i wish it was not [.] 1 i 2 wish 2 wish 3 it 2 wish 4 was 3 it 4 was 4 was 5 not she said nothing , and lay motionless for several minutes evidently struggling with some strong impulse [.] 1 she 2 said 2 said 5 and 2 said 13 with 3 nothing 5 and 4 , 5 and 5 and 6 lay 5 and 7 motionless 5 and 12 struggling 5 and 13 with 7 motionless 8 for 8 for 10 minutes 9 several 10 minutes 11 evidently 12 struggling 13 with 16 impulse 14 some 16 impulse 15 strong 16 impulse a murmur of voices met her ear [.] 1 a 2 murmur 2 murmur 3 of 2 murmur 5 met 3 of 4 voices 5 met 7 ear 6 her 7 ear she started , shrank , and shivered , bending lower with set teeth , white cheeks , and panic-stricken heart [.] 1 she 3 , 2 started 3 , 3 , 6 and 3 , 10 lower 3 , 11 with 4 shrank 6 and 5 , 6 and 6 and 7 shivered 7 shivered 8 , 7 shivered 9 bending 11 with 18 and 12 set 13 teeth 13 teeth 14 , 14 , 16 cheeks 14 , 18 and 15 white 16 cheeks 17 , 18 and 18 and 20 heart 19 panic-stricken 20 heart at the door of the library she paused [.] 1 at 3 door 1 at 7 she 2 the 3 door 3 door 4 of 4 of 6 library 5 the 6 library 7 she 8 paused no answer [.] 1 no 2 answer much alarmed , the woman raised his head , saw that he was unconscious , and rang for help [.] 1 much 2 alarmed 1 much 5 woman 1 much 10 saw 3 , 5 woman 4 the 5 woman 5 woman 6 raised 5 woman 7 his 5 woman 8 head 5 woman 9 , 7 his 8 head 10 saw 11 that 11 that 12 he 11 that 16 and 12 he 16 and 13 was 14 unconscious 13 was 16 and 15 , 16 and 16 and 17 rang 16 and 18 for 18 for 19 help five minutes had not elapsed when she reappeared with no sign of grief on her rigid face [.] 1 five 2 minutes 2 minutes 3 had 3 had 4 not 3 had 5 elapsed 4 not 5 elapsed 5 elapsed 6 when 6 when 7 she 6 when 8 reappeared 7 she 8 reappeared 8 reappeared 9 with 8 reappeared 14 on 9 with 11 sign 10 no 11 sign 11 sign 12 of 12 of 13 grief 13 grief 14 on 14 on 17 face 15 her 17 face 16 rigid 17 face she seemed to have forgotten everything , even the shock which had so sorely stricken her [.] 1 she 2 seemed 2 seemed 3 to 2 seemed 7 , 3 to 7 , 4 have 5 forgotten 4 have 7 , 5 forgotten 6 everything 7 , 8 even 8 even 10 shock 9 the 10 shock 10 shock 11 which 10 shock 12 had 11 which 12 had 12 had 15 stricken 13 so 14 sorely 14 sorely 15 stricken 15 stricken 16 her he is honest , capable , and trustworthy in all respects [.] 1 he 2 is 2 is 7 and 3 honest 4 , 4 , 5 capable 4 , 7 and 6 , 7 and 7 and 8 trustworthy 8 trustworthy 9 in 9 in 11 respects 10 all 11 respects tomorrow we will see what he can do [.] 1 tomorrow 2 we 2 we 3 will 3 will 4 see 4 see 5 what 5 what 6 he 5 what 8 do 6 he 7 can one learns odd amusements abroad , " he added , seeing an expression of surprise on the woman 's face [.] 1 one 2 learns 2 learns 4 amusements 3 odd 4 amusements 4 amusements 5 abroad 4 amusements 11 seeing 6 , 9 added 7 " 8 he 8 he 9 added 9 added 10 , 9 added 11 seeing 11 seeing 13 expression 11 seeing 16 on 12 an 13 expression 13 expression 14 of 13 expression 16 on 14 of 15 surprise 16 on 20 face 17 the 18 woman 18 woman 19 's 19 's 20 face and the boy nodded with a smile of mischievous significance as he entered the keeper 's lodge [.] 1 and 3 boy 1 and 4 nodded 2 the 3 boy 3 boy 4 nodded 4 nodded 5 with 4 nodded 11 as 5 with 7 smile 6 a 7 smile 7 smile 8 of 8 of 10 significance 9 mischievous 10 significance 11 as 12 he 11 as 13 entered 12 he 13 entered 13 entered 17 lodge 14 the 15 keeper 15 keeper 16 's 16 's 17 lodge away she went , more nervous than she would own , and tapped at the boy 's door [.] 1 away 2 she 2 she 3 went 3 went 4 , 3 went 6 nervous 4 , 6 nervous 5 more 6 nervous 6 nervous 7 than 7 than 18 door 8 she 9 would 9 would 12 and 10 own 12 and 11 , 12 and 12 and 13 tapped 12 and 14 at 14 at 18 door 15 the 16 boy 16 boy 17 's 17 's 18 door the bed was empty [.] 1 the 2 bed 2 bed 3 was 3 was 4 empty a disagreeable thrill shot through her , as she assured herself of the fact by groping along the narrow bed [.] 1 a 2 disagreeable 1 a 3 thrill 2 disagreeable 3 thrill 3 thrill 4 shot 4 shot 5 through 4 shot 15 by 4 shot 17 along 5 through 6 her 7 , 8 as 8 as 9 she 8 as 10 assured 9 she 10 assured 10 assured 11 herself 10 assured 12 of 12 of 14 fact 13 the 14 fact 14 fact 15 by 15 by 16 groping 16 groping 17 along 17 along 20 bed 18 the 20 bed 19 narrow 20 bed without a pause he flung it off , laid himself in bed , and seemed to sleep at once [.] 1 without 3 pause 1 without 4 he 2 a 3 pause 4 he 14 and 5 flung 6 it 5 flung 7 off 5 flung 9 laid 5 flung 14 and 8 , 9 laid 9 laid 10 himself 9 laid 12 bed 9 laid 13 , 11 in 12 bed 13 , 14 and 14 and 15 seemed 15 seemed 16 to 15 seemed 17 sleep 16 to 17 sleep 17 sleep 19 once 18 at 19 once and he sat up , looking drowsily about him [.] 1 and 2 he 1 and 3 sat 2 he 3 sat 3 sat 6 looking 3 sat 7 drowsily 3 sat 8 about 4 up 5 , 4 up 6 looking 8 about 9 him what are you doing , trailing about the house at this hour and in such trim ? " 1 what 2 are 1 what 4 doing 2 are 3 you 2 are 4 doing 4 doing 6 trailing 5 , 6 trailing 6 trailing 7 about 6 trailing 17 ? 7 about 9 house 8 the 9 house 9 house 13 and 10 at 12 hour 10 at 13 and 11 this 12 hour 13 and 14 in 14 in 16 trim 15 such 16 trim 17 ? 18 " if it had been any of those silly girls , the house would have been roused by this time [.] 1 if 2 it 1 if 4 been 1 if 10 , 1 if 12 house 2 it 3 had 3 had 4 been 4 been 5 any 5 any 6 of 6 of 9 girls 7 those 9 girls 8 silly 9 girls 11 the 12 house 12 house 13 would 13 would 14 have 14 have 15 been 15 been 16 roused 16 roused 17 by 17 by 19 time 18 this 19 time don't be troubled [.] 1 don't 2 be 2 be 3 troubled i never do any mischief or come to any harm [.] 1 i 6 or 2 never 3 do 3 do 5 mischief 3 do 6 or 4 any 5 mischief 6 or 7 come 7 come 8 to 8 to 10 harm 9 any 10 harm i just take a quiet promenade and march back to bed again [.] 1 i 7 and 2 just 3 take 3 take 6 promenade 3 take 7 and 4 a 5 quiet 4 a 6 promenade 5 quiet 6 promenade 7 and 8 march 8 march 9 back 8 march 11 bed 8 march 12 again 10 to 11 bed i shan't be in my teens till autumn [.] 1 i 2 shan't 2 shan't 3 be 3 be 4 in 3 be 7 till 4 in 6 teens 5 my 6 teens 7 till 8 autumn and the child held out her hand with a cordial look and gesture that touched the boy [.] 1 and 3 child 1 and 4 held 2 the 3 child 4 held 5 out 4 held 7 hand 4 held 8 with 6 her 7 hand 8 with 12 and 9 a 10 cordial 9 a 11 look 10 cordial 11 look 11 look 12 and 12 and 13 gesture 12 and 14 that 12 and 15 touched 14 that 15 touched 15 touched 17 boy 16 the 17 boy but what is that ? " 1 but 2 what 2 what 3 is 2 what 5 ? 3 is 4 that 5 ? 6 " let me see it [.] 1 let 2 me 1 let 3 see 3 see 4 it but he was mistaken [.] 1 but 2 he 2 he 3 was 3 was 4 mistaken she spoke first , assuming an air of satisfaction as she surveyed her work [.] 1 she 2 spoke 2 spoke 3 first 2 spoke 5 assuming 4 , 5 assuming 5 assuming 7 air 5 assuming 10 as 6 an 7 air 7 air 8 of 8 of 9 satisfaction 10 as 11 she 10 as 12 surveyed 11 she 12 surveyed 12 surveyed 14 work 13 her 14 work as she did so , the change in his face struck her [.] 1 as 2 she 1 as 3 did 1 as 5 , 1 as 7 change 2 she 3 did 3 did 4 so 4 so 5 , 6 the 7 change 7 change 8 in 7 change 11 struck 8 in 10 face 9 his 10 face 11 struck 12 her obeying a sudden impulse , my lady sprang forward and tried to open the door [.] 1 obeying 4 impulse 1 obeying 5 , 1 obeying 7 lady 2 a 3 sudden 2 a 4 impulse 3 sudden 4 impulse 6 my 7 lady 7 lady 10 and 8 sprang 9 forward 8 sprang 10 and 10 and 11 tried 11 tried 12 to 12 to 13 open 13 open 15 door 14 the 15 door he 's the heart of a man , boy though he is , " she said angrily as the men hung back [.] 1 he 2 's 2 's 4 heart 2 's 10 though 3 the 4 heart 4 heart 5 of 5 of 8 , 6 a 7 man 7 man 8 , 8 , 9 boy 10 though 11 he 10 though 21 hung 11 he 12 is 12 is 21 hung 13 , 16 said 14 " 15 she 15 she 16 said 16 said 17 angrily 16 said 18 as 16 said 21 hung 18 as 20 men 19 the 20 men 21 hung 22 back he is very indifferent on such things and seems intent on his own affairs [.] 1 he 8 and 2 is 4 indifferent 2 is 8 and 3 very 4 indifferent 4 indifferent 5 on 5 on 7 things 6 such 7 things 8 and 9 seems 8 and 10 intent 10 intent 11 on 11 on 14 affairs 12 his 13 own 12 his 14 affairs she recognized him instantly , in spite of increased height , a dark moustache , and martial bearing [.] 1 she 2 recognized 2 recognized 3 him 2 recognized 4 instantly 2 recognized 6 in 5 , 6 in 6 in 7 spite 6 in 11 , 7 spite 8 of 8 of 10 height 9 increased 10 height 11 , 16 and 12 a 13 dark 12 a 14 moustache 13 dark 14 moustache 14 moustache 16 and 15 , 16 and 16 and 18 bearing 17 martial 18 bearing leaving her nook , she joined a group of young friends and held herself prepared for the meeting [.] 1 leaving 3 nook 1 leaving 4 , 1 leaving 5 she 2 her 3 nook 5 she 6 joined 6 joined 8 group 6 joined 16 for 7 a 8 group 8 group 9 of 8 group 15 prepared 8 group 16 for 9 of 12 and 10 young 11 friends 11 friends 12 and 12 and 13 held 14 herself 15 prepared 16 for 18 meeting 17 the 18 meeting and her tone was almost petulant as she refused to sing again [.] 1 and 3 tone 1 and 4 was 2 her 3 tone 3 tone 4 was 4 was 5 almost 4 was 6 petulant 4 was 7 as 5 almost 6 petulant 7 as 8 she 7 as 9 refused 8 she 9 refused 9 refused 10 to 10 to 11 sing 11 sing 12 again for if she betrayed her knowledge of his past , she would be forced to tell where and how that knowledge was gained [.] 1 for 11 she 2 if 3 she 2 if 4 betrayed 2 if 10 , 2 if 11 she 3 she 4 betrayed 4 betrayed 6 knowledge 5 her 6 knowledge 6 knowledge 7 of 7 of 9 past 8 his 9 past 11 she 12 would 12 would 13 be 13 be 14 forced 14 forced 15 to 14 forced 16 tell 15 to 16 tell 16 tell 18 and 16 tell 20 that 17 where 18 and 18 and 19 how 20 that 21 knowledge 20 that 23 gained 21 knowledge 22 was 22 was 23 gained well , she would stand the test and enjoy the joke by-and-by [.] 1 well 2 , 2 , 8 and 3 she 4 would 4 would 8 and 5 stand 7 test 5 stand 8 and 6 the 7 test 8 and 9 enjoy 9 enjoy 12 by-and-by 10 the 12 by-and-by 11 joke 12 by-and-by she is still too much a stranger here to enjoy new faces , even kind ones [.] 1 she 2 is 2 is 3 still 3 still 5 much 3 still 7 stranger 3 still 8 here 3 still 9 to 4 too 5 much 6 a 7 stranger 7 stranger 8 here 9 to 13 , 10 enjoy 12 faces 10 enjoy 13 , 11 new 12 faces 13 , 14 even 14 even 16 ones 15 kind 16 ones " she lives alone here , is seldom seen , and won't go anywhere or receive anyone [.] 1 " 2 she 2 she 6 , 3 lives 4 alone 3 lives 5 here 3 lives 6 , 6 , 11 and 7 is 9 seen 7 is 11 and 8 seldom 9 seen 10 , 11 and 11 and 12 won't 12 won't 15 or 13 go 14 anywhere 13 go 15 or 15 or 16 receive 16 receive 17 anyone that 's not natural in a pretty girl [.] 1 that 2 's 2 's 3 not 2 's 4 natural 3 not 4 natural 4 natural 5 in 5 in 8 girl 6 a 8 girl 7 pretty 8 girl " you are to do the talking with the old woman , and give me a chance to look [.] 1 " 2 you 2 you 3 are 3 are 13 and 4 to 13 and 5 do 7 talking 5 do 8 with 5 do 13 and 6 the 7 talking 7 talking 8 with 8 with 11 woman 9 the 11 woman 10 old 11 woman 12 , 13 and 13 and 14 give 14 give 15 me 14 give 17 chance 14 give 18 to 16 a 17 chance 18 to 19 look and his voice deepened with indignant pain [.] 1 and 3 voice 1 and 4 deepened 2 his 3 voice 3 voice 4 deepened 4 deepened 5 with 5 with 7 pain 6 indignant 7 pain i remembered it , and ventured to bring a little token in return for the one you gave me long ago [.] 1 i 5 and 2 remembered 3 it 2 remembered 5 and 4 , 5 and 5 and 6 ventured 5 and 7 to 5 and 12 in 5 and 14 for 7 to 8 bring 8 bring 11 token 9 a 10 little 9 a 11 token 10 little 11 token 11 token 12 in 12 in 13 return 13 return 14 for 14 for 16 one 15 the 16 one 16 one 17 you 16 one 18 gave 17 you 18 gave 18 gave 19 me 18 gave 21 ago 20 long 21 ago we must risk everything and abide the consequences now [.] 1 we 5 and 2 must 3 risk 2 must 5 and 3 risk 4 everything 5 and 6 abide 6 abide 8 consequences 6 abide 9 now 7 the 8 consequences 8 consequences 9 now and the young man 's eye kindled as if he felt a crisis at hand [.] 1 and 6 eye 1 and 7 kindled 2 the 4 man 3 young 4 man 4 man 5 's 5 's 6 eye 6 eye 7 kindled 7 kindled 9 if 8 as 9 if 9 if 10 he 9 if 11 felt 10 he 11 felt 11 felt 13 crisis 12 a 13 crisis 13 crisis 15 hand 14 at 15 hand will you step in and read the note at your ease [.] 1 will 2 you 1 will 5 and 3 step 4 in 3 step 5 and 5 and 6 read 6 read 8 note 6 read 9 at 7 the 8 note 8 note 9 at 9 at 11 ease 10 your 11 ease he sat looking about the dainty room still full of tokens of her presence [.] 1 he 2 sat 2 sat 3 looking 2 sat 4 about 3 looking 4 about 4 about 8 still 5 the 8 still 6 dainty 7 room 7 room 8 still 8 still 9 full 9 full 10 of 10 of 11 tokens 11 tokens 12 of 12 of 14 presence 13 her 14 presence he arose but lingered near the table , as if longing to search for some forgotten hint of himself [.] 1 he 3 but 2 arose 3 but 3 but 4 lingered 4 lingered 5 near 4 lingered 10 if 5 near 7 table 6 the 7 table 8 , 10 if 9 as 10 if 10 if 11 longing 11 longing 12 to 12 to 13 search 13 search 14 for 14 for 17 hint 15 some 17 hint 16 forgotten 17 hint 17 hint 18 of 18 of 19 himself i am tired of disguise [.] 1 i 2 am 2 am 3 tired 3 tired 4 of 4 of 5 disguise she groped her way to him and clung to his strong arm as if it was her only stay [.] 1 she 7 and 2 groped 4 way 2 groped 5 to 2 groped 7 and 3 her 4 way 4 way 5 to 5 to 6 him 7 and 8 clung 7 and 9 to 7 and 14 if 9 to 12 arm 10 his 12 arm 11 strong 12 arm 13 as 14 if 14 if 15 it 14 if 16 was 15 it 16 was 16 was 19 stay 17 her 18 only 17 her 19 stay let us bury the old feud , and right the old wrong in a new way [.] 1 let 2 us 1 let 8 and 3 bury 6 feud 3 bury 8 and 4 the 6 feud 5 old 6 feud 7 , 8 and 8 and 9 right 9 right 12 wrong 9 right 13 in 10 the 12 wrong 11 old 12 wrong 12 wrong 13 in 13 in 16 way 14 a 15 new 14 a 16 way 15 new 16 way something in her words seemed to sting or wound him [.] 1 something 2 in 1 something 5 seemed 2 in 4 words 3 her 4 words 5 seemed 6 to 5 seemed 8 or 6 to 8 or 7 sting 8 or 8 or 9 wound 9 wound 10 him i 'm worried about other things [.] 1 i 2 'm 2 'm 3 worried 3 worried 4 about 4 about 6 things 5 other 6 things my lady spoke with sudden energy and rose on her arm , eyeing the girl with unmistakable suspicion and excitement [.] 1 my 2 lady 2 lady 7 and 2 lady 19 and 3 spoke 4 with 3 spoke 7 and 4 with 6 energy 5 sudden 6 energy 7 and 8 rose 7 and 15 girl 7 and 16 with 8 rose 9 on 9 on 12 , 10 her 11 arm 11 arm 12 , 12 , 13 eyeing 14 the 15 girl 15 girl 16 with 16 with 18 suspicion 17 unmistakable 18 suspicion 19 and 20 excitement and my lady sank back as if a load was off her mind [.] 1 and 3 lady 1 and 4 sank 2 my 3 lady 3 lady 4 sank 4 sank 5 back 4 sank 7 if 6 as 7 if 7 if 9 load 7 if 10 was 8 a 9 load 9 load 10 was 10 was 11 off 11 off 13 mind 12 her 13 mind i feared it was some new terror like the old one [.] 1 i 2 feared 2 feared 3 it 2 feared 4 was 3 it 4 was 4 was 7 terror 4 was 8 like 5 some 7 terror 6 new 7 terror 7 terror 8 like 8 like 11 one 9 the 11 one 10 old 11 one i cannot see him yet [.] 1 i 2 cannot 2 cannot 3 see 3 see 4 him 3 see 5 yet he went alone , promising to send for the wife when all was ready [.] 1 he 2 went 2 went 3 alone 2 went 5 promising 4 , 5 promising 5 promising 6 to 5 promising 7 send 6 to 7 send 7 send 8 for 8 for 10 wife 9 the 10 wife 10 wife 11 when 11 when 12 all 11 when 13 was 12 all 13 was 13 was 14 ready we can imagine the grief and horror of the unhappy man [.] 1 we 2 can 2 can 3 imagine 3 imagine 6 and 4 the 5 grief 5 grief 6 and 6 and 7 horror 6 and 8 of 8 of 11 man 9 the 11 man 10 unhappy 11 man i never could forget that , nor tie many kindnesses bestowed upon the friendless boy [.] 1 i 3 could 2 never 3 could 3 could 7 nor 4 forget 7 nor 5 that 6 , 6 , 7 nor 7 nor 8 tie 8 tie 10 kindnesses 8 tie 12 upon 9 many 10 kindnesses 10 kindnesses 11 bestowed 10 kindnesses 12 upon 12 upon 15 boy 13 the 15 boy 14 friendless 15 boy i divined the truth [.] 1 i 2 divined 2 divined 4 truth 3 the 4 truth i only want my father 's name [.] 1 i 3 want 2 only 3 want 3 want 7 name 4 my 5 father 5 father 6 's 6 's 7 name title and fortune are nothing to one like me [.] 1 title 2 and 2 and 3 fortune 2 and 4 are 4 are 5 nothing 4 are 6 to 4 are 8 like 5 nothing 6 to 6 to 7 one 8 like 9 me i am tired of pity [.] 1 i 2 am 2 am 3 tired 3 tired 4 of 4 of 5 pity i dared not speak before , but now , when other hearts may be shut against you , mine stands wide open to welcome you [.] 1 i 2 dared 2 dared 3 not 2 dared 4 speak 3 not 4 speak 4 speak 5 before 4 speak 7 but 4 speak 10 when 6 , 7 but 7 but 8 now 7 but 9 , 9 , 10 when 10 when 12 hearts 10 when 15 shut 10 when 18 , 11 other 12 hearts 12 hearts 13 may 13 may 14 be 14 be 15 shut 15 shut 16 against 16 against 17 you 18 , 19 mine 19 mine 20 stands 20 stands 21 wide 21 wide 22 open 21 wide 23 to 21 wide 24 welcome 23 to 24 welcome 24 welcome 25 you we both had one father , and should love each other in spite of this misfortune [.] 1 we 7 and 2 both 3 had 3 had 5 father 3 had 7 and 4 one 5 father 6 , 7 and 7 and 8 should 8 should 9 love 9 love 11 other 9 love 12 in 10 each 11 other 12 in 13 spite 13 spite 14 of 14 of 16 misfortune 15 this 16 misfortune i , too , can forgive [.] 1 i 5 can 2 , 3 too 3 too 4 , 3 too 5 can 5 can 6 forgive i bury the sad past [.] 1 i 2 bury 2 bury 5 past 3 the 5 past 4 sad 5 past