ought to give her something comfortable to live on when she can't do for him any longer . he can well afford it . " " i haven't a doubt he will . he 's a lavish man when he starts to do a thing , but dreadful unobserving , else he 'd have seen to matters long ago . them children was town-talk last fall , and i used to feel as if it was my bounden duty to speak to miss dawes . but i never did , fearing i might speak too plain , and hurt her feelings . " it is so pleasant to be praised after you 've been trying hard . " as he could not see the patches himself , he fancied them invisible , and came home much afflicted by the jeers of his friends . " sad loss to them , poor things ! but miss bat seems to have done well by them . molly is much improved , and the boy looks finely . when she came back she sat down to her work , fancying her father still asleep . her father was wide awake and looking at her , thinking , as he did so , " really the old lady has worked well to change my tomboy into that nice little girl : i wonder how she did it . " " shirts for boo , sir . " isn't that a new notion ? " no , sir ; only yours . i do mine and boo 's . " i 'd love to , and i guess i could . " there 's something to start with ; " and he threw her a pair , with nearly every finger ripped . " i was thinking about my summer clothes . " i thought miss bat did that for you . " " she always has , but she gets ugly , cheap things that i don't like . i think i am old enough to choose myself , if there is someone to tell me about prices and the goodness of the stuff . merry does ; and she is only a few months older than i am . " " how old are you , child ? " asked her father , feeling as if he had lost his reckoning . " fifteen in august ; " and molly looked very proud of the fact . " so you are ! bless my heart , how the time goes ! well , get what you please ; if i 'm to have a young lady here , i 'd like to have her prettily dressed . it won't offend miss bat , will it ? " molly 's eyes sparkled , but she gave a little shrug as she answered , " she won't care . she never troubles herself about me if i let her alone . " hey ? what ? not trouble herself ? if she doesn't , who does ? " and mr bemis sat up as if this discovery was more surprising than the other . " i take care of myself and boo , and she looks after you . the house goes any way . " " i should think so ! i nearly broke my neck over the parlor sofa in the hall to-night . what is it there for ? " molly laughed . i thought you might have told her to . " " i 've said nothing . don't like house-cleaning well enough to suggest it . i did think the hall was rather dirty when i dropped my coat and took it up covered with lint . is she going to upset the whole place ? " asked mr bemis , looking alarmed at the prospect . " why don't you dust round a little , then ? no time to spare from the books and play ? " " i tried , father , but miss bat didn't like it , and it was too hard for me alone . " it is high time someone took hold , if matters are left as you say . now i find you are the one to be thanked , and it is a very pleasant surprise to me . " " give her the present , please ; i 'm satisfied , if you like what i 've done . it isn't much , and i didn't know as you would ever observe any difference . " you certainly are , my dear . i 'll wait till the house-cleaning is over , and then , if we are all alive , i 'll see about miss bat 's reward . " oh , thank you , sir ! that will be splendid . " seems to me you look very well as you are . " this ? why , father , i 've worn it all winter , and it 's frightfully ugly , and almost in rags . " too bad ! miss bat always talks about economy , and has no more taste than a caterpillar . " molly meant to say " cat , " but remembering her pets , spared them the insult . " i think i can afford to dress my girl as well as grant does his . get a new hat and coat , child , and any little notions you fancy . " those are the keys to your mother 's things . i always meant you to have them , when you were old enough to use or care for them . i think you 'll fancy this better than any other present , for you are a good child , and very like her . " he kissed her , then said , as he began to stir his papers about , " i must write some letters . run off to bed , child . good-night , my dear , good-night . " chapter xviii . may baskets " good day , little sister , come out and play with us , for winter is over and spring is here . " " i wish i could ! " thought jill , as the soft wind kissed a tinge of color into her pale cheeks . " they all go there to sleep and eat , and it has room for every one . it is green when other trees die , the wind can't break it , and the snow only makes it look prettier . it sings to me , and nods as if it knew i loved it . " " for my lady , of course . " i fancied it would be for master jack , " said her mother , wishing the excursion to be a cheerful one . " i 've another for him , but she must have the prettiest . she will remember it , for i 've been turning and tending it ever so long , to make it bloom to-day . " indeed it is ; and you are right to give your best to her . come away now , you must not stand any longer . " yes , thank heaven ! " fair to middling . " i did better . " oh , boys , is that all ? " " what shall we do ? " " it isn't our fault : it is the late spring . we can't make flowers , can we ? " asked frank , in a tone of calm resignation . " couldn't you buy some , then ? " said molly , smoothing her crumpled morning-glories , with a sigh . " who ever heard of a fellow having any money left the last day of the month ? " demanded gus , severely . " or girls either . i spent all mine in ribbon and paper for my baskets , and now they are of no use . it 's a shame ! " lamented jill , while merry began to thin out her full baskets to fill the empty ones . " hold on ! " cried frank , relenting . " now , jack , make their minds easy before they begin to weep and wail . " " left the box outside . " tell away , " said frank , modestly passing the story along to gus , who made short work of it . " we rampaged all over the country , and got only that small mess of greens . knew you 'd be disgusted , and sat down to see what we could do . then jack piped up , and said he 'd show us a place where we could get a plenty . ' come on , ' said we , and after leading us a nice tramp , he brought us out at morse's greenhouse . so we got a few on tick , as we had but four cents among us , and there you are . pretty clever of the little chap , wasn't it ? " " don't believe it ! " cried jill , hugging her own treasure jealously . " it 's only another joke . i won't look , " said molly , still struggling to make her cambric roses bloom again . " i know what it is ! oh , how sweet ! " added merry , sniffing , as ed set the box before her , saying pleasantly , " you shall see first , because you had faith . " " here you are , plenty for all . real pilgrim fathers , right from plymouth . " ed always gets ahead of us in doing the right thing at the right time . hope you 've got some first-class baskets ready for him , " said gus , refreshing the washingtonian nose with a pink blossom or two . " now we must fly round and fill up . come , boys , sort out the green and hand us the flowers as we want them . " ed must choose his baskets first . ed chose a blue one , and merry filled it with the rosiest may-flowers , knowing that it was to hang on mabel 's door-handle . " let us have poetry , as we can't get wild flowers . that will be rather fine , " proposed jill , who liked jingles . " oh , dear ! " cranium , " said frank , who was getting on bravely with " annette " and " violet . " " that is elegant ! " and molly scribbled away in great glee , for her poems were always funny ones . " no , i shouldn't . this person never laughs at other persons ' mistakes , as some persons do , " replied jill , with dignity . " now let's read them , " proposed molly , who loved to laugh even at herself . the boys politely declined , and scrambled their notes into the chosen baskets in great haste ; but the girls were less bashful . jill was invited to begin , and gave her little piece , with the pink hyacinth basket before her , to illustrate her poem . " to my lady " there are no flowers in the fields , no green leaves on the tree , no columbines , no violets , no sweet anemone . " that 's perfectly sweet ! " to one who teaches me the sweetness and the beauty of doing faithfully and cheerfully my duty . " " well , that 's no harm . i 'll do it if you can spare some of these , we have so many . it would please and surprise them so . will we ? " asked ed , in that persuasive voice of his . " that mercy you to others show that mercy grant to me . " " how lovely ! and this one will never fade , but always be a pleasure hanging there . chapter xix . good templars " hi there ! bell 's rung ! frank made a beginning on his own toilet , and then took a look at his brother , for the stillness was suspicious . " i thought so ! " come , i say ! that 's not fair ! " i promised to wake you , and you believe in keeping promises , so i 'm doing my best to get you up . " " well , you needn't pour a quart of water down a fellow 's neck , and rub his nose off , need you ? i 'm awake , so take your old sponge and go along , " growled jack , with one eye open and a mighty gape . " i shall have one good stretch , if i like . who does not know the fatal charm of that stolen moment for once yield to it , and one is lost . " hold on ! yah , how cold the water is ! " i don't care . what a jolly day ! " and jack took a little promenade to finish the rousing process . " you 'd better hurry up , or you won't get your chores done before breakfast . " what on earth are you about ? " " playing rowell . " you little noodle , you 'd better revolve into bed before you lose your head entirely . i never saw such a fellow for taking himself off his legs . " " done ! " answered frank , and at it they went . a clashing of boots followed , while jack whistled " polly hopkins , " and frank declaimed in his deepest voice , " arma virumque cano , trojae qui primus ab oris italiam , fato profugus , laviniaque venit litora . " " hold hard , no . @number@ and don't forget your teeth , " answered jack , who had done his . " ready ! i 'll trouble you for a cent , sonny ; " and frank held out his hand as he appeared equipped for the day . " you haven't hung up your night-gown , nor aired the bed , nor opened the windows . that 's part of the dressing ; mother said so . " ready ! i 'll trouble you for a cent , old man ; " and jack held out his hand , with a chuckle . " i declare i don't see what he does with it ! he really ought not to ' gobble ' so , mother , " said frank , who was eating with great deliberation and propriety . " never you mind , old quiddle . " that reminds me ! " never thought of it . we must look up some bits at noon instead of playing . dare say jill has got some : she always saves all she finds for me . " " i have one or two good items , and can do any copying there may be . " yes , we ought , but somehow we don't seem to get up much steam about it lately . nearly all the children belonged to it , and the parents also , and we had fine times here twenty-five or thirty years ago . " " oh yes , it did , my dear ; for to this day many of those children are true to their pledge . the town is better than it was in those days , and if we each do our part faithfully , it will improve yet more . every boy and girl who joins is one gained , perhaps , and your example is the best temperance lecture you can give . hold fast , and don't mind if it isn't ' jolly ' : it is right , and that should be enough for us . " jack 's face brightened as he listened , and frank said , with the steady look which made his face manly , " it shall be . ed and i went up to see bob , sunday , and he said he 'd join the lodge , if they 'd have him . i 'm going to propose him to-night . " " we 've got him now , for no one will object , and it is just the thing for him . " we must not forget our ' observer , ' but have a good one tonight in honor of the occasion . there may be something here . come home early at noon , and i 'll help you get your paper ready . " " do you want your nose pulled ? " demanded frank , who never would stand joking on that tender point from his brother . but the pursuer ducked under her arm and gave chase with all speed . no romping was allowed there , so a truce was made by locking little fingers , and both sat down to get their breath . " i am to go on the piazza , for an hour , by and by , doctor said . " yes , indeed ! come on , princess , " answered jack , glad to see her so well and happy . the boys made an arm-chair , and away she went , for a pleasant day downstairs . many hands make light work , and nothing remained but a little copying , which jill promised to do before night . so the boys had time for a game of football after school in the afternoon , which they much enjoyed . as they sat resting on the posts , gus said , " can't do it , " answered frank , sadly . " that 's a pity ! i forgot it was tuesday , and can't put it off , as i 've asked all the rest . give up your old lodge and come along , " said gus , who had not joined yet . " we might for once , perhaps , but i don't like to " began jack , hesitating . " i won't . who 's to propose bob if we don't ? i want to go awfully ; but i wouldn't disappoint bob for a good deal , now he is willing to come . " " nor ed , i forgot that . no , we can't go . we want to be good templars , and we mustn't shirk , " added jack , following his brother . " better come . can't put it off . lots of fun , " called gus , disappointed at losing two of his favorite mates . " tell the brothers and sisters that if i can serve them in any way while here , to command me . i 'll be color-bearer , and you may drill us as much as you like . " we 'll see about it . chapter xx . a sweet memory " we are all going up to bethlehem . we take the seashore one year and the mountains the next . " can't ; we are off to pebbly beach the second week in july . our invalids need sea air . " stop that , captain ! i 'm all right ; " and jack gave himself a sounding slap on the chest , where shone the white star of the h.b.b.c . " never shall ; i don't want any of your old colleges . i 'm going into business as soon as i can . ed says i may be his book-keeper , if i am ready when he starts for himself . " much you know about it . just as well you don't mean to try , for it would take a mighty long pull and strong pull to get you in . business would suit you better , and you and ed would make a capital partnership . devlin , minot , & co sounds well , hey , gus ? " " very , but they are such good-natured chaps , they 'd never get rich . by the way , ed came home at noon to-day sick . i met him , and he looked regularly knocked up , " answered gus , in a sober tone . i must go right round and see what the matter is ; " and jack jumped up , with an anxious face . " let him alone till to-morrow . he won't want any one fussing over him now . " go ahead and get ready , i 'll just cut round and ask at the door . it will seem kind , and i must know how ed is . won't be long ; " and jack was off at his best pace . the others were waiting impatiently when he came back with slower steps and a more anxious face . " how is the old fellow ? " called frank from the boat , while gus stood leaning on an oar in a nautical attitude . " pretty sick . had the doctor . may have a fever . " guess he 'll be all right in a day or two ; " and gus pushed off , leaving all care behind . " he 's worked too hard . he 's so faithful he does more than his share , and gets tired out . up or down ? " asked jack , as they glided out into the river . don't we always pull to the bridge ? " " not when the girls are going down , " laughed jack , who had recognized juliet 's scarlet boating-suit as he glanced over his shoulder . " oh , ah ! i see ! there is a blue jacket as well as a red one , so it 's all right . " lady queen anne , she sits in the sun , as white as a lily , as brown as a bun , " sung jack , recovering his spirits , and wishing jill was there too . " do you want a ducking ? " sternly demanded gus , anxious to preserve discipline . " shouldn't mind , its so warm . " " pity this boat won't hold four . " i don't think it is safe to put four in there . " wouldn't it be more ship-shape still if you put me ashore at grif 's landing ? i can take his boat , or wait till you come back . don't care what i do , " said jack , feeling himself sadly in the way . jack remembered that quiet half-hour long afterward , because what followed seemed to impress it on his memory . ed was almost as dear to him , and the thought that he was suffering destroyed jack 's pleasure for a little while . " what are you reading , jacky ? " the unusual caress , the very gentle tone , made jack look up , and the minute he saw frank 's face he knew the truth . he could not do it , and presently turned his head a little to say , in a despairing tone , " i don't see what i shall do without him ! " " i know it 's hard for you . it is for all of us . " " you 've got gus , but now i haven't anybody . " you 've got me . i 'll be good to you ; cry if you want to , i don't mind . " it is often said that there should be no death or grief in children 's stories . the boys had brought fresh boughs to make the grave a green bed for their comrade 's last sleep . good and happy the two things we all long for and so few of us truly are . " it was not what he did but what he was that made him so beloved . so the tears soon dried , and the young faces looked up like flowers after rain . " i 'm glad it was all so sweet and pleasant . jack sat down in the low chair beside her and leaned his head against the arm of the sofa , for he was tired . presently he said , stopping before his mother , who leaned in the easy-chair looking up at the picture of her boys ' father , " i should like to have just such things said about me when i die . " " so should i , if i deserved them as ed did ! " cried jack , earnestly . " you may if you try . i should be proud to hear them , and if they were true , they would comfort me more than anything else . " i never thought much about it before , but now dying doesn't seem dreadful at all only solemn and beautiful . somehow everybody seems to love everybody else more for it , and try to be kind and good and pious . " that 's what merry said when she and molly came in on their way home . but molly felt dreadfully , and so did mabel . " i don't want anything to remember him by . i was so fond of him , i couldn't forget if i tried . that is what faith means , and without it we are miserable . " he believed it , and that 's why he liked that hymn so much . i 'm glad they sung it to-day , " said frank , bringing his heavy dictionary to lay on the book where the flowers were pressing . " oh , thank you ! could you play that tune for me ? i didn't hear it , and i 'd love to , if you are willing , " asked jill . " i didn't think i ever should want to play again , but i do . will you sing it for her , mother ? i 'm afraid i shall break down if i try alone . " far more precious surely than the birds that fly is a father 's image to a father 's eye . cheer thine heart , then , mortal , never faithless be , he that marks the sparrows will remember thee . " chapter xxi . pebbly beach " never mind the clothes , we only want a boating-suit apiece . " those are the necessaries and clothes the luxuries , are they ? " wish i could . dare say we shall want them . here frank came in with two big books , saying calmly , " just slip these in somewhere , we shall need them . " " they are not dics , but my encyclopedia . we shall want to know heaps of things , and this tells about everything . with those books , and a microscope and a telescope , you could travel round the world , and learn all you wanted to . can't possibly get on without them , " said frank , fondly patting his favorite work . " my patience ! what queer cattle boys are ! " exclaimed mrs pecq , while they all laughed . " then i 'll carry them myself ; " and frank tucked one under each arm , with a determined air , which settled the matter . " tadpoles don't live in salt water , my son , and if you mean conchology , you 'd better say so . a very happy party set off the next day , leaving mrs pecq waving her apron on the steps . he was absent now , and the visitors took possession of this fine play-place . " oh , when can i go out ? " i 'll be good , only do let me have my sailor-hat to wear , and my new suit . " do come out , mother , it 's perfectly splendid on the beach ! i 've found a nice place for jill to sit , and it 's only a step . lots of capital fellows here ; one has a bicycle , and is going to teach us to ride . no end of fun up at the hotel , and every one seems glad to see us . they sit at our table , and wally is the boy , younger than i am , but very pleasant . bacon is the fellow in knickerbockers ; just wish you could see what stout legs he 's got ! cox is the chap for me , though : we are going fishing to-morrow . he 's got a sweet-looking mother , and a sister for you , jill . now , then , do come on , i 'll take the traps . " a new world opened to her eyes as they came out upon the pebbly beach full of people enjoying their afternoon promenade . while she sat enjoying herself , jack showed his mother the place he had found , and a very nice one it was . just under the green bank lay an old boat propped up with some big stones . " isn't it a good cubby-house ? ben cox and i fixed it for jill , and she can have it for hers . " there couldn't be a nicer place , and it is very kind of you to get it ready . spread the shawls and settle jill , then you needn't think of us any more , but go and scramble with frank . i see him over there with his spy-glass and some pleasant-looking boys , " said mamma , bustling about in great spirits . but the girls had capital times together , and it did jill good to see another sort from those she knew at home . in the morning they camped round the boat on the stones with books , gay work , and merry chatter , till bathing-time . now that she was among the well and active , it seemed harder to be patient than when shut up and unable to stir . it was a good lesson , and made her as meek as a lamb during the rest of her stay . " don't try to walk or run about , my dear . sit on the piazza if you get tired of this , and amuse yourself quietly till i come back . " oh , don't forget the gibraltars ! " cried jill , popping her head out of the green roof . " nor the bananas , please ! " added gerty , looking round one end . " nor the pink and blue ribbon to tie our shell-baskets , " called mamie , nearly tumbling into the aquarium at the other end . mrs minot laughed , and promised , and rumbled away , leaving jill to an experience which she never forgot . off they went , and jill felt very lonely as the gay voices died away . every one had gone somewhere , and only little harry hammond and his maid were on the beach . " come for a sail , jill ? take you anywhere you like , " called jack , touched by the lonely figure on the beach . " i 'd love to go , if you will row . mamma made me promise not to go sailing without a man to take care of me . would it spoil your fun to have me ? " answered jill , eagerly . " all the rest are gone to the chasm . " we 'll row you round there . " what do you suppose they are about ? never saw such a lot of folks at this time . shouldn't wonder if something had happened . may be something we ought to know about . " so the boys pulled round into a quiet nook , and the two elder ones scrambled up the rocks , to disappear in the crowd . five , ten , fifteen minutes passed , and they did not return . jack grew impatient , so did jill , and bade him run up and bring them back . " i can't come back ! there 's nothing to hold on to ! " keep cool ! give my love to victoria ! luff and bear away when you come to halifax ! she turned her back to the sea and looked at the dear , safe land , which never had seemed so green and beautiful before . up on the hill rustled the wood through which the happy party were wandering to the chasm . on the rocks she still saw the crowd all busy with their own affairs , unconscious of her danger . here and there artists were sketching in picturesque spots , and in one place an old gentleman sat fishing peacefully . " perhaps i shall be wrecked on norman 's woe , and somebody will make poetry about me . it would be pretty to read , but i don't want to die that way . oh , why did i come ! why didn't i stay safe and comfortable in my own boat ? " and there it was ! " hi ! hi ! oh , please do stop and get me ! i 'm lost , no oars , nobody to fix the sail ! " keep still ! chapter xxii . a happy day " oh dear ! only a week more , and then we must go back . " yes , it will be dreadful to leave gerty and mamie and all the nice people . but i 'm so much better i won't have to be shut up again , even if i don't go to school . how i long to see merry and molly . " i did want to ask molly , but your mother is so good to me i couldn't find courage to do it . mammy told me not to ask for a thing , and i 'm sure i don't get a chance . i feel just as if i was your truly born sister , jack . " " now , you sit in the cubby-house , and keep quiet till the boat comes in . then the fun will begin , and you must be fresh and ready to enjoy it . don't run off , now , i shall want to know where to find you by and by . " " no more running off , thank you . " why , how much she looks like molly ! " mrs minot sent for us to spend a week . " a week ? how splendid ! molly was charmed with the boat , and jill very glad the box was done in season . molly could swim like a duck , and quite covered herself with glory by diving off the pier . jack undertook to teach boo , who was a promising pupil , being so plump that he could not sink if he tried . " now , bacon ! " " go it , minot ! " " hit him up , cox ! " " jack 's ahead ! " " no , he isn't ! " " here they come ! " jack was soon rested , and , making light of his defeat , insisted on taking the girls to see the fun . the shooting was good ; a handsome damsel got the prize of a dozen arrows , and every one clapped in the most enthusiastic manner . " no dancing for me , but molly must have a good time . what a good time molly did have that week ! other people were going to leave also , and therefore much picnicking , boating , and driving was crowded into the last days . it was very pleasant , till poor boo innocently added to the excitement by poisoning a few of his neighbors with a bad lobster . but i fordot , and i don't fink i 'll ever find such a nice big one any more . " " it 's lucky we are going home to-morrow , or that child would be the death of himself and everybody else . " we 've dot him ! " called the innocents , tugging up their prize with such solemn satisfaction it was impossible to help laughing . " i always wanted to tatch a whale , and this is a baby one , i fink . ain't he pretty ? " asked boo , displaying the immense mouth with fond pride , while his friend flapped the tail . chapter xxiii . cattle show the children were not the only ones who had learned something at pebbly beach . while the ladies worked or walked together , they naturally spoke oftenest and most earnestly about their children , and each contributed her experience . " school begins to-morrow . " don't you want to go ? i long to , but don't believe i shall . " i 've had such a jolly good time , that i hate to be shut up all day worse than ever . don't you , frank ? " asked jack , with a vengeful slap at the arithmetic which was the torment of his life . " well , i confess i don't hanker for school as much as i expected . i 'd rather take a spin on the old bicycle . our roads are so good , it is a great temptation to hire a machine , and astonish the natives . that 's what comes of idleness . " glad of it . how much longer is it to be ? " asked jack , hoping for a week at least . " two or three years for some of you . " " but , mother , what becomes of college ? " asked frank , rather disturbed at this change of base . " put it off for a year , and see if you are not better fitted for it then than now . " " but i am already fitted : i 've worked like a tiger all this year , and i 'm sure i shall pass . " " ready in one way , but not in another . that hard work is no preparation for four years of still harder study . i cannot have you break down , as so many boys do , or pull through at the cost of ill-health afterward . eighteen is young enough to begin the steady grind , if you have a strong constitution to keep pace with the eager mind . " other fellows go at my age , and i was rather pleased to be ready at sixteen , " he began . but she added , quickly , " they go , but how do they come out ? " i 'll do my best ; but i don't see what is to become of us if we don't go to school . " so i say ! " cried jack , pleased with the new idea , for he never did love books . " i do hate to be driven so i don't half understand , because there is no time to have things explained . " what is to become of me , please ? " asked jill , meekly . " you and molly are to have lessons here . " that will be splendid ! i am not a hard mistress , and i hope you will find my school a pleasant one . " " that 's my good girl ! " and mrs minot stroked the curly black head as if it was her own little daughter 's . you all have got a capital start during these six weeks , so it is a good time to begin my experiment . if it does not work well , we will go back to school and college next spring . " " and to ride horseback . i am going to hire old jane and get out the little phaeton , so we can all enjoy the fine weather while it lasts . molly and i can drive jill , and you can take turns in the saddle when you are tired of ball and boating . " won't that be gay ? i 'll get down the saddle to-day , so we can begin right off . lem rides , and we can go together . " you must see that she does , for you boys are to take care of her . our estate is not a large one , and it will be excellent work for you , my men . " " all right ! i 'll see to jane . i love horses , " said jack , well pleased with the prospect . " my horse won't need much care . " you may put me in a hen-coop , and keep me there a year , if you like . each school showed its best pupils , and the parents looked on at the blooming flower show . " ralph is going to send my bust . he asked if he might , and mother said yes . " i could send my model ; it is nearly done . " and i could send my star bedquilt ! " i haven't got anything . can't sew rags together ; or make baby engines , and i have no live-stock yes , i have too ! there 's old bun . old jane not only carried them all to ride , but gave jack plenty of work keeping her premises in nice order . " put him in the old refrigerator , he can't get out of that . " it had been scrubbed up and painted red , cushions and plates put in , and two american flags adorned the roof . expressing great admiration for this rare animal , grif obtained leave to display the charms of graciosa at the fair . when the morning of @date@ arrived , the town was all astir , and the fair ground a lively scene . our young folks were in a high state of excitement , as they rumbled away with their treasures in a hay-cart . the bunny-house might have been a cage of tigers , so rampant were the cats at this new move . old bun , in a small box , brooded over the insult of the refrigerator , and looked as fierce as a rabbit could . it certainly was , and , to judge from the peals of merriment , the joke was a good one . a train of boys followed him across the ground , lost in admiration of the animal and the cleverness of her rider . among the stage properties of the dramatic club was the old ass 's head once used in some tableaux from " midsummer night 's dream . " the cats were admired , but , as they were not among the animals usually exhibited , there was no prize awarded . jack was sure his rabbit was the biggest there , and went eagerly to look for his premium . merry gladly told the story of her ambitious friend , and went to find him , that he might secure the order . chapter xxiv . down the river merry 's , though the simplest , was the daintiest of the three , being pale blue , trimmed with delicate edging , and beautifully made . " i really believe i have got henry 's six wives into my head right at last . two annes , three katherines , and one jane . " ' king henry the eighth to six spouses was wedded , one died , one survived , two divorced , two beheaded , ' was all i knew about them before . i like to make things pretty at home , and know that they all depend on me , and love me very much . isn't that fun ? " laughed molly , in high glee , at the agreeable change . " i like it ever so much , but i don't want to stay so all my days . " well , i should like to be famous in some way , and have people admire me very much . jill certainly did wear a white veil on the day she was twenty-five and called her husband jack . " these are the last of the pleasant days , and we ought to make the most of them . " oh , yes ! go down the river once more and have supper on the island . " i 'm your man , if the other fellows agree . we can't barrel these up for a while , so to-morrow will be a holiday for us . " don't worry about those high ones , jack . " i 'm glad that job is done ! i 've rasped every knuckle i 've got and worn out the knees of my pants . nice little crop though , isn't it ? " " it will be nicer if this young man does not bite every apple he touches . hi there ! " gus will be at home to-morrow . he always comes up early on saturday , you know . " i 'll ask the girls on my way home , and all meet at two o'clock for a good row while it 's warm . " you bring coffee and the big pot and some buttered crackers . next day eleven young people met at the appointed place , basket in hand . ralph could not come till later , for he was working now as he never worked before . " nothing bad , or he wouldn't smile so . " good news ! good news ! hurrah for rome , next month ! " " yes , i 'm really going in november . " i call that a handsome thing to do ! " said frank , warmly , for noble actions always pleased him . " i 'm very glad , old fellow . " shall you stay four years ? " asked merry 's soft voice , while a wistful look came into her happy eyes . " of course i shall write to some of you , but you mustn't expect any great things for years yet . " yes : i 've been hard at it every spare minute i could get , and have a fortnight more . " i do feel so proud to know a real artist , and have my bust done by him . " ed used to say that , and he had some splendid plans , but they didn't come to anything . " " perhaps they did ; who can tell ? " did you plant yours ? " " yes , on the lawn , and i mean it shall come up if i can make it , " answered frank , gravely . " what do they mean ? " whispered merry to jill , who was leaning against her knee to rest . guess it won't be lost time ; " and frank nodded at gus , who nodded back with the slightly superior expression all freshmen wear . " hope you won't find it so . " i 'm sure i have everything to be grateful for . end of the project gutenberg ebook of jack and jill , by louisa may alcott